Chapter 286: I've Lost Her for Four Years
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Fu Shijin knelt on one knee as he spoke, reaching out to pick up the tiny fallen leaves on the stele; The cyan slim shirt clings to the arched back, and through the fabric, the tight muscle lines show the owner's state of mind.
Fu Shijin continued to whisper: "Mother, I can't fulfill your last wish. I'm sorry, but even though she was the trigger for your death, I still miss her. β
"She gave birth to me a baby. She was so sad at the time, but she still gave birth to a child. In a foreign country, she is a woman, how difficult it is. β
"Didn't you always want a grandson, he's very cute, and if you're alive, you'll love him."
β...... Mother, I love her. I've lost her for four years, I'm not going to let go of her again, I'm going to give her and the child a home. β
Fu Shijin said softly, and guilt and complexity welled up in his ink-stained eyes.
Four years ago, the hospital was still in full swing.
When his mother, who had been in a coma at the time, woke up, he was naturally very happy, not only because his mother was safe, but also because he could return Lin Jiajia's innocence.
After his mother woke up and was visited by relatives, she asked him to call Yu Jiaqi to the hospital. The mother weakly took off the jade bracelet on her wrist and gave it to Yu Jiaqi, and said in front of him that she only recognized Yu Jiaqi as the daughter-in-law of the Fu family; He was completely sure that this was a bitter ploy made by his mother, the purpose of which was to force him to break up with Lin Jiajia.
His mother's actions made him helpless, but his mother was still very weak at that time, and woke up a few times to urinate and fell asleep again; He planned to wait for his mother to be in better spirits before discussing the matter with her.
In the early hours of the morning, he finished dealing with some urgent affairs of the Guangzheng and some things of the Green Gang, and then went to the hospital to keep vigil; Seeing that the doctor was checking on his mother's condition, he asked a few questions, and the doctor said that his mother's condition was stable and that she would wake up again soon.
Sure enough, not long after he sat on the edge of the bed, his mother woke up, and was in better spirits than in the afternoon; Seeing him, his mother seriously asked him when he would break up with Lin Jiajia, saying that Lin Jiajia was too deep and vicious, and ordered him to punish her, and then completely cut off relations with her.
He refused his mother's request and told him that this incident had nothing to do with Lin Jiajia at all.
His mother was so angry at that time, when he was relieved of his mother, his mother forced him to promise that he must separate from Lin Jiajia and marry Yu Jiaqi, even if he didn't want to marry, he couldn't be deceived by Lin Jiajia again.
The mother also shook her hand and asked him to take her mobile phone, and the mother called up the content of her conversation with Lin Jiajia from the mobile phone.
When I started listening to it, my mother was just gasping and scolding, but when I heard Lin Jiajia say that she would be Mrs. Fu, and even if she divorced, she could get half of the family property, her mother was suddenly so angry that she didn't mention it in one breath, her breathing was very panting and very fast, and most of the whites of her eyes were exposed!
He was so shocked that he immediately called the doctor, but it was too late, the doctor felt his pulse when he arrived, and immediately gave his mother first aid, but he was unable to return to the sky, and only a cold and waveless flat line remained on the respirator.
Mother is gone, under his nose, in Lin Jiajia's sarcastic voice.
At that moment, he felt palpitations and despair like never before, and his mother took her own life in order to force them to separate......
After the mother left, the uncle forced each other to hold Lin Jiajia accountable; There are also relatives and friends on the Fu family's side who are coaxing.
Still, he couldn't make up his mind.
Lin Jiajia learned the news that she wanted to see him, but he couldn't see her when his mother's bones were still cold.
Later, when he learned that she risked her body to see him, he couldn't help but see him.
He looked at her slender body, looked at the way she explained seriously, listened to the care and expectation of her words for herself, and he knew that she wanted her own clear attitude, and she needed his trust.
It's just that although she didn't directly hurt her mother, her mother did die because of her.
He knew that Lin Jiajia would be sad, but he couldn't comfort her, and he couldn't say anything she wanted.
And at that time, the Qingbang and Yu Bo'an were also making trouble, so he wanted her to stay in the detention center for a while, first, to give each other time to calm down, and secondly, to prevent others from making a fuss about her and endangering her safety.
Lin Jiajia has a stubborn side in his bones, he has always known it; Leaving Haicheng without saying a word is an example.
Her movements were quick and she contacted Mo Haowen.
At that moment, he knew that she was leaving; But she always had hope for herself.
In the interview room, she asked herself if there was a hardship, if there was pressure, if she had to wait for him.
