Why she has such emotions, Tang Huaijin knows very well. He stepped forward and hugged the person, no matter how much she hammered in his arms, he wouldn't let go. didn't speak, just stood with her in his arms, and he didn't defend or regret the past.

Nan Yu ran out of strength in his arms.

suddenly felt ridiculous, what was the point of being angry with him like this.

Child....... It's gone after all.

Nan Yu was led away by Tang Huaijin, her eyes were a little dull, and she didn't even think about Luo Yaheng's tangled expression on the side.

Back at Tang's house, Tang Huaijin took care of Nanyu when she was injured and took a bath and changed clothes.

Eventually, the two hugged each other and lay on the bed.

Nan Yu has been thinking about things in a wooden way, and he doesn't make a sound at all.

Tang Huaijin was as silent as her, he just kissed the top of Nan Yu's head at once, and then slowly moved under her face. In the dark. He kissed Nan Yu on the cheek and said softly but solemnly, "We want a child." ”

Nan Yu suddenly cried because of his words.

The sadness that has been suppressed in my heart for a long time can only be vented at this moment.

She wept bitterly in his arms. Sobbing and questioning him, "How can you be so ruthless!" That's your child, too! ”

It's not that she hasn't said this, how can she be so ruthless.

Tang Huaijin couldn't give her an answer.

How many of the things that have been experienced have an answer in hindsight. If only he could have foreseen it today. Wouldn't you do that?

Marrying Nan Yu, his purpose is not pure.

At that time, he was full of revenge, and he couldn't tolerate the arrival of a child. Ask yourself, if it weren't for Nan Yu's insistence later, she insisted so much that even Mu Qian was moved by compassion. Will he change his mind.

Hearing Nan Yu's cry, he was in pain.

It's not a pain, it's real, a pain that can be felt in every joint of the body.

When did this pain begin?

Tang Huaijin remembers very well that in the village full of flies and insects in Thailand, it was full of blood. Nan Yu came in a strong suit and a firm gaze. In Tang Huaijin's past life, no one has ever been so desperate for him.

His father had other loves, and his marriage to his mother was nothing more than a marriage. What about mothers? I love my father, but what can I do? Love is a two-sided thing, it can make people angels, and it can make people become demons. Tang Huaijin's mother used him as a bargaining chip to persecute her husband, and deliberately hung Tang Huaijin to make him sick, just because he was sick, Tang Huaijin's father would go home.

Tang Huaijin actually loved to cry when he was a child, how could a child be born with a cold face, but his mother didn't allow it.

A crying child will not be loved by his elders.

When he was very young, he was denied even the right to cry.

The reason why he was sent abroad at the age of five is not the so-called cultivation of talents for the family at all. If he hadn't gone abroad at that time, he was afraid that he would have been abused to death by his own mother later.

Love, what the hell is it?

He never knew.

The last memory of my parents is that car accident, and it was at that last moment that my parents were still arguing.

If it weren't for Tang Huaijin's angry outburst, he yelled: "Enough! ”

Maybe his father wouldn't have driven out of control. The car won't flip over. Parents don't die!

For many years after that, Tang Huaijin was immersed in such a heavy self-blame, he was too afraid. It's like the heaviest shackles, so he can't break free.

If it weren't for the fight for his father's family business, he would avenge all the injuries he had experienced over the years. He didn't even have the courage to set foot on this land.

And now, he understands the distress.

Tang Huaijin put her lips to Nan Yu's ear, as if sighing, and said, "You know what? When I heard that you were in a car accident, I was on the plane back thinking if something happened to you. Then I don't need to stay in the world. ”

He's always an afterthought.

The former parents, in Tang Huaijin's view, are irrelevant. If they don't love him, he doesn't love them. For many years, he was cold-hearted, and even his mother cried that he was a white-eyed wolf, and he never could arouse half of his pity.

He thought he had already lost it.

But I don't know that I really lost the moment of arrival. I understand, even if the parents are cold, even if they are accustomed to disputes. But for him, it was also the most important person in life.

Nan Yu ........ It's the same.

He hated her, he hated her, he was cold to her. But between life and death, he realized that none of those things could be compared. He loved her.

Love her for the way he stands in front of danger at all costs. loves her, even if she is a very indifferent person, but she is willing to please him and be coquettish. She has actually done a lot of things for him, but he has let himself deliberately ignore them.

He's used to it.

Accustomed to coming and going alone in this world.

He is accustomed to ignoring all the good and bad things that are good for him and all bad for him by the people around him.

He even got used to it. To break someone's heart.

