Durian, who has no conscience, I was still praising her in the previous sentence, at such a critical moment, I actually ran upstairs, now it's good, I'm alone, how to deal with Gao Zijian?

"Chen Xiaojia, can't you listen to my explanation?" Gao Zijian stood in front of me, with a strong sense of annoyance in his voice, and said angrily.

My intellect told me that I needed to listen to Gao Zijian's explanation, but no, I couldn't.

As long as I thought that he and Liu Meiting teamed up to deceive me and separate me from Shi Lei, the cells in my body couldn't help but tremble. I can't.

"Shall we talk about it in a few days?" I raised my head slightly, but I didn't dare to intersect with Gao Zijian's gaze. I knew that if I looked at it, I would definitely fall.

But love is not a joke for me, and I can't accept Gao Zijian's attitude of being a joke.

"Since you don't speak, I'll take your consent," I leaned over and lifted my foot, ready to walk forward, "for now, we'll all be calm and calm." ”

Gao Zijian grabbed my hand and asked, "Does it have to be like this?" Chen Xiaojia, do you have to do this to me? ”

Listening to Gao Zijian's hoarse voice, I also felt a little sad, took a soft breath, and said, "What about you?" In the days we've been together, have you ever thought about confessing to me? Gao Zijian, every minute and every second we are together, you have the opportunity to explain the problem to me, but you don't. ”

Gao Zijian didn't speak, but the hand that grabbed my wrist didn't let go at all, I glared at him, looked at him standing beside me with his head down, and my heart suddenly tightened, and I felt that I couldn't bear it.

Gao Zijian is too similar, so every moment, what he says cares about and likes, I take it seriously.

But after the lie was exposed, everything became ironic.

"Chen Xiaojia, I did lie to you, but now, aren't I asking for your forgiveness?" Gao Zijian looked at me, raised his voice, and continued: "Any couple will cheat, do you have to hold on to the handle and be unwilling to let go?" ”

I looked at Gao Zijian with some surprise and asked, "So, you still think you're reasonable, right?" Gao Zijian, you think your deception of me is insignificant now, don't you? ”

Gao Zijian was also stunned, and hurriedly explained: "I don't think I am reasonable, Chen Xiaojia, the court trial has to give the defendant a chance to debate, you run away so decisively, don't you think it's a little unfair to me?" ”

"Fair, Gao Zijian, you tell me to be fair now? Let me tell you, I already knew that there was nothing fair in this world at all, and if there were, God would not favor me, otherwise, I wouldn't be turned around by you and Liu Meiting! ”

Gao Zijian glared at me, his dark eyes flashed, he took a light breath and said, "Chen Xiaojia, you are so excited now, do you think that you have wronged you by following me Gao Zijian?" Do you think that if it weren't for me and Liu Meiting, you could still continue to be with Leizi? Do you feel so dissatisfied now, do you think that no matter how much I fucking Gao Zijian does, it is not as good as half of Leizi? ”

A "pop" sounded, Gao Zijian shook his left hand, and an apple flew out directly, fell to the ground, and shattered.

I don't know how much force he used, but he was able to smash a mobile phone beyond his face, and I'm afraid that all the violent elements in Gao Zijian's body have been summoned. I didn't dare fight him because I knew I was going to lose.

"You're very irrational now, I'll go up first, let's calm down for two days first." I glanced at Gao Zijian and said in a trembling voice.

"Chen Xiaojia, is it so difficult for you to forgive me once? Is Leizi that important to you? No matter how much I Gao Zijian does, I can't compare to him, right? Gao Zijian stopped me, looked at me in a low voice, and said, "You tell me honestly, do you still care about him?" ”

I didn't expect Gao Zijian to say this at all, if it was the first thing that shocked me to know that Gao Zijian and Liu Meiting teamed up to split me and Shi Lei, then now, Gao Zijian's words really hurt me.

I was clean and had a clear conscience, but I attracted his words. If I'm not mistaken, he must have said it a second time, right?

"Gao Zijian, what do you want to say?" I squinted my eyes and let the tears flow out of my eyes, trying to keep my voice in check.

"Chen Xiaojia, do you know? I really feel tired," Gao Zijian said after a while: "I have always felt that in this world, there is no woman I can't get, and I have always felt that all women, when they see me, will throw themselves into their arms, in you, I was frustrated, but I didn't give up, I lost face, self-esteem, these are not important, the most important thing is that I can be with you."

