"Are you taking birth control pills?" He stretched out the small cardboard box that had been crumpled in front of her, and with uncontrollable anger in his trembling voice, he whispered, "You don't want to have my child? ”

His fierce expression made Song Qingge startled, and he involuntarily took a step back, looking at him with some fear, "You...... Why are you so angry? ”

"Shouldn't I be angry?" Zhan Qi held the box of contraceptive pills in his hand, and his eyes were scarlet, "You have taken half of the medicine here, you tell me clearly, when did you start taking it?" How long have you been eating? ”

Song Qingge bit his lower lip, leaned his back against the wall, lowered his eyes and said, "Also...... It didn't take long for the first time since I came back......"

"The first time we've been doing it since you came back, you've been eating?" Zhan Qi's pupils suddenly constricted, and he looked at the woman in front of him in surprise and disappointment.

Since she came back, they don't know how many times they have done it, and each time he deliberately did not take measures to get her there, hoping to have a child as soon as possible. He had wondered how often they had done it, and it had been a while, and she hadn't reacted at all.

I see......

I see!

Zhan Qi closed his eyes vigorously, tried his best to restrain his emotions, and said in a dumb voice for a long time: "So, every time we finish it, you are taking after-the-fact medicine, aren't you?" ”

"Yes......" Song Qingge looked at him a little nervously, seeing that his face was gloomy, he hurriedly explained: "But don't worry, this is 48 hours." I still have 72 hours left, and I have every time I eat within the time frame, and I will never get pregnant unexpectedly......"

She also thought that he was worried that her medicine was not effective enough, and that she would make another child upset him, so she was anxious to explain, but she didn't expect that as soon as these words came out, Zhan Qi's heart burned even more.

"And 72 hours?" He looked at her with an angry grin, his eyes filled with terrifying anger, and his fingers tightened hard, crumpling the carton into a ball. Almost squeezed out a few words from between his teeth, "Song Qingge, your contraceptive pills are quite well prepared!" ”

"Don't you know the dangers of taking birth control pills? You're not in good health, and you still eat this kind of stuff all the time! If you really don't want to give birth so much, you can ask me, why do you want to destroy your body? ”

She looked at him helplessly, "It's not that I haven't asked for it, but you refuse to bring a condom every time, or you get it off halfway, you don't cooperate like this, of course I can only take the contraceptive pill, otherwise what else can I do?" ”

"I ......"

Zhan Qi was suddenly a little speechless, and he didn't know how to answer her words.

He couldn't tell what kind of psychology he was at this time, but he felt sad and disappointed. He had hoped that they would have another child as lovely as Zhili, and this time he would do his best to take care of their mother and son, but she had cut off his hopes from the beginning.

It's a shame that he has always pestered her to do it repeatedly these days, so that Aunt Qin made her a lot of medicinal food to nourish her body, and every morning he would take her to actively exercise, and after she fell asleep at night, he would quietly stroke her belly. I thought to myself, maybe there was already a small seed taking root there.

The result?

In the end, everything was his own wishful thinking, she even started taking birth control pills early in the morning, and from the very beginning, she didn't want to give birth to him, let alone want to stay!

"You don't want to have my baby." He looked at her with red eyes, and smashed the paper ball in his hand into the corner, "Song Qingge!" You don't want to conceive my baby! ”

Song Qingge was a little dazed by his emotional appearance, and said aggrievedly: "Why are you so fierce?" We didn't plan to have a child in the first place, of course we had to use contraception, otherwise once we did, what would we do? ”

"What to do? Of course I was born! He replied as a matter of course.

She looked at him, suddenly smiled, shook her head, and said, "Born? What you said is light, what identity do I take to live? Ex? Mistress? Or a bed partner? This child was born an illegitimate child, do you think this status is glorious? ”

was reprimanded by her words, Zhan Qi's emotions slowly calmed down, and he lowered his eyes and did not speak.

She is right, although they are together now, they are not right, if she is really pregnant, this child will inevitably be used to make a big fuss. At that time, he was just selfishly thinking about letting her have a child as soon as possible in order to tie her up, but he didn't think about anything else.

With just the slightest impulse, he almost made an innocent little life.

Song Qingge lowered his head, sighed lightly and said, "To be honest, it was an accident back then, although you didn't want it, but I also gave birth to her selfishly." Although this child has always been sick, I have never regretted it. For me, it was a beautiful accident, but one such accident is enough, and I don't want to do it again. ”

Zhan Qi suddenly raised his head and looked at her, "What do you mean?" At the end of the day, you still don't want to have my baby? ”

"Zhan Qi, we had too many entanglements before, what will happen to the two of us in the future, no one can say, I don't want to make another innocent child, it's too unfair to it."

