I sat on the balcony and smoked all the cigarettes in the cigarette case, and I didn't feel like it.

"Where are you going?" As soon as I walked to the door, my mother's voice sounded behind me.

"Go buy cigarettes!"

"A room full of smoke, how much do you smoke, you bastard?" Mom rubbed her nose and walked to the balcony after the smell of smoke.

I ignored her, opened the door, and went straight downstairs.

On such a good night, and there was no wind or rain, it was a pity not to smoke.

"Yo, Xiao Zhou, still come out to buy cigarettes so late? Lonely? Uncle Yang looked at the two packs of cigarettes in my hand and quipped.

I was surprised to see Uncle Yang in this community commissary so late, who usually has a regular schedule and rest time, and he also had a pack of cigarettes in his hand, which was still soft and looked like he had just opened it.

"Don't you do the same, what you hold in your hand is not loneliness! And Yang Ye, did you buy a lottery ticket and win the jackpot? Upgrade directly from the 15-block Yellow Crane Tower to Soft China! ”

"Point it!" Yang Ye didn't respond to me, and after throwing one to me, he walked out of the door of the commissary.

I thought he was going back, after all, it's a little faster now.

As a result, he sat in a row of chairs across from the commissary.

I sat down with it, and I had enough of it at home, and I wanted to move on to another place at this time.

This is undoubtedly the best choice, because not only is it empty and does not leave a disgusting smell of smoke, but it is also accompanied by this funny old man.

As before, I waited for him to continue to tease me, but he only put his elbows on his thighs, lowered his head, and kept swallowing clouds and mist, without saying a word.

I didn't take the initiative to talk when he didn't speak, at this time, cigarettes are the best expression of smokers.

After a long time, I can't remember how many times he lit a cigarette, and he said a picture joke that often appeared on the Internet in a sullen manner, "Xiao Zhou, the most important thing is to be happy!" ”

"...... "If it were usual, I would definitely scold him, but at this moment, I didn't answer."

Because, I know, he must be unhappy now, and I, like him, are unhappy.

"Do you hear it, nothing matters, happiness is the most important thing!" Seeing that I ignored him, he said again, "What kind of ethics and morality, relatives and friends are all going to hell, life is short, why should you wronged yourself." ”

I looked up, but he turned his head away instantly, I seemed to see something shiny in his eyes, "Yang Ye ......" This old man is definitely something.

In the night, his back was so lonely, so helpless, obviously he had a happy home, but now I looked at him like a poor old man living alone.

Throwing half of the cigarette in my hand on the ground and stepping on it, I got up and went home.

If I could, I'd definitely like to smoke a few more, but I can't help it, my throat is going to smoke.

"Where did you buy cigarettes for so long? I don't have a phone with me! When the old lady saw me coming back, she dropped her phone and walked over to me.

"You haven't slept so late, waiting for me to come back and let you scold?" Apart from this reason, I can't think of what she was doing in the middle of the night without sleeping or watching TV, just sitting on the sofa in the living room.

"Guoguo's foot is still hurt, I was a little emotional when I came back before, I didn't care about it, you were depressed again, and I didn't want to call you, now you should be depressed enough, and you have smoked enough, so you go and see her."

My hand ran over the Volkswagen key on the table, and finally, I picked up the battery key next to me and went out the door.

"Hey, you drive Dabao's car over, you have to hurry up......," the old lady shouted to me at the door, stretching her neck.

In the evening, there were fewer cars and fewer people, so I turned my electric donkey to the highest gear, and rode for less than 20 minutes to the entrance of the community, where I bought her favorite milk at the convenience store and rode the bike downstairs to her.

After only one knock on the door, I stopped what I was doing and pulled out the spare key to her door from the hole under the non-slip mat in the doorway.

The light in the living room was on, but there was no one, the bedroom door was ajar, and I could see that only the bedside lamp was on inside, and I gently pushed the door open.

"Guoguo...... Wake up...... "I reached out and pushed the person who had fallen asleep on the bed, and the tablet next to me was still playing the Thai drama she was chasing.

"Why are you here?" The result of sleeping in a daze obviously didn't expect me to appear in front of her.

"My mother doesn't worry about you, let me come and have a look." I helped her to sit up and pulled up her trouser leg to look at her feet.

"Fuck off!" As a result, a pillow smashed on my head, "I don't want you to care, get out!" ”

"What are you crazy about on the big night?" I was smashed and yelled at without a head, and my temper immediately came up.

"Your mother asked you to come, you came, you are a fart brother, I don't want a brother like you, get out of here!" As a result, he fell down again, and withdrew his feet from me.

"Don't make a fuss, let me see if it's ......okay," I dragged her out with my call, "I heard my mother say that you went to the hospital today, why don't you let her go with you?" ”

"It's your business, who are you, I have to tell you everything?"

"Lao Tzu is your man!" I reached out and slapped her in the leg, "I don't care who cares about you?" ”

It's just that after saying this, not only was she stunned, but even I couldn't react for a long time to what to do next.

I don't know how I subconsciously came out with such a sentence, because this identity was added to myself by myself, and she may not think so.

"I haven't removed my makeup, I haven't showered, I haven't brushed my teeth, I haven't gotten anything, and I'm a little hungry."

I thought she would contradict me that I was her man, but she told me that.

"Why are you stunned?" The results reached out to me.

I knew what she meant, she wanted me to hold her.

I carried her to the stool in front of the dresser and sat down, watching her apply makeup remover and cotton pads to her face.

