Chen Ran looked at me, "Are you saying this to me, or are you answering my question?" ”

I sighed, "You know. ”

Chen Ran smiled, "Guess what this stupid guy told me, he said, Ranran, you think too much, I'm from the village, and I've never been very good at talking, you are a good girl, I will be good to you, I don't care what you asked me to do before, I will do it, provided that you don't think I'm from the countryside, don't think I didn't graduate from elementary school." I don't think I'm poor, but I dare to swear to God, if you are willing to follow me, I will be good to you for the rest of your life. I have a dollar, and I'm willing to spend it on you. ”

"Such a person is stupid, right?" Chen Ran looked at me, "I didn't believe it at the time, I said you don't have to comfort me, it's okay, you can be my brother well, I didn't expect him to be anxious, so he knelt down for me at once, and after kneeling, he took my arm and said to me, my father said, our man has gold under his knees, and he only kneels once in his life, so he kneels to the woman he wants to marry." I don't lie, I really like you, and I know I don't deserve you. But I'll be good to you. It's true."

"I was intimidated by his actions. But I'm really impressed. I said you get up quickly, hurry up, he just can't afford it, he said I don't force you, have you ever followed me, or not, give me a letter of approval, I am four years older than you, but I can wait for you. Anyway, let me give him an answer, I cried again, I squatted down and touched his face, I was crying there, he was stupid and thought he had done something wrong, so he comforted me and said, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'll get up, don't cry, I'm not difficult for you, I know I'm thinking too much, it's me who doesn't deserve you. ”

"I cried and said to him, no, no, I just told him Brother Zhuzi, I love you. As long as you are willing to wait for me. I'll marry you. When he heard what I said, he laughed, and he laughed very happily, and he was quite dark, but his teeth were very white when he laughed, and he said, really. I asked more than 10 times in a row, and after I was sure, he picked me up. Holding me around, I can see that he is very happy, I can see it. He really loves me."

"When the two of us slept together that night, it was equivalent to me raping him," Chen Ran looked at me and smiled, "The next day, when we got home, we ate at his barbecue restaurant at night." After getting it done, he said to me, then, you can go to school with peace of mind, don't ask your parents for tuition in the future, I will provide for you, I will provide for you. I'm only 21 this year, so we have the strength. We're not afraid of getting tired. ”

"I don't know why. I looked at him sadly. I patted him on the face and told him, I won't go to this school, and then he is in a hurry. I have to go to school, saying that school is good, that school is promising, and that I have said a lot, but I just don't want to go to school, I can't listen to it at all, and when I go home, I confess to my father and my mother. I told my father and my mother everything, and I was very calm when I said it, including my first time, I talked to you, Xu Liang, and Brother Zhuzi. Everything, everything. ”

After I finished speaking, my mother and my father didn't answer me at the moment, but the two of them went back to the house, I don't know what to discuss, and when I came out, my mother asked me. However, do you regret it? I said I don't regret it, there's nothing to regret about it. My mother asked me again, you have confessed to us to this extent, so neither of us can say anything about you, are you like this, have you thought about your future? I said I don't think about anything, I don't want to go to school, I can't go to school, I don't want to spend your money anymore, I want to help Brother Zhuzi. Feed yourself"

"My dad looked at me at the time, just sighed, my dad and my mom are quite old, and my mom gave birth to me in her 30s, I belong to the late girl, I looked at the white hair on their foreheads, I was distressed, I said this, my dad and my mom didn't speak, everyone was silent for a long time, and finally my dad opened his mouth and told me that I want to see this pillar. Talk to him. Said that I only knew that he sold barbecue near our house, a little impression, I wanted to meet him"

"I was very happy to go to Brother Zhuzi, Brother Zhuzi heard it, and immediately rushed with me, I had to go to school, I didn't do it alive or dead, and then I was also anxious, I was in a hurry, Brother Zhuzi had no momentum, and told me again, and followed me to see my parents. After meeting my parents, my dad said two words to Brother Zhuzi, the first sentence is to say, we are an old couple, for a lifetime, just such a girl, and the second sentence is, we hope you treat our daughter well. Brother Zhu didn't say a word at the moment, he knelt on the ground, kowtowed to my father and my mother three times, stood up and said to us, you wait for me, give me a week."

"Then Brother Zhuzi disappeared for a week, no one answered the phone this week, we couldn't find anyone from him, I watched his barbecue restaurant also close, and there was a new person, I was in a hurry, I didn't eat or drink at home every day, my parents didn't know what to do, it was about a week or so, Brother Zhuzi came to our house."

