Chapter 148: I'm afraid it's too late, I want to hold you
Ji Rongke leaned against the car door and smoked, there was a trace of melancholy and bleakness on his face, his expression was particularly pale when he was drunk, his lips were also white, the light in the room was not as bright as outside, I didn't find that his face was so ugly, he looked up at this side while smoking, he asked He Yichi, "What are you taking her out for." ”
He Yichi looked at me with an embarrassed face, I walked over and put the back of my hand on his cheek and forehead to test the temperature, there was a trace of heat, but it was not very serious, at most it was a low-grade fever, but he was such a careful person, he didn't know how to say it when he was not feeling well, I asked him in a tough tone, "You looked in the mirror yourself and didn't find that your face was bad." ”
Ji Rongke took my hand and took it off his face, he was still staring at He Yichi, who was silent behind me, as if waiting for his answer, I stood directly in front of him, blocking his gaze and letting him look at me, "It's me who is going to do what you are glaring at him." If it weren't for me, who didn't have the slightest ability but still thought I was the savior, and kept pestering you to let you avenge Chunchun, who I didn't know at all, you wouldn't offend Ma Zhanglai, and you wouldn't be able to find a way to spend money if you want to buy land now, Ma Zhanglai's hatred is me, it's a big deal for me to kneel down and apologize, Chunchun's revenge, it doesn't matter how I am, as long as I can get him to relax and cooperate. ”
After I finished speaking, I was about to pull the car door up, Ji Rongke grabbed my wrist, his expression was serious, and he whispered to me, "Go back." ”
I ignored him, I still stubbornly drilled into the car, he didn't dare to pull me too hard, for fear of hurting the child, he picked me up directly, half of his body wrapped around me, and walked into the courtyard, He Yichi stopped in front and asked him to take me, there are women who are easy to do, Ji Rongke's already gloomy face became even more ugly, "Do I need her to pave the way for me, I have enough bargaining chips to restrain Ma Zhanglai, even if I miss this piece of land, I won't let Feng Jin suffer that humiliation, I can't even protect my own woman, what the am I a man." ”
Ji Rongke asked He Yichi to get out of the way, the latter didn't move, he was annoyed, he raised his leg and kicked him the knee, He Yichi didn't dodge, he took this blow hard, but Ji Rongke was merciful at his feet, looking very hard but not too heavy, He Yichi shook twice, and quickly stabilized.
He Yichi wanted to say something more, I suddenly opened my mouth and bit Ji Rongke's shoulder, I used a lot of strength, his coat and shirt became thin and torn under my hard bite, I felt angry, I ripped off his clothes again, and bit the flesh, until my mouth was full of blood, until he paused at his feet, full of confusion about my irritability and venting, I slowly let go of my mouth, I stared at his bloody and blurred tooth marks that I bitten out, I couldn't help crying.
I choked up and said, "Do you know how much it hurts in my heart." He Run is better than me in everything, the He family can support you and support you, because He Run is your wife, she is inseparable from your honor and disgrace, you fell, she lost her support, and she had no husband, but what about me. I can't give you anything, except for blindly adding burdens and troubles to you, I hate my sometimes willfulness and ignorance, and I hate you even more that although you hurt me, you also gave me so much willful capital, so that I keep getting into trouble and constantly indebted. Ji Rongke, I can't help you if I go, but I just want to accompany you, I know how important this is to you. ”
He was holding me, I was carried by him, I couldn't see his face, he couldn't see my tears, we were in a stalemate like this for a long time, he suddenly turned around and walked towards the car, I was relieved, He Yichi caught up from behind, he opened the car door, let us sit in, he went around to the driver's seat and got into the car.
Ji Rongke suddenly lost his strength and spirit in the car, he had a trace of fatigue and weakness, I asked He Yichi to turn on the heater and roll up and close the window, so as not to freeze Ji Rongke and cause a high fever, I covered him with a thick blanket, I hugged his body to warm him, but I couldn't hold him at all, he was too strong and burly, and my arm could only circle half of him.
