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By the time I found Zhang Youze's location, he was already squatting by the toilet with a pale face, his eyes slightly closed, and he frowned in pain. I walked in slowly, glanced at the toilet, and saw a pile of vents, only to feel a tumbling stomach rolling, closed the toilet lid, pressed the switch, and went to help Zhang Youze.

According to my thoughts, Zhang Youze just had a few drinks with Su Liangwen on the side, so as not to be so drunk, squatted down gently, looked at the pale person beside him, and asked in a low voice: "Zhang Ju, are you okay?" ”

Zhang Youze heard my voice, slowly raised his head, glanced at me, and said, "Let you see the joke...... I...... I'm fine. As he spoke, he stood up.

I helped him out the door, and after a few steps, I walked into the bedroom, which was rare clean and tidy, the sheets, pillows and quilt covers were all cool colors, and every piece was so neatly arranged. I helped Zhang Youze to lie on the bed, his body was just blocked on the bed, and his face showed an uncomfortable expression.

"Are you alright?"

"It's okay...... It's just a little dizzy...... "Zhang Youze replied to me."

"I'm going to get you a hot towel, you lie here and don't move." I got up from the head of the bed, and just as I was about to turn around, my wrist was grabbed by Zhang Youze.

His heart beat violently, and the man on the bed said softly, "Don't go, sit down and stay with me." ”

Looking at Zhang Youze's appearance, I gently withdrew my hand and said calmly, "It turns out that you can't drink." ”

"Drinking this kind of thing depends on the mood," Zhang Youze frowned, and the corners of his mouth forcibly pulled an arc, saying: "When I was a child, my father liked to drink, and my mother worked tirelessly to make wine for him, and every time I went to Beijing to see me, she would bring me a few bottles, that kind of wine, you can't get drunk." ”

I looked at Zhang Youze, it was hard to imagine that he didn't have the slightest scare at the moment, and he didn't have any hidden smile on his face, just looked at me so lightly and talked about him.

"We rarely make our own sake there, but my dad likes to eat my mom's persimmons, and every time the persimmon tree in the yard is full of persimmons, he jumps and jumps with joy." Speaking of which, it was still a childhood thing.

"Hehe, when I was in college, I most wanted to have a house of my own, but after graduation, I knew the hardships of life, when I went to Beijing for the first time, I only had three hundred yuan and a quilt in my hand, and everything I got over the years was all I worked hard for......" Zhang Youze didn't look at me, just lay on the bed so quietly, telling everything about himself.

"I understand, you see, I see now, although I haven't been to the Imperial City, but the current life is not easy for me," I couldn't help but sigh when I thought of the classmates around me going abroad, going to graduate school, and looking for a job.

"Toto, you know what? My first residence in Beijing was only 40 square meters, and as a salaryman, there was no way to pay that much money at once......" Zhang Youze opened his eyes slowly, looked at me and said.

I didn't know what he meant by telling me, so I just whispered "yes" and listened to what he was going to tell next.

"At that time, pride and self-esteem were still valuable, but for the sake of that house, I still sold my pride and sold my self-esteem." Zhang Youze's voice carried a sense of vicissitudes, as if he was recalling the past.

"I know we're going to lose life sooner or later," I said, taking a soft breath.

"Duoduo, outsiders see the brilliance of me, the power and status I bring in my hands, in fact, I rely on giving up my self-esteem to work hard, they are far from imagining, the hardships behind the success."

I nodded lightly and said, "I know, I understand." "It's just that I don't know why Zhang Youze suddenly told me this today.

"Toto...... I'm a little thirsty......" Zhang Youze opened his eyes and looked at me.

"Well, you wait, I'll pour water right away." I hurriedly got up from the head of the bed, found the cup, poured some warm water and walked towards the bedroom, only to find that Zhang Youze's eyes were staring at me tightly.

When he looked at me like this, I felt a little uncomfortable, and whispered, "You test the temperature of the water, and let me know if it's hot." ”

Zhang Youze took the cup in my hand, his fingertips made gentle contact with me, I quietly retracted my hand, and said, "I'll go back first, you have a good rest." ”

"Duoduo......" Zhang Youze stopped me, "I don't mean anything else, it's just ...... I just feel so lonely. ”

I felt my heart shake violently, looked at Zhang Youze's pale face, walked to his bedside, and said, "For your drunken sake, I'll fry an egg for you, otherwise I will definitely feel hungry in the middle of the night." ”

Zhang Youze showed a happy smile on his face and said, "Thank you." ”

I turned around and walked out of the living room, only to find that Zhang Youze actually lived in a high-end and finely decorated house, the house was about 130 square meters, and from the window, I could see the lights flickering in the most lively downtown of Philadelphia.

