Chapter 390: I just want to hit her
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Zhou Xiaoyu hugged me who was crying breathlessly, and didn't move or speak.
For a long time, we sat together on the beach, facing the sea and looking at the coastline in the distance.
"Are you better?" He turned his face to look at me, then reached over and put his arm around my shoulder, pulled me over, leaned on his shoulder, "Don't think too much, it will pass!" โ
"I never knew that my Yan Manqi's fate was so tragic, I just wanted to live an ordinary life, plain, there was someone who loved me, I never thought about anything, those can be obtained through my own efforts. I don't want to fight with anyone, because I don't want to be anyone's enemy. But why is it so difficult? I confided my distress to Zhou Xiaoyu beside me.
Zhou Xiaoyu didn't speak, just tightened his hand and his arm, responding to me that he was listening.
"I'm longing to have a home, to go back to someone I can rely on, the kind I can be attached to." I said quietly.
"I understand your feelings, no one is smooth sailing, it's just a small episode, so don't take it to heart." Zhou Xiaoyu said softly, he has been very silent.
"Zhang Qi has always been my most trusted person, he has been silently with me for a year since he came to Qingzhou, every time I am in trouble, he is by my side, but his balance is still tilted." I looked into the distance, and I couldn't figure it all out anyway.
I laughed self-deprecatingly, "I can't accept that he is hiding his secret from me, I feel like a fool, I feel like being fooled, although I really Shen Yunhan said something that deliberately provoked our feelings, but Brother Yu, what he said is not wrong, in a way, he is indeed atoning for his mother." But Brother Yu, what I want is love, I need someone who loves me to sit by my side. โ
"Why don't you give him a chance to explain!" Zhou Xiaoyu didn't look at me and asked.
"Brother Yu, do you think this explanation is still necessary? That's the way it is, and whatever he explains I'll think is pale. It was his mother, after all. "I hung my head in discouragement, hugged my legs, and rested my head on my knees, dazed and helpless.
"You're right, that's the point of the problem, so what are you struggling with? There are some questions that cannot be thought of, and if you think about them, you will fall into that whirlpool. Zhou Xiaoyu smiled shallowly, and there was also a hint of helplessness.
I told Zhou Xiaoyu about my festival with Fang Ru paragraph by paragraph, from the first time I saw her, until today, she still shot at me, and also said my helplessness, but she is Zhang Qi's mother.
He has been listening silently, he is really a good listener, I was a little surprised, it was not Zhou Xiaoyu who was as angry as a cheetah sitting here in front of me.
"I didn't expect there to be such a tricky woman, how do you want to deal with this matter?" Zhou Xiaoyu turned his face to me and asked.
I was surprised for a moment, I didn't know what Zhou Xiaoyu meant, but there was a signal in his words, and I felt a little nervous, "I don't know, I don't know, I don't dare to think about Brother Yu!" "I'm flustered," but I can't hurt Zhang Qi anymore. Just because he hasn't left her for a year, I can't hurt her, Brother Yu, don't interfere. โ
Zhou Xiaoyu patted me on the shoulder, pondering, but did not speak.
"After all, he is Zhang Qi's mother, and I know that the Zhang family, including Zhang Qi, knows her evil deeds and has been dealing with them in secret, which is also a factor that invisibly contributed to Fang Ru's courage, and all this, Zhang Qi knows, most of them are also handled by Zhang Qi, he is protecting his mother, what can I do? On the scales between my mother and me, he was still tilting. โ
"But she can't be so arrogant. This place in Qingzhou is really awesome! Zhou Xiaoyu scolded!
I complained to Zhou Xiaoyu about this fact, "Because this is what I heard when the three of them quarreled when I went to Zhang Qi's office for the first time that day, it is true, what else do I need Zhang Qi to explain?" โ
In fact, I still have some selfishness and concerns, and I am afraid that if I hold on to it, Zhang Qi will be involved.
"Actually, whoever deals with it may do this, if it were me, it might be like this, after all, she gave birth to her own mother, no matter what she looks like, this is a child's instinct. Especially a man, he has the responsibility and impulse to protect women. "Zhou Xiaoyu is excusing Zhang Qi from this matter, or he is analyzing the problem for me.
"Yes, I understand, so it's all right, and I'm the only one who is wrong!" I was obviously a little resentful when I said this, but I can only be like this, Zhou Xiaoyu is right.