He seems to enjoy the moment when I care for him like this, he rests his head on my chest, and sleeps with his eyes closed, as pure and gentle as a child, I always think, if he is really a bad person, and really like Huo Yanchen said, people like them will have to pay the price of blood for their insidious viciousness sooner or later, I really hope that he will sleep forever, no longer set foot in the darkness and chaos of this world, I will be his eyes, his crutches, his hands and feet, and accompany him through every day of the rest of the years.
He Run must not be able to endure such hardship, and the He family does not allow her to be so wronged, in fact, I think about it cruelly, I really wish that he was crippled and stupid, no one knows anyone, and he can't say anything, so that no one will compete with me for him, he can finally belong to me completely, I don't have to live in the huge shadow of any woman, even if Ji Rongke, who was calling for wind and rain at that time, was already a waste that everyone hated.
I smiled and said above his head as he fell asleep, "You just secretly rejoice, how can you have such a good life, how many times have you escaped the catastrophe." When you're good, so many women hold you and love you, and if you are miserable, at least I won't run. ”
He wasn't fully asleep, but laughed in my arms, he tilted his head and buried his whole head in the furrow of my chest, I scolded the hooligan, and he stabbed it hard again, and as he erupted hot and moist breathing, a pimple formed on my skin.
His muffled voice came from below me, "How do I know if you're going to run when you're going to get there?" Can a woman's words be believed? ”
I shook my head very arrogantly above his head, "Then you can try it and see if I can run away without my hands and feet." ”
"If you don't run away, I believe you."
This person's mouth was yellow when he didn't agree with him, He Yichi was still driving in front, I secretly glanced at him, He Yichi looked at the road in front of him expressionlessly, I smacked at the back of Ji Rongke's head, and a few drops of saliva splashed out, which happened to fall on the tips of his hair, he loves to be clean the most, and I also avenged him for molesting me.
He lay on me quietly and motionless, he was about really tired, he was like an ironclad warrior with no emotion, no joy, sorrow, no pain and tiredness, for power and survival, living an infinite but dark time, he was in my arms at this time, let go of all guards, his face was against my chest, my arm gently wrapped around him, he seemed to be awake, I quietly looked at the scenery flashing outside the window.
Skyscrapers, artificial lakes, and gardens that are still purple and red under the devastation of deep winter, he and I are like an old couple who have been together for decades, with years of wind and frost in my eyes, and thousands of tenderness in his eyes.
When we arrived at Kingdom Resort, the sun was very good, all the damp water had melted and dried, a few plum blossoms were blooming in the wind, and the green lawn was reflecting a light green pattern in the golden sunlight, which looked very pleasing to the eye.
Kingdom Resort is a veteran entertainment venue in South China Province, with bars and casinos, Chinese and Western farmhouse restaurants, hotel baths and golf course bowling alleys, all outsiders to travel here, will stay in Kingdom for a day or two, here to eat, drink and play the most with the local characteristics of South China, the price is also a little cheaper than the city center, I followed Huo Yanchen once, but that time we were in a hurry, hurriedly to the restaurant to negotiate a contract, when I came out he and I were drunk, so I still don't know anything about this state, Never visited at all.
I always stared at the sightseeing cable car coming and going overhead, I used to be very afraid of heights, but after pregnancy, what I like is a little boring, what I hate is full of interest, except for sweets and love Ji Rongke, all my preferences have become upside down.
Ji Rongke saw me staring at the cable car with my neck raised, he asked me if I wanted to sit, I nodded yes, he took my hand and walked up the escalator on the second floor to buy a ticket, when we entered the cable car and waited for it to start, He Yichi found the on-site service staff and asked about the location of the reserved restaurant private room, he found that we were missing in a blink of an eye, he looked around, I knocked on the window above his head, he looked up, I smiled and shouted at him, but he couldn't hear it, he just frowned and kept observing my lips, and raised his wrist to indicate that I was in a hurry, Ji Rongke's ears were blocked by my screams, and he scooped me into his arms, "Shut up." ”
His bare skin was hot, hotter than when he first went out, his face was not only pale, but also a slight abnormal flush, I asked him if he could still bear it, no, I went to see Ma Zhanglai for him.
