Chapter 315: I can't help it
Deng Yun's eyes fell on He Mingxi, at that moment, there was a strong churning emotion in his heart, he and He Mingxi knew each other from the very beginning that they were so incompatible, but now they can watch the sunrise side by side like this, which is simply incredible for Deng Yun, completely incredible.
He Mingxi is very good today, in fact, she couldn't see that when Deng Yun was with her, he seemed very cramped and uneasy, perhaps because everyone called her "Mr. He", and she was not approachable enough, and even seemed to be so difficult to get along with.
"Hey, I'm at a loss, this is the first time I've watched the sunrise with a man, even Lin Yiran doesn't have such a good treatment......"
He Mingxi mentioned "Lin Yiran" again, as if no matter where or when, he would always mention this man very casually, but he was so annoying that he didn't show up for a long time.
"Why did I mention him again, I shouldn't have mentioned him, every time I mention this unhappy guy, I will be quite unconvinced."
She opened her mouth lightly, but the emotions pouring out of her face were not faint at all, and she clearly missed Lin Yiran like that.
"Go in and sleep, don't think about it, close your eyes and it will be dawn soon, I'm sorry today, we seem to have bad memories every time we come here, last time your birthday reminded you of sad things, this time it's also ......"
Deng Yun said slowly, his gaze was very sticky on her face for a moment, as if this woman was more and more durable the more she looked at it, and the more she looked at it, the more she felt numb and uneasy.
He's crazy.
He must be crazy to have a reverie about He Mingxi.
"Actually, there is someone who makes me think, this feeling is not bad, it's just that every time I hope for more, the greater the disappointment, I always think that he will come back, but after waiting for several years, I am old, my mother said that a man of the same age like Mu Zhiyuan can look at me, I should be Amitabha......"
When mentioning Mu Zhiyuan, Deng Yun was puzzled, "Mu Zhiyuan? "Who is it.
"Oh, it's the object of my blind date, on my birthday, my mother introduced me, it is indeed a man with very good conditions, but I think about it, such a man with good conditions has never had a girlfriend, and he has been single, do you say there will be any problems, will there be hidden diseases, oh my God, will it be AIDS patients......"
He Mingxi always thinks about problems very extremely.
"You're in such a hurry to get married?" Deng Yun asked, as if subconsciously he was very worried that if He Mingxi had a boyfriend, it would be impossible to meet like this in the future.
Thinking of this, Deng Yun felt more and more that he was crazy, only when he was completely crazy would he always think about He Mingxi, and even the jealousy in his heart was crazy.
"I'm not in a hurry, it's my mother who is more anxious, I think a thirty-year-old woman, the basic market is gone, it doesn't matter if I get married or not, probably if Lin Yiran doesn't come back in this life, I may really be single for a lifetime, I can't get along with others, I'm afraid only Lin Yiran, a man in the world, can tolerate me and tolerate my bad temper, so ah, if he doesn't come back, he will harm my life, and I won't let him go in the next life."
He Mingxi always talked so much about Lin Yiran, as if he had a lot to say.
Actually, He Mingxi is not a talkative person, but as long as she mentions this man hidden deep in her heart, she has endless topics to talk about.
"That Mu Zhiyuan is the same age as me, my mother thinks he is very suitable, whether it is age, height, or appearance, he is very compatible with me, what do you say to match my face, but his face is really unpleasant."
He Mingxi said.
Deng Yun's heart was also boiling and tumbling, fortunately he didn't like it, otherwise, he might be even more uncomfortable......
"I've said so much, why don't you react at all, am I talking to the air, you have to express your opinion, for example, am I right, or what do you think about my relationship with Mu Zhiyuan, I treat you like a friend now, and occasionally you need your guidance on these things."
It was only when she said this that He Mingxi realized that she unconsciously regarded Deng Yun as a friend, maybe he was indeed a very good friend, and he was very sincere to others, if it wasn't for his help several times in a row, He Mingxi didn't know what to do.
He is undoubtedly the best confidant.
"Me?" Deng Yun was stunned, "My own affairs are a mess, how can I interfere in your affairs, you still have to make your own decisions about emotional matters...... It's just ......"
He didn't want He Mingxi to be with that Mu Zhiyuan, he always felt that if he was together, his heart would be empty immediately.
