Chapter 64: Attachment to a person is always hopeless
I turned around and stared at the rough waves, the water was especially uneasy on this night, as if it was frightened, the tumbling water rolled up and slapped on the rocky sand on the shore, splashing a chill, and my growing waves overshadowed it at once, shaking the moored huge ship, as if it was about to sink to the bottom of the sea at any moment, and disappear without a trace.
I heard Mr. Ji calling me behind me, his voice was disillusioned in the wind, only a narrow trace of aftersound remained, I turned my head to look at the warehouse, his tall body stood under a faint white lamp, I couldn't really see his face, but I could feel his fear, he was waving to me, asking me to leave the shore where the tide would be raging at any time, I also waved to him, at the same time Huo Yanchen said, "You are at the dock." ”
I said yes, and he smiled and asked me, "Is the shipping time confirmed?" ”
I answered him truthfully, "I don't know." ”
He was not in a hurry or annoyed, "If you want to know, you can know." See if you want to. It's like a truth, if you want to live, you can live, depending on whether you want to or not. ”
He seemed to be in the sightseeing elevator, and the signal came and went, intermittently, and I was silent for a moment with my phone, until I heard the sound of ding-, confirming that he had come out, and I said to him, "I want you to promise two things." ”
He was walking, more than one person, and the footsteps came and went, "You're too greedy." Do I promise you less? ”
"That's different, Boss Huo doesn't care about money, three million is nothing, and thirty million won't make Boss Huo embarrassed. You didn't give me money for nothing, I also helped you do things in Carmenyan, but the task you gave me, I gambled with my life, this drug should be cured, the medicine is in your hands, I guessed right. ”
Huo Yanchen didn't deceive me, he said very generously, "That's right. ”
"I can't die if I don't get it."
"Not necessarily." He smiled very proudly, "The seven-foot man can't bear the pain and itch of heart-wrenching when drug addiction relapses, and many of them bleed for this, and no matter how serious it is, they will die." Life is worse than death, you are far from tasting it. ”
In the suburbs of South China near the sea, the nights after autumn are the coolest, and the same as winter, the cold is biting, I wrapped Mr. Ji's coat tightly and wrapped my body around, "If Mr. Ji is exposed, I am very likely to die directly, Boss Huo can't tolerate the person who betrayed you, and he won't forgive." It's death on both sides, why should I play with you in a heart-pounding way. Sell a favor to Mr. Ji, and maybe I can get a luxurious tombstone. ”
Huo Yanchen heard a muffled sound of pulling the car door, he didn't immediately order to drive after he sat in, there was no sound over there, Mr. Ji shouted me again, he had already walked out of the warehouse, stepping on a sandbag about half a meter high with one leg, his clothes were very thin, He Tang Master was taking off his coat to put on for him, he directly reached out and refused, his eyes were always staring at my direction.
When Huo Yanchen was thinking about the pros and cons, I struck while the iron was hot and said, "First, I want to suppress the medicine when the drug addiction occurs, I won't open my mouth to completely cure it, but at the very least, I also want to ensure that I won't be particularly painful." Second, no matter what I do for you, the premise is that you are not allowed to harm Mr. Ji's life. ”
Huo Yanchen was still listening quietly, but when I finished saying the second condition, he laughed completely, the laughter was mocking and helpless, sad and regretful, and it was not a taste in his ears.
"I thought it was something, it turned out to be such a ridiculous request from a woman who fell in love."
I gritted my teeth with a thorn in my words, "Do you agree?" ”
He continued to laugh for a while, "I can only promise one, you are not qualified to negotiate conditions with me." ”
I had long thought that this was the result, but I thought there was room for negotiation, but listening to his tone, it was obvious that one was the biggest bottom line, and if I wanted to press it down, I couldn't get the chips, I said, "Then you promise the second one." ”
All of Huo Yanchen's laughter and breathing stopped abruptly, yes, even the sound of breathing was stagnant, I seemed to be talking to a ghost, and there was a hint of hatred in his tone, "Feng Jin, you are really hopeless." ”
He hung up the phone, I listened to the silence over there, and laughed at this moment, yes, I was hopeless, I was originally such a woman. I can't imagine how I would blame myself and collapse for the rest of my life if I helped Huo Yanchen kill Mr. Ji, do I have the rest of my life, no, I don't have it anymore.
I don't know if it's love, but I'm sure it's attachment, a attachment that melts into my blood and bones, and I'm willing to give up all my sanity.
