Ying Kun had no doubt that if he was really disobedient, the two people in front of him would definitely not hesitate to interrupt his hands and feet, and they would take themselves to Su Mei by all means.

So he weighed it and decided to follow them honestly.

Yang Xiaolan had been in a state of shock since Jiang Yi said those words, and she asked in disbelief: "How did you know what happened back then, isn't she already crazy." ”

Jiang Yi glanced at Yang Xiaolan coldly, "If people don't know, unless you don't do it, Teacher Yang, after so many years, you should also pay the price for what you have done." ”

Yang Xiaolan hid her face and cried.

The group returned to the sanatorium, the moment Su Mei saw Ying Kun, her eyes suddenly widened, she had been shouting to see Ying Kun before, but when she saw the picture of Ying Kun and Yang Xiaolan standing together, as if something deeply engraved in her mind was about to come out, she frowned, and a fragment of a long memory broke into her mind.

She saw Ying Kun and Su Mei kissing together, and saw them naked on the bed in the room, no matter how many years passed, it was a huge blow to her, so she stepped forward and asked, "Why are you doing this, why are you deceiving me, you two are the closest and most trusted people in the world." ”

Yang Xiaolan couldn't hold back any longer, she held Su Mei's hand, knelt in front of Su Mei with a plop, and cried: "I'm sorry, Xiaomei, I'm really sorry for you, it's been all these years, in fact, I've always been sad in my heart, I've always wanted to compensate you, but you've become like this......"

After Ying Kun gave Su Mei to Jiang Bingkun, she completely lost contact with Su Mei, she also looked for Ying Kun back then, she accused him of doing this wrong, they were already sorry for her, how could they do something to push her into the fire pit, but Ying Kun didn't listen to her advice at all, and the two broke up and parted ways.

But this incident has become a knot in Yang Xiaolan's heart, she always remembers the girl who stupidly regarded her as her only good friend, guilt and anxiety have accompanied her for 20 years, and she is worried every day, until she meets Jiang Yu by chance.

Jiang Yi and Su Mei look very similar, the two of them are almost carved out of the same mold, if it weren't for the completely different temperaments, Yang Xiaolan would even think that she had seen Su Mei twenty years ago.

After several temptations and inquiries, Yang Xiaolan finally determined that Jiang Yi was Su Mei's daughter, so she began her own compensation, she had never been married and had no children, so she simply regarded Jiang Yi as her own daughter, she carefully taught Jiang Yi, and let Jiang Yi enter her studio, she hoped to be able to compensate their mother and daughter.

But it was too late for her to make amends.

Su Mei is no longer the Su Mei she used to be, she has become crazy and stupid, she can't recognize herself for a long time, even if she wants to make amends, she doesn't know what to do, until this time, she realized that she and Ying Kun almost ruined Su Mei's life.

She had no way to compensate for Su Mei's missing, crazy, and miserable life, and Su Mei had long since remembered the past, and even regarded herself as her good friend, begging her to take her to see Ying Kun.

After that, Yang Xiaolan went to find Ying Kun, she told Ying Kun about Su Mei's current situation, and wanted Ying Kun to meet Su Mei, even if it was to apologize to Su Mei, but Ying Kun sternly refused, he never thought that he had done anything wrong, and it didn't matter if the manly husband was ruthless and unscrupulous for the future he wanted, so he never felt guilty about Su Mei in his heart over the years.

Yang Xiaolan saw that she couldn't persuade Ying Kun, so she had to give up, and then she thought of a way, if Ying Kun didn't come to the sanatorium, then simply let Su Mei come out of the sanatorium, maybe Ying Kun would find out with his conscience when he saw Su Mei's appearance.

But she underestimated Ying Kun's shamelessness, this man's heart is black, and he won't feel guilty at all.