When he heard this, he immediately became excited, "Who can say for sure?" Didn't you say you would give me time and opportunity? As long as you want, we can remarry immediately, I will give it to you, and I will give the child a rightful identity, but what do you mean now? ”

"I'm just saying that there are still a lot of variables in the future, let's not just talk about it now, no one knows what will happen tomorrow......"

"Enough!" Zhan Qi suddenly raised his hand to stop her next words, his eyes looked at her with resentment and hatred, his chest rose and fell violently, and it took a long time before he sneered and said, "Song Qingge." You've let me down so much. I still thought about it so much, but in the end it was just wishful thinking. ”

After he finished speaking, he turned around and walked into the cloakroom and quickly changed a set of clothes, and when he came out, Song Qingge was still standing there, he walked out without squinting, and when he passed by her, he suddenly said coldly: "Your Miss Song is noble, and my Zhan Qi is not worthy of you, in this case, let's get together and disperse." ”

After speaking. He left the bedroom and slammed the door slammed.

And Song Qingge's tears also fell with that loud bang.

Good to gather and disperse......

Obviously, she was already trying to forget the unhappy things in the past and wanted to try to accept him again, but he told her that it was good to get together and disperse.

Song Qingge read these four words lightly in her mouth, the corners of her mouth pulled into a self-deprecating smile, her nails were deeply embedded in her palms, and the tears suddenly fell unexpectedly, she sniffed and immediately wiped them off with the back of her hand.

Nothing to cry about. Two people who hate each other will not be happy together, this is the ending they deserve.

It's just why does her heart hurt so much?

*

Since that day's dispute, the relationship between Song Qingge and Zhan Qi seems to have returned to the endless cold war of the past.

Zhan Qi left the bedroom to her, and moved to the guest bedroom to sleep that night, and even deliberately staggered the time when he ate breakfast in the morning to avoid encountering her. Sometimes when the two of them met in the hallway, he would leave without raising his eyelids.

Song Qingge wanted to say something to him several times, but he was so reluctant to open his mouth that he couldn't open his mouth.

Obviously, it was good before, and the two of them were still so close. It was only a few minutes before the two of them returned to square one, and even this time, they quarreled more fiercely than any other.

That's it, that's fine, anyway, it's two people who have no future, what's there to be nostalgic for.

Song Qingge angrily drew two strokes on the drawing paper to vent his anger, but in the next second, the sketchbook on the table was suddenly taken away.

"Hey, Song Song. Who are you designing this dress for? That's good. ”

The sound of admiration came from overhead, and Song Qingge looked up like a dream, Wei Lai was holding her sketchbook in his hand, carefully looking at the pictures on her drawing paper.

"Lylai? What are you doing here! She got up from her chair in surprise and looked Wei Lai up and down in front of her.

A white turtleneck, black pencil pants, and a pair of biker shoes, not to mention how punk.

"Hehe, I've taken enough vacations, it's time to come back to work." Wei Lai winked at her. Leaned over and whispered in her ear: "Otherwise, I'm afraid the surname Xue will fix me again." Two days ago, he inquired about my parents coming back from a trip to Europe, and said that I would call my parents if I didn't go home. ”

Wei Lai said, shaking his head helplessly, "No wonder Xue Yan can't find a wife so far, a man like him is simply a lonely child, and that's why I like him." After speaking, he couldn't help beating his chest, "This is simply the legendary him who is stupid and I am blind!" ”

Seeing her look full of sorrow, Song Qingge couldn't help laughing. "But don't you still like him?"

"That's right, you're all like that, I still like him, am I a masochistic physique? It's possible that I was born with a shaky M, Stockholm syndrome. ”

Song Qingge pouted, "Since you are so painful, let it go." ”

"How's that going to work?" Wei Lai snorted, "I made a bet with Xue Mumu, I have been determined to be his stepmother in my life, I have to treat that kid obediently, and let him kneel and sing about his mother's love again." ”

"You're ruthless enough."

"That is, people can't stand firm if they are not ruthless." Wei Lai's smug eyebrows fluttered, as if he remembered something, and raised the sketchbook in his hand, "You haven't told me yet, who is this designed for?" ”

Song Qingge looked at the dress on the drawing, his face suddenly became a little embarrassed, and he said for a long time: "It's nothing, just draw and play." ”

Zhan Qi had been complaining about her before, and after so long, she didn't say that she would design another set of dresses for him by herself. She remembered that at the end of the year, Huachen still had a year-end party, so she thought about taking advantage of this time to design a dress for him and give it to him, so as to save the man from finding her fault again.

