Chapter 181: Now I got my wish.
There was anger in the depression, and Nan Yu's words were like lighting a fire in a very concentrated natural gas.
"You keep saying it, but it's just to leave me!"
Tang Huaijin's whole body burned, he didn't understand or understand, "When we first got married, I asked about your father. You say you don't need it, and that's it if you don't have it in this life. Now you want to save him in order to leave me. You say I've done something wrong, isn't he? Why do you just hold me for doing something wrong and refuse to forgive? But willing to save him? I ask you, what if your bone marrow doesn't match either? What if they want the bear to go for a test? As soon as this opening opens! Can you contain it? ”
His voice was like a magic sound, and Nan Yu's heart trembled.
She stood up from Tang Huaijin, her tears still couldn't be stopped, no matter how she flowed, she couldn't wipe it out, and her heart was really painful. Probably a woman's perspective will be different from a man's after all, she stared at Tang Huaijin's eyes, "When you first got married?" When you asked my father at that time, was he very proud, look? How pitiful, the enemy's daughter is unaware of her father, and she is so tricked by me! It's stupid! ”
Nan Yu can't remember the specific scene when he asked this sentence, but she can still remember the mood at that time.
Before knowing that Tang Guannian was her father, Nan Yu was immersed in grief for many, many years, she had no father, she was the daughter of a rapist. Because she had no father, she was abandoned by her mother. In the Pei family for so many years, she was ridiculed by Pei Zhongyao and laughed at her for being ashamed.
The two fathers seem to be the original sin of Nan Yu.
It's been too many years to be ashamed to talk about.
When Tang Huaijin asked Nan Yu at the beginning, she must have been in a feeling of shame, and pretended to tell Tang Huaijin freely that she didn't need it.
Without her father, she grew up just as well.
Don't dare to recall. I didn't dare to recall every bit and every bit I was with Tang Huaijin, he was so purposeful and malicious. And she was in it, following him like a fool and a madman all these years, and she would feel suffocated when she thought about it.
Nan Yu shook his head, "I didn't say I wanted to let Xiao Xiong go, I just thought that if I could help, I would help a little if I could." I finally got a father, and I didn't want him to die because I didn't save him. ”
Nanyu's idea was very simple.
Tang Guannian did a lot of evil, and he really deserved a lot of retribution. But these retributions should not be completed by Nan Yu. She will always be a little reluctant in her heart, if Tang Guannian really died because of her inaction, then for many years to come, she will probably still feel uneasy when she thinks about it.
Tang Huaijin sneered, "You said that if you don't let the little bear go, you won't let the little bear go?" Can you protect the child? ”
"Isn't there still you?" Although Nan Yu can't face Tang Huaijin squarely, but the child, Tang Huaijin can always protect him.
Tang Huaijin stared at her. "At this time, you remembered me, it seems that you still know who is protecting you these days."
"I don't need it, I really don't need it!" Nan Yu shook his head.
The child is still young and needs Tang Huaijin's protection, but she really doesn't need it. This way of captivity. as a means of protection.
Nan Yu sighed, "Please, let me go, whether it's to save my father or do something else." All I have to do is get out. Little bear....... If you really don't let go, just stay here, and you can let me come back once in a while. ”
She was able to say this, Tang Huaijin was really shocked.
He thought that Nan Yu would never leave for the sake of the child, she loved the child so much, didn't she? Now she can say things that even children would give up.
Tang Huaijin's whole body was cold.
"Hello, you are really good, for Tang Guannian, you don't even want children?!"
Nan Yu was very tired, and with such endless quarrels, Tang Huaijin would never be able to understand her situation. She was really tired and didn't want to explain, "Say whatever you like." In the divorce agreement I signed with you at that time, it was very clear that we really didn't have a relationship anymore. ”
Tang Huaijin's face changed yin and yang.
In the end, he grabbed Nan Yu up, "Okay! Good! Don't you want to leave me? I will fulfill you! ”
Nan Yu was dragged by her, her feet almost off the ground.
She couldn't keep up with him, and even choked on his collar. It's hard to even breathe.
Nan Yu was really a little scared, she shouted, "You let go of me, you let go of me!" ”
She is not really stupid, of course, she also knows that angering Tang Huaijin will not end well, but what can she do. It's too hard to endure like this day by day.
Tears kept falling, and she gradually lost her voice.
Secretary Lin was walking around the hall downstairs with the bear in his arms, and the servants at home were all dismissed, and it seemed empty. It's hard for Secretary Lin to be a big man, holding the bear and singing, with a strange tone, the bear is laughing.
Probably people will have some instinct in the end, Nan Yu couldn't help but reach out to the little bear. Even if it's just touching the corner of the bear's clothes, her darling.