Even if she takes off her makeup, her skin is so good that she has nothing to say, probably she puts on makeup to cover the scar.

When I have money, the first thing I do is take her to remove the scar.

Originally, her feet were not healed, and I was afraid that she would fall again, so I took a stool and put it in the bathroom, and let her sit and wash.

"Slow down, it's wet everywhere, even if you're sitting on a stool, be careful to slide out." When I brought it to the door, I admonished.

"Are you going back?"

"Aren't you hungry, I bought you fresh milk, go and give you a hot drink, and get you something to eat, and you can eat it when you wash it out." With that, I turned around and went into the kitchen.

When I opened the fridge, there was nothing but a few eggs and two packets of instant noodles, not even the whole wheat bread slices that she used to stock all year round.

I knew that this was the case, and I should have bought it for her at the convenience store just now.

"Guoguo, I'll go out and buy some bread, and I'll be back soon." I knocked on her bathroom door to say hello.

I grabbed the key on the table and went out as fast as I could.

It's just that when I came back after buying bread, the milk was hot, and the egg toast was fried, I waited for another ten minutes or so, and she still hadn't come out.

I knocked on the door, but she didn't give a sound, I pushed the door open in a hurry, and looked at the people inside, I was stunned.

This girl has been what she has been like since she entered, and she is still what she is now, and she hasn't even changed her sitting angle.

"Why don't you wash it? What time is it, and it's dawn when you toss it again. "It's so speechless.

"I don't want to move, my hair is too long and my arms are sore...... Why don't you wash it for me? "The results are rightly impressive.

"Are you deliberate, you know that Lao Tzu will 'fall' as soon as he enters!" This goblin simply doesn't leave anyone alive, and I've stayed away from her very uprightly, so she came with me.

"Then you go, you won't 'fall' if you go." The result stood up on tiptoe, "I don't wash, I just sleep." ”

She didn't look at me again, and kept tiptoeing to the bedroom.

"What for...... You let go of me, you bastard...... I don't want you to ......."

"I'm scared of you, I'll wash it for you!" She still has a dried makeup remover on her face, and I can't go to bed without watching her do anything, "But you'd better be honest with me, don't move, don't tempt me to 'sin'!" ”

"Absolutely not, I just don't want to do it myself, it's really tiring to rub my hair."

"Guoguo, we are not the kind of people who have no lower limit to play, so our relationship is really too deformed, can you just promise to be my girlfriend, let me make up for my previous debt to you, and let me be good to you and take care of you, okay?" I pressed the discomfort of my body, and tried not to look at her white and full body with my eyes half-closed.

"I don't!" Again, she decisively refused.

"Why? I really can't figure it out, we're both like this, we've done everything that should be done and shouldn't be done, why can't we be together? I promise you that as long as you are with me, I will no longer think about anyone else, including ...... The woman...... It's the same letter of guarantee that my mom asked me to write. ”

"That guarantee was forced by your aunt to write it, not what you want to write."

"Please, eldest sister, I'm an adult man, if I really don't want to write, do you think my mother will force me?"

"Let me tell you, when my mom asked me to write that, I really didn't have any emotions in my heart, but I was a little dissatisfied with her strength, and even I thought she read too fast, and I couldn't keep up with her speed." I threw down the shower gel in my hand, squatted in front of her and said seriously, "Really Guoguo, since you don't hate me and make me your man take all kinds of things from you, then you give me a name, let me get out of the ranks of single dogs, and be a pair of normal lovers with you, we will do anything justifiably, let me wash your hair every day, okay?" ”

The result stared at me for a long time, still didn't speak, and finally reached out and hugged my neck and leaned on my shoulder, "Ocean, you are really good, it's me, it's me who doesn't deserve you." ”

"I don't have a car, no money, no house, not to mention that my temper still stinks, it's not good anywhere, but I will change it for you, I will try to give you a good life, buy you bags and luxury goods you like...... Promise me, okay? ”

"I'm really not qualified to be with you...... It's good for us to be together like this, there are no constraints on each other, and you can chase a girl you really like when you meet ...... girl."

"Shut the fuck! Do you find so many excuses to belittle yourself because you think that I Zhou Haiyang is nothing, so you just deliver it and take it out to make your big beauty lose face? You just played Lao Tzu as a free duck, didn't you? "I've got it all to say, she's still so oily and salty, I'm sure it's a reason like that.

"Ocean...... It's really not, not what you say...... Don't you go...... Ah......h

As a result, he dragged me so hard that he dragged me out of a big section and fell to the ground.

I actually wanted to ignore her ruthlessly and just leave, but seeing her crying like that, I could only stop without a chance.

"You blow your own hair, the egg toast and milk are hot, you can go out and eat by yourself later, if it's cold, hit it with a microwave rate." As I spoke, I carried her to the bed and set her away, turned and strode away.

Then she reached out and grabbed me, rolled off the bed, and fell with a thud, and I felt pain just by listening to it.

"Don't go......," she cried and begged me to stay.

She lit the fire on my body, but this time it added to my anger, angry that she refused to be with me and provoked me, angry that I was a fucking slut myself, and I couldn't help myself and couldn't refuse her.

I vented on her more and more ruthlessly, in various positions, tossing her to death.

She cried and begged for mercy, I shouldn't hear it, and she wasn't my girlfriend, why should I pity her, a playmate like her who was sent to the door didn't need any scruples at all.