It's just that I don't know if it's because she hasn't touched men's clothing for too long, she is a lot unfamiliar with this aspect, and she is not satisfied with several samples.

Originally, she wanted to discuss it with Zhan Qi to see what he liked, but before she could discuss, the two had an argument, and she naturally couldn't pull her face to ask him about it again.

Seeing that she didn't want to say anything, Wei Lai didn't force her anymore, patted her on the shoulder and said, "If you don't want to say it, forget it, I'll go to the office surnamed Xue to sit for a while, and when he comes, I'll scare him to death!" ”

After she finished speaking, she walked to Xue Yan's office, Song Qingge looked at her back with a smile, shook her head helplessly, sat down and began to be in a daze at her picture.

After Wei Lai entered Xue Yan's office, he first fiddled with the small objects in him, touching them here, touching them there, and having had enough, he sat on his office chair in a bored daze.

She put her legs on Xue Yan's desk, looking like an underworld lady, lazy and arrogant, thinking that Xue Yan would come in and see her posture for a while, I was afraid that she would be angry and scream.

Wei Lai couldn't help but want to laugh a little, but the moment she turned the chair, her face changed, and then her heart sank.

Looking from the direction where she was sitting, she was impartial, and she could just take in Song Qingge's work. This angle is very clever, you can see her smile clearly, even the slightest expression can be seen clearly.

Wei Lai sat there in a daze, suddenly a little nervous and scared for no reason, and unconsciously remembered that an employee had inadvertently talked about changing seats in the office before.

At that time, she only regarded it as a normal employee transfer, so she didn't pay attention to it at all, someone once warned her to be careful of Song Qingge, and she scolded that person very angrily.

Wei Lai sat on Xue Yan's office chair in a daze, looking at Song Qingge in front of him, and his heart suddenly felt like a hole had been broken.

It seems that some things are really not as simple as she thinks.

*

Silver bottles

Meng Jingqian and Gu Shaocheng looked at Zhan Qi, who was pouring wine into himself cup after cup in front of him, his eyes were red, and the two looked at each other, both of them looked confused, and no one knew what was going on.

Taking advantage of Zhan Qi's self-pouring, Gu Shaocheng leaned over and slapped Meng Jingqian's arm, and asked him in a low voice, "Hey, do you see anything?" ”

Meng Jingqian was stunned, "What do you see?" ”

"Brain-dead you!" Gu Shaocheng glared at him with disdain, "You see Zhan Da drinking like this bear, what do you think will happen?" ”

Meng Jingqian glanced back at Zhan Qi, shrugged his shoulders and said, "Because of women, otherwise what else?" ”

Gu Shaocheng pouted, "That's Song Qingge." ”

However, as soon as the three words "Song Qingge" were finished, Zhan Qi raised his hand and smashed the wine glass in his hand on the ground with a "bang", and roared with red eyes, "Don't mention those three words to me, it's troublesome!" ”

Both of them were stunned, looked at each other, and finally realized that something was not quite right.

Or Meng Jingqian reacted relatively quickly, and immediately leaned over and asked with concern: "Zhanda, what's going on?" What's wrong? Talk to your brother, and you can help you find a way. ”

Zhan Qi raised his head and glanced at him, his eyes were red and a little scary, full of disappointment and injury, such fragile eyes made Meng Jingqian and Gu Shaocheng stunned.

He raised his hand on Meng Jingqian's shoulder, and said in a thick voice: "Jingqian, you say...... Why is this woman so hard to guess? What the hell am I going to do to get her to let her guard down and accept me again? ”

Sure enough, what's that called? The hero is sad to pass the beauty level.

Even if it is their battle, it will be planted on it in the end.

Meng Jingqian and Gu Shaocheng glanced at each other, Meng Jingqian cleared his throat and said: "Zhan Da, it's not me who said, between you and Song Qingge, it's really tricky, it may take a while to slowly let her go." ”

"What do you think I'm going to do to put her at ease? She doesn't even want to have my baby! Zhan Qi picked his hair a little irritably, and his face was full of depression.

As soon as he remembered that Song Qingge secretly took contraceptive pills behind his back, he was extremely annoyed.

"I really want to be nice to her. I know that many of her problems were left by confinement when she was first born, so I want her to conceive another child, take good care of her this time, and cure her previous confinement disease. It was my fault at the beginning, so I missed the birth and growth of Zhizhi, I have always regretted it in my heart, I hope to have another child, watch it grow up slowly, and give it the best protection and fatherly love. But she wouldn't even give me that opportunity! After Zhan Qi finished speaking, he poured another glass of wine, raised his head and drank it all.

