It was almost two o'clock in the afternoon, and after I finished delivering the last order of takeout in my hand, I sat in the battery car and smoked.

Watching the people and traffic on the street, my mind was blank, there was nothing, I just smoked mechanically, and even in the end, even the people and cars that could be seen in my eyes became blank.

When did I start to like to empty myself like this, I don't know, I just know that once I stop and don't do things alone, I will be like this.

When I was about to turn around the car to see if there was a single connection, my phone rang.

"Ocean, do you have something to eat, I'm hungry."

"What do you want to eat, I'll buy it for you?" Listening to Chen Guo's tired voice, I pinched out the cigarette in my hand.

"Beef fried rice or beef brisket rice."

"Okay!" Without saying anything more, I hung up the phone and rode off.

When I was waiting for dinner, I gave the boss more money and asked him to add more beef and brisket for me.

"Look where you eat, I'll go right over." As soon as the boss packed the meal, I called the results.

"It's in the cafeteria of our hospital, I'll go down and wait for you first."

When I rushed to the canteen of the First People's Hospital of the city with my food, I was already lying on the table playing with my mobile phone, and the beautiful shape of my chest was pressed by her posture even more seductive.

I opened the lunch box and pushed it in front of her, "Eat it while it's hot, hurry." ”

"Why did you buy everything...... the result looked at the two boxes of lunches in front of him, "I'll just eat the same." ”

"It's okay, the two are good to change the taste, eat a little bit of the same." I handed her the spoon, "I know you love beef. ”

The result looked at me, the corners of his mouth slowly hooked, and finally reached out and twisted it on my arm, "Nasty, you dead ghost is the best for me." ”

She quickly lowered her head to pick up the food, and I couldn't see the expression in her eyes, but I could see the long scar on her right temple.

That night three years ago, I was working late and happened to see her running to the middle of the road with her mobile phone, and I didn't even think about throwing away the skewers in my hand when I looked at the car coming across from me.

She was fine, and she disappeared into the night without even saying a word of thanks, but I lay in the hospital for half a month for this.

There are all kinds of people in this world, and I can't be angry with a white-eyed wolf, and it's my own life to save this dead girl, and it's not her who asked me to save her.

Originally, I thought that this was the end of the matter, we were both strangers, and we might not see each other again in the future.

Who would have thought that my girlfriend Ye Xinna, who was far away in Guangzhou, would suddenly come back and break up with me.

Said that she was tired, she didn't want me anymore, she wanted to marry her client in Guangzhou, and said that the man fell in love with her at first sight, a native of Guangzhou, who had a car, a house and a deposit was the most suitable person for her.

We were together in the second semester of our freshman year, and she didn't break up with me until the breakup season of our senior year, and even if we quarreled and fought in the cold war in the past few years, we never said the word 'break up'.

But after working for more than a year, she suddenly told me in such a serious manner that the two of us were over, and she had someone else.

I was speechless, indeed, my salary of four thousand and a half made her see no future.

When you go shopping, you have to look at the price first, whether it is a new model that can be discounted, how many discounts, how many installments should be paid back if you use a credit card, and cosmetics are also the kind that buys a lot of thousands of dollars, like their colleagues, who can't think of a small bottle of thousands of dollars.

So, when she turned to leave, I tried to hold her hand in my sleeve and ended up in a fist, what right did I have to pull her.

Her first time was for me, she also had a fetus for me, she gave me enough, and now I have no ability, what qualifications can I have to hinder her happiness at her fingertips!

Sometimes, letting go is not not not not loving, but loving very much......

Like the scene in the novel, I fell into love with alcoholism, because I was drunk to relieve a thousand sorrows, and there was my favorite Ye Xinna in the wine.

I got drunk at a bar and got into a conflict with someone, and four people beat me up, needless to say, I know it's miserable.

So just when I should have been more miserable, the white-eyed wolf in front of me ran out in front of me as a beer girl, and the beer bottle that should have been smashed on my head was replaced on her head, and she had the scar on her temple......

