Chapter 84: Gentleness

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"No, don't be angry first, I can explain, I didn't mean to hide it from you......" Yi Xuejia stammered a little, although her body stood straight, but her head hung down and almost fell to the ground, she didn't know why she became so afraid of Zhou Linuo, the two people when they were young were obviously not such a disparity in status, she looked at the shadow on the ground that was stretched by the light, and said softly, "But I can apologize first......"

In the past, Zhou Linuo was also good enough, but Yi Xuejia felt that she was weak and fragile, it was a snow-white castle that looked exquisite and hard at first glance, but it was built from eggshells.

And now, after nearly ten years of separation, her shell has finally been replaced with smooth and cold metal, and the inside is as resolute as a diamond, Yi Xuejia is afraid of her, because she is still a mortal, and she has been so perfect that she has almost lost her human qualities, she has a sense of awe for her, at this moment, she suddenly understood why Liang Feng, such a tall and strong man, would unconsciously show a sense of concession and defeat when facing Zhou Linuo.

Am I not worthy to be Zhou Linuo's friend? In an instant, such a question flashed in Yi Xuejia's mind, and she immediately erased it, she was afraid that once she seriously questioned it, she would have a gap with Zhou Linuo.

Zhou Linuo pulled out a chair and sat down, and said with a fair attitude: "Then you explain." ”

Yi Xuejia tried not to let herself kneel and talk, but her tone was already half a cut shorter, "He Zixuan has her difficulties, I don't want you to know where she is and what she is doing now, but she is very lonely, so I went to see her, and I didn't run out to play, I asked her to be a model to make a portrait photo album." Because she was nervous, she spoke faster and faster, "I want to find a job as soon as possible, I don't want to be a burden to you, I want to make money, I want to be able to pay rent, I can buy food, I want to buy you for you, especially during the New Year's holidays, I want to be able to buy gifts for you." ”

"I don't care where she is doing now, I'm not angry for you to secretly go to see He Zixuan." Zhou Linuo frowned, "You forgot that you promised me that you would tell me wherever you went?" Won't hide anything from me. ”

Her words made Yi Xuejia dumb because of her weak heart, it was indeed her breach of contract first, but-she said anxiously, "But! I'm an adult, and there are a lot of things that I have to make my own decisions about being an adult, and there are many times when I have to lie, and I don't tell you because I can't hurt He Zixuan, and I promised her to keep it a secret——"

"Can it hurt me?" Zhou Linuo interrupted her.

"Huh?" Yi Xuejia was stunned, "I'm ...... I didn't hurt you. ”

"You promised me that you wouldn't lie to me." Zhou Linuo stood up and said with a sad expression, "Whether you hurt me or not, it's not you who have the final say, it's up to me to have the final say." ”

Yi Xuejia's brain was speeding up, she hadn't won Zhou Linuo in a verbal debate since she was a child, so she was now trying her best to combine words and sentences in the hope of winning back a city, but she also knew that it was futile, and the expression on her face was so aggrieved that she began to pout.

Zhou Linuo took a step forward, "Let me ask you, is He Zixuan more important than me?" ”

Yi Xuejia shook her head without hesitation.

Zhou Linuo kept a calm face, controlling the rampaging anger in his body, "Then you actually betrayed my trust in you for her?" ”

"It's not that serious, is it?" Yi Xuejia knew that she was unreasonable, but she didn't think she was at fault, she forced herself to bravely meet Zhou Linuo's gaze, and said confidently, "Don't you think you are too much to control me?" Nono, I'm an adult, and I want to report to you like a child what time I am, and when I get home? If you think you can be my mother by taking care of me and living with me, then I'll move out! ”

As soon as she said this, she immediately regretted it, because Zhou Linuo's face was obviously stunned, and then the sadness that was so strong that it seemed to tear the air apart flooded from her body.

"You're going to ...... Leave me? Zhou Linuo opened his mouth for a long time, and his voice trembled violently.

"I didn't mean that...... Yi Xuejia waved her hand in a panic, "I just said, I'm used to being free, and when I was in Guangzhou before, I used to go wherever I wanted, and I haven't been controlled like this for a long time." She put on a smiling face, trying to hide the cruel words she had just said with a joke, "I'm a wolf, not a dog, I'm being controlled too hard, I'm afraid I can't help but run away." ”

"I control you to protect you." Zhou Linuo said with a sad face, "I'm for your good." ”

Yi Xuejia smiled bitterly, "Your giant lines are so familiar—"

The wind rises outside the window, the wind in Beijing is often called the "demon wind", without warning the rumbling sound comes from all directions, dry like a knife pinched in the mud, scraping on the face like a slap in pain, at this moment, the demon wind is fiercely thundering the floor-to-ceiling windows, as if to remove the glass like a clattering sound.

Zhou Linuo was wearing a thin sweater and black pants, her hands unconsciously pinched her thin arms, looking at Yi Xuejia nervously, as if waiting for the monster that had been in ambush for a long time in the horror movie to reveal her true body, the most frightening sentence for her, Yi Xuejia finally said it-

"You're looking more and more like your mom."

