Chapter 637: Drinking alone on a moonlit night to send lovesickness
This kind of call is obviously very familiar, but when it comes to his mouth, he can't name it, and he can't remember the feeling of appearance, which really drives Xiao Jinxuan crazy.
So she sat down in the muddy rainwater, even though her head was splitting and she couldn't help it.
But this time, Xiao Jinxuan's stubbornness that went deep into her bones and blood made her resist death without medicine.
Even if she died in pain, she must recall who the figure in her mind was.
And at this moment, Huang Fuche, who had just been separated from Xiao Yunyan and was in a heavy mood, wanted to see if the other party was awake because he couldn't rest assured of Xiao Jinxuan, so he turned back to the dormitory.
But as soon as Huangfu Che arrived in front of the Jade Lotus Palace, he saw Xiao Jinxuan's helpless and thin figure in the night when the rain was pouring, so he sat in the open space in front of the hall in embarrassment.
Although Ziying on the side was also persuading, it obviously had no effect at all.
His heart throbbed fiercely, especially after knowing that Nian Wuwu was Xiao Jinxuan, even if Huang Fuche didn't want to admit it, he knew that he liked this woman very much, and even loved it very deeply.
In this world, Huang Fuche believes that it is love at first sight, at least when Da Zhou first met Xiao Jinxuan, he was attracted by this woman who was cold on the outside but extremely tough on the inside.
Even if Xiao Jinxuan was already Zhou Xianyu's quasi-princess at that time, Huang Fuche knew better that he should not have such thoughts about his cousin's fiancΓ©e.
But love and love are not controlled by manpower, especially after Xiao Jinxuan saved his life with nectar honey.
Huang Fuche, who returned to Daliang, how many times was it difficult to survive the pain and torture, it was the other party's words of encouragement that made him struggle to survive.
And Huang Fuche, who had almost given up on his illness, also rekindled his hope because of Xiao Jinxuan's hope that he would see him again in the future, and persevered in finding the trace of Old Man Ding.
And in the end, the emperor lived up to his wishes, he not only found Ding Yipin, but also unintentionally saved Xiao Jinxuan, and continued the originally extremely shallow fate between the two.
Perhaps in Xiao Jinxuan's heart, Huangfu Che is just a foreign prince who can talk and have a little friend.
But on Huang Fuche's side, the impact of the other party on him is huge, and even his dedication to life and not giving up are all brought to him by Xiao Jinxuan.
So when Nian Wuwu, an ordinary girl called Huangfu Che who was pitiful and loving, and gradually fell in love, and Xiao Jinxuan, who he had always admired in his heart and existed like a guiding light, became one.
Huang Fu Che's feelings naturally gushed out, and even he couldn't control himself.
Therefore, with distressed eyes, he walked quickly to Xiao Jinxuan, and Huang Fuche hugged the other party into his arms.
Let the rain lap on him, but Huang Fuche didn't care, he just wanted to help Xiao Jinxuan up from the muddy ground as soon as possible.
"What's wrong with you, it's cold on this ground and you can't sit still. You are obedient, I'll help you into the dormitory, Ziying, don't be stunned, help me. β
Huang Fu Che meant, Zi Ying naturally understood, that is, don't care why Xiao Jinxuan suddenly lost her temper, she forcibly helped people into the dormitory first.
In fact, Ziying also wanted to do this just now, but Xiao Jinxuan cried too much, she was afraid of hurting the other party alone, so she accompanied the rain and had nothing to do with the other party.
But now that Huangfu Che is here, the two of them easily set up Xiao Jinxuan, even if the other party struggled to resist, they were still forcibly taken to the palace gate.
Before Xiao Jinxuan lost her memory, what she hated most was being forced and threatened, so this feeling of boredom and hatred spread in her heart again.
Especially Huang Fuche's support, the two of them will inevitably touch each other during her struggle, but this feeling of contact makes Xiao Jinxuan extremely resistant, and the figure about Zhou Xianyu in her mind also appears more frequently.
Under the double stimulation of a headache and being forcibly supported, Xiao Jinxuan finally pushed Huang Fuche and even Ziying away with a fierce cry of pain mixed with anger.
The two completely different personalities before and after amnesia always alternate endlessly in Xiao Jinxuan's body.
And now, the tears of crying have gone, and her eyes have become gloomy and cold because of anger.
"Don't touch Hongu, I just want to be alone, who am I, why can't I remember everything. Do I really have no worries, but this name only makes me feel so unfamiliar. And I always felt that there was more important things for me to do, that I could not stay here anymore, that I had to leave immediately. β
Although the scattered memories can't be pieced together, Xiao Jinxuan has not forgotten the reluctance to Zhou Xianyu before the amnesia, as well as the persistence of going to Beirong.
And because this time, she endured the severe pain and refused to take the medicine, so the memory fragments in her mind gradually became clearer, so she felt more and more clearly that she should not belong here.
But Xiao Jinxuan's behavior of gradually becoming clear-headed, in the eyes of outsiders, is like a mad attack, chattering and turning upside down, which is not what a normal person should be at all.
So seeing that Xiao Jinxuan was about to rush into the heavy rain again, Ziying was not polite, and directly slashed the back of the opponent's neck with a hand knife, knocking the person unconscious.
