Chapter Forty-Eight: Obsessed

I know that his lips are thin, I know that his lips are soft, and I also know that his breath is bewitching, not sweet or bitter, not thick or light, but it can be tempting and intoxicating.

But I didn't expect to fall into his arms this night.

In my half-dream, half-awake, when I was in a daze.

It always rains in autumn in southern China, and it gets colder and colder, and I haven't seen such a bright moonlight for a long time, just like his gentle eyebrows and eyes at this time.

The bridge of his nose was transparent, high and protruding, the tip of his nose touched me, a little cool, his face was soft by the moonlight, I wanted to touch it, along the resolute contours to his bulging throat, where it was tumbling and trembling, silently telling his surging desire.

His gaze bewildered me, hypnotizing me a little, and I slowly closed my eyes, and the last thing in my sight was his smiling eye.

I finally understood what it was like to lose my mind, the whole world was dark, and I just wanted to sink, and I wanted to die, to die in the best of moments.

Die to see the fireworks, look at the wandering soul, and look at the purple and red behind him.

Mr. Ji's lips were like the best chocolate, I desperately wanted to inhale, but I didn't think it was enough, his low gasp tempted me to fall into the abyss, I knew that I would be gone, but I didn't care, I knew that my body and mind that had been dried up for too long had been waiting for the storm he gave me.

It was a fight, a fight, a hearty collision of soul and body, I seemed to fall asleep, all my senses stopped at this moment, I could only feel his hand wandering over me, with electricity, with fire, burning me and turning my world upside down.

I opened my eyes and looked at Mr. Ji who was lying above me, there was a fire burning in his eyes, his naked chest was emitting a honey-colored light, there was sweat on his forehead, which was condensing into a drop of water between his eyebrows, and when I stared at him intently, it fell on the tip of my nose, my naked skin was incomparably white in his pupils, and I saw a greedy, glamorous and ruddy self that I had never seen before.

He pressed his hand to my chest, palm pressed against me, and he seduced me by saying, "Call me by name." ”

His name is Ji Rongke, and I call him that.

He bit my nose with his teeth, and I whimpered in pain, "Did I shout wrong?" ”

He laughed and said no.

Ji Rongke, this sounds good.

Much better than calling Mr. Ji.

His fingers were inserted into my hair, the very neatly trimmed nails were smooth, and our bodies were completely close together, such a trace of pain brought me back to my senses, I suddenly thought of our identity, I immediately supported his chest with my hands, my face was full of anxiety and embarrassment, "Mr. Ji!" ”

He stopped all his movements, and he asked me what I was shouting, and I bit the tip of my tongue, "You have a wound on your body." ”

He snorted, "No, I won't." ”

His voice has been hoarse to the extreme, his hot body seems to have a fever, I know that I shouldn't interrupt at this time, it's more rational not to continue at the beginning, it's me who shouldn't compromise step by step until now, to the point where it is difficult to control myself, but I'm very afraid, I don't have anything to do with him, Jiang Huan makes me not believe in men, and makes me cherish every choice I make in my relationship even more, I don't dare to bet on taking another wrong step.

I wanted to push him away, but he didn't allow me to escape, we were entangled and struggling, a great pain made me scream, I was quiet for a moment, I can't tell how I felt at that moment, Mr. Ji hugged me, in his hard and burning arms, I looked over his shoulder at the ceiling overhead, the blue deep sea, I was a lost fish.

I was caught in a whirlpool of the sea, ebbing and falling and sinking in pleasure and struggle, and I knew there would never be a moment like this again, where I had the ultimate pain and yet the unspeakable happiness.

He finally stopped, and in a gasp, he buried his head in my shoulder socket, and I felt the hot sweat dripping down, and his damp breathing, and we stopped fighting and fighting, and it ended with him winning and I losing.

I lost completely, from my heart to my body, from my intellect to my feelings.

He won the dry crisp, the same from the heart to the body, robbing me of the last expectation of a man.