Just like now, Yang Xiaolan has knelt in front of Su Mei and cried silently, but Ying Kun still didn't react at all, he was only a little surprised when he saw Su Mei at the beginning, because Su Mei had already been tortured, and he had long lost the beautiful and gorgeous appearance he had back then, obviously only in his forties, but he was already full of white hair and wrinkles, looking like he was in his sixties.

He suddenly began to rejoice, fortunately he dumped Su Mei back then, otherwise he felt unappetizing just by seeing Su Mei like this.

Su Mei looked at Ying Kun, with tears in her eyes, she reached out and grabbed Ying Kun's collar, and asked hoarsely: "How can you be so ruthless, how can you be ......"

Ying Kun frowned, and pushed away Su Mei with an irritated expression, "Don't touch me!" What kind of thing are you, and you dare to question me?! ”

Su Mei took a few steps back, and Jiang Yi hurriedly stepped forward to support her.

Ying Kun continued: "If I hadn't taken you out of the village back then, you would have married the stupid son of the village chief a long time ago, in the end, you still have to thank me, without me, you can come to the city and live a good life?" ”

Su Mei was trembling with anger, her fingers trembling at Ying Kun, her lips trembling, and she couldn't say a word.

Jiang Yi patted Su Mei's back and gave her a good breath, Su Mei glanced at her, Jiang Yi said, "Mom, I'll come." ”

Su Mei looked at Jiang Yi with some doubts in her eyes, but soon she thought of something and nodded to Jiang Yi.

Jiang Yi walked to Ying Kun's side, Ying Kun was still a little jealous of Jiang Kun, he said vigilantly: "What do you want to do?" I tell you, I've listened to you, and you can't...... Yes! ”

Before Ying Kun finished speaking, Jiang Yi directly kicked on the crook of his leg, Ying Kun's leg was weak, and he knelt directly to the ground, he was just about to get up, Jiang Yan's foot stepped on his shoulder, and she threw out two words in a cold voice: "Apologize." ”

"Why should I apologize? I didn't do anything wrong! ”

Jiang Yi didn't pay attention to Ying Kun's words, and as soon as she stepped on Ying Kun's shoulder, Ying Kun's whole body fell to the ground, and she said impatiently: "Don't apologize?" ”

Ying Kun gritted his teeth, and adhered to the principle that a hero does not suffer immediate losses, and squeezed out a sentence from between his teeth: "I'm sorry." ”

Jiang Yi snorted coldly, and kicked the back of Ying Kun's head with his toes, "You fool me, what kind of apology is such a perfunctory attitude." ”

Ying Kun asked rhetorically: "Then what do you want me to do?" ”

Jiang Yi said: "Kowtow and admit your mistakes." ”

"Impossible!" Ying Kun immediately said: "I will never kowtow and admit my mistakes!" ”

"Ying Kun!" Yang Xiaolan couldn't stand it anymore, she said: "Now that it's happened, haven't you repented?" Look at what Xiaomei has become like to you, how can you be indifferent? ”

"What's my business! If there's anything wrong, you have a share, don't forget, you took the initiative to seduce me back then! ”

Yang Xiaolan looked stunned, she didn't expect Ying Kun to say such a thing.

Ying Kun turned to Jiang Yu, "And you, it was Jiang Bingkun who tortured Su Mei crazy, and I didn't do it, if you have the ability, you can go to Jiang Bingkun to settle accounts!" ”

Jiang Yi was directly laughed angrily, seeing Ying Kun, she was considered to have gained a lot of knowledge, but she didn't expect that there would be such a shameless person in this world, she let go of Ying Kun, Ying Kun immediately got up from the ground, turned around and walked out.

"As long as you walk out of this door today, I promise you'll regret it."

Ying Kun's footsteps paused slightly, and he glanced back at Jiang Yi, and he snorted, "Lao Tzu believes in your evil!" ”

After speaking, Ying Kun left directly.

Yang Xiaolan didn't know Ying Kun's true face until today, and she regretted what she did at the beginning, and she was almost ashamed to death.