I understand everything Zhang Youze said, and I finally understand why when I first saw him, he was alienated among the gentlemen, from a poor college student to today's position step by step, there will always be some unknown trade-offs.

As a friend, the only thing I could do was fry two scallion eggs to soothe his defensive mask-wearing heart.

It's a pity that there were no shallots, so I could only walk to the bedroom with two fried eggs, but I saw Zhang Youze with his eyes slightly closed and fell asleep with sleepiness.

I couldn't bear to disturb him, and as soon as I took a step, Zhang Youze's voice sounded in my ears again: "Duoduo,"

"I thought you were asleep, and lo and behold, it's still hot." I brought the dinner plate to him and said, "I have seen this plate in the supermarket, there are more than 100 of them, and I am reluctant to buy it. ”

Zhang Youze curled the corners of his mouth, took the plates and chopsticks in my hand, and said with a smile: "These kitchen utensils are always welcome to his hostess, you are free." ”

Hostess? I glanced at my face awkwardly and said, "Wei Liang and I have been together since the first half of my freshman year, in Philadelphia, she is my best sister, I just want to ask, is Su Liangwen sincere to her?" ”

Zhang Youze raised his eyes and looked at me, and said with a smile: "You still have to learn how to divert the topic, but what I can tell you is that when they are separated, your friend can get enough money for the rest of her life." ”

That is to say, Wei Liang will always fall into the reputation of a junior?

"Well, thank you, I didn't expect a small person like me to meet a big person like you, and I didn't hesitate to give advice, thank you very much."

"If you really want to thank me, I don't mind eating two fried eggs a day, hehe," Zhang Youze gulped, glancing at me as he ate.

"It's not too early, I should go back too." I looked at Zhang Youze and said.

"Duoduo, listen to me, I saw your professional skills last time, you can find a more formal job, and staying in that print shop may affect your career." Zhang Youze put the dinner plate on the bedside table, looked at me and said seriously.

"I'll think about it, thank you."

"Duoduo," Zhang Youze stopped talking, "Do you think I'm a difficult person to get along with?" ”

"No, I think you're pretty approachable."

"And if I were to treat you in this state, would you feel very stressed?" Zhang Youze looked at me and said word by word.

"Hehe, it's me who should be under pressure, how many people want to hug your thighs, I'm ......"

"You know I didn't mean that," Zhang Youze interrupted me, "Before we met Xia Haoyu, you also had a good impression of me, if he hadn't been killed halfway, wouldn't it be different now?" ”

"Zhang Ju......" I looked up at him, smiled and said: "There will be many things in life that cannot be assumed, just like you at the beginning, you chose the current life, I am grateful for the words you warned me, but ......"

"Don't say it." Zhang Youze stretched out his hand and made a gesture to interrupt me, "I have always believed that I have enough confidence to express myself to you, but ...... Don't reject me now, everything will change, and I'll wait for you to change your mind. ”

I raised my head in a daze, but I saw Zhang Youze's firm eyes, and he said: "I respect your choice, and I also respect my own choice, if you find that Xia Haoyu is not as beautiful as you imagined, I ...... here."

"Thank you, I should go back, you rest early, I have cooked rice porridge regularly in the microwave, I can eat it tomorrow morning, goodbye." I walked out of the bedroom without looking back, and walked briskly towards the door, until the elevator door closed, my heart still beating rapidly.

Scenes related to Zhang Youze appeared in my mind one after another, when we met for the first time, when I returned my bag, when he walked towards me in the cold wind, etc., I always got along with him with defense, but I never noticed that he had always maintained a sincere heart in front of me.

But I also understand that my heart is so small that it can only accommodate one person.

Zhang Youze is a good person, but he is not my beloved, I can only bless him and myself.

Glancing at the time on my phone, it turned out that it was more than ten o'clock in the evening, I hurriedly pushed open the door and walked out of the apartment building, facing a cold wind blowing, but it made my mood feel a lot more comfortable, I smiled at the sky excitedly, ready to call back to the community.

But as soon as I took two steps, I saw a figure standing not far away, his hair trembling in the cold wind, his eyes looking at me, and his eyes were lost.

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