Chapter 55: On the eve of the holiday

Lin Qiaoman's two sentences that suddenly came out were full of pleading, and they sounded sad in people's hearts.

I was stopped by her at once, and I could only look at her stiffly. I didn't know how to answer for a long time.

In all fairness, I have long sensed that Lin Qiaoman has such a mind.

I just don't know why, I kind of want to run away and don't want to face this problem.

I can't say that I don't want her to spend my birthday with me, I can only say that I don't know if I should let her accompany me for my birthday.

It's a good thing to have someone to celebrate your birthday with, but I always feel that if I say yes, it will complicate some things.

I don't know if Lin Qiaoman said such things to me because he had promised Wang Jiaci that he would accompany me after she left, but I thought. Maybe Lin Qiaoman has always wanted to celebrate my birthday.

After all, on her birthday, I also gave her gifts and took her out for a ride.

And.. Maybe Lin Qiaoman didn't express such a meaning because Wang Jiaci was still there, but now she also knows that Wang Jiaci is not by my side, so she will say this.

I'm a little torn when I think about it. I don't know how I'm going to answer her words.

Lin Qiaoman in front of me lowered her head immediately after speaking, and I could see that her body was trembling slightly, probably because it was too cold outside now. Stay on the edge of the age.

I don't know how long it was, but finally I took a deep breath and spoke

"I'm sorry, on my birthday. . . Didn't you also know it was Monday... School to be in class. And. My mom and dad are back, and I'm going home in the evening to celebrate their birthday."

"So, I shouldn't be able to celebrate my birthday with you."

Sure enough, as soon as I finished speaking, Lin Qiaoman's face turned pale again.

Maybe I felt that I would say this I saw Lin Qiaoman take a deep breath, bit his little lip and raised his head again, looked at me and nodded and said

"Oh. Well, I got it.."

"That.. Don't say anything sorry to me... It's me.. It's my own wishful thinking..."

Before Lin Qiaoman could finish speaking, I waved at her and interrupted her.

Seeing that I waved my paw at her, Lin Qiaoman stopped his voice, and when I saw that she stopped talking, I hesitated and said again

"Not on Monday, but... Isn't Sunday just the back-to-school day? It's not Christmas, but... It's Christmas Eve, too, if you're okay... You can come early that day and have a meal together. After all, you invited me to dinner on your birthday, so I have to treat you to a meal too."

When I said this, I noticed that the expression on Lin Qiaoman's face changed immediately, and I saw that her face also returned to normal, and her expression changed from listlessness at the beginning to a little surprised, and finally showed a hint of surprise, and looked at me with wide eyes and asked

"You mean. On Sunday, invite me to dinner? ”

Seeing Lin Qiaoman's expression, I had an indescribable feeling in my heart, and I didn't know whether I was right or wrong to say this, but thinking about Lin Qiaoman's expression just now, I just said that I would invite her to a meal or something, and there shouldn't be anything.

Anyway, Lin Qiaoman doesn't have any friends, so it's okay for Christmas, at least we still have a table at school, but she looks a little lonely before Christmas Eve.

Thinking of this, I nodded at Lin Qiaoman again and spoke

"Well, that's the case, you should be okay that day, right?" ”

Seeing me ask this, Lin Qiaoman immediately said "um", looked at me and said

"It's okay, that day.. I don't have anything to do, I just come to school and put my things down."

As soon as I heard Lin Qiaoman's rhythm as promised, I simply smiled at her and spoke

"Then it's settled, okay... Hurry back to the dormitory, it's so cold outside, I'm going back to class to warm up."

It seemed that he was still immersed in joy, Lin Qiaoman was stunned for a while when he heard me say this, and then he suddenly came back to his senses, and nodded at me several times and said

"Okay, okay.. That.. I'm back in the dormitory, Liu Ming.. You should go back quickly.."

I nodded at Lin Qiaoman and motioned for her to go, and Lin Qiaoman also turned around and walked in the direction of the dormitory building with a very obedient look.

But after taking two steps, she stopped again, turned back to me, and said

: "Liu Ming.. Thanks.."

I was inexplicably thankful, but I still understood what she meant.

In fact, just a simple thing can be exchanged for the happiness of others, so why be stingy?

I smiled at Lin Qiaoman, and it wasn't until I saw her figure walking away that I stopped my smile and showed a distressed expression on my face.

I stood there for a while, then went back to the classroom.

The classroom is much warmer, but my heart is empty, and I can't warm it up.

In the days that followed, the days became normal.

Every day when I wake up and open my eyes, I still think of Wang Jiaci's appearance, and every day when I pass by the places where I and she have walked, I still feel sad in my heart.

But what saddened me even more was that I began to accept that she was gone.

I began to accept that she was going abroad, and I began to accept that she had separated from me.

I even began to accept that I would never have her by my side again in my life.

It's sad for me, but it's true.

It turns out that time will really dilute everything, but in just a few days, I am already a little numb, I can't imagine a few years later, what kind of emotions I will bring to recall Wang Jiaci, will I still like her? What about her? Will you still remember her little Ming?

I don't have any answers to these questions.

However, every morning when I enter the classroom, I still see Lin Qiaoman's face.

This makes me feel like I'm back in the past, back to the beginning, when Lin Qiaoman was still at the same table with me.

I don't know why, at first, the people in the class still had some discussions about Lin Qiaoman's change of seats, but there was no sound in the back.

I was still a little worried that Yang Wei would find trouble with me, but little viagra's whereabouts have been very uncertain recently, not only did he not find trouble with me, but he didn't seem to create any chaos in the class, which made me wonder if he was empathetic and no longer regarded Lin Qiaoman as his goddess.

As for the little white face, after I didn't succeed last time, I haven't looked for trouble for a while, and I don't know if he remembers that he made an appointment with me about the decisive battle on vacation, but... It's better not to remember, and I'm not afraid of him if I remember.

The only thing that is a little strange is that the atmosphere in the class has become much better recently, I don't know if it's because it's close to the holidays, or because Xiao Yuyao is about to leave if she doesn't pass the exam, many weekday middle school students really study hard, which makes me, a student player who plays soy sauce in a trance every day, feel a lot of pressure, but fortunately, Lin Qiaoman is really quite serious, under her tireless harassment, I can't stand it, and finally agreed to her request to memorize 3 words every day.

Originally, Lin Qiaoman asked for 10 at the beginning, but after some bargaining, it became 3, which also made me realize that I still have the potential to be a negotiator.

In fact, for Lin Qiaoman, I have never been able to touch my own feelings.

If you want to say that you like it, it's definitely not, maybe more or less, I have some good feelings for her in my heart.

In addition, I still feel a little empty, lonely and cold when Wang Jiaci is gone, and Lin Qiaoman is by my side, which makes me feel a little better.

I don't know if I'm using her or what's going on, anyway, now my life seems peaceful and regular, but in reality, it's a mess.

It was until Thursday afternoon when school ended, and I pushed the cart and was just about to leave the school gate, when the mobile phone in my pocket rang.

It's been a long time since anyone has called me at this time, and I pulled out my phone and saw that there was still a string of unfamiliar numbers on the screen.

When I saw the unfamiliar number, my heart tensed up all of a sudden, and almost without hesitation, I immediately pressed the answer button and put the phone to my ear.

As soon as the phone was put to my ear, I heard a girl's voice coming from inside

"Hey? Liu Ming? ”