Jiang Yi retracted her gaze, and she said to Yang Xiaolan, "Teacher Yang, get up." ”

Yang Xiaolan stood up, she lowered her head and said, "I'm sorry, I know it's too late for me to say anything, but I still have to say I'm sorry." ”

Jiang Yi didn't speak.

Yang Xiaolan said: "I will do everything possible to compensate you." ”

"No need."

Yang Xiaolan was stunned.

Jiang Yi said: "So far, any compensation is useless, Mr. Yang, I accept your apology, and I am very grateful for your cultivation of me in the past three years, but I am very sorry, I may not be able to return to the studio to continue working in the future." ”

"You're resigning?"

Jiang Yi nodded, "I'm not a good person, let alone a saint, I can't face you every day in the future and pretend to be nothing, so I just won't meet in the future." ”

Yang Xiaolan was a little lost, but it was obvious that this was the most correct choice for both of them now, after all, it was embarrassing to see each other every day when such a thing happened.

She nodded, "I see." ”

Jiang Yi said: "If you go slowly, you won't send it." ”

Yang Xiaolan walked to the door and suddenly stopped, she turned her head to look at Jiang Yan, "If you need me in the future, you can come to me at any time." ”

Jiang Yi nodded, and he was in response.

Yang Xiaolan finally left.

There were only three people left in the ward, Jiang Yi, Su Mei and Zhong Fei, Su Mei seemed to have regained consciousness, and it was rare to look at Jiang Yi clearly, and the first thing she said to Jiang Yi was: "I'm sorry." ”

Jiang Yi was stunned.

Tears slipped from Su Mei's eyes, and she cried and said, "Xiao Yu, mom is sorry for you, you have suffered a lot over the years." ”

Jiang Yi smiled and shook his head, "It's okay, those are nothing, as long as you can be well, it doesn't matter what I do." ”

Su Mei took Jiang Yi into her arms distressedly.

She knows very well that she has not fulfilled the responsibilities of a mother over the years, and even caused a lot of trouble to Jiang Yi, if it weren't for herself, Jiang Yi would not have lived so miserably, she is so smart and clever, she could have had a good life, but because she has such a mother, she has been despised since she was a child.

Su Mei said: "If you have a next life, you must be reincarnated into a good family, have a happy family, and don't live so hard again." ”

Jiang Yi smiled, her smile was sincere and clean, and she said, "I'm not having a hard time, Mom, I just want those who have hurt you to receive the lessons they deserve, I'm quite content now, really." ”

Maybe when she was young, Jiang Yi once complained and was unwilling, who didn't want to have a complete family, who didn't want her mother to be gentle and kind, but then she gradually understood that some things are destined by nature, people are born unequal, all she can do is to digest this inequality, and then work hard.

Over the years, she has been persisting and has never wavered, maybe this is fate, not to mention, Jiang Yi thought, if she wasn't like this, she wouldn't have met Zhong Fei now, fate is actually very good to her, what she should get and what she shouldn't get is very clear.

Zhong Fei silently watched the scene of Jiang Yi and Su Mei's mother and daughter embracing each other, such a picture evoked the deepest part of his mind that had been buried for a long time, and his gaze was a little gloomy.

Su Mei let go of Jiang Yu, and she looked at Zhong Fei, "This is?" ”

Jiang Yi pulled Zhong Fei and introduced Su Mei very solemnly, "This is my boyfriend, Zhong Fei." ”

Zhong Fei said, "Auntie is good. ”

Su Mei smiled and nodded frequently, "Very good young man." ”

Jiang Yi said proudly: "That's right, my vision is very good, and I picked a good man who couldn't be found with a lantern at a glance." ”

Su Mei's own man's luck is not good, most of her life has gone in such a daze, and even affected Jiang Yi, so she hopes that her daughter can find a good home, she put Jiang Yi's hand in Zhong Fei's hand, and said earnestly: "Xiao Yu will be handed over to you, young man, you have to take good care of her, don't let her suffer a little more grievances." ”

Zhong Fei nodded vigorously, "Don't worry, I will love her with my life." ”

When it was time for lunch, Zhong Fei and Jiang Yi stayed here to eat with Su Mei, after eating, Zhong Fei left first when he had something to do, Jiang Yi stayed with Su Mei, she had not been with Su Mei for a long time so simple and peaceful.