"When I saw him coming, I was happy, and it happened that my parents were also there, and Brother Zhuzi carried a lot of things, and after putting them down for my father and mother, he went to cook and get us a table to eat, and we blamed him for disappearing for a week, and he said that he was busy. After eating, Brother Zhu took out a small green book, and I didn't know what it was at first. But my dad and my mom took one look at it and took the notebook. I was like, what is it? I don't understand what that means. ”

"After my dad and my mom finished reading it, the two of them didn't speak, they just patted Brother Zhuzi on the shoulder, of course I didn't understand what it meant, so I snatched the book, and I looked at the name on the book and wrote it was my name Chen Ran. Then I took a closer look at the green book, and it was actually a house deed. I didn't even know what to say, I was stupid there. ”

"My dad asked Zhuzi, how did you get this thing?"

"Brother Zhuzi said, I went back to our village, sold our cattle and sheep, and then sold the family's house and land, I have been barbecuing here for so many years, and I have saved some savings, and my father also has some savings. I took all the money. Then I bought such a house, I look at this house is not small, there are two floors, there is no problem in opening a supermarket" Then Chen Ran wiped his tears, "This is the house you are looking at now." ”

I looked at Chen Ran, whether he spoke or not.

Chen Ran wiped his tears and smiled, "I was in a hurry at the time, my father and my mother didn't do it anymore, so I asked Brother Zhuzi, what should his father do." Brother Zhu said that he grew up with his father since he was a child. His mother died a long time ago, and the family had a cow, a few sheep, and a few acres of land, and that's how he was raised. I said, what about your dad. Brother Zhu touched his head and smirked, I will send my father back money every month. It's enough for him to spend, and he just needs to live at my uncle's house. And now it's gone, and my uncle's house is now one."

After crying, Brother Zhuzi thought that he had done something wrong again, so he hurriedly coaxed my mother and apologized to my mother, I took the deed in my hand and said to Brother Zhuzi, go and sell the house, I don't want it, Brother Zhuzi doesn't do it, and told my mother that he still has some savings, and he promised my mother that he would not let me suffer, and he did all the work himself, saying that he would definitely honor them in the future. In the end, I told my dad that his eyes were red, I had never seen my dad like this for so many years. ”

When Chen Ran said this, he was no longer wiping his tears, and still said very calmly, "Later, at the unanimous request of my father and my mother, Brother Zhuzi's father was also brought to our house, Brother Zhuzi's father didn't come at first, and then I went with my mother and my father to invite me, and now the three of them live in our house, I and my Brother Zhuzi, just live here, take care of this supermarket, Brother Zhuzi will go out to do some chores from time to time, anyway, I also make some money every month." We're not bad, it's good to live such a peaceful life, at least, I know how to be satisfied, and I'm quite happy now. So, on the first day of the supermarket, I cut my hair, and I told myself that I could be a new person, and I was no longer a child. ”

I watched Chen Ran finish talking about this. I have a feeling of touching the name in my heart. I just don't know what to say.

Chen Ran said this, and then smiled, "The pillar is really good to me, and it's not pretentious at all." Now our supermarket is getting better and better. I'm quite satisfied," he said, when someone came in again, looked at the two of us strangely, and then they went to buy food and check out.

After they went out for a while, Chen Ran stopped crying and smiled at me, "You know, I originally thought that these things, my life like this would be far, far away from me, I always thought that I had to finish high school peacefully, go to college, and then find a job." I never thought I would be like this, it's like a dream, but I'm very happy, I never dreamed of meeting such a stupid man, and I actually let me meet, what else am I not satisfied with? ”

I sighed, suddenly felt that Chen Ran was so far away from me, thinking about when she was just assigned to a class with me, thinking about the current position of the two of us, and the little things we used to do, I was a little depressed, I don't know why, but I still said "I'm sorry." ”

Chen Ran looked at me and was silent for a long time, and suddenly raised his head, "You let me slap in the mouth." Okay. ”

I paused for a moment, looked at her, and then took a few steps forward. Didn't speak.

Then, Chen Ran waved his hand and slapped me in the mouth, which was very loud, to be honest, it also hurt. Hot feeling.

When the fight was over, I turned my head and looked at her, "Is that enough?" ”

Chen Ran nodded, "That's enough." Then she took out a box of cigarettes from under her counter and put it in my hand, "I know you can't live without cigarettes, take it, there is nothing to sell nearby." ”

I paused for a moment, looked at the soft in my hand, and smiled at Chen Ran, "Sincerely, I wish you happiness." When you get married, remember to call me. ”

Chen Ran nodded, "Cherish the people around you, some people, once they miss it, they will never be able to get it back." ”

I smiled casually, turned on the cigarette, lit it, and walked out of the supermarket. At the door, I looked up and looked at the big sign on the supermarket, "Ran Ran's Home", which was very warm. Turning her head to look at Chen Ran at the supermarket counter, she waved at me again.

I took a deep breath and calmed the depths of calm that had been turbulent earlier, for I didn't know what I was thinking about myself. It feels so far away and so close to me. Then he smiled calmly and walked towards Lin Ran's door.

Time. It's really scary.