"Gao Zijian, you already know what's going on, right? You already know why Shi Lei broke up with me, right? I gasped and glared at Gao Zijian.

He looked at me in a daze, without admitting or denying it.

The temperature at midnight was much colder than during the day, and a gust of wind blew in my face, which couldn't help but make me shiver, I looked up at Gao Zijian, with a slight hope in my heart.

I'd rather, he doesn't know.

"Xiaojia, what's the use of you going to Meiting now? Everyone has their own choice, you ......"

"Gao Zijian, I really didn't guess wrong, you already knew about Liu Meiting and Shi Lei, when I found them lying on the same bed, you happened to see me in the suburbs, now think about it, Amber Villa and Liu Meiting's rented apartment is simply one in the east and the other in the west, you ......" My nose was a little sour, "It's no coincidence that you appeared there!" ”

Gao Zijian hurriedly stepped forward and wanted to pull me, but I hurriedly stepped back and watched his hand hang in the air. I understood one thing, I was the only one who was kept in the dark from beginning to end.

"Xiaojia, are you telling me that what we say in the park doesn't count?" Gao Zijian glared at me, his voice cold.

I looked at Gao Zijian and didn't know how to answer. My heart seemed to be twisted into a ball, and I couldn't figure it out at all.

"Okay," Gao Zijian sighed and said, "I admit it, I knew the reason why Leizi and Meiting were together before you, but Xiaojia, have you thought about it, many things are your own choice, Leizi's choice, no one forced him." ”

"Gao Zijian, Shi Lei and I have been talking for three years, when he was the most difficult, I was not by his side, he said, his relatives are only me and his mother, I have always felt that I am the biggest victim in our love, but now, I feel that I am wrong, I am sad that he has been silently bearing all this, I am sad that the person I like now, like everyone else, is also hiding from me."

"Little ......"

"You're right, it's useless for me to go to Meiting, I know." My voice was faint, and my hands were shaking.

"Xiao Jia, now, you also know Leizi's hardship," Gao Zijian looked at me, with a hint of hoarseness in his voice, and continued: "What if...... You still can't let him go, and I can take back the words I said in the park. ”

He can take it back! I raised my head and looked at Gao Zijian in surprise, with a hint of incredulity in my eyes.

"Leizi and Meiting have come to this point, I should be more or less responsible, now, Leizi is willing to turn back, with his ability, to raise you, there is no problem. Whatever decision you make, I will support it. ”

The cold wind in my ears accompanied by Gao Zijian's voice gently brushed my cheeks, I felt as if I had been viciously beaten in the mouth, life is like to surprise you everywhere, when he approached, you were a little afraid in your heart, when you chose to approach desperately, he told you, it's okay, you are with him, I will support you in any choice.

"Gao Zijian, in this way, if I choose to be with Shi Lei, you still want to bless me?" I took a sharp breath, trying to hear a different answer, and my eyes fell on Gao Zijian, who had my head down, and my heart beat faster and faster.

After a few seconds, Gao Zijian raised his head, shrugged his shoulders, and said, "Of course, as long as it is your choice, I support it." ”

He said it casually, and "it doesn't matter" was written on his whole face, I wondered if I didn't know enough about him, so I couldn't see through his casualness at all.

Holding his thighs and asking hard, tall and handsome, I like a person, how can I say it so casually and take it back?

I don't think I can do it.

"Okay, so be it," I took a deep breath, "you get busy with yours first, I'll go upstairs and see him." ”

I felt my voice a little irritable and hoarse, and to avoid tears from flowing down quickly, I lifted my feet and ran straight into the hospital hall.

Love, sometimes, is really just a three-milliliter liquid exchange. I'm hypocritical, people are blessing me, why am I crying? He said that he understands you, what he says cares about you, and finally, a sentence of "retraction" is an understatement, why should I suffer?

I leaned against the wall on the right side of the hospital, tears streaming down my eyes, just one day, how could so many things happen?

I wanted to talk to someone, I glanced at the time, it was already one o'clock in the morning, I looked through the address book, and I didn't know who to call.

I decided to go back to my apartment and think about my fucking life.

At the moment of opening the door, I still had a slight fantasy in my heart, perhaps, Gao Zijian is at home? Perhaps, he will say one more word to me? Maybe...... All the assumptions, the moment I turned on the light, became empty.

Gao Zijian is open-minded by nature, he came and went in a hurry, and he didn't even frown at all.

