Chapter 200: Dying from Alcoholism!
It's also such a rainy night. %d7%4%b8%f3
Five-year-old Jin Nanfeng came out of his bedroom because he was afraid to rub his eyes, touched the wall and went upstairs, wanting to find his mother. Jin Nanfeng is the youngest of the new generation of the Jin family, he has been pampered since he was a child, he is white and fat, and his personality is somewhat squeamish.
When I walked to the door of my mother's room, I heard my mother's exclamations.
For children, such a voice undoubtedly represents pain and fear.
Jin Nanfeng pushed the door in, not knowing that the people inside the door were too focused. Or was he himself too small to attract attention at all. It was then that Jin Nanfeng saw the entanglement between his mother and his uncle. Jin Nanfeng's father is the fourth oldest in the Jin family, and although he is the same generation as his eldest brother, he is much worse in terms of age. Jin Nanfeng's uncle is twenty years older than Mrs. Jin, and the passion for breaking through the boundaries is always difficult to suppress.
Jin Nanfeng didn't understand what was wrong with this at the time, he just felt that the uncle had bullied his mother.
Otherwise, why would his mother be crying and screaming, and why would she be spanked so hard on the ground?
When Jin Nanfeng pounced on him and pushed and beat him, he shouted fiercely, "You let go of my mother!" Uncle is a bad guy! South Wind doesn't like you anymore after that. At that time, the people in the house were shocked to see the appearance of the child.
Jin Nanfeng remembered the appearance of his mother at that time, surprised, ashamed, and had nowhere to hide her fair body irradiated by lightning.
Suddenly, Mrs. Jin shrank in fright, but it was a little difficult for her body to get away.
Since then, Jin Nanfeng was sent out of the country within two days, when Mrs. Jin sent him to the airport, crying all the way, Jin Nanfeng was young, but he was still assuring his mother. "In the future, when I grow up, I will definitely be able to protect my mother and you."
It's ridiculous to think about.
Jin Nanfeng was a child who was afraid of thunder and lightning when he was at home, and he was suddenly sent to a foreign country, and his fear and fear can be imagined. He was a fat man who couldn't get enough to eat, and the first thing he encountered when he went to England was that he couldn't get enough to eat. The body has a memory. When he was in the Jin family, the old lady of the Jin family loved his grandson and changed her ways to cook food for him every day. It was a hairy crab in Shanghai, and he also let him eat it as a child, and instructed the servants to dig out the crab paste little by little and send it to Jin Nanfeng's mouth. At home, I live every day to the point where I can't eat anymore, and when I go to a foreign country, hunger is the most direct feeling.
I couldn't talk all night long, and my hungry heart felt like someone was digging.
At a young age, he also cried and made trouble, why did he protect his mother on a rainy night, but he was sent abroad by his mother. Live a day when you don't have enough to eat.
When he was in the UK, Jin Nanfeng often cried secretly at night, and of course, later, Tang Huaijin laughed at his childishness.
Jin Nanfeng gradually observed that Tang Huaijin was really the most mature and calm one among their group of children, he never cried, and he would command the children to act together.
There is no doubt that the small group in the UK back then was centered on Tang Huaijin.
Everyone was convinced of him.
Of course, Jin Nanfeng, who was very young, was envious. He also wants to be like Tang Huaijin. But....... But....... He just couldn't stop crying.
He is the most favored grandson of the Jin family, completely different from Tang Huaijin, who has not been favored at all since he was a child, but often encounters cold words from his parents. Jin Nanfeng grew up in the UK, and was careful about men and women, especially in a foreign environment. Just learn a little faster. In the West, sex education is much more open than at home.
Moreover, most of them went abroad at that time, and when they reached a certain age, boys were very concerned about this aspect of things.
to that moment. Jin Nanfeng really understood what he saw back then.
Feeling nauseous.
This was the first and deepest feeling in his heart.
Jin Nanfeng's father is the old man of the Jin family, and there are three older brothers in front of him. By the time Jin Nanfeng was born, the old man of the Jin family had passed away, and only the old lady of the Jin family was left with the favor of Jin Nanfeng. At that time, the person in charge of the Jin family was Jin Nanfeng's uncle, and the head of the family who was not smiling in his memory could not be associated with the runaway man he saw no matter what.
Before he was sensible, he was a member of the Jin family, and the main thing was that the uncle of the Jin family did not let Jin Nanfeng go back. After being sensible. It was Jin Nanfeng who didn't want to go back.
Until Jin Nanfeng was sixteen years old, his grandmother died.
Although he was sent away at the age of six, the deepest love in Jin Nanfeng's heart came from his grandmother, and when his grandmother died, it was as if all the sweetness in his life was gone.
Jin Nanfeng returned to China.
Half a year after Mrs. Jin's death, Jin Nanfeng's father died mysteriously.
Died of alcoholism.
This is simply a ridiculous thing, what kind of wine do people like the Jin family want to drink? How could his father drink fake wine, and how could he drink it to the point where it would be life-threatening.
Jin Nanfeng met his father before he died. The picture was so shocking.