Meng Jingqian and Gu Shaocheng really have nothing to say this time, their living environment is different from Zhan Qi, Zhan Qi is much more mature and calm than them, and they haven't shown anything emotionally for so many years, this time it's really groundbreaking.

To be honest, these two people looked at him like those men who were frustrated in love, and their eyes were about to fall out.

Zhan Qi drank two glasses of wine, pulled his tie, and looked at Meng Jingqian with envy. Ask him, "Jing Qian, you are also a person with children and daughters now, tell me, what was it like when the child was born?" How did he feel when he called Dad for the first time? ”

"This ...... I'm afraid it's not appropriate for you to ask me. Meng Jingqian pulled the corners of his mouth and laughed dryly, "Speaking of which, I actually regret these two things." When my son was born, I was still recuperating, so I didn't go into the delivery room to accompany her. When my daughter was born, I was away on a business trip. So also missed. As for calling Daddy...... I haven't heard of this either, but after I came home, Yue'er told me that the child could speak, and the first call was Dad. Physiologically speaking, it seems that because the pronunciation of dad is easier than that of mom, the first person a child can call is usually dad. But the two little ancestors of my family are really arrogant, no matter how I coax them, they just won't give me face. ”

Speaking of this, Meng Jingqian himself felt ashamed.

was played by the two little boys, if he wasn't afraid that Yan Xinyue would be angry, he would have wondered if this was his own child.

"But if you really want to know. You can ask the second child. Gu Shaocheng pouted, "Ling Nanxiao's wife slave, he can't wait to tie himself to his wife every day, I think he knows it." ”

"Forget it." Zhan Qi waved his hand and pulled the corners of his mouth with a self-deprecating smile, "Maybe I won't have this kind of opportunity again in my life, how do you say that?" The relationship between father and son is shallow, and the relationship between children is thin. ”

Anyway, except for Song Qingge, he is not ready to have other women's children in his life, if she really doesn't want to give him a second chance to be a father. Then he can only accept his fate.

There is no doubt that this night, Zhan Qi drank too much again.

When Meng Jingqian and Gu Shaocheng got him home together, it happened that Song Qingge came down from upstairs to fetch water to drink, and when he saw the two of them holding the unconscious Zhan Qi, he immediately put down his cup and walked towards them.

"What's going on?"

"Sister-in-law." The two of them shouted in embarrassment, "That...... Zhan Da drank a little too much, and he was not in a good mood......"

"Then help him upstairs, the first room on the left."

Song Qingge followed them to get Zhan Qi back to the room, and she sent the two of them out of the garden. Then I went back to the bedroom.

The man was already drunk, and at this time he was lying on his back on the bed, and there was a strong smell of alcohol between his heavy breaths. Song Qingge stood beside the bed, shook his head and looked at him helplessly, sighed, turned around and walked into the bathroom to wash a towel and come out.

She first took off his clothes and shoes for him, and then used a wet towel to wipe off the sweat on his body.

Just when she was busy with her work, Zhan Qi began to murmur again, "Water...... Water...... When I am thirsty, I want to drink water. ”

"Wait a minute." Song Qingge hurriedly put down the towel in his hand. I went and gave him a large cup of cold boiling, helped him up, and passed the cup to his lips.

Zhan Qi subconsciously drank a few sips, probably really thirsty, a glass of water quickly bottomed out, he rubbed his hair, and said nonsense: "It's uncomfortable...... Stomach ache ......"

"Nonsense, my body is not good in the first place, and I drink indiscriminately! If it doesn't hurt, there is a ghost! Song Qingge glared at him angrily, but although he said so, he still found stomach medicine for him and helped him up again.

"Come on, drink the medicine."

Zhan Qi was extremely obedient when he drank too much, just like a child, and let him do whatever he wanted. He instinctively swallowed two tablets of stomach medicine, drank some water, seemed to be much clearer, opened his eyes, and looked at the woman in front of him in a daze.

After a long time, he shouted sneeringly, "Qingqing ......"

Song Qingge glanced at him, and responded angrily, "What do you want me to do?" ”

Before she could finish speaking, he rolled over and pressed under her.

His heavy breathing with the smell of alcohol was all sprayed on her face, and Song Qingge subconsciously pushed him, "You get up...... You're so heavy, you're crushing people......"

"Qingqing...... Clear...... It's really you......" He kept reading her name, lowered his head and kissed her cheek indiscriminately, and blurted out: "Qingqing...... Marry me again, I love you, we get married, and I will give the children a home. ”