Chapter 154: Low self-esteem
Later, when she became pregnant, she accepted this fact very calmly, did not complain, did not think about taking the child away, and did not feel that giving birth to this child would make her life more difficult.
I never thought of going to him, let alone making him responsible, but greeted the arrival of this life with joy!
This is the best proof that she loves him!
As for forgetting his surname and appearance, it was her deliberate forgetting, two people who can't be together, don't forget it, this is the best decision for everyone.
In the summer, I just want to grow up with my son like this, and I will grow old slowly, maybe one day, recalling the past, this is also the most memorable thing in her ordinary life.
But she didn't expect that the secret buried deep in her heart would be exposed by him!
Summer was ashamed, as he said, she was just inferiority complex, she used to think that she was not worthy of him, and she didn't dare to have whimsical dreams; Now I think that Yung Seungyao doesn't love her and only wants children!
He is good to her, just because she is his sister, it is a childhood affection, nothing else!
He, although he has done so many ambiguous things, he has not said a clear word?
If he treats her well, she will consider the love between men and women, and she also longs for a love that belongs to her!
However, his inexplicit flirting tugged at her heartstrings, and if she misunderstood, it would be even more embarrassing!
Although, although she knew in her heart that Rong Chengyao should have a little bit of love for her, but she, she didn't dare to have too much hope.
She knows that she is hypocritical, everyone in the world has a purpose for everything she does, just like between men and women, some people will look at each other's family backgrounds and go to a luxurious life; Some people will take a fancy to each other's character and think that they will be happy to live with such a person; Some people will fall in love with each other's looks and bring them out to save face; There are also people who just want to make amends.
There are very few people who are together purely for love, so why can't she expect it? After all, what a gorgeous and realistic reason to use your son as an excuse to let her grow up in a healthy and normal family!
But she is a woman, a thin-skinned woman, or a woman with a little inferiority, her self-esteem does not allow her to do that, so she can only choose to leave!
If her son comes to her, she will go back; If Rong Chengyao comes to her, does it indicate that he really loves her, and she can also be happy?
After experiencing disaster relief and rescue, her thinking has changed a lot, since she doesn't know which one will come first, tomorrow or the accident, why suffer from gains and losses, why not be brave and live in the moment?
Moreover, didn't her original purpose just want Rong Chengyao's attention and promise? And he really came and gave himself a clear confession, so what is he still hypocritical?
But she just felt aggrieved, and if she didn't vent this uncomfortable feeling in her heart, it would be really uncomfortable!
Tears fell in large chunks, and in a short time they wet the placket of their clothes.
Rong Chengyao didn't expect his sincere confession to be unrecognizable, and he didn't get the response he deserved, and he was angry for a while, and he didn't know what to say!
Looking at the summer day that was crying silently, Rong Chengyao knew that he had gone to her heart, and the purpose of his trip had been achieved, so he didn't want her to cry anymore.
The big hand wiped her tears and didn't let her cry anymore, but her tears were wiped more and more, and the bean-sized teardrops were like beads with broken threads, crackling and rolling down.
Rong Chengyao hates crying the most, and he doesn't like his son crying. After some persuasion, it didn't work at all, and the summer still kept shedding tears.
All patience was exhausted, and the domineering and powerful man was in a hurry, and as soon as he lowered his head, two warm thin lips fell on her delicate lips, blocking her constant sobbing crying.
Summer was stunned, and the tears that couldn't be stopped just now stopped in an instant, and his eyes widened and he looked at the rude man in front of him in disbelief!
Rong Chengyao didn't care about her surprised look, what she wanted to do for a long time has been delayed until now, so she doesn't care whether she accepts it or not.
The domineering kiss fell on the red lips, and the delicate feeling was so wonderful that I couldn't help but suck it, forgetting my original intention.
On the lips, cheeks, eyes, ears on a summer day...... Falling Rong Chengyao's dense kiss, how could the shy and embarrassed little woman let him do whatever he wanted, and struggled hard in his arms.
But her strength was too small, and the fist that smashed on the man's body was like tickling.
Rong Chengyao is a fastidious man with a very serious cleanliness habit, but when he meets the woman he likes, there is nothing wrong with him, and he kisses the tears on her face.
The salty and astringent tears are the pain in the little woman's heart, and they are the testimony that he is sorry for her. Xia Xia, I swear, I will make you laugh every day in the future, and never let you cry again.
The thin cold lips kissed the tears from her face, and then fell on the delicate red lips, the thin white neck, and the delicate collarbone...... All of them stimulated his jade hope, and the unbearable jade fire rose up, grabbed Xia Xia's small fist with one hand, touched her clothes with the other hand, and kneaded it vigorously.