Jiang Yi and Su Mei talked about their experiences over the years, Su Mei listened quietly, and later Su Mei was a little tired, Jiang Yi let Su Mei sleep for a while, and Jiang Yi stayed in the sanatorium all day until the evening.

She walked along the street, and after today, she felt a lot more comfortable, because she hadn't seen Su Mei's normal appearance for too long, let alone a normal chat like today, if only it could go on like this.

Suddenly there was a car horn behind her, Jiang Yi looked back, a car stopped beside her, the driver's window slowly fell, Luo Shangxian asked, "It's so late, why are you wandering around the street alone?" Just out of a nursing home? ”

Jiang Yu nodded, "Hmm." ”

Luo Shangxian opened the door of the passenger seat, "Get in the car, I'll send you." ”

"Okay." Jiang Yi didn't shirk and got into the car.

Luo Shangxian asked, "Where is your home?" ”

Jiang Yi said: "Songshan Road Scenic Home. ”

It's quite far from Jiang Yi's house, and it takes forty minutes to drive to get there, so Luo Shangxian played a soothing piano song and asked casually: "Your boyfriend didn't accompany you this time?" ”

"He's gone beforehand."

"Oh." There was a red light in front of him, Luo Shangxian stopped, turned his head to look at Jiang Yi, he had a three-point smile on his face at any time, maybe it was a professional habit, or maybe he was born like this, he always smiled, he pushed the glasses on the bridge of his nose, and said to Jiang Yi: "Although this is a bit inconsistent with my professional ethics, but as a friend, I want to remind you of two words." ”

Jiang Yi asked, "Remind what?" ”

Luo Shangxian said: "Do you think you know your boyfriend well enough? ”

Jiang Yi paused, "What do you mean?" ”

"It's not interesting, just to remind you that you may need to get to know your boyfriend more deeply."

Jiang Yi looked at Luo Shangxian, Luo Shangxian did not avoid her gaze, it may be that the psychiatrist is of excellent quality, his gaze is calm, and he does not dodge at all.

After watching it for a long time, Jiang Yi said, "You know him." ”

Her tone was very firm.

After the red light passed, Luo Shangxian turned his head and continued to drive, "I've known your boyfriend for a while, probably more than a month." ”

This sentence seems to be vague, but it actually contains a lot of information.

Jiang Yi remembered that she and Zhong Fei had only been together for more than a month, and it was very likely that not long after she and Zhong Fei had established a relationship between men and women, Zhong Fei and Luo Shangxian had met.

Luo Shangxian is a psychiatrist, and it goes without saying why Zhong Fei and he met.

Out of professional ethics, Luo Shangxian is not good at directly saying how his patients are, but out of the morality of his friends, he feels that he needs to remind Jiang Yi.

Jiang Yi leaned back in her chair, the neon lights on the side of the road flashed across her face, and she said, "I know what you're going to say, I just found out not long ago." ”

Luo Shangxian was a little surprised, "You know? ”

Jiang Yi hummed lightly.

Luo Shangxian asked, "Then what are you going to do?" ”

Jiang Yi said: "What else can I do, cure it." ”

Luo Shangxian couldn't help but smile when he saw Jiang Yi's words, "Aren't you afraid that you won't be cured?" ”

Jiang Yi asked rhetorically: "Doctor Luo, is this not confident in himself?" ”

Luo Shangxian was silent for a moment, "It's a little unconfident." ”

This time it was Jiang Yi's turn to be silent, she frowned, "Is it that serious?" ”

Luo Shangxian looked around, "Let's find a place to talk in detail." ”

