Chapter 147: Be Cruel to Yourself
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That night, the soldiers who had been trained for a day returned to the dormitory one by one.
The whole person fell heavily on the bed, and Wu Yan muttered: "When will this day be the end, I'm afraid I won't be able to stand it if it goes on like this." ”
Mo Shaokun smiled, his situation at this moment would not be better than that of Wu Yan and them. But he still resisted the urge to fall out of bed and made two basins of hot water, and then patted Wu Yan and said, "Wash with hot water to relieve fatigue." ”
Wu Yan smiled bitterly, almost gritted his teeth and propped up his body and said, "Thank you." ”
"Do we still need to be so polite?" Mo Shaokun chuckled.
Indeed, this period of time together has made the relationship between Mo Shaokun and Wu Yan grow by leaps and bounds, Wu Yan was rejected by others because he was too close to Mo Shaokun, but he never complained about this, whenever someone said something to humiliate Mo Shaokun, he would still stand up and stand in front of Mo Shaokun.
The reason why this is the case is entirely because he was conquered by Mo Shaokun's stubbornness that does not admit defeat. Although everyone understands some truths, and everyone knows that it will always be better as long as they grit their teeth and persevere, but there are always very few people who can really do it. Mo Shaokun did it, and he did it very well, and this alone made Wu Yan admire him a little.
In fact, not only Wu Yan, but also the attitude of other people in the dormitory towards Mo Shaokun is gradually changing, from the disdain at the beginning and even direct ridicule, to now whenever they see Mo Shaokun, their eyes will flash a little inexplicable, although there is still no second person except Wu Yan who is willing to get close to Mo Shaokun, but it is always a good thing to have a change.
"Shaokun, you guy has made too much progress, I'm under pressure." Wu Yan joked. But there was really a sigh in his heart, half a month ago, Mo Shaokun couldn't even hold on to half a day's training, but now he can barely complete a whole day's training with everyone! Although he still has some gaps, at this rate, Wu Yan has no doubt that Mo Shaokun will soon be able to catch up with them!
Mo Shaokun smiled bitterly, yes, he has made great progress, but he is not happy at all, because he knows that even if he continues at this pace until three months later, he is still the worst among these people.
"Now the intensity of this training is several times that of our previous troops, but I heard that the first three months of the trial are just scratching the surface, and the elimination stage of the second three months is the real test. I can't imagine it, I finally understand that so many people participate in the trial every year, but only twenty or thirty people can persevere to Zuihou. Wu Yan said a little depressed.
He and Mo Shaokun have completely different goals, Mo Shaokun just wants to prove himself, and he has never thought about whether he can enter the sand fox in the end. But Wu Yan came to become an official member of the sand fox, and he pinned the hopes of the whole company on him, and he didn't want to fail.
Before he came, Wu Yan was full of confidence in himself, but now he has to admit that he thinks too highly of himself, not to mention anything else, just among the 568 people who participated in the trial, his ability can be ranked in the middle and upper at most, and now he no longer has the confidence he had at the beginning.
"You're not going to be holding back, are you?" Mo Shaokun looked at Wu Yan playfully.
Wu Yan shook his head with a wry smile and said, "Not yet, no matter what, I will never give up if I can't say zuihou." But as it stands, I'm afraid I don't have much hope. ”
"If you don't have confidence in yourself, you're in danger this time." Mo Shaokun shook his head and said.
Wu Yan frowned slightly and looked at Mo Shaokun.
"You told me to be myself, and now I'm doing what you say, and I'm making a lot of progress, but what about you?"
"Everyone understands the truth, but there are few who can do it, and not everyone can be ruthless to themselves." Wu Yan sighed, he also tried to learn from the pervert in the former company, and by constantly increasing the amount of training for himself, he broke through the limit again and again, so as to improve his ability as soon as possible, but he only lasted for one day and gave up, which is really not something that ordinary people can bear.
"The key is still a matter of mentality, I can do it not mean that I am stronger than you, but because I have been driven to a dead end, if I don't want to fall off the cliff and break my bones, I can only grit my teeth and insist on breaking through my limits. Put some pressure on yourself, I'm sure you can. Mo Shaokun smiled, and after washing up, he climbed into bed.
Every muscle in his body was sore and sore, and every night was the moment that Mo Shaokun looked forward to the most but was also the most afraid, because every time he climbed into bed, he felt like he had gone from hell to heaven.
Wu Yan sat quietly on the edge of the bed and lowered his head to think about Mo Shaokun's words, after a while, a trace of ruthlessness flashed on his face, he took a deep breath, he got up and patted Mo Shaokun's bedside and said, "Thank you, brother, I think I should force myself, let's work together from tomorrow!" ”
Mo Shaokun is right, only by forcing yourself to a dead end can you really be ruthless! Mo Shaokun has obviously driven himself to a dead end, to be exact, everyone in the entire base has driven him to a dead end, those mocking eyes and sarcastic words are inspiring him all the time, if he is not ruthless to himself, then he can only become a joke in the eyes of everyone.
"Come on!" Mo Shaokun said lazily, at this moment, he seemed to be like a dead corpse and couldn't lift his eyelids, and the fatigue of the day instantly invaded his whole body at this moment.
After a while, there was a lights-out whistle in the corridor, and Mo Shaokun, who was already dazed and about to fall asleep, opened his eyes violently. After checking and sleeping, he forcibly held back the soreness coming from his body and took out the book Mo Li gave him from under the pillow, and at the same time took out a small flashlight.
Covering his head with a quilt, Mo Shaokun began to look through it with a flashlight in his mouth. His eyelids fell like a thousand pounds of boulders, but every time at this time, he would pinch himself hard to make himself sober.
His foundation is so poor that he has to work harder than others to catch up with others. The first three months of the Sand Fox Trial were mainly based on physical fitness, firearms, and fighting, and needless to say, he was the worst in any case.
The soldiers who can come here have a deep understanding of those common firearms, but he Mo Shaokun doesn't understand anything, no one will take the initiative to teach him, and no one will explain the characteristics of those firearms to him in detail. Although Wu Yan could help him, Mo Shaokun didn't want to rely on Wu Yan too much, not to mention that Wu Yan was almost at the limit after training every day, how could he be embarrassed to delay other people's rest time? In this way, he could only rely on himself, and now he was glad to have brought these two books with him when he came, without which he would not even be able to name the guns correctly.
Nowadays, Mo Shaokun's biggest improvement is physical training, followed by firearms training. To say that he seems to have some faint talent for firearms, except for the first few days when he often missed the target and made jokes, now he can be regarded as making rapid progress.
However, Mo Shaokun really stopped his fighting training, every time he could only become someone else's punching bag, he knew that there was no way for this Mo Shaokun for the time being, which not only required his efforts, but also a lot of actual combat skills. So now his Jihua is working hard in both physical fitness and firearms.
The snoring in the dormitory was undulating, but Mo Shaokun had been fighting with the Sandman. During this time, Mo Shaokun had to read a book every night until 1 o'clock, and they had to get up at 6 o'clock in the morning to train, and his sleep time was only 5 hours a day, and under this kind of high-intensity training, this little sleep time could not meet his needs at all.
But he couldn't help it, just like he said to Wu Yan, he had been cornered, he had no way out, if he didn't be ruthless to himself, then he could only throw his dignity on the ground and let others trample on it!