Chapter 109: Sea Whales
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"I advise you not." Yi Xuejia said categorically, "You'll scare Nuo, she's not ready." ”
"What else do I need to prepare?" Liang Feng was anxious to retort, "I just love her." ”
Seeing him in such a hurry, completely losing his usual steady, Yi Xuejia was very strange, "What's wrong with you?" Did something happen? You're not usually like that. ”
Liang Feng was stunned for a moment, raised his hand to brush his bangs, and asked himself suspiciously: "What should I be?" ”
Yi Xuejia thought for a while and said, "You are not an impulsive person, maybe you were before, but not now." ”
"Yi Xuejia, you are wrong, the previous me is no different from the current me, I ...... Always a person who is pushed away. Liang Feng rubbed his face, calmed down his emotions, tried his best to sort out the past and the present, and slowly analyzed himself, "It's different from you who like to make art, I don't have any preferences or dreams, but I will grasp and cherish the opportunity to get it, I was selected by the coach to play basketball before, and playing basketball is my preference and dream, now I'm a model, then I'll do this job I'm not good at, and acting is too, since I'm pushed on this road, then I'll work hard in the direction of becoming a good actor." ”
As he spoke, Yi Xuejia cut a mouthful of beef, stuffed it into his mouth and chewed it, and swallowed it before speaking: "Isn't this good?" Dreams are all found by people themselves, and they are not assigned by God, you are caught one by one, you are already better than many people, haven't you been moving forward? ”
Liang Feng said expressionlessly: "But I'm not happy, it's the same as doing homework when I was a child, I tried to get good grades, but I didn't want to do my homework, but there is still a time to graduate from school, when can I graduate now?" ”
"What, say it for a long time, you just want to have fun!" Yi Xuejia laughed, "I also want to - but not - we grow up, and we have to be responsible for ourselves and many people." ”
Liang Feng was amused by her reaction for a while, and then slowly seemed to be sunny and cloudy, his face sank, and he said with a wry smile: "I know I should be responsible, but I ...... I've been in charge of my dad, to my coach, to my work partner, and to my ......" He swallowed the word "Nono", he didn't want to describe her as a "responsibility" on his shoulders, he loved her, he couldn't, he loved her; Yu Li, not to mention it, obviously he is more like Zhou Linuo's responsibility - yes - she has helped him too much in his career, and he will never be clean.
Although all this was not something he took the initiative to ask for.
Yi Xuejia saw him hang his head, as if he was sorting out his thoughts, so he patiently ate the roasted vegetables in front of him, waiting for his next sentence.
"I'm tired." Liang Feng raised his head and continued, "Although I don't have a dream that must be realized, I have a vague plan for life since I was a child, I want a home, maybe because my mother went early, I want a normal home, I want a child, I hope that everything I will work hard to do in the future can be for a destination, that is, home, if I can make my wife and children feel happy, then I can not 'graduate' in my life." ”
"I understand your ......" Yi Xuejia looked at Liang Feng sadly, sighed and said, "However, you are talking about your life plan now, you don't know Zhou Linuo's thoughts yet, maybe she doesn't want to have a home so soon." ”
Liang Feng said unwaveringly: "Then I can know the answer tonight." ”
Seeing that he had made up his mind, Yi Xuejia didn't want to say anything more, after all, this was someone else's business, but playing with the knife and fork in his hand, her heart was cloudy, and the black tide flooded her throat, making her feel suffocated.
Isn't it good to keep the status quo? For a moment, such a sentence surged in her mind, but she didn't ask about it - two outcomes - assuming one is that Zhou Linuo rejected Liang Feng, such a result, she doesn't want to see it, and second, Zhou Linuo and Liang Feng are married...... She told herself the truth that she didn't want to see it, because it was happening too fast......
Liang Feng and Zhou Linuo are together, He Zixuan is married, Ke Yufei's brother Ke Yingying is interesting to her, Yuchen is setting up a night stall in Chongqing, He Zixuan flew over to find him, and then Ke Lufei said that He Zixuan was making a fuss about divorce...... Before Yi Xuejia could digest this case, Liang Feng was going to marry Zhou Linuo? She couldn't react.
Although I know that they have been together for a long time, in fact, deep in Yi Xuejia's heart, the impression of Zhou Linuo is still that sixteen-year-old girl wearing a red checkered skirt and looking at Freud with a cold face, she will hold her, rub her face on her shoulder, and then say disgustedly: "Boys are so terrible, I will never get married." ”
And what about Liang Feng? inch head, basketball uniform, and slippers, standing in the sun, shouted at him from afar, "Yi Xuejia!" Then he turned around, and she ran to him, flying on his back, and then she let him run with him as if she were driving a huge Gundam, whining and screaming so that passers-by dodged.