Wherever the big hand went, it caused her to tremble, and in a short time, this inexperienced woman gave up struggling and let him do whatever he wanted!
Silky skin to the touch, desires that can't be concealed, men and women who have a heart-to-heart relationship, yearn for each other's comfort; The ambiguous sounds, the uncontrollable gasps, intertwined into the most beautiful notes, burst out the most enthusiastic sparks!
He wants to embed this disobedient little woman in the bone marrow, melt into the flesh and blood, and never separate again!
After a hearty exercise, Summer lay softly in Rong Chengyao's arms, blushing face, still telling the excitement just now; Rong Chengyao hugged the little woman contentedly, his warm big hands gently caressed her back, and there was no word to say, and the atmosphere was better than ever.
"You, the little woman's mentality is really bad, my son thinks you don't want him anymore, go back and apologize to him."
Xia Ri pouted and played aggrievedly, "I've been gone for so many days, and he hasn't found out, it hurts my heart too much." ”
Rong Chengyao laughed angrily at her childish words, "How old are you? It's still like a child, isn't it a shame? couldn't help but defend his son, "When the little boy sees new things, he will naturally be attracted, do you want him to stick to you for the rest of his life and be a person who does nothing?" ”
The big bony hand picked up the long and silky hair of the summer day, and played with it around his fingers, "You really broke my son's heart this time, he told me, when you come back, I want to go back to your little house with you, if you don't want me, he will go with you." ”
Turning Summer's head, looking directly into her eyes, frowning pitifully, with a hint of coquettishness, the faint words were full of complaints, "Wife, can you bear to let us separate our flesh and blood, a family of three in the world?" ”
Xia Ri never thought that Rong Chengyao would be cute, which is quite inconsistent with the cold and domineering president in her impression, but it is very similar to the Jiabao brother in her memory.
Quickly shook his head, abandoned the thoughts in his mind that he hadn't fully figured out, looked at the man in front of him who was still waiting for her answer, laughed "poof", raised his chin angrily, and said arrogantly: "If you treat me badly, I will leave with my son, so that you can't find us for the rest of your life, hum!" ”
"Yes, yes, yes, my wife is the best, my husband will do a good job, and he will never give you this opportunity."
Summer's face turned red again, her sparkling eyes were rolling around, she just didn't dare to look at him, and retorted with little confidence, "Who?" Who's your wife? Don't scream. ”
"Of course it's you, my son was born to me, do you still want to deny it?"
Rong Chengyao carefully looked at the little woman's shy coquettishness at this time, and understood a little, deliberately distorted her meaning, and smiled evilly: "Is it that my husband didn't serve you well just now, which made you dissatisfied?" It doesn't matter, if your husband does something wrong, you can correct it, and your husband will definitely correct it. ”
He bit the word "do" heavily, Xia Ri didn't understand it at first, but seeing the wicked smile on the corner of his mouth, and the strong desire in his eyes, he understood what that sentence meant!
He was defenseless just now, and he was exposed to it, and now that he understands his intentions, how can he do what he wants? One turned over and was about to run, but was fished by Rong Chengyao's long arm, firmly controlled under him, and a long hot kiss was sent, and she couldn't breathe after kissing.
"Wife, ventilate, come, I'll teach you." Rong Chengyao let go of her and said in a hoarse voice.
Summer is so ashamed that his face is flushed, his skin is pink, revealing an attractive luster, and the woman who has not much experience is like a budding flower bone, quietly blooming his beauty under him.
I didn't dare to look at him, I closed my eyes and shook my head, but I didn't know that this was such a state of wanting to talk and resting, which made people even more unstoppable!
Rong Chengyao couldn't help it, grabbed her little ass hard, and the fiery kiss went all the way down, falling on the delicate collarbone, the soft undulations, and the slender waist, mysterious ......
This little woman who made him love and hate, this sister who has touched his heart for so many years, has finally become his woman, and his life is really complete!
After eliminating the barrier, after packing up their things, they got into the car that had been parked outside the inn, Rong Chengyao kept holding Summer's hand and kissing it on his mouth from time to time.
Although I have a closer relationship with him, I still can't let go of the summer, especially with the driver in front. He glared at him slightly and muttered quietly, "Don't make a fuss." ”
Summer's face was red, Rong Chengyao knew that she was shy again, and glanced at the driver in front of him, and the obedient didn't make any more small movements, just grabbed her hand and tightened it a little more.