It dawned on me that it was time for me to leave.

On Monday, I went to work as usual, and early in the morning I told Durian about my house search, and she looked at me mysteriously and said, "Are you ready to live with Daben?" ”

I shook my head and said, "Daben is a p, the old lady wants to find a better one!" ”

"Really?" Durian looked at me in surprise, glanced at my computer, and asked, "Looking for someone to share?" ”

Thinking of what Gao Zijian said last night, I nodded with great certainty.

"It just so happens that my roommate just moved out, so why don't we share a room and give it a try?"

While I was lamenting the unfairness of fate, I suddenly realized that God had already placed the god of luck by my side.

Shi Lei sent me two messages, one was an apology from the bottom of his heart, and the other said he wanted to see me.

I gritted my teeth and didn't reply.

As for the landlord's number, there was no movement.

The earth is round, and from here, one day, it will return to the same place. Gao Zijian and I seem to be the same. He didn't contact me, and he was more resolute, and in that case, I didn't have to force it anymore.

Durian said that love is a tornado, it comes suddenly and goes suddenly.

She also knew about me, I thought she would persuade me to stay or try again, but I didn't expect her to calmly tell me that I should come, I can't run away, and if I want to leave, I can't stay, let it be.

I listened, so I packed my bags and loaded them into the moving company's car.

I always feel that I should talk to Gao Zijian, or, leave a note, isn't it all on TV? But looking at the empty room, I sighed softly, put the key on the coffee table, and closed the door decisively.

It's a silent goodbye, I know.

The community where durian is located is not far from the company, and you can sleep until eight o'clock every morning, and someone shares the water, electricity and gas bills, not to mention how happy you are.

But why does my heart feel empty?

Just when I was feeling irritated because my life was too peaceful, an inexplicable wave came. At half past ten on Tuesday morning, I was once again invited to the office by my manager, only this time, our team leader was there.

I heard from the manager that it was because there was a little detail problem in the bank deposit journal I handed over to the bank last week. But last week I have been busy with tax bills, did not interfere in the bank deposit journal at all, turned to ask our team leader, she said very calmly: "Xiaojia, it doesn't matter if something goes wrong, we will not hold you legally responsible, it is not the first time that you have made mistakes at work, no one has to let you do anything." ”

I froze.

The manager seemed to agree with the team leader's statement, and after a few words, he let us out, and in the corridor of the company, I calmly asked the team leader: "I didn't touch the bank deposit journal at all last week, are you mistaken?" ”

The team leader's face didn't have any abnormal expression, but said with a smile: "It's all in the past, Xiao Jia, it's just a small mistake, don't take it to heart." ”

I understood that the team leader deliberately asked me to carry the black pot, just because she deducted the bonus because of my small mistake last time. I took a soft breath and turned around and walked towards the bathroom.

If the work is not going well, the team leader has to wear small shoes for me! The more I thought about it, the more angry I became, and I couldn't help crying.

Lunch was with durian, and when she talked about it, her face was not surprised, but she said lightly: "The workplace is so cruel, she is one level higher than you, and she wants to give you small shoes to wear, which is the simplest." ”

Annoyed, I picked up the bread on the table, took two bites hard, ate too quickly, and stuck in my throat.

Durian nervously looked for water, but found that we didn't buy it at all, and a hand reached out to my eyes, holding a cup of milk tea.

I drank it despite it, and when I was breathing, I turned my face to thank you, but my smile stiffened.

It's Gao Zijian.

Because I was so excited, my fingers suddenly loosened, and the milk tea fell. Gao Zijian quickly stretched out his arm and caught the cup a second before the milk tea fell to the ground.

"Still so careless."

I didn't want to pay attention to him, turned my face to look at Durian, and said, "Let's go up first." ”

Durian looked at me, then at Gao Zijian, and asked, "What about Daben Nan?" ”

I glanced at Gao Zijian and said, "He can do whatever he wants, let's go." ”

He said it so lightly, why bother to come to me again? If you like to play Missing, just keep playing!

"Chen Xiaojia......" Gao Zijian's voice sounded in my ears, "I just stopped by to see you, you don't need to deliberately avoid me, right?" ”

"Gao Dashuai, thank you for your kindness," I turned my face to look at Gao Zijian, squeezed out a big smile, and said, "Since you have already seen it, then I won't send it, bye!" ”

"Chen Xiaojia!" Gao Zijian's decibels suddenly expanded a lot, "I haven't eaten yet!" ”