After holding Xiao Jinxuan, who was unconscious and fell to the ground, Ziying said to Huangfu Che on the side:
"Prince Xi, you are still stunned, why don't you help me help the worry-free girl into the hall together, if she falls somewhere, you will feel distressed again, don't say that this girl hasn't reminded you."
In fact, seeing Xiao Jinxuan being knocked unconscious, Huang Fuche's heart was already throbbing, and he naturally didn't dare to delay and rushed forward to help.
And Xiao Jinxuan, who was put on the soft collapse this time, even though she was unconscious, her pair of willow eyebrows were still wrinkled. Although she lost her memory, because she had experienced too much with Zhou Xianyu, that unforgettable feeling made Xiao Jinxuan never forget it at all.
So even in a coma, she fell into a dream again, and because of Zhou Xianyu's vague figure, she suffered to be relieved.
And Zhou Xianyu, who was thousands of miles away, was recalled by Xiao Jinxuan with great efforts, but couldn't remember it.
On the same night, but in Yangzhou, he was in Yangzhou, but the sky was clear, the moon was in the sky, not to mention the pouring rain, and there was not even a dark cloud.
At the foot of Meishan, Zhou Xianyu was holding a wine jug in his hand, sitting in front of the mound he had erected for Xiao Jinxuan, raising his head and pouring the wine into his mouth in one gulp, just wanting to get drunk to relieve the pain of lovesickness in his heart.
But when this person often wants to get drunk, no matter how much he drinks, his mind is still very clear.
And Zhou Xianyu is in this situation now, looking at the dozen or so empty wine jars scattered on the ground in front of him.
He couldn't help but smile bitterly, looked at the bright moon in the sky with drunken eyes, and said with a lonely smile:
"Everyone in the world is drunk and I wake up alone, but I, Zhou Xianyu, am the one who wants to get drunk and relieve a thousand sorrows, God, since you gave Xuan'er a chance to be reborn, why did you cruelly take her away from me. Jinxuan, I really miss you, I even think about it by luck, since you can be reborn once, will you suddenly appear in front of me again one day. But I have been waiting at your grave for seven days, but you have not appeared, and you will not smile at me gently. β
Having said this, Zhou Xianyu couldn't help but suddenly block his eyes with the back of his hand, but two lines of tears still dripped down his cheeks.
Although Zhou Xianyu is an iron-clad man, a big husband.
But when he lost his beloved and was separated from Xiao Jinxuan forever, no matter how strong Zhou Xianyu's heart was, he was also hit by the collapse of his mind and body, like a lonely goose that had lost his partner, wailing and languishing.
After the desolation calmed down, Zhou Xianyu removed the back of his hand from his eyes, and then when he turned around, he hugged the jade tablet that Xiao Jinxuan had set up personally, with memories and deep longing in his eyes.
"Jinxuan, you are my wife, since I hid from the pursuers in Yangzhou and hid in the car to meet you, I have been deeply attracted by you. Your calmness is as cold as ice, and your outer softness and inner rigidity fascinate me. Although I owe you a big wedding, in my heart you are my princess of Zhou Xianyu. So I built this mound for you according to the specifications of the princess, and engraved the monument as the princess. You have always disliked life in the palace during your lifetime, and you even bear the title of Concubine Xiao, which seems to be difficult for us to stay together. Now that you have left me first, you have taken off all the shackles for your husband. In the future, you will be my Zhou Xianyu's wife, and no one will be able to separate us. β
While Zhou Xianyu said this, his right hand was affectionately caressed on the monument he had erected for Xiao Jinxuan.
I saw the inscription made of white jade, with a line of words engraved on it, and the content was "The tomb of Xiao Jinxuan, the wife of the royal prince".
You must know that Xiao Jinxuan was the nominal concubine of Zhou Xianrui, and later she was charged with poisoning the monarch.
Zhou Xianyu now refers to each other as his wife, that is, the relationship with his brother and sister-in-law is unclear.
In addition, Xiao Jinxuan is a sinner, so Zhou Xianyu carved this line of words, and the impact on him personally was extremely serious.
even has to bear the burden of having an affair with an uncle and sister-in-law, causing trouble in the palace, and these infamy.
In fact, Zhou Xianyu also knew in his heart what the consequences of setting up a monument like this would be, but he didn't care at all.
It was difficult for them to be together during their lifetime, and after death, he would never want Xiao Jinxuan to be a lonely ghost, he wanted to give each other a name, and the princess would be honored.
Even after his death, he will be buried with Xiao Jinxuan, and he will hug and sleep together for the rest of his life.
As for everyone's strange eyes and the criticism of later generations, Zhou Xianyu regarded these as nothing, and he was not uncommon with these false names.
raised his head and took another sip of wine, Zhou Xianyu's originally free and evil face, now all that was left was vicissitudes and loneliness.
And then he looked at the jade monument erected for Xiao Jinxuan, and said with tenderness in his eyes:
"Jinxuan, I still remember that it was on this plum mountain that we watched the fireworks together. You have made three demands and said that as long as I do it, you will marry me as a concubine. But now, years later, I realize that I have been a bastard and have never done a thing for you. But don't worry, wait until I free my hands to drive Empress Dowager Chen out of the court and assist Xianchen in controlling the court situation. I will go to the underworld to look for you at once, and when I get there, I will definitely fulfill these three requests as promised, and I will not break my promise. β