I smiled and said, "What do you think should happen to me?" As I said this, I looked at my dad and made eye contact with him, and I noticed that he was very flustered at this time, and his eyes were dodgy, and he didn't dare to look at me.

"That'...... That casual person, who has lived for more than ten years, suddenly knows that he is not biological, how can he bear it? At least ask about it, right? Emotions or something, it should fluctuate for a while, right? But I've always been normal when I saw you, and you've never asked me, huh? Are you so calm? It stands to reason that I am not good to you, after you know the news, you must ask me as soon as possible, and then find you to kiss Lao Tzu, let you kiss Lao Tzu and love you!" When my dad said these words, at the same time his expression became more panicked, I can actually understand him, know why he is so panicked, he is afraid that after I know about this, he will leave him and lose my son.

So at this time, in order to stabilize his heart and stabilize his emotions first, I said: "The reason why I haven't asked you all this time, and my emotions haven't fluctuated much, is mainly because I think, how much does this matter have to do with me?" I don't care who my biological parents are, I only recognize you as a father, you pulled me so big, so as long as I can live with you normally, I don't want those messes, even if the family is prosperous and rich, I won't go with them, don't worry, I'm just your son!"

If these words are ordinary, it is really difficult for me to say, it is too hypocritical, I am not that kind of person, and at the same time I have been staring at my dad's eyes, he must have changed a lot in just a few seconds, because he can clearly see the changes in his eyes, and in the end, his eyes are a little moist, I guess he was moved by my words to cry.

Probably to hide his emotions, he smiled heartily and said, "Lao Tzu, I have beaten you and scolded you since I was a child, and I treat you so badly, you still want to follow me?" What if you kiss Lao Tzu and treat you very well, spoil you and love you every day, haven't you thought about this?"

I said maybe I'm just a cheap skin, I'm not rare to be good to me, I like you like this, my dad nodded with satisfaction, and said: "To be honest, when I first raised you, I wanted to strangle you many times, but I couldn't do it, when you were a child, I liked to lose my temper with you when I was unhappy, in fact, I was really annoyed with you at that time, but as the saying goes, raising a dog still has feelings, not to mention a person, raising you so big, now I am also old, and I feel more and more that having a son is still very good, So it's a lot better for you now!"

Although what my dad said was ugly, it was all true, and I wouldn't take it to heart, and then I told him about me following Wang Liqiang to see my biological father this morning, and my dad was quite surprised by this, and asked me why I wanted to go with him, didn't he tell me before, don't you pay attention to him.

I can feel it, he is still a little angry about this, but fortunately I took the initiative to confess to him at this time, I think if I hide it and tell him in the future, it will definitely be even more angry.

I asked him not to think about it, saying that I went to him for a purpose, not to recognize him, or to be interested in him or anything, but to know the grievances between their family and Su Xiaoyi's family.

After I said this, the anger on my father's face subsided a little, and at the same time asked me in surprise: "Do you know the grievances between their family and the Su family?"

Look at what my dad means, he also knows about it? I asked my dad if he knew too, he nodded and said: "I know about this, when you used to deal with the Su Xiaoyi in your class, I didn't know that it was their family at first, so I liked that little girl, and I was very happy that the two of you would develop in the future, and then I knew through others, she was the child of the Su family, and I didn't really want the two of you to be together at that time, not that I hated other little girls, but I was afraid that your relationship would be a long time in the future, once I knew about it, wouldn't I feel uncomfortable, I wanted to persuade you at the beginning, but your relationship later seemed to have collapsed, so I said it!"

As soon as he said this, I thought about it carefully, it seems that this is really the case, my father really liked it when he first saw Su Xiaoyi, and instigated me to let me get along with Su Xiaoyi, so that I could marry her back in the future, but then I don't know when it started, he didn't mention Su Xiaoyi anymore, and also asked me to concentrate on dealing with the high school entrance examination, don't think about those things, it seems that he already knew it at that time, as for Su Xiaoyi's parents, they may have known my true identity during that time, and their attitude towards me has changed.

I asked my dad if he knew what was going on with Su Xiaoyi's family and my biological father's family, my dad said that it was a long time ago, and it was a matter between big people, how could he know, he was very disappointed by what he said, and I was counting on his words, it seems that there is no hope.

Since my father didn't know much about the grievances between the two families, I asked my mother about it, and why I was abandoned, whether it was their illegitimate child or something.

But when I asked him this, he said with a slightly gloomy expression: "Didn't you say that you are not interested in their family, since you are not interested, then don't ask, how should life be lived, just talk about their family, Dad is here to remind you, knowing too much will definitely not be good for you." ”

Saying that, he looked at the time and said that he was going to find Aunt Huang, and when he was done, I could clearly feel that I seemed to have just mentioned my biological mother's matter, and his attitude changed, I don't know why, but he didn't want to say, I can't help it, I can only do this for the time being.

Because I was going to Zhang Qimei's school that afternoon, I didn't want to wear a military training uniform, so when I went to school, I didn't wear a military training uniform, but a life uniform.

When I went to school in the afternoon, I didn't even walk to the classroom, and I met the short-haired girl in our class again, who was a good student who loved to talk, with short hair, like a boy, and she saw me wearing civilian clothes, and came to ask me if I was going to fight with Instructor Yang to the end.

I said that I didn't wear this to mess with him, I had something to do this afternoon, I had to go out, and I didn't like to wear a military training uniform, so I changed into my life clothes.