But...... Now, your reaction makes me feel like it hurts my self-esteem. Chen Xiaojia, I also want to save face, I also want self-esteem, you can jump the moat for Leizi, why can't you give me a chance to explain? I'm Gao Zijian with you, is it so worthless? ”

I looked at Gao Zijian with some consternation, coughed lightly, and said, "Gao Zijian, like me, does it make you feel wronged like that?" ”

Gao Zijian also looked at me, his face had blurred into a blur in my eyes, I couldn't see his expression clearly, and I couldn't hear his voice, I could only look at this outline, guessing his thoughts at the moment.

It is said that love makes people blind, it is said that love makes people's self-esteem disembark, and it is said that love, in the end, is very hurtful.

If this is Gao Zijian's sincere words, then I apologize to him.

"Gao Zijian, I'm really sorry." I raised my head slightly, so that the tears did not flow, and continued: "It is I who take my feelings too seriously, it is I who make you tall and handsome to be wronged, it is I who is too strong and does not consider your feelings. ”

My voice was a little choked, and I didn't like it very much. He continued: "In that case, I think it is still necessary for us to be separated from each other for a while. ”

Gao Zijian raised his head violently, glared at me, and said, "Chen Xiaojia, you really regret it, right?" Even if Leizi is wearing an engagement ring now, you feel that you regret it, right? ”

I knew that it was useless to say too many words, so I sighed softly and said, "What do you like to think...... Just think about it...... I...... I...... Right now, I don't have anything to explain. ”

My voice was incoherent, my legs were shaking, and I didn't know what I was afraid of. It's not that I haven't said it, but he doesn't believe it.

Trust and tolerance, neither of us, can do.

Instead of saying that we love each other more, it is better to be honest and tell ourselves that we love ourselves more than each other.

"Okay, Chen Xiaojia, you are amazing!" Gao Zijian raised his head, shook it lightly twice, and said, "I, Gao Zijian, really admit it, I Gao Zijian really admit it, you are powerful, Leizi is even more powerful!" You're all amazing! I'm a fucking grandson! Good! ”

I took a soft breath, tears had burst from my eyes, drop by drop, slid to my mouth, tasted, it was bitter.

"You have told me so much, and you keep saying that you want to calm down with each other, isn't it just to make it clear to me, to make it clear?" Gao Zijian saw that I didn't speak, and continued: "Aren't you just complaining that I broke up your pair of bitter mandarin ducks? Don't you just want to call me a bastard, I'm shameless? Chen Xiaojia, I admit it, from the first time I got on you, I already thought that there would be today! Okay, I know all this you do, isn't it...... Isn't that ...... Want to talk to me...... Break up? ”

The word "break up" was like a lightning bolt passing through my heart, I panicked him and started his head, but his eyes were blurred, he hurriedly wiped the tears from his face, opened his mouth, but the voice was stuck in his throat.

"You don't want to say it," Gao Zijian's voice sounded again, and I heard his inhalation, "I told you for you, and we can talk about it...... Talked about it for a while...... I met ......"

It turns out that the tired person is not me.

"So...... Are you here to get together with me? I took a sharp breath and wiped my nose, trying to make my expression natural, at least, not to make people look down on me.

"Isn't that what you meant?" Gao Zijian put his hands in his pockets, his head was very high, and said: "I, Gao Zijian, am willing to gamble and lose, although I am not as good as Leizi, but I also know that the twisted melon is not sweet, Chen Xiaojia, so be it, I won't bother you again." ”

I coughed softly, pretended to laugh and said, "It's not easy for you...... Not ......."

Gao Zijian shrugged his shoulders and said with a smile: "It's okay, this kind of thing, I have experienced a lot, and I have strong immunity." ”

I nodded lightly and said, "Okay." ”

I wanted to say "goodbye" or "no", but I found that I couldn't say it at all.

He nodded to Gao Zijian, pointed to the residential building, raised his feet and walked forward.

Gao Zijian didn't call me, he was so determined that he was the same as me, and he didn't bother to say a word of stinginess.

I sighed, picked up my steps, and hurried to the stairs, hiding on the edge of the hallway, choking quietly.

How I want to be rampant in your heart in the world of your life for the rest of my life. It's just that I don't have the courage to say it......