He will never forget it in his life.
My father was already blue due to alcohol poisoning, and he saw Jin Nanfeng struggling to sit up. Jin Nanfeng naturally stepped forward to help, he has always had a good relationship with his father, he is his father's only son, even if he was sent to England later, his father often came to see him. In the words of the fourth elder of the Jin family, it is enough to have three elder brothers in the family's family business, where is he needed.
The matter of the Jin family, the three elder brothers above Jin Laosi can make up their minds, and he, an old man, will obey orders all his life.
Because of this, when he said that he wanted to send Jin Nanfeng out, Jin Laosi agreed, and he had no ambition in his life. I can't let my son be the second ancestor for a lifetime.
Jin Nanfeng never told his father about his uncle bullying his mother, and he didn't understand anything, and he knew that he couldn't tell his father.
The two fathers and sons have a lot of good memories of the past.
But when the fourth elder of the Jin family was dying, he was broken. Jin Nanfeng walked to his father's side to support his father, but he didn't know that the next moment, the fourth child of the Jin family went crazy and seemed to have to do it.
He wanted to strangle Jin Nanfeng to death.
People who have been poisoned. I can't say anything I want to scold, I can only mumble intermittent words such as wild seeds and animals.
Jin Nanfeng didn't expect his father, who had always loved him, to do such a thing, and when the people around him rushed to save Jin Nanfeng, the fourth child of the Jin family had already lost his breath.
To death, his father also wanted his life.
's father died, and Jin Nanfeng couldn't accept it and couldn't accept it.
He ran out that night, just when Nan Yu was intercepted.
Accidentally saved someone.
He saved Nanyu, but he didn't save himself.
It's a tragic past. Even his father's funeral, he didn't have a chance. I don't know how to face my father's mourning hall, and I'm even more afraid that my father won't let him go.
There is already a faint conjecture in his mind, maybe he is not the son of the fourth child of the Jin family at all.
The deviant love for his mother for many years, and the conjecture about the cause of his father's death. and doubts about his own life experience, which completely crushed Jin Nanfeng.
That's when he got sick.
During the day, he is the most potential successor behind his uncle, and at night he is a nocturnal ghost who acts absurdly and has no taboos.
Feeling dirty. But I can't get rid of it.
Some people say he's a pervert, but it's not.
Jin Nanfeng thought about the past at this moment, but he still felt pain and wanted to escape, and the expression on his face kept changing. For a while, it was Jin Nanfeng's expectation, and for a while, it was Jin Beifeng's tone.
"After I officially took power, the first thing I did was to let my uncle go home to retire! Aren't you sad? The man in your heart is now nothing more than a waste who has to rely on a ventilator to live! ”
"Hahaha, Jin Nanfeng, that hypocrite, said that you can't make a move until you take power. But I couldn't wait, and drugged the beast's wine before he did. Of course he wanted to taste the bitterness that my father had tasted. ”
Mrs. Jin had nothing to say but to cry.
Nan Yu looked at Jin Nanfeng, whose face was constantly changing, and he was really sad for him.
Life....... It turns out that there are such tragic figures.
Nan Yu always felt that her fate was unfair. But think about it at this time, who can really grow up without sorrow.
Seeing that Jin Nanfeng was out of control, Nan Yu did not hesitate, walked to Jin Nanfeng's side, and gave him a knife. This is what Jin Nanfeng's attending doctor taught Nanyu. For a patient with a split personality like Jin Nanfeng, when he has no choice but to take coercive measures.
Jin Nanfeng fainted softly.
Mrs. Jin only pounced on her son at this time, and looked at Nan Yu, who was ruthless to Jin Nanfeng, with a blank face, Nan Yu said, "Let him rest." ”
With such a big emotional upheaval, it is possible to go to a good place, but it is also possible to go to a worse place.
Always let him rest.
Mrs. Jin hugged her son, and in the face of what had happened, she didn't explain to Nan Yu, but just muttered, "I can't help it." There's no way. ”
In such a wealthy family, she is young and beautiful to marry the Jin family, her husband is a man with no real power, and every expense in life has to be borne by her mother or brothers.
Of course nothing when you're single. But when you get married, how can such a thing last?
Mrs. Jin later learned that she was able to marry into the Jin family with the background of a well-off family, not as the fourth elder of the Jin family said, and his family did not need him to marry in exchange for benefits. It's the uncle of the Jin family. I caught my eye on her at first sight.
For that status, identity, it is too easy to want a woman.
Mrs. Jin could only succumb.
That's why I have this half-life fate.
Mrs. Jin didn't want to mention it, but just hugged her son. The crying hurts to the heart.
She is ridiculous in half of her life, but she has put all the retribution on the child, and Jin Nanfeng's strange illness is caused by her.
The guilt and sadness in her heart are only understood by herself.
I really want to let my son return to normal before she leaves this world, otherwise she is afraid that she will not be at ease when she closes her eyes.
Mrs. Jin hugged Jin Nanfeng and begged Nanyu, "Miss Nan, can you."