A woman's face is so important, and it's a woman like her who is as beautiful as a high-quality half-breed, so I apologize that I made up for trying to heal her face.

Now that plastic surgery technology is developed, Indian Ah San can become Chang'e, and I think it should be no problem for her to have a new injury.

It's a pity that many plastic surgery hospitals that took her away said that she was too deeply injured, and the treatment cost was at least 100,000 yuan, and it may not be able to restore it all, so you have to look at the situation while treating.

Again, because of money, I coaxed, and I couldn't compensate for the girl's flower-like face.

Just when I was so anxious that I didn't have so much money, she didn't care, saying that the injuries were all injured anyway, and it didn't matter if they were cured or not.

It was in this indifference that I gradually became her brother, the kind of iron that made me even think that I would try to earn enough money for the medical bills......

"What are you thinking, stupid you!" The result looked at my dull eyes and tapped the lunch box hard.

"I'm sorry...... I think I still have to work hard to make money, you are so beautiful that you shouldn't have a scar on your face...... "This question has always been a thorn in my heart, and I really have to face it.

", the emperor is not in a hurry to die eunuch, you, I said that my face is like this, and I can't die, don't you understand? The best treatment time has passed early, why did you go early, Zhou Haiyang, you bastard! ”

As I expected, the result was blown up again because of this incident, and I don't understand why she is so indifferent?

Generally, a woman with a acne mark on her face will turn the sky upside down, so why is it so irrelevant to her if she is out of shape here.

"Didn't I have no money before, but when I have money, we'll still have to treat it, okay?" Although I would yell at her when I was in a bad mood, I could only coax this aunt to blow up at this time.

"It's as if you'll be able to have money later, drink so much that you don't even have a job to pay back, and deliver your takeaway well without starving to death and snickering."

"......" looked at the results and rolled his eyes at me, and I was speechless.

Indeed, I'm just a food delivery now, in the eyes of many people, this is not a job at all, although occasionally more than the previous salary, but to save enough more than 100,000, it is really difficult, I am afraid that it will take two or three years without eating or drinking.

"Even if the old lady has such a scar on her face, the old lady is still more beautiful than those who have no scars." The result touched the scar and said disappreciably.

"It's time for you to drag!" I believe that as long as her eyes are not blind and she is not critically myopic, she will not be able to deny it.

"We are brothers, you also saved my life, don't always be unhappy about a little scar of hundreds of thousands, not to mention that I can also wear makeup and concealer...... You still want to drink and drink like before, and I want to vent and vent, and I'll get you back if you drink too much...... If you want to be drunk and unconscious, I will let you sleep ......."

As he spoke, he stuffed a piece of beef into my mouth and left with his lunch box.

Looking at her slender and slender back, I also feel that the fragrant beef in my mouth is unpalatable, I am a beast...... It's a waste person, and I feel that living is a waste of food and air.

Although I don't say it, I don't deny it in my heart that Ye Xinna's departure really took away all my hard work, I used to work hard to make money, although my ability was limited, I didn't give up any hope and opportunity.

But now I don't think like that, because I don't think I'm going to fight for a woman anymore, and it's not what I really love, so why make myself so tired.

So, I'm ashamed of my beautiful 'brother'......

Staring at my phone, I quit WeChat, and if my face can't be cured for the time being, I will take a few more orders and get more money to buy her beef to eat, so that I feel more comfortable.

After the rush hour of the evening, Ma Fei called me to go for a drink, saying that a few of his old classmates had returned from Guangxi and that they would simply get together together.

Ma Fei is a colleague of my former company, even if I used to drink every day and get rid of my work, my relationship with him is not weak.

If it was usual, I would definitely go when he asked me to get together, but this time it was his old classmate, and I felt that it was a little inappropriate for me to go.

"Next time, I'm too busy here to leave, wait a while for the two of us to get together." I said.

I hung up the phone, saw that there were two lists on the phone that were far away from me, and the fingers that I wanted to click fell again, and I rode the car to the way home.

Without Ye Xinna and without wine, I was destined to be lonely again this night.