Chapter 2 The Restless Heart
As soon as Lin Qiaoman's words fell, my whole body stood on my feet and couldn't move a step.
At this moment, the field of vision narrowed, and only Lin Qiaoman's calm and somewhat pale face was left in his eyes.
There is no shyness in the past, and the eyes reveal a very firm gaze...
Seeing Lin Qiaoman like this, I felt a little stuffy in my heart, and an indescribable feeling slowly expanded in my body.
Confession again? Will you confess to me again here?
When I thought of this, I couldn't help but recall the picture in the classroom a while ago, and when the word "like" came out of Lin Qiaoman's mouth, my heartbeat seemed to stop.
I was really surprised that Lin Qiaoman would suddenly say such a thing again, at this time, I came back to my senses, and I could only look at her dumbfounded, not knowing what to say for a while.
Seeing that I didn't speak, Lin Qiaoman's face showed a shallow smile again, and then she took a deep breath and said slowly
"Me.. I've been living a lonely life since I was a child."
Originally, my parents would be happy if I knew that I was better, but I didn't expect that such an idea would become a reason for others to alienate and isolate themselves, so I started from elementary school. I'm used to being a person on campus."
Speaking of this, Lin Qiaoman paused, his eyes fell on my face, and said slowly
"But... Because of your appearance.. This life has been shattered."
"It was you who helped me when I was helpless, it was you who gave me hope when I thought I would never be able to get out of this life... It's you.. Let me start to feel that those bits and pieces that have been precipitated and stereotyped have new changes... All this.. It's all because of you."
As he said this, Lin Qiaoman's eyes turned red, and I only felt that my heart seemed to be tightly grasped, and I couldn't make any sound in my throat.
At this time, all that flashed in front of me was the picture of Lin Qiaoman when he was alone before.
One person sits in the classroom early to read a book, and one person walks out of the classroom alone after class.
One person comes, one person goes..
Those pictures have been inadvertently seen by herself, so she can't help but reach out when she is helpless, right?
After realizing this, I felt a little sad in my heart, but I still pretended to look at Lin Qiaoman in front of me calmly and didn't say anything.
At this time, Lin Qiaoman stretched out his hand and grabbed the corner of his clothes, and after biting his lower lip a few times, he continued to say slowly
"Originally, I thought that your appearance and gentleness would change my life, but when I saw the way you looked at Wang Jiaci... I knew I was wrong.."
"It turns out that your gentleness does not only belong to me, it turns out that your eyes, when you see her, will show that kind of light.."
Lin Qiaoman's two words made me almost suffocated, my ears began to buzz, and my heart began to gush with bursts of coolness as if it was frozen.
After saying this, Lin Qiaoman lowered his head and was silent for a while before continuing to whisper
"When I invited you to my house... The place I took you to actually has a legend about being together after confession... I wanted to say what was in my heart to you that time, but I didn't expect to be interrupted..."
"From that moment on, I felt. . . Maybe that's it... Maybe my fate with you... It's a little bit close."
"But even if I thought about it in my heart, when I knew that you were with Wang Jiaci... I'm still very sad in my heart."
Speaking of this, Lin Qiaoman's body trembled slightly, and his tone was a little sad
"But no matter what, I still want to convey my heart to you... Even though I know it's wrong, I still want you to know what I think, no matter what."
After Lin Qiaoman finished saying this, I noticed that her lower lip had been bitten out of a small tooth mark, and I looked at the white mark on her red lips, and her chest was full of sadness.
At this time, Lin Qiaoman's body trembled lightly for a while, and finally slowly raised his head and said
"It's not the first time, but ... Just let me say it again, selfishly.." Pit every sbah.
"Liu Ming, I'm sorry. I like you.."
As she said this, Lin Qiaoman's eyes overflowed with tears, and small tears quickly slid down her cheeks and fell to the ground.
And my nose was sore, and tears almost flowed from me.
I really can't find an adjective to describe my feelings, the bitterness and bitterness, all gathered in my heart for a while.
After a long time, I opened my mouth vigorously and said in a choked voice
"Thank you... Thank you. What I like: I will.."
"Always remember your heart."
I have said countless things when I am so old, but this sentence makes me extremely sad.
After hearing me say this, Lin Qiaoman raised his hand to wipe his tears, nodded again and again, and said
"Hmm.. Hmmm.."
Every "um" was like a fist on me, and her tears didn't know what was going on, the more she wiped them, the more she wiped them, and soon her whole face was covered with tears.
Seeing Lin Qiaoman's appearance, I felt even more sad, and I couldn't tell why, I suddenly had the urge to reach out and hug her, but my hand just lifted up, and slowly put it down.
I wanted to borrow her a place where I could cry, but I was very aware that I couldn't do it.
Lin Qiaoman in front of him wiped it for a while, and finally gave up, hanging down weakly, shaking his shoulders and letting tears keep pouring out.
At this moment, she is like a lost little girl, lonely and helpless, thin and alone.
Seeing her like this, I finally couldn't help it, and finally let go of the floodgates in my heart, stepped forward and stretched out my hand to gently hug her, and took her into my arms.
The moment I hugged her, my heart seemed to begin to decay, my hand raised and gently pressed the back of her head, rubbed my palm into her soft hair, and my mouth moved to say word by word
"Just this once, later... Stop crying about it.."
After the words fell, I could feel that Lin Qiaoman in my arms was crying even more, and although I was holding her, I didn't have a trace of distractions in my heart.
Since.. It's tears shed for yourself, then.. Let's share it for her.
I don't like it, I just don't want to see Lin Qiaoman.. A face covered with tears.
In this way, Lin Qiaoman cried in my arms for I don't know how long, in short, the sky began to darken little by little.
Lin Qiaoman in his arms didn't know if he was tired of crying or his tears were gone, and his body gradually stabilized.
Sensing her mood stabilize, I slowly let go of my hand and looked down at her.
His eyes were red, and there were obvious tear stains on his cheeks.
As if sensing that I let go of my hand, Lin Qiaoman's body moved again, and he took a small step back.
Seeing her like this, I took a deep breath, thought about it, and pretended to be relaxed
"Suddenly there was no movement, I thought you were crying and crying and falling asleep."
My words finally made the corners of Lin Qiaoman's mouth show a shallow smile, and when I saw her raise her head to look at me, she immediately lowered her head cautiously.
Capturing her smile, I took a deep breath and said in a serious tone
: "That.. I said what I wanted to say. I've cried and cried.. We.. Let's go back to the previous one... If you don't mind... We can always be friends... Just like before .."
In fact, when I said this, I was very uncertain, knowing that this was very unfair to Lin Qiaoman, but there was only such a choice.
Sometimes there are only two options for things, one is bad and the other is bad...
There is no better way in this matter, I will not leave Wang Jiaci to be with Lin Qiaoman, so for Lin Qiaoman, the only thing left is to continue to be friends or become strangers.
In my heart, I really want to be like her before, after all... I always can't turn a blind eye, and from time to time I can't help but want to care about her.
After asking, Lin Qiaoman quickly raised her head, only to see her stretch out her hand and rub her eyes, and finally put down her hand again, her lips moved and asked softly
"Before answering this question to you... Can I ask you a question? ”
Hearing Lin Qiaoman say this, I froze, thought about it in my heart, and nodded and said
"Well, you ask.."
Seeing that I agreed, Lin Qiaoman took a deep breath again, she blinked her eyes that were a little swollen with tears, and asked in a fluttering voice
"In your heart, have you ever had anything to do with me? A little bit of a liking.."