I thought about it on the way here, whether to leave Ji Rongke and I go to see me alone, I can let go of all my self-esteem and bottom line, and try to get the land over, even if Ma Zhanglai hates me again, for the sake of me replacing Ji Rongke, he doesn't dare to hurt me directly, at most one is off, but I don't care, I'd rather he give me ten than him give Ji Rongke one, because this is my fault, I will feel sorry for him to carry it for me.
Ji Rongke didn't agree at all, he viciously told me to shut up, his body trembled, it seemed to be very cold, I was so scared that I wanted to cry, I think Ji Rongke since he met me, he joined the army of constant wounds, shot in the back, axe in the shoulder, knife in the chest, every time because of me, I want him to be safe, I want to bring him beauty, but all his misfortunes come from knowing me.
Where do I still have the heart to feel the taste of riding the cable car, I am anxious, I can't wait to run down immediately, and finally stop at the end, we get down from the cable car, He Yichi helped Ji Rongke, who was a little shaky, to go downstairs, he said, "A few minutes later than the agreed time, after all, we took the initiative to find Ma Zhanglai to do something, or don't let him wait for a long time, can Brother Rong still carry it?" ”
Ji Rongke brushed his arm away and said it was okay, he stood in place and steadied his mind, I wrapped his coat, He Yichi took us through the terrace corridor and arrived at an indoor fountain square, there was a special private room waiter waiting, after he looked at the brand, he took us to a landscape screen, he was very educated and lowered his voice and said, "The guests are waiting inside." ”
Ji Rongke said I know, after the waiter left, he frowned and lowered his head, two fingers pressed lightly on the center of his eyebrows and temples, I know that he has a headache at this time, although he is often injured, but his body is rarely sick, occasionally there is an discomfort, it will be menacing, like a mountain falling, he slowed down for a moment, signaled to He Yichi to open the door, He Yichi knocked twice, and there was a sound inside, Ji Rongke pushed away with his toes, Ma Zhanglai was sitting alone at the round table drinking tea, he squinted his eyes and swept the door with a little arrogance, I was blocked by the half-open door, he didn't notice me, Ji Rongke took the initiative to call Director Ma, Ma Zhanglai put down the ceramic teacup in his hand, he stood up to meet Ji Rongke's outstretched hand, and the two shook hands, "Mr. Ji, don't be harmed." ”
Ji Rongke smiled and said, "I haven't seen you for a long time, and Director Ma is still in good spirits." ”
Ma Zhanglai tilted his head back slightly and stared at Ji Rongke for a moment, "Why does Mr. Ji's face look a little pale, and he seems to be listless, is it because he has married a delicate wife, and there is too much fun for men and women in the boudoir after the marriage, which consumes the yang energy." ”
After he finished speaking, he laughed intriguingly, this is not a good thing to hear, close friends said it was a joke, but between some people who Liang Zi hated, it became a trace of ridicule and insult, Ma Zhanglai smiled and at the same time his eyes inadvertently fell on me who had just pushed the door in behind Ji Rongke, and his originally cheerful face and smile suddenly closed, becoming extremely stiff and gloomy.
I know he hates me, if you ask him the most hated person in the world, he must put me first, he can't wait to dig my heart and bones, and break my corpse, the more I smile brightly, the more he thinks of the tragedy of losing his wife and almost losing his father-in-law's family to support the official road, how strong this deep hatred is, I know from his fiery eyes.
If I don't blow the wind on the pillow, Ji Rongke and his well water will not violate the river water, and he will never stare at his wife, and let his wife pay for his blood debts and blood if he goes out to make enemies with others, Ma Zhanglai is not stupid, he knows the relationship between Chunchun and me, this thing is what I do, I am pampered and arrogant, I don't understand the height of the sky, relying on Ji Rongke's love for me to act as a tiger, leaving no way out, once I lose the protection of this Buddha to me, Ma Zhanglai will be the first to do me.
They let go of their hands, Ji Rongke took the lead and walked to the table and sat down, He Yichi went to call the waiter to order, Ma Zhanglai blocked my way in front of me, he stared at my smiling face and snorted coldly, "Miss Feng is okay too." ”