Are she and he still children? Why do you talk about marriage? Yi Xuejia's body slipped softly into the long river of memory.
After sending Yi Xuejia away, Liang Feng came to Zhou Linuo's door and rang the doorbell, Zhou Linuo had already removed his makeup, and opened the door with a plain face, her appearance made him stunned, remembering that a long time ago, when the six of them were playing together, Ke Yufei and Yuchen's eyes always followed Zhou Linuo's beautiful beluga whale like a searchlight in the deep sea, but he never thought about her at that time, he knew that she was beautiful, but the clouds were also beautiful, beautiful and ethereal, and he couldn't catch it, how could he think that now this cloud took the initiative to stay by his side? - even if he still couldn't catch her - but she didn't go, she was still there, he wanted to catch her.
Zhou Linuo asked blankly, "What's wrong?" ”
Liang Feng came back to his senses and said, "Nuonuo, let's go to the beach for a walk." ”
There is no human track around the landscape hotel, this is a private beach that prohibits non-tenants from entering, Zhou Linuo, who hates crowds, faces the sea breeze, stepping on the black fine sand, and is healed by the undulating sea level to heal the irritable state of mind, some people are afraid of the universe and the deep sea, but she likes it, this boundless sense of nothingness, reminding her that the end of everything is ashes, which can slightly relieve her tense nerves all the time, although she wakes up from sleep, She will devote herself to the work that she thinks is meaningless.
Liang Feng was holding Zhou Linuo's hand, usually she didn't like the two of them to stick too close, but the gentle night made her take off her guard, and at this moment, she even tilted her head and rubbed his arm.
"You're not angry, are you?" There was a rare hint of weakness in her tone.
"What?" Liang Feng, who was worried about it, first reacted before answering, "Oh, you mean Chu Yiquan?" …… I'm still angry, and I'll be angry for the rest of my life, and I'll be angry when I think about it, maybe until he dies. ”
Zhou Linuo laughed, leaned closer to him, and coaxed him: "I know that you are angry with me for following him, but that is related to the future of our entire group, he has no shame and doesn't care about our project, but we can't let everyone give such a shameless person a funeral, Liang Feng, I am burdened with the expectations of a company, you should understand me-" As she spoke, she realized that her tone had become serious, and immediately changed her smile, pretending to be relaxed, "It's just a kiss anyway......"
"Just a kiss?" Liang Feng suddenly became angry, stopped, looked at Zhou Linuo with angry eyes, and said word by word, "You don't think it's important, but for me, it's like someone gave me a knife, Nuonuo, I don't want others to touch you, you can't do anything, your whole person is mine." ”
His fierce confession of love did not move Zhou Linuo, but made her stunned, let go of the hand holding him, took a step back, flashed a trace of life in his eyes, changed his obedient expression just now, stared at him with a cold face, and said seriously: "I am not yours, whether it is my arms, legs, or one of my kisses, they all belong to me, you are my boyfriend, I rely on you and guard you, but it doesn't mean that I signed myself to you, I am free, I can choose who to give my kiss to, You can also choose who will hug my body, it's up to you to decide, you'd better take back what you just said, you touched my bottom line. ”
Liang Feng saw her resistance, and he didn't understand what was wrong with his words, but he immediately apologized, "You understand that I just want to tell you how much I love you, and I don't mean to control you." ”
"That's good." Zhou Linuo's gaze crossed his cheeks, and he looked wearily at the dark clouds that were surging and rolling on the sea in the distance, "It may be raining soon, let's go back." ”
"Wait a minute." Liang Feng touched his pocket with one hand, and grabbed Zhou Linuo who was about to turn around with the other, he was also a little hesitant at this moment, but when the arrow was ready, he had to send, "Zhou Linuo, I love you." ”
The distant thunder rolled in, and Zhou Linuo looked back at him with some impatience and said, "I know." ”
"Marry me." Liang Feng took out the ring, knelt on one knee, raised his face and looked at her sincerely, "Let's get married." ”
Zhou Linuo's reaction was like a moose that had been shot, she turned around and walked forward quickly, as if she wanted to escape from the hunter's gun and escape into the dense forest that could reassure her.
"Nono?" Liang Feng was completely stunned by her unexpected reaction, he bounced up from the ground two seconds late and strode after him, "Zhou Linuo!" You stop! Seeing that she was just rushing forward, he chased after her two steps, grabbed her slender wrist again, and asked angrily and annoyedly, "What are you running?" ”
Zhou Linuo was dragged to the spot by him and turned around, her eyes rolled from side to side in a panic, and finally met Liang Feng's restless gaze, and spit out three words that sentenced him to death: "I'm sorry." ”