Jiang Yi and Luo Shangxian came to a clear bar, the two of them sat down on the corner seat, Luo Shangxian rubbed the cup in his hand, he said: "Personality is composed of personality masks, everyone has many personality masks, when there are contradictions and confrontations between masks, there will be many results, one of which is to take turns to appear and not see each other, which is what we usually call ——"

Jiang Yi continued: "Split personality. ”

Luo Shangxian snapped his fingers, "Smart." ”

Jiang Yi's face was expressionless: "Hehe"

Luo Shangxian also realized that his compliment was very inappropriate, he touched his nose and continued: "When a person suffers too much, his mask of a miserable person will be extraordinarily powerful, Zhong Fei is a very typical example, in order to avoid suffering, he derived two extremes. ”

Listening to Luo Shangxian's analysis, Jiang Yi's fingers were a little tight, she pursed her lips, feeling like she was pressing a big stone in her heart, and she was very depressed.

"One is to escape, that is, to forget the pain of the past, I learned that he originally had a very happy family, a gentle mother, a loving father, and a lovely sister, in the deepest part of his heart, he yearns for this family he already had, so he derived a so-called 'original self', and the other is more ......"

Luo Shangxian glanced at Jiang Yi's expression and thought for a moment, "Violence." ”

Jiang Yi frowned, "Violence? ”

According to Luo Shangxian's analysis just now, what Jiang Yi has seen should be Zhong Fei's "original self" Gu Jianhang, Gu Jianhang is a cultured person, and he is not close to the word violence at all, so he should be another, that is, the person who brought the turkey girl back that night in the South China Sea, but she has not seen it yet.

Luo Shangxian nodded, he shrugged his shoulders and said, "You don't know, the violent one, but he smashed my office twice." ”

"Yes."

Jiang Yi also went to Luo Shangxian's office, she knew that this guy had a collecting habit, and the office seemed to have become his collection, and many things in it were found by Luo Shangxian with great difficulty, and if he smashed those things, it is estimated that Luo Shangxian's heart is dripping blood.

"However, Mr. Zhong is still very generous, and after smashing it, he gave me a better one, and I am not a loss."

Jiang Yi glanced at him.

Luo Shangxian raised his hands, "OK, back to the topic, the violent one is another form of facing pain, that is, attacking." ”

Speaking of this, Luo Shangxian frowned, and said, "There is a person who has a deep influence on Zhong Fei and has made a lot of psychological hints to him. ”

"What psychological suggestion?"

Luo Shangxian said: "That person told him that life is constantly losing, and if you want not to lose, you must take the initiative to attack." ”

Jiang Yan squeezed the cup in her hand tightly, because she was too hard, the knuckles were blue and white, and the liquid in the cup kept shaking and spilling on the back of her hand.

She clenched her teeth, her eyes mixed with deep sadness and anger, almost squeezing out a few words from between her teeth: "What bullshit theory." ”

Luo Shangxian agrees with this, "Indeed. ”

Jiang Yi asked, "And then?" ”

Luo Shangxian didn't speak, but glanced at Jiang Yi's hand holding the wine glass.

Jiang Yi raised his eyebrows, "What?" ”

Luo Shangxian said honestly, "I'm afraid that if I say what I say next, you will beat me." ”

Jiang Yi smiled, but this smile was so scary how scary, "You haven't said anything yet, how do you know that I will beat you, but let me tell you, if you continue to rub it in, I will really beat you." ”

Luo Shangxian immediately stopped rubbing, and immediately pouted what he knew, "In fact, this violent personality was not so serious at first, at most, he is not guilty of me, I will not offend anyone, if people offend me, I will have to kill him, and he has really evolved into an active offensive type, because he was once abandoned and refused." ”

Jiang Yi tapped the table twice and motioned for Luo Shangxian to continue.

"And this person who once abandoned him is very likely to be the woman he loves, when I hypnotized him, he mentioned this woman more than once, he loved and hated this woman, I wanted to know what happened between them, but unfortunately, before I could ask, my office was smashed."

