156. Struggle
Gao Zijian looked at me in astonishment and asked, "Chen Xiaojia, have you been kicked in the head by a donkey?" What nonsense, go, come back with me......"
As he spoke, one hand reached out directly, snatched the suitcase from my hand, and was about to walk forward.
I was a little anxious, pulling the suitcase and reluctant to let go, with a trace of grievance in my voice, I said, "Gao Zijian, please, let me go." ”
Gao Zijian's back stiffened, turned his face to look at me suspiciously, and said, "Chen Xiaojia, we have all come over so much suffering, why do you want to leave now?" Don't make such jokes with me, I ......" Gao Zijian pointed to his chest and said, "I...... Distressed ......"
Why don't I feel distressed? Gao Zijian, distressed, why not you?
"I ......" I sniffed and said, "Gao Zijian, I ...... I can't be with you. ”
"Why!" Gao Zijian raised his foot, kicked the suitcase, glared at me and said, "Chen Xiaojia, you say, you give me a reason, as long as you are sincere, I ...... I definitely don't pester you. ”
The corners of Gao Zijian's eyes were already moist, staring at me, and his voice was hoarse.
"I don't like you anymore." I reached out to get my suitcase and yelled, "Gao Zijian, I don't miss you anymore!" I don't want to spend the rest of my life in a world of repaying money, repaying money, I'm tired, I'm leaving, you can't stop me! ”
Gao Zijian was stunned for a second, the hand holding the suitcase was instantly released, and the peach blossom eyes full of anger stared at me tightly, I heard him say: "No, Chen Xiaojia, you are not this kind of person, don't lie to me, give me a real reason, give me!" ”
In the quiet community, a cool breeze blew on our faces, and a few pedestrians hurried past us, leaving indifferently, no one understood why we were like this, and in the end, love turned out to be tormented by each other.
But Gao Zijian, I still love you.
Another gust of wind blew, and after sweeping my face once, fine strands of rain fell from the sky and fell on my face, arms, and shoes.
It turned out that it was raining.
I glanced at Gao Zijian, who was standing two steps away, picked up the suitcase stiffly, and said, "It's raining, you can go back quickly, I'm sorry." ”
Gao Zijian didn't answer me, I took advantage of the situation to lift the suitcase, the rain fell on the box, dispersed, and slowly slidied, during the whole process, I didn't dare to raise my head to look at Gao Zijian, both fast and long.
warned himself not to look at Gao Zijian more, but his eyes still wanted to glance at him intentionally or unintentionally, took a breath, picked up the box, and was about to walk forward.
"Chen Xiaojia!" Gao Zijian roared behind me: "I don't believe it, I don't believe that you are the same as those women!" I don't believe it! ”
The raindrops grew heavier and heavier, falling on my face. At this moment, I no longer have to worry about the tears that want to burst out, and I cry out uncontrollably. Rain and tears mixed together, in this dark night, in this sparsely populated intersection, I had to brutally open my mouth, say that sound, goodbye.
Goodbye, my favorite.
"Chen Xiaojia!" As soon as I lifted the suitcase and took a step, the figure behind me chased after me again, Gao Zijian's hand grabbed my arm, and I heard him say: "Chen Xiaojia, don't go, I know it's wrong, I know I'm not capable, I will work hard, I will definitely let you live the best life, Chen Xiaojia, I can't live without you." ”
My tears flowed in my eyes, I couldn't look back, I just had to look back at him, I knew that there might be no hope for the Gao family. Gao Zijian, I'm sorry.
Raise your feet and continue to step forward, shake off Gao Zijian's hand, brave the rain, and continue to walk forward.
"Chen Xiaojia!" Gao Zijian roared again, "Don't you go...... You don't want to go ......."
I bit my lip, closed my eyes, took a deep breath, and said coldly, "Gao Zijian, I don't love you anymore." ”
Gao Zijian rushed up from behind me again, pinching my chin with one hand, so that my eyes were opposite to him, I don't know if it was rain or tears, blurring my eyes and making Gao Zijian's outline blurred.
"I'll ask you one last time, Chen Xiaojia, are you really ...... Going? The words that came out almost biting my lip had made me forget that he was pinching his chin at the moment and treating him roughly.
Where is the pain in the body, to the bottom of the heart, one-tenth?
"Let go!" A voice suddenly reached my ears, and the hand holding my chin was also thrown out, and when I opened my eyes, I saw Sun Yiqing standing behind me.
His hair was also drenched, and his beige suit was printed with deep raindrops, and he looked at me with an angry face, took the suitcase in my hand, and said, "Let's go!" ”
I don't know when Sun Yiqing appeared, and before I could answer his words, Gao Zijian had already rushed over and directly punched Sun Yiqing.
This punch was ruthless and poisonous.
"How old the fuck are you? I don't care about you! Gao Zijian was already furious, grabbed my arm with one hand, and pulled it directly behind me.