In this way, he couldn't express it at all, he could only hug Nan Yu tightly and say over and over again: "Am I all messed up again?" Is it too late for everything. ”

After Nanyu's car accident, he did his best to take care of him. Although this is what he thinks in his heart, it is still with a hint of flattery.

He wanted her back to the way she was when they met.

At that time, Nan Yu was helpless and lonely, and there was no other way than to rely on him.

But soon, he noticed that things had changed. When he didn't even pay attention. Nanyu has grown up. Even if she was injured and had to rely on him in life, psychologically, she was already strong.

She wants a divorce.

It's so clear and with a vision of life after leaving him in the future.

How can this be? When he just came to his senses, she was already planning to get out.

Their feelings are like cogs that can never be matched.

Not at the same pace.

He was silent and tenacious, and she could say anything except divorce. As long as she doesn't leave him, it doesn't matter what she does. He thought that time would gradually fade everything in the past, he asked Bo Ming, and even Bo Ming said that after just one or two years of marriage, there will be a lot of estrangement between the two people, and they are slowly running in life.

With this sentence, he is quite confident.

didn't expect that God was joking like this, just when everything seemed to be okay with them.

Something like this happened today.

Child.......

Tang Huaijin hugged Nanyu and whispered, "I know I'm a bastard." But you believe me, back on. I'll be nice to you, and kids....... I'll be nice to him too. ”

Nan Yu ....... I don't know how to love people, and I don't know what is the expression of love, will you teach me in the future? ”

Nan Yu was tired of crying.

His good and bad.

Who knows?

Cruelty is really cruel, and indifference is really indifference.

From the beginning of the acquaintance. His care is not fake, if it weren't for him, maybe to this day, Nan Yu would not be able to get rid of his mother and the Pei family. For him, there is also gratitude.

Nan Yu has always been realistic, in the current situation, where should she go if she leaves him?

Pei Zhongyao's matter has not yet been clarified, and it is very likely that there is someone lurking in the shadows to murder her. At this time, no matter what, she and Tang Huaijin are inseparable.

It is an act that must not be wanted.

Tired, he was drowsy in his arms, and Nan Yu didn't think too much about the future. In fact, Luo Yaheng is right. She is not a lover who lives for love and dies for love, more things, she weighs the pros and cons, and sees her own interests as more important than love.

Tang Huaijin said such things now, and moved such a thought, in Nanyu's view, it was harmless.

All she has to do is keep trying.

"Hmm." She vaguely agreed.

If you take away all the grievances in your heart, this marriage is not bad from the outside.

Nan Yu gradually fell asleep. Tang Huaijin hugged her and didn't sleep for a long time.

In the end, I still can't suppress the deepest entanglement in my heart.

He asked, "Nanyu, have you seen your father?" ”

Nan Yu had already slept in a daze, about his father. There has never been such a person in her life. From birth, she has been constantly accused by Nan Wei'an of being the daughter of a rapist.

Rapist's daughter...... is Nan Yu's most despicable background.

The most unspeakable past.

Even in her sleep, she could still answer coldly, "I don't have a father!" ”

It's not that I haven't seen it, or something else. Rather, no. This man never appeared, and he shouldn't have been.

The long night was long, and the topic came to an abrupt end here.

.......

Letting go of the knot, Nan Yu's life is a little easier than before.

After discussing with Bohui, Nanyu's daily round-trip route from the Tang family's old house to the company has one more hospital.

She often visits Ouxin, almost every day or two.

Buying supplements for Ouxin and small objects for unborn babies simply couldn't be more dedicated. Whenever he saw Ou Xin's embarrassed excuses, Nan Yu only said: "Things are bought for children, why are you in a hurry." ”

Ou Xin probably won't understand how soft Nan Yu's heart was when she saw the small yellow and pink objects in the store.

Just sighed, Boffin didn't allow her to go shopping.

Ouxin's ward has become a recuperation center for mothers because of Luo Yaheng's insistence.

Ou Xin was reluctant to make such an arrangement for Luo Yaheng at first, but how did he know that Luo Yaheng just said, "Your belly is about to show your pregnancy, where do you want to go?" ”

Ou Xin is a native of Shanghai, unless she hides, she will always be able to meet relatives and friends, and if she is discovered by her parents, she really doesn't have to live.

In this way, Ouxin compromised.

Boffin arranged everything properly, and Nan Yu's personal safety was no problem at all.

Tang Huaijin affirmed Boffin's work ability.

didn't expect that the next person to have an accident would be Tang Huaijin himself!