- At this moment, for Zhou Linuo, it is like she is standing in the bathroom in a horror movie, thinking that she will see a monster that suddenly pops out from the mirror, but that monster turns out to be herself.

A piercing crisp sound made Yi Xuejia shrink his shoulders in fright.

The plates stacked on the dining table were picked up by Zhou Linuo one after another, and smashed to the ground one after another, and the fragments splashed and landed at Yi Xuejia's feet.

Finally finished everything that could be reached by her hands, Zhou Linuo stopped this series of actions when she touched Yi Xuejia's laptop, and she screamed angrily at a piece of shards: "You are not allowed to say that!" ”

Yi Xuejia, who had never heard Zhou Linuo scream, let alone seen her so crazy, was completely frightened, just in the last second, she thought that she had gotten rid of the seven emotions and six desires of human beings like a giant python molting, completed a thousand years of cultivation, and turned into an immortal, who would have thought that once she got out of control, she would be like a god and Buddha who had gone mad, and her lethality was ten thousand times stronger than that of ordinary demons, nailing Yi Xuejia's entire body to the spot, trembling.

Zhou Linuo knew that she was out of shape, she raised her hand to stroke the hair covering her eyes, and when she looked up, she saw Yi Xuejia looking at herself in horror, her eyes were like looking at a madman, and it was like her former self was looking at Zhou Shuguang, she panted and glanced at the sharp fragments scattered in front of her toes, like fangs growing from the ground, flashing with ill intentions.

"You...... Don't move, don't hurt yourself. Zhou Linuo sorted out his emotions and walked towards the trash can and said, "I'll clean it up." ”

But when she heard the sound of the door opening behind her, when she turned around, she saw Yi Xuejia's figure disappearing quickly at the door, and before she even had time to open her mouth to call her, the door was slammed hard.

Zhou Linuo stayed where she was, and finally didn't clean up the mess, her mind was like a wind beating on the floor-to-ceiling windows—what should I do? - She unconsciously walked to the sofa, her body collapsed, looking down at her still trembling hands, she asked herself: what to do? - Yi Xuejia hates her - for her, the sky is falling.

She's leaving me? - She clenched her hands and asked herself repeatedly what to do? ——

Zhou Linuo never imagined the loss of Yi Xuejia, because it was almost impossible, Yi Xuejia relied on and trusted her so much, whether it was five years old, eight years old, sixteen years old, year after year, she has always been by her side, all the time, it is clear that Yi Xuejia can't do without her, so just because of one sentence, she said that she wanted her to come to Beijing, so she immediately left everything behind and rushed to come.

Has she changed? Or have you grown up? - Zhou Linuo tried to find the reason why Yi Xuejia actually disobeyed herself, she never felt that she had grown up, because she was almost the same as in the past, so pure, simple, silly and romantic - so she didn't change at all.

So am I changing? - Zhou Linuo asked herself - unconsciously, her hands were already at her mouth, her teeth were gently gnawing at her nails, and all kinds of emotions mixed with some shattered memories of the past poured into her, pushing her to the other end of time.

Zhou Shuguang's screams are still in her ears, she controls Zhou Linuo's daily life, diet and social circle in every detail, she disregards her wishes, fills in one training class after another for her, she resists by jumping off the building, she does not feel a trace of distress, just said coldly: "I am all for your good." ”

Zhou Linuo, who has not yet been independent, glared at her mother viciously, she swore in her heart that she wanted to escape, she hibernated here, recuperating her energy, just to prepare enough strength, escape far away, never come back, she will become extremely powerful, no longer have to swallow her anger, at the mercy of others.

When Zhou Linuo pretended to report to the film academy, but in fact, the plan to enroll in the central finance was finally exposed, Zhou Shuguang insulted her through phone calls and text messages like in the past, and even directly cut off her living expenses, but she no longer shrank like in the past, she only felt how ridiculous her frantic foul language was, because she couldn't face this rebellion that had been plotted by her own daughter for eighteen years, and now I recall that every time Zhou Shuguang went crazy, the reason has always been: a sense of loss of control-

She used to want to control everything so much, a healthy body, a perfect look, an opportunity from heaven, and a daughter who was cultivated by herself, but she repeatedly faced loss-

Zhou Linuo is not stupid, she has always been able to understand why Zhou Shuguang is such a brutal character, think about it from another perspective, she also hopes to control her work, assets and friends and lovers, but she is unwilling to face the fact that she does have a great similarity in personality with her disgusting mother, she can escape from her, but she can't escape this damn genetic.

Fortunately, she doesn't need to spend too much time sorting out the list of "not to lose" in her life, she admits that she has an unusual desire to control Yi Xuejia, that's because she doesn't want to lose her, not everyone in this world can leave everything behind and start over in a foreign land because of her words, if it's for Yi Xuejia, she can try to pry open her tightly knit heart and leave a window hole that allows the wind to pass through the blood vessels.

If one day, the work is out of control, the assets are shrinking, and the lover is finally centrifuged, she doesn't care, she has imagined those situations, she only needs to repair them one by one, change her job and lover, or re-accumulate wealth, she has the confidence to deal with it - only the only Yi Xuejia in the world, if he loses it, he will be gone-

She got up from the couch and hurried out the door.