"I don't know what will happen next, but I really don't want to hurt Zhang Qi from the bottom of my heart, it's true, the habit of being with him is like getting used to the feeling of a relative, so that I can't resist him, I don't want to lose such a relative, my life and death are between the thought of this mother and son, I believe Zhang Qi still loves me, maybe you are right, he can't choose! Maybe my mother wanted to kill me, but my son did everything possible to save me, so I should write off this account! "I was talking to myself.
Zhou Xiaoyu didn't speak, I don't know what he was thinking?
After being silent for a long time, I sighed softly, why bother!
"Why did you hit Shen Yunhan today?" I looked at Zhou Xiaoyu and asked.
Zhou Xiaoyu suddenly smiled and said very easily: "No, I just want to hit her."
"That is, if you can beat her, I am afraid that someone else will die." I said it from the bottom of my heart, and it was also true: "But I don't know who will be counted for this slap."
"That's it! I don't beat her, she's too arrogant, I really just want to see how this Shen Bonian calculates his account. โ
Zhou Xiaoyu looked very disappreciative, of course I know who he is, he is Zhou Xiaoyu in the capital, and no one dares to move Zhou Xiaoyu in Shen Bonian.
"But I'm afraid he'll put this on Gao Tong." I voiced my fears.
"Isn't that better, if Gao Tong has the ability to resolve this problem, he can become your reliance, if he doesn't even have this ability, what can he do to protect you?" Zhou Xiaoyu seems to be testing Gao Tong, but I feel that this test has been passed, and the consequences can be big or small, it depends on how he Shen Bonian treats such a problem, but I feel more and more that there is a kind of trouble.
I didn't speak, I had a hunch that the mountain rain was about to come and the wind was full of buildings, and I was afraid that the Gao family would be shaken tomorrow, or at this time, it had already shaken.
I don't know what the consequences of Gao Tong's events today will be for him? But I was a little nervous, and I didn't want them to all go through the ordeal for me.
I don't know how the endgame at the banquet ended after I was gone. I am also secretly glad that I was not forcibly taken away by Gao Tong, and I now understand that my grandfather is really high.
"Are you worried about Gao Tong?" Zhou Xiaoyu looked at me and asked.
"Hmm!" I replied noncommittally,
"Actually, you love him very much!" Zhou Xiaoyu said, "Then why don't you strive for your own happiness." โ
"There's a love that is leaving, you should understand!" I said to Zhou Xiaoyu with some implication.
He didn't answer my words and was silent for a long time.
"Come with me to Beijing! I'll give you a piece of heaven! I promise it's clear skies! Zhou Xiaoyu said to me, but he didn't look at me.
This time I was silent, and for a long time I said, "I'm afraid there won't be clear skies."
Zhou Xiaoyu glanced at me and smiled disdainfully.
"Don't be so pessimistic, we'll be fine together!"
"Brother Yu, you're lonely, aren't you?" I asked.
He was a little surprised, and then he lay back and lay down on the beach.
"I'm lonely, I'm lonely, I'm like I'm in a different space, no one can really walk into my world, I'm longing, but no one can understand my thoughts, environment, inner cry, I need someone I need to accompany me." He said to me, I don't know why, at that moment, I understood Zhou Xiaoyu's heart very, very well.
I seemed to see him walking alone in the vast dark night, really high and widowed, destined to be lonely.
"Qu Gao and widow, destined to be lonely!" I sighed, "How many real friends do you have around you?" โ
He stood up all of a sudden, looked at me with burning eyes, and said softly, "Little thing, you actually understand me!" โ
"It's not that I understand you, it's that you don't want to maybe don't have the opportunity to contact people who understand you, so you're lonely, in fact, there are a lot of people who understand you, but you can't reach it, too, your environment can't get close to those who understand you, only I, I'm lucky to know you. This is not surprising at all. "I analyze my understanding.
My phone kept ringing, I just turned it off, I didn't want anyone to disturb me, no matter what happened, I didn't want to think about it, I was even a little scared.
"Why don't you pick it up!"
"I want to escape!" I replied to Zhou Xiaoyu categorically.
"Then really escape, follow me back to Beijing! Do you dare? Zhou Xiaoyu looked at me expectantly.