Chapter 198: My Destiny, My Decision!
Xu Ziyan's heart was very chaotic at this time. Originally, when I first came here, when I was very uncomfortable with everything, and I was so weak, I met a person who was kind to me, and I did have a ripple in my heart. It was a feeling of longing to be cared for when I was helpless.
Moreover, when Xu Lin was in the most dangerous situation in the valley, he gave him the talisman of the talisman, which really touched his heartstrings. However, when he later learned that he and Xu Lin were cousins, both of them swung their swords at the same time to cut off this relationship. Now she tells herself that there is no blood relationship between her and Xu Lin, how can she be embarrassed?
Looking at Xu Ziyan, who didn't speak, Xu Haoran's expression was slightly stunned, with his understanding of Xu Ziyan and Xu Lin, he thought that as long as he proposed it, Xu Ziyan would definitely agree. As a person who came over, he naturally had already seen Xu Lin's feelings for Xu Ziyan, and Xu Ziyan also seemed to have a good impression of Xu Lin.
In Xu Haoran's heart, he thinks that as long as Xu Ziyan marries Xu Lin, no matter whether Xu Lin can enter Taixuanzong in the future, Xu Lin was raised by himself after all, and his loyalty to the Xu family and himself must be much deeper than Xu Ziyan. As long as there is Xu Lin's concern. Xu Ziyan will definitely be loyal to the Xu family in the future. Therefore, the marriage between Xu Ziyan and Xu Lin is very important for the future of the Xu family, so Xu Haoran coughed lightly, and when he saw Xu Ziyan looking up, he smiled and said:
"Yan'er, you are about to join the Taixuan Sect, and Lin'er's qualifications are also quite good, and now he is already a cultivator of the sixth layer of the Qi Refining Period, which is even better than the original first day of the Northern Land. Looking at his current upward trend, his achievements in the future will not be bad. If both of you enter the Taixuan Sect, it won't take a few years for the two of you to become the proud sons of the Taixuan Sect, and the future is immeasurable. The two of you join hands to cultivate immortals, travel the world freely, and be a pair of immortal couples, I don't know how many people will be envied by Lu Dao."
Seeing that Xu Ziyan still didn't speak, Xu Haoran paused for a moment and continued to enlighten: "More importantly, Taixuanzong is a completely unfamiliar place for you, and you and Lin'er can take care of each other if you form a couple. ”
Xu Ziyan lowered his head slightly, and the turmoil in his heart gradually subsided. Closing his eyes, Xu Ziyan tried his best to calm his state of mind. She asked herself in her heart, did she love Xu Lin? Xu Ziyan admitted in his heart that he liked Xu Lin a little, but he definitely did not reach the level of marrying Xu Lin. What's more, because of blood relationship, the love thread was cut off, how can I go back to the past now? Time has erased the ripples of the beginning. The affection between men and women has long been gone, and it has become the relationship between brother and sister. Even though he now knows that there is no blood relationship between him and Xu Lin, his mood has long since lost his original ups and downs.
Strangely, at this time, another figure broke into Xu Ziyan's mind, but it was Ling Xiao. Xu Ziyan still had his eyes closed, his thoughts turned to Ling Xiao, thinking about what he was doing at this time, and he thought of Ling Xiao. Could it be that there is a shadow of Ling Xiao in his heart? What do you like about Ling Xiao?
After thinking for a while, Xu Ziyan shook his head secretly. I don't have that kind of affection for Ling Xiao, although I have a very tacit understanding with Ling Xiao when I kill people together, but I don't have that feeling in my heart. The reason why Ling Xiao's shadow broke into his mind was because of Ling Xiao's words when he left, the sentence that he would come back to find himself, and Ling Rou'er's words to make herself her sister-in-law.
Do you like Xu Lin?
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Do you like the sky?
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But it's not that kind of like, it's not the kind of kind of love between men and women, it's just a kind of good friend, good companion, good comrade-in-arms, and the kind of like like Xu Tianwolf, Xu Mei, Xu Lan, and Xu Meiruo are no different
Will it become that kind of liking in the future? Will it become the kind of love that men and women love each other?
I don't know what to do
But. Xu Ziyan can now be sure that he doesn't want to marry Xu Lin now, and if he doesn't have that feeling, he can't pass the level in his heart. At the same time, Xu Ziyan also knew it in his heart. At this time, if she gave up Xu Lin, then Xu Haoran would not tell Xu Lin this secret, I am afraid that there will never be another chance between her and Xu Lin. However, Xu Ziyan, who had already thought about everything clearly, still resolutely opened his eyes, raised his head to look at Xu Haoran, and said softly but in an extremely firm tone:
"Uncle, I won't marry Senior Brother Lin. Whether the two of us are related by blood or not, we are just brother and sister."
As soon as Xu Ziyan said this, Xu Haoran was stunned. After being silent for a while, he still persuaded each other without giving up:
"Yan'er, you and Lin'er usually ......"