Secretary Lin was stupid when he saw Tang Huaijin dragging Nan Yu down, "Mr. Tang ......."
Who knew that Tang Huaijin was still stubborn, and no one was allowed to question his actions at all.
Nan Yu was dragged by him all the way. When she arrived at the door of the Tang family's mansion, she was left outside the door of the Tang family's mansion.
The body had long lost its strength, and Nan Yu collapsed softly at the gate.
She tilted her head and looked up at Tang Huaijin.
Listen to Tang Huaijin say: "Since you don't want this home so much, then you can leave!" You're right, you signed the divorce agreement, then you should also remember, what is stated in the divorce agreement! This home, from now on, has nothing to do with you, you just go! ”
He said it decisively. Nan Yu came to his senses in an instant.
She wanted to leave, but suddenly he did it, which made Nan Yu a little unable to react. The first reaction was to stand up violently, "Little bear! You give me the bear! ”
She just said that she could leave on her own and come back to see the children occasionally.
Just a hypothesis. Suppose Tang Huaijin is willing to part peacefully with her. Divorced couples are raising children together, and Nan Yu has never thought of separating from her children psychologically.
But at this moment, she clearly understood that Tang Huaijin was really determined to kick her out of the Tang family, so what about the child?
Her children.
For mothers. The power of this moment of eruption is enormous.
Nan Yu almost pounced in front of Secretary Lin and wanted to bring the child over, but Secretary Lin didn't have time to dodge, and even consciously sent the child out.
Unexpectedly, Tang Huaijin took the bear away from Nan Yu at this time.
The cub is fought for like this. Of course, he was frightened, and the child cried loudly, tearing his heart.
Grabbing a child, of course, is the safety of the child.
Tang Huaijin fought very quickly and accurately, without hurting the child, but knocked Nan Yu down with his spare strength.
This time, Nan Yu fell down again and couldn't get up.
She knew in her heart that he would not give her any more children.
Tang Huaijin hugged the crying bear who was crying and the ground cracked, and Nan Yu couldn't see the expression on his face clearly. I only heard him say, "Since you have decided to go, let's go!" Leave the house, from now on, everything in the Tang family has nothing to do with you, child....... As if she had never had a mother. ”
Nan Yu watched the big iron door of the Tang family's mansion slowly close in front of his eyes.
door. It was the child's crying.
When Tang Huaijin came back, it was already evening, and at this time, the sky was already dark.
Nan Yu lay on the spot for a long time, and in the late autumn season, the whole earth seemed to be frozen. Her whole body was shivering with cold, and she was already wooden at this time.
I can't even cry.
Stand up slowly, slowly.
The body shook a little.
Nan Yu smiled bitterly and said to herself, "This time I got my wish." ”
left Tang Huaijin as he wished, and was freed as he wished.
It's just that freedom comes at a price, and she loses everything, her career. Her marriage, her children.
The only thing left for her was a scar from when she gave birth to a cub.
The Tang family's mansion is at the top of the mountain, and it takes a long stretch of winding road to go down the mountain, and Nan Yu walks down the mountain step by step. Occasionally. Looking back, the Tang family's mansion was brightly lit, and I don't know if the little bear was crying anymore.
People say that the separation of mother and child is the cruelest thing in the world.
But having really come to this point, Nan Yu feels that there is not much pain. I just feel relieved. It is a liberation from life and death. Nan Yu thought, that is, the next moment, she died.
I'm afraid there won't be much pain either.
No more concerns.
As Tang Huaijin said, Xiaoxiong should have never had her mother.
That's fine....... Nan Yu muttered softly, it would be good without her as a mother. Nan Yu herself deeply experienced the pain of being abandoned by her mother. Rather than letting the bear grow up and leave after she has feelings for her, it is better to separate early now.
The bear doesn't recognize people yet.
There would not be such a person as Nan Yu in his memory.
Between not having a mother and being abandoned by your mother, probably not having a mother, would be a good option.
Usually go up the mountain by car, the first time no, Nan Yu feels that the mountain road is so rugged and far away. She was aimless, she didn't know where she was going, she didn't know where she could go.
By this time, Nan Yu couldn't think of anyone to turn to.
Tang Guannian?
Forget it.
Although she didn't want him to die, she couldn't run to confess her relatives without any guilt.
Nan Xin'an can be there, but Nan Yu doesn't want to go.
At this time, she really wanted to find a place where no one was around, to stay alone, that is, she didn't want to do anything, and stayed quietly alone.
Nanyu descended the mountain like a wandering spirit.
Before he could get on the highway, he was suddenly covered by someone, Nan Yu had walked for so long, in fact, his physical strength had already been exhausted.
There was almost no struggle