My eyes widened hollowly, my sight was on his wet hair, my hands were always on his back, sweat wet my fingertips, I opened my mouth and let out a hoarse voice, "Mr. Ji." ”

His lips were blocked by my collarbone, so he hummed in a low muffled voice, I said we shouldn't be like this, and he laughed a little, "There is nothing in this world that should not be, only not to." ”

I looked up after he finished speaking, my fingertips poking lightly at my lips, "Do you want to?" ”

I didn't know what to say, I bit my lip dumbly, and he said, "You think, I think, that's right, why think about it so much." ”

I knew that we couldn't, and that there would be a hundred and eight thousand miles between me and him, a long time and a sea of people, and it would be a huge trap without a bottom.

I felt myself touch something sticky, I was wondering what it was, the curtain was blown up by the wind, the moonlight was extremely bright, projected on our intertwined bodies, I saw a blood-red on my fingertips, I realized that he had torn the wound, I couldn't push him away, I could only get out of his armpit, I turned on the bedside lamp, and saw that his back was covered with blood, and the cracked stitches were already so bloody that the flesh was blurred.

I didn't care about getting dressed, I jumped out of bed and wrapped a thin quilt, wrapped my body, I ran over and opened the door, and shouted to the downstairs position, He Hall Master was on the second floor at some point, he heard me shouting and came out of the opposite study, frowned and stopped, he was followed by two people in black, but not bodyguards, looking at the cold and hard aura like the identity of the hall master, it should be the leader of the organization, they looked at me embarrassed, their eyes were full of deep meaning, I found myself from the black shadow on the ground with long fluffy hair, I didn't care about the shame, and my life was at stake, so I grabbed it with my hand a few times and tidied it up a little, and said to him, "Can you call the doctor, hurry up." ”

Hall Master He looked at the door behind me, he found that I came out of Mr. Ji's room, the solemnity on his face was deeper, he asked me what happened, I couldn't speak, I made way for him to go in by himself, Hall Master He turned to the two people and told him to wait in the study, he passed me and pushed the door to enter, I followed him, I anxiously asked him if he could call a doctor first, his eyes froze, Mr. Ji sat up from the bed naked, he saw that Hall Master He was reaching out and grabbing the pillow towel to cover it under him, Hall Master He closed his eyes, " Brother Rong..."

He was a little incredulous, and he didn't want to believe that the scene in front of him was real, I stood at the door with my head down, Mr. Ji ignored him, but stretched out his hand to me, "Come here." ”

I subconsciously looked at Hall Master He's reaction, and I was now frightened of him, because I felt that he was the most threatening person to me, Mr. Ji's voice sank a little, "I'll let you come over." ”

I cautiously walked over, he took my hand, he glanced at the quilt wrapped around me, "Why don't you get dressed?" ”

"You've bled a lot."

He looked down at the bright red on the sheets, "It's fine. ”

Hall Master He took a deep breath, he knew that the wood was already in the boat, and it was too late to say more, not to mention that he couldn't complain anything to Mr. Ji, he said that I would call a doctor, so he withdrew from the bedroom, and did not forget to close the door from the outside.

Mr. Ji pulled me to sit next to him, and he gently touched my leg with his hand, "I'm sorry, I haven't been in contact with this kind of thing for a while, and looking at the extent of my wound cracking, it's probably some brute force." ”

He was so straightforward, my face turned red, I had a ginger ring, but it was far more than enough to go through a lot, I couldn't talk about it directly, I got up from the bed again, I touched my burning cheek and stumbled and said, "I'll go pour you water." ”

I turned around and ran to the bathroom, and he stopped me behind me, "Pour me tap water?" ”

I turned around and rushed out of the bedroom, I bumped into the sleepy-eyed nanny who had just woken up, she was pushed back two steps by me, she stood firm and asked me if I was screaming just now, I said yes, and immediately said no, the nanny was confused by me, she instinctively looked at the dim bedroom, I heard a faint laugh from the room, the nanny looked at my dress again, she smiled in understanding, "Mr. is still injured, please Miss Feng bother." ”