"Zhao Qinhan, it's not worth it at all, I know you drank too much today and were impulsive, but please think about it carefully, is it worth it?" I tried to calm myself down and tried to persuade him to come back to reason.

He sneered and led me into a dark room, then turned on the light, and I looked around and saw that it was a small cabin.

The room was already set up, all the bedding and blankets and other daily necessities were available, and he threw me heavily on the bed, and then said to me with a smile: "You don't have to think that someone will come looking for you, no one knows about this place." ”

After saying that, he took off his shirt, untied the watch on his wrist, and took off his underwear in front of me, and I quickly closed my eyes tightly, not wanting to see this embarrassing scene.

He squatted down and leaned in my ear and said very gently, "I'll go take a bath first, and then I'll wash it for you when I'm done, okay?" ”

When I heard his outrageous tenderness, I completely collapsed, and I shouted in an extremely poignant voice: "Zhao Qinhan, you beast! ”

"Beasts?" He angrily kicked away the small wooden prick in the room, and the little wooden prick slammed into the wooden wall opposite, and a dull sound filled the room, "I will do this to you, I will call it a beast." Jin Yan treats you like this, you probably don't like it, right? ”

His extraordinarily fierce actions and jealous words made me dare not say more, and I remained silent in a silly manner, thinking about how to get out as I watched his every move.

He seemed to be at ease with the place, so he didn't defend me, he went into the bathroom to take a shower, and laid it on the wooden table opposite the bed.

I was handcuffed and handcuffed by him, and I could only move slowly and move as far as I could in the direction of the wooden table, but when I moved to the edge of the bed, I realized that my hands and feet were under control, and I couldn't reach the wooden table.

I moved towards the wooden table with all my might, but I was too clumsy to control my balance, and I fell to the floor with a "bang". The bottom of the cabin was elevated, and the sound of falling on the floor was so loud that he heard it in the bathroom, and rushed out with foam on his head around the bath towel.

Then, he glanced at the one on the table and smiled: "It's useless, the batteries have been unloaded by me, don't waste your efforts, I'm better at detective methods than you." ”

I looked at him hatefully, and finally understood what despair meant. I was lying on the ground bent over, he didn't mean to help me up, he turned around and went into the bathroom, whistling and showering, and shouted to me, "Pan Rushu, do you know? I've never had a day so easy and open-minded as I did today! ”

The book says that there is a demon living in everyone's heart, and no one dares to guarantee when that demon will escape, so in order to prevent the demon from escaping, we can only continue to use the rules and regulations of moral bottom line and principles to imprison ourselves within a controllable range. However, one day, once that demon can't control itself and escapes, everyone will burst out with another side that they can never imagine. And the consequences of being too impulsive often affect our lives. This is probably the root cause of a thin peasant woman who has been oppressed for a long time and raised a kitchen knife to cut someone one day, a timid and cowardly and introverted student suddenly raised a knife and stabbed everyone around her, and a man who loves girls deeply turns to splash sulfuric acid on the girl he loves the most!

I understand that the demon in Zhao Qinhan's body has completely escaped, it has completely controlled Zhao Qinhan's thinking, and made Zhao Qinhan do things that he may have subconsciously thought about but didn't want to act at all!

And the reunion of me and Jin Yan is the root cause of this demon. It also made me realize for the first time that constantly ignoring a person's emotions can lead to such drastic consequences. However, if you accept a love you don't want because you are afraid of the consequences, won't it push this love into the abyss even more?

The other side of love is violence and destruction, it's terrible!

My mind is very messy, I keep thinking about what I should do, when I hear him turn off the shower, my heart seems to be about to jump out of my chest, I am extremely messy, I dare not imagine that I will be violated by Zhao Qinhan next, all this is simply unbelievable!

Time passed minute by minute, when I heard his footsteps, my pores let out an extremely sharp scream, Zhao Qinhan walked over, squatted down and picked me up from the ground and put me on the bed, I don't know if it was the shower that made him sober up a lot or what, his expression was much more natural than before, he smiled at me, I was so frightened that I screamed again!

"Am I so terrible to you?" He reached over to touch my face, and I quickly turned my head away.

I heard his self-deprecating laughter: "Hehe, you really think I'm a flood beast." Pan Rushu, do you really hate me so much? ”

"I didn't hate it, but it was your over-attachment that ruined the friendship between us." I said smirkedly.