I exhaled deeply, the wind was too strong, and tears were suddenly blown out of my eyes, I raised my head and wiped it, then turned around and ran towards Mr. Ji, he was still stepping on the sandbag, he reached out to me to catch me, I lay in his arms and laughed, he waited for me to finish laughing, patted my back when I was almost out of breath, "Why are you so happy." ”
I looked at him with wide eyes and an unbelievable look, "Do you know, Xi Qing and Guo Ju are finished, because Guo Ju is greedy for a new love, I have seen that new love, looks like a malnourished minor, are men blind?" ”
He patiently smoothed out my windswept hair little by little, and I enjoyed the feeling when he stroked my hair like this, it was very comfortable.
"There are a lot of men who are blind."
I poked my head over, "Are you blind?" ”
He said, "I'm not blind. ”
"What if I become blind in the future?"
He was really thinking about it, "Then you have to help me, feed me, bathe me, get dressed, go out on the street." ”
"It's your eyes, huh?"
His eyes lit up, "Almost." ”
I pointed to my nose, "What if I'm blind." Then will you throw me away, watch me wander under the cave, pick up garbage to eat, and get bitten by dogs. ”
He was stunned by my words, "How can it be so miserable." ”
I couldn't help but laugh and asked him what would you do, he thought for a moment, and he lightly covered my eyes with his palm, "I'll give you my eyes." Then you feed me, bathe, dress, go out on the street. I can't do these well, so I don't want to do them. ”
I was suddenly stunned, the smile on the corner of his lips was very real, I couldn't help but believe that he was not lying to me, a layer of mist appeared in front of my eyes, my vision became very blurred, I couldn't see him anymore, the night was too dark, I was fascinated by my heartbeat.
He took my hand and brought me back into the warehouse, Master He and the man who had brought us in just now were smoking, some of his men were squatting next to an electronic scale to count the numbers, the goods had been completely unloaded from the box, and they were all on the ground, there were thousands of bags, wrapped in brown paper, not big, a quarter of a palm, there was a man in a flower sweater sitting on a chair, with a small dilapidated square table in front of him, he opened a paper bag in his hand, and was holding a thin straw, one end of which was stuck in his nose, Aiming at the powder in the paper bag, he pressed the other nose and eyes, and took a deep breath until all the contents of the paper bag were absorbed, he stood up and threw the tube away, rubbed his nose, and walked in front of Mr. Ji, "Brother Rong." ”
"How?"
“A—。”
Master He picked up a bag and flipped it in his hand, "If you tell the next family that it is A+, may the dew be big?" ”
The man said, "Not big." Generally, it won't be meticulous to this point, unless he changes the test powder, if it's still the previous one, there is no problem. ”
Master He threw away the bag, he looked at Mr. Ji, and when he made up his mind, Mr. Ji touched a cigarette, he put it in his mouth, the man took out a lighter from his pocket, blocked the tuyere of the door with his hand, and after lighting it, Mr. Ji sucked silently, and the sea breeze poured in the warehouse, and the waves outside became louder and louder, as if a sea monster would burst out from under the bottom at any time, swallowing us without a mouthful.
After Mr. Ji finished smoking the cigarette, everyone looked at him nervously again, and he threw it under his feet and stepped on it hard, "Report A+." ”
The group of subordinates sorted out all the paper bags, and then stuffed them back into a closed iron box, and put them neatly, and the master of the hall asked Mr. Ji when the goods would be shipped, and Mr. Ji took two steps towards the door, avoiding those people, and I followed him, and heard him say to the hall master alone, "Before 1 o'clock in the morning tomorrow at the latest." ”
Hall Master He raised his wrist and looked at the time, "It's already three o'clock in the morning, and that is tomorrow night." ”
My hand hanging down at my side inadvertently clenched my fist, and after finalizing the shipping time, they mentioned some things about Jinyuan, I didn't care about those, I quietly took two steps back, quietly touched the mobile phone in my pocket, and pressed one of the keys through my clothes, after the screen lit up, I lowered my head, blocked my hand with a gray coat, and found the second number that only Huo Yanchen knew, my hand kept shaking, as if I had been electrocuted, I swallowed my saliva desperately, I knocked out the next message, and looked at it silently for a long time, Wandering between sending and canceling, I was sweating on my back. At this moment, Mr. Ji turned around and asked me to go over and take the car back to the manor, I agreed, hurriedly followed, and at the same time pressed the send button.