Jiang Yi touched her chin, she remembered that she had asked Wu Zhong about Zhong Fei's ex-girlfriend, Wu Zhong said that Zhong Fei's ex-girlfriend was dead, Jiang Yi put this matter aside, and now I think that there should be a part worth digging into, how did his ex-girlfriend die, because of Zhong Fei or for some other reason.

She frowned and thought for a while, Luo Shangxian had not spoken during the period, giving Jiang Yi time to organize her thoughts.

"Lao Luo." Jiang Yi simply didn't even save the politeness, and directly called Lao Luo, "Do you think it could be that his ex-girlfriend knew about his split personality, and then she broke up with him, so she caused harm to Zhong Fei?" I guess that's a lost part."

"Count." Luo Shangxian said: "Although Zhong Fei is very cooperative with me, I really can't deal with this violent personality, I think you, as his girlfriend, may or may not have a way." ”

Jiang Yi suddenly felt a lot of pressure, and she smiled, "How can you be so sure, I'm a layman." ”

Luo Shangxian suddenly asked, "Do you know why he came to me for more than a month?" ”

"Why?"

Luo Shangxian looked at Jiang Yi's eyes and said, "Because of you." ”

Jiang Yi was stunned, "Me? ”

"Yes, that's you." Luo Shangxian said: "He said that he found out that something was wrong a long time ago, but he never went to the doctor, on the one hand, because he was resistant, and on the other hand, he felt that life was already so bad anyway, it didn't matter what happened, but he met you." ”

After Zhong Fei smashed his office, a very important reason why Luo Shangxian still agreed to treat Zhong Fei was that when they met on the first day, Zhong Fei once said a word to him.

This tall and silent man had an innocence on his face that was extremely inconsistent with his age when he mentioned the woman he loved, and when it came to love, he was really a beginner, so he was cautious, so he regarded it as a treasure, so he did everything he could.

He said to Luo Shangxian: "I need to give her an explanation, I can't let her down, not in this life." ”

Since that time, Luo Shangxian has been curious about what kind of woman can make Zhong Fei do this, and now he knows.

"He wants to dedicate a complete, normal self to you, maybe the last relationship gave him too much shadow, too much pressure, so he desperately wants to change his current self, change the status quo, and let you see a different him."

There was something cold and cold that slipped from the corner of her eyes, Jiang Yu didn't care, she just sat quietly, the expression on her face seemed to be frozen, her heart seemed to have been hit hard with a hammer, and those sour and depressed emotions rushed out and passed into the limbs, and finally gathered in the bottom of her eyes, turned into tears, and vented out.

Luo Shangxian took out a tissue and handed it to Jiang Yi.

Jiang Yi glanced at him with red eyes, "What are you doing?" ”

Luo Shangxian said: "Wipe it." ”

Jiang Yi asked, "Wipe what?" ”

“…… Tears. ”

"I didn't cry!"

Luo Shangxian silently put the tissue back in his pocket.

From a very young age, Jiang Yi has learned to control tears, she feels that crying is the most powerless thing in the world, so she doesn't want to cry, many times, she doesn't want to cry even if she bleeds.

Bleeding is just a wound on the body, and it will be better if you bandage it, but tears are a wound in the heart, how to bandage it?

Therefore, the tears should be deeper and more poignant.

Jiang Yi slowed down for a while before stopping his tears, Luo Shangxian was simply a representative of seeing the stitches, and he complained everywhere: "Do you know how many unkind looks I received just now, and the people around me are despising me for making such a beautiful woman cry." ”

"Shut up for me." Jiang Yi gave Luo Shangxian a middle finger.

Luo Shangxian smiled helplessly, "It's rude." ”

Jiang Yi said: "Tell me what to do. ”

Luo Shangxian looked at Jiang Yi.

Jiang Yi's expression was unprecedentedly solemn and serious, and she said, "I want to save him." ”