For a moment, he wanted to nod.
But he endured it, because there was too much between them to go on.
There is also the Green Gang who stretched out his hand to the detention center, and Lai Long wanted to fight with himself with the intention of dying and breaking the net; He can't fully guarantee Lin Jiajia's safety or even his own safety, how can he make her wait?
Lin Jiajia's kidnapping left him too much shadow, and he couldn't let Lin Jiajia encounter the same situation a second time; Even if they were to be separated, he couldn't let her happen to her again.
He played the recording of her mother to Lin Jiajia, not only to make her die and leave, but also to make up her mind and stop thinking from then on.
Lin Jiajia was really sad, he just looked at her slender back like that, and left straight and unhurried.
In the past four years, he has often returned to this scene in his dreams, but even in his dreams, he can't move his feet and step forward to hold her.
For four years, he had not had the urge to find her, but every time he thought of the decisive decision when she left, and the obstacles that stood between them, he suppressed the thought. Since some hurdles can't be crossed, why bother to do harm again, why not let her live her own life.
But when they met, he saw her again.
He was very surprised to see Lin Jiajia in City C at that time, but soon he heard the words that she and Mo Haowen were "husband and wife", as well as their tacit intimacy.
She was sad and decided to open, and Mo Haowen originally had love for her, and helped her go abroad together, so this result was very normal, but he felt inexplicably uncomfortable in his heart, as if a certain place in his heart was ripped off by life, and it was dull and painful.
He went to the drinking party in City C, and he clearly saw her changes, she was confident, she was mature, and she was more charming and charming.
He saw her intimacy with Mo Haowen, he went to invite her to dance, and smelled the long-lost fragrance of her thoughts, and he reacted.
He missed her, and his body hurt when he thought about it.
He deliberately told her that he wanted to see her attitude towards him, but she stepped on him directly, without leaving half of his affection and no reluctance.
There was no more him in her heart, and the realization made his dull ache worse.
But he didn't expect that the dull pain was still to come; She had a child with Mo Haowen.
In fact, deep down, the selfishness of a man's nature is to hope that she has not forgotten herself in the past few years, has not looked for other men, and he can still have the opportunity to see her again.
restrained again, thinking about not seeing each other again, how did they see each other, making each other miserable?
But the truth is so cruel, there are really other men around her, they have children, they are still very harmonious and happy, they are the past in her life, and he is just a stranger when he sees her again.
He stopped He Xing from investigating, he didn't want to accept the cruel reality again.
He had been deeply stimulated, and his mind was hovering with pictures of her and Mo Haowen in the same room, as well as pictures of their family of four being intimate; The stinging pain was unbearable.
What kind of fear is that? She's his woman! He wanted to teach them some lessons, and he didn't believe that they were really more affectionate.
As a result, he didn't let them learn a lesson, but he was so angry that Lin Jiajia desperately wanted to win the contract, and he had nowhere to vent.
Things went according to his will, and in the end, he was the one who couldn't accept the result.
Ignoring his reminder, she said that she was willing to die for another man, and looking at her gentleness towards others and indifference to herself, Fu Shijin really wanted to strangle her.
He left, wanting to leave her alone again, but his footsteps took root.
He sat in the private room next door, drinking alcohol alone, but his eyes fell on the surveillance video from time to time; Yes, he arranged the private room she booked.
He knew that she couldn't stand it because she drank a lot, so he didn't go to the bathroom with him, and drank and smoked alone.
Yu Cheng reminded him that Boss Xiao seemed to have put something in the wine, and he should go over to stop it.
He didn't answer, he didn't believe that she was so stupid, and would believe Boss Xiao's so-called signing the contract after drinking three glasses.
She's so naΓ―ve, she drinks with a glass of wine!
He couldn't control the anger in his chest any longer, and he kicked the door in, but damn it, she wouldn't go, she was still thinking about her contract.
He was so angry that he couldn't do it, and he sent all his anger and anger on Boss Xiao, who had long wanted to teach a lesson, and dared to move Lin Jiajia, he couldn't spare him!
He walked out of the club with Lin Jiajia, who was tortured by the effects of the drug, he was jealous of her behavior of wanting to protect her innocence for other men, and she also pressed him with two words!
Doesn't she know how angry he is and how much he wants to throw her away?
He originally wanted to take her to the hospital, but later, he still couldn't control the unbearable strong thoughts in his heart.
Even if he is resented by her, he wants to keep her, even if it is only for one night.
In hindsight, he was grateful for his decision.
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