As for Lin Yiran, who was talked about by He Mingxi all the time and really engraved in her heart, even if she was very jealous and jealous, she should not be serious with someone who had already left.
The last time I heard He Mingxi have something about her and Lin Yiran, in fact, Deng Yun can be 100% sure that Lin Yiran is gone, and he must have passed away after so many years.
"Just what?" He Mingxi asked.
"It's just...... Let's take it easy, maybe there is a better person waiting for you and him, emotional things depend on fate, and they can't be forced to come by blind date like this.
"Yes, Deng Yun, I know that you are a master of chicken soup, if you dial a little, I will get through, maybe Lin Yiran will come back, maybe, a single person like Mu Zhiyuan just wants to find an old mother who washes, cooks and cleans him to marry, but people like me, do you think I can do laundry, cooking and cleaning, others do this for me, it's almost the same, I can't serve others."
Including Lin Yiran, Lin Yiran would not have been willing to let her do these rough jobs before.
Therefore, anything, anyone, can make He Mingxi easily associate with Lin Yiran.
He Mingxi talked endlessly, the more she talked about Lin Yiran, the more uncomfortable Deng Yun's heart became, in fact, these emotions should not be there at all, but he was not happy or even uncomfortable in his heart.
Immediately, Deng Yun seemed to want to prevent her from continuing to talk about this man, and in the next second, he bent his arm very well and fished her into his arms, "Sleep, I don't like to sleep in the car, just sleep here for a while, and nourish my spirit......"
He Mingxi was brought into his chest like that, this action made He Mingxi not react for a long time, as if he was dull for a while, and let Deng Yun hold it into his chest, so the feeling of being held in his arms...... How long has she not been.
If I remember correctly, it was still a few years ago, Lin Yiran hugged her like this, and she was always so comfortable and warm in Lin Yiran's arms, he didn't say much, but every action was flooded with his feelings.
is obviously such a man who loves her, but at the beginning, she was afraid that he would leave her, and she was afraid that the people of the He family would separate her from Lin Yiran......
At this moment in Deng Yun's arms, this feeling is not so bad, not even bad at all.
She was indulged for a few seconds.
Deng Yun...... What are you doing, rubbing oil, really, do you think there is no man to hug me, I don't need your shoulders, if you are seen by your fiancée when the time comes...... I'm going to be treated as a junior again......"
He Mingxi muttered and protested, but in an instant, her lips were blocked, and Deng Yun actually rubbed the oil to the end......
Such a move, even Deng Yun himself didn't expect, he kissed him like this "shamelessly", his heart was full of stupidity, he had such a strong feeling for this woman.
He Mingxi's eyes widened, he couldn't believe what he was doing so far, what did he think he was doing with this guy......
"Hey, let go...... Who do you think you are, please don't think of yourself as Lin Yiran, think that you look like him, you are Lin Yiran...... Get away from me. ”
When He Mingxi pushed him away, his demeanor and words were very sharp, deliberately widening the distance between her and Deng Yun, "Don't come here, it's my fault today, I shouldn't come out with you, since I can't go back for the time being, I'll wait in the car, you wait here for tomorrow dawn, after dawn, we will be strangers in the future, do you understand?" ”
He Mingxi's words sounded very calm, but his heartbeat was beating wildly, beating so wildly.
Deng Yun frowned, his face turned red instantly, and he realized that he seemed to have done something wrong, what happened to him just now, he was so impulsive, he behaved like he shouldn't be, but he couldn't help it.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Deng Yun apologized, but he still couldn't get rid of the panic in his heart, he knew that he was too shameful, and he really liked this woman unconsciously.
He Mingxi stepped back step by step, with a defensive look, and retreated to the driver's seat, "I don't accept your apology like this, ...... in the future." Don't meet anymore. ”
Immediately, He Mingxi sat in the warm car, obviously her body was still very cold at this time, but because Deng Yun's kiss just now easily made her whole body hot.
"Bastard, how dare you ...... like this"
He Mingxi muttered, but when she scolded Deng Yun for being a "bastard", she also scolded herself hard in her heart, she actually felt it just now, such a violent and resolute heartbeat is actually the best proof that she can accept men other than Lin Yiran......
Deng Yun didn't catch up, and sure enough, as he did just now, he sat outside the car and waited for dawn, the cold climate was still aware of the cold even indoors, not to mention that Deng Yun was sitting until dawn in the extremely cold climate by the sea.