"You've never really loved me for a moment, have you?" He asked, trying to pull my face over the face, looking me straight in the eye.

"Nope."

He got up again, slammed the walls of the wooden house hard, and shouted, "Pan Rushu! Even at this point, are you still reluctant to say something that makes me happy just to please me? ”

"I will never give a glimmer of hope to someone I don't love. I think that's the most cruel. I said.

"Pan Rushu!" He was so angry that he slammed the walls of the hut again, and the sound was so loud that it felt as if the whole hut was going to collapse, "But I love you, I love you so much that I'm going crazy!" Do you know how I felt when I built this wooden house? Do you know how many times I've dreamed of living here together? ”

"Why force someone who doesn't belong to you at all? Qin Han, you are so good, you deserve better and better girls to accompany you. I saw that he was gradually returning to reason, so I comforted him.

He shook his head desperately: "No, no, I don't want to give up, I don't want to admit defeat, I don't want to admit defeat." ”

"So your feelings for me are nothing more than possessiveness, not because you really love me. It's just that your life is going too well, so you can't tolerate a little bit of failure. You think if you like me, I should like you, and rightfully so. But there may be many other things in this world that are taken for granted, but feelings are not like that. You're so smart, you should be able to understand, so why are you so stubborn? ”

"I'll never forget the first time you appeared in a dreary classroom, like a sudden gust of fresh breeze on a hot summer day, the fragrance on your body is not found by other girls, the way you quietly bite a pen and think about math problems is so cute, how beautiful you look when you take a nap...... Remember the time when the college entrance examination ended, I took you to my house? You sat on the back of my bike, and that was the best picture between us. Remember when we were in college, we hosted the gala together? We were standing side by side, and I felt like it was supposed to be, you belong to me, and I couldn't figure out why you didn't like me, why you didn't want to look at me no matter how hard I tried. Actually, as long as you put a little more effort and give me a little more chance, I can definitely make you fall in love with me......" he said as he choked up, and he stood at the end of the bed with his back to me, and I saw his shoulders trembling slightly.

At that moment, I also felt a slight pain in my heart. I understand the feeling of desperately liking someone but not getting the slightest attention from him, I understand the feeling of having a crush, and I understand how devastating it is for a good boy like him not to be loved by the girl he loves.

"Perhaps, the only problem between you and me is that your ability to be frustrated is too strong. If it weren't for that, you wouldn't have been hurt by me again and again, and I wouldn't have been deliberately you in the face of your persistence. I don't want to give you a chance, it's true that I'm afraid of being attracted to you, because I've already decided to love only one person, and I can't afford two heavy loves in my life, do you understand, Zhao Qinhan? "I cried too, I lay on the bed in such a humiliating posture that I couldn't even wipe away my tears when I cried, only a drop fell on the white sheets.

"But am I wrong? I just want to love a woman I want to love, am I wrong? He choked up, fragile as a child.

"You're not wrong, no one is wrong, it's wrong that love doesn't come at the right time, it's wrong to use it in the wrong place......" There was an indescribable heaviness in my heart, I hated to die by myself at that moment, but was I wrong again? Love is selfish, if I give a love to two men, then do I deserve to be loved?

"I'm sorry......" Zhao Qinhan collapsed, he squatted down and beat his head desperately.

"I'm glad you came to your senses." I said with tears in my eyes.

Yes, people can suddenly become evil at a certain moment, but fortunately, it is only a momentary annihilation of conscience, and if you give this impulse a little buffer time, the tragedy can be avoided. Now that he obviously won't do anything to me, I can't help but breathe a sigh of relief in my heart.

"Pan Rushu, can you give me a hug? Over the years, I have fantasized countless times about kissing you on the lips, embracing you in my arms, marrying you, and giving you a lifetime of happiness. But...... It's all in vain. Finally, give me a hug and fulfill my little request, okay? He turned around, his face full of tears.

"Good. But you can untie my handcuffs and ankles first, okay? I asked tentatively.

He seemed to realize that my body was still imprisoned, and he hurriedly walked over and quickly helped me untie the handcuffs and leg cuffs. We looked at each other face to face, and he was in tears, and this sudden conscience made me feel mixed feelings, so I took the initiative to open my hands, and I was embraced by him.

At this time, the door was pushed open, and Jin Yan descended at the door like a god, pointed at Zhao Qinhan with a cold muzzle and said, "Lao Tzu killed you!" ”

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