The other hand was pulled by Sun Yiqing, who looked at me and said, "Let's go." ”
I knew he was here to help me, I glanced at Gao Zijian, and before I could retract my arm, Gao Zijian pulled me violently, and I was pulled over, and it was slippery in the rain, and I fell to the ground if I wasn't careful.
"Ah......h
"Xiao Jia......" Gao Zijian braved the rain to come over to help me, but was suddenly pulled by Sun Yiqing behind him, shook it hard, and threw it to the ground.
Sun Yiqing yelled: "Are you considered a man? If you're a man, you should protect her, do you know she's ......?"
"Sun Yiqing!" I was worried that Sun Yiqing would say something about the child, so I hurriedly stopped it, stretched out my arm, and said, "Take me away from ......"
The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and the sky was getting darker and darker, Sun Yiqing helped me to walk forward slowly, until I came to the street of the plane tree, I eased up a little, raised my head and looked behind me, except for the dark street, I couldn't see anything clearly.
The dark streets, as if there is no hope for the future of me and Gao Zijian.
"Stand here and don't move." Sun Yiqing looked at me, walked to the side of the road in two steps, and reached out to stop the car.
I didn't have the strength to speak, I felt tired, very tired. I got into the taxi and fell asleep.
In a daze, I only felt a strong arm holding me tightly, and I wanted to speak, but I had no strength in my body. I'm really tired.
When I woke up again, the tip of my nose was the smell of anti-inflammatory water, which was very pungent. It was white all around, and I thought, I should be in the hospital.
"Pregnant women are malnourished, coupled with extreme psychological stress, which can affect the growth of the fetus...... Well, yes, follow this instruction, okay. ”
"Thank you, doctor."
The voice was not loud, but it could be heard that the two were talking outside the hospital room. Then there were long footsteps in the hallway.
"Yes, I'm Sun Yiqing," a voice sounded at the door again, "Yes, at all costs." ”
What is he going to do? I looked at the door of the ward with some curiosity, and after a glance, the door of the ward was pushed open. Sun Yiqing looked at me, grinned, and said, "Is there anything uncomfortable?" ”
I shook my head and said, "How did I get here?" ”
Sun Yiqing didn't pay attention to me immediately, put the things in his hand on the table, and after opening it, there was a burst of fragrance immediately, he looked at me and said: "Some time ago, I felt that you suddenly became gentle, and I thought it was an illusion at first, but later I learned that I was going to be a mother." ”
I smiled and asked, "Is there one?" ”
Sun Yiqing brought the food to me and said, "Since we know that there is a little guy in our stomachs, can we take good care of ourselves?" ”
I lowered my head, looked at my tummy that hadn't changed much, and asked, "How long has it been since the doctor said?" ”
"About forty days." Sun Yiqing looked at me, his eyes softened, and said, "Why are you so troubled?" ”
Of course I know what he means, but I can't help it, it's all my choice. I remained silent and didn't explain much.
"Hey, I was born a few years earlier than Gao Zijian, why didn't I have this blessing?" Sun Yiqing tilted his head and muttered to himself.
I smiled and said, "No, you have to believe me, the country is easy to change, my nature is difficult to change, and my nature will not change." ”
"That's not bad either." Sun Yiqing said without thinking.
I turned my face away in embarrassment, glanced at the time, and I had slept all night. Thinking of Gao Zijian's matter, he cautiously opened his mouth and asked, "How is the Gao family now?" ”
Sun Yiqing looked at me with a hint of helplessness in his eyes, and said, "I have become like this, and I am still in the mood to care about others?" ”
I know that he is angry, after all, Gao Zijian's last action is indeed a bit rude.
"Chen Xiaojia, you say, if one day I love someone desperately, will that person be as desperate as you?" Sun Yiqing asked seriously, and his eyes flickered.
I smiled and said, "How did I know, everyone is different." ”
Sun Yiqing snorted lightly, immediately changed the topic, and said: "You don't have to worry about the Gao family's affairs, it will be solved in these two days, but although the problem is solved, I am afraid it will take a while to restore the previous brilliance." ”
Hearing Sun Yiqing say this, I finally had a trace of comfort in my heart, raised my head to look at Sun Yiqing, and said with a smile: "I've troubled you for the past two days." ”
"Since you are so guilty, why don't you make a promise?"
I glared at Sun Yiqing and said, "This joke is not funny at all. ”
Sun Yiqing stared at me with a pair of inky eyes, and said with a smile: "That's right, the problem of the Gao family will be solved without an accident the day after tomorrow, and when the time comes, you can go back to be your Gao wife with peace of mind." I shouldn't be making such a joke. ”
"Impossible," I looked at Sun Yiqing in disappointment and said, "Mrs. Gao, how could it be me." ”
"Don't be discouraged, in everything, in the end, you will know if there is a chance."
I raised my head suspiciously, looking at Sun Yiqing's flickering face, and became more and more puzzled......