"Uncle" Xu Ziyan interrupted Xu Haoran's words softly, "The relationship between me and Senior Brother Lin is the same as that of other senior brothers and sisters, there is no difference"
Xu Haoran's heart sank, but there was unwillingness in his heart. So, he lowered his face slightly, and said in a condensed voice:
"Yan'er, you can't be the master of this matter. As the saying goes, the life of the parents, the words of the matchmaker. Go back, I'll talk to your parents about it. ”
Hearing Xu Haoran's words, Xu Ziyan's heart immediately understood Xu Haoran's thoughts. She didn't think about anything else just now, but Xu Haoran saw that there was a trace of ambiguity between herself and Xu Lin, and it was also for the good of herself and Xu Lin. I want to make a good marriage. However, now Xu Haoran's tough posture is simply to press himself and Xu Lin together, why does the patriarch do this? As smart as Xu Ziyan, as long as his mind turns slightly, he will immediately be clear.
The anger in his heart surged up uncontrollably, what did he think of me Xu Ziyan? Something that can be taken to and fro? Can I arrange my fate as I like? At this moment, Xu Ziyan's heart was filled with a strong rebellious heart, not to mention that she no longer had that relationship with Xu Lin at this time, even if she did, Xu Ziyan would not hesitate to cut it off. This is Xu Ziyan's character
My destiny is in my hands
raised his head and looked directly at Xu Haoran, his eyes became cold. At this moment, when Xu Ziyan's gaze became cold, Xu Haoran also reacted at once. What is this lord on the other side? She was stubborn and extremely assertive, and if anyone dared to bully her and suppress her with force, she would do whatever it took to rebel against the family. And the most important thing is that Xu Ziyan still has that strength.
At the beginning, Xu Haoliang was because he wanted to suppress Xu Ziyan and win her exercises, which made Xu Ziyan go crazy, and the final result was that Xu Haoliang was defeated. Now he wants to control Xu Ziyan's fate. This is more serious than Xu Haoliang at the beginning, so how can Xu Ziyan endure it?
Looking at the other party's eyes, Xu Haoran knew that the other party was going to go crazy, and the regret in his heart was not handled well, I am afraid that Xu Ziyan would never pay attention to the Xu family again, anyway, now Xu Ziyan is already a disciple of Taixuanzong, and there is already a better place to go. If the family treats her well, she will still think about the family, and if the family treats her badly, she will not hesitate to break off the relationship with the family in the future. After all, Xu Ziyan has only been in the family for less than a year, and he has not fully integrated into the Xu family, and the Xu family has indeed not given Xu Ziyan much help.
At this time, Xu Haoran couldn't wait to give himself a big ear scraper. Isn't this pushing Xu Ziyan outside? If people don't agree, they won't agree, and they will care more about Xu Ziyan from other places in the future, and just get closer to each other, why do they want to use marriage to control Xu Ziyan? Why do you have to do what you want? This annoyed the other party, and the family brand that was finally deepened through this escape was about to be destroyed by himself again, isn't this that he has nothing to do?
At this time, Xu Ziyan's cold voice sounded softly: "Uncle, I have already decided on this matter, I don't want you to disturb my parents again." ”
Xu Haoran let out a long breath, and thought to himself: "Fortunately, she still calls me uncle, and she didn't call me patriarch like last time, it seems that it has not reached the point of being out of control." ”
So, Xu Haoran hurriedly put on a kind smile and said softly: "Yan'er, don't misunderstand. This is your own business, and of course Uncle will not force you. Just now, I just felt that you are still too young, and some things are inevitably not well thought out, so I want to discuss it with your parents, and then you will discuss it carefully as a family of three, which will be more thoughtful. ”
"Don't worry about my business, I'm in charge," Xu Ziyan's tone was still cold.
"Of course, that's of course" Xu Haoran said a little sneeringly: "Of course, your affairs are up to you, and the uncle is also kind."
"Xie Lu Xie" Xu Ziyan saw that Xu Haoran had promised to make his own decisions on this matter, so he lowered his eyes and sat there quietly.
"Smoke, that's it. Forget about today's incident, don't tell anyone, Lin'er's life experience should be hidden first."
"It's Uncle"
"In the next three days, have a good rest, the big competition in the middle capital is coming"
"It's Uncle"
"Alright, you go and rest"
"It's uncle, Yan'er has said goodbye"
Xu Ziyan walked out of Xu Haoran's house, feeling a little stuffy in his chest. At this time, it was already dark, and Xu Ziyan walked slowly along the gravel road.
Unconsciously looked up at the Drifting Snow Peak, only to see a red light flashing on the Drifting Snow Peak, and Xu Ziyan knew that it was Xu Lin practicing there. sighed softly, for Xu Lin's life experience, and also for the change of feelings between the two.
Today's conversation with Xu Haoran. Xu Ziyan's interest was a little unpleasant, and a heart that wanted to be free and at ease became a little heavy. At this time, it is already summer. There was a chirp from the tree, which made Xu Ziyan feel a little more irritable in his heart. simply walked out of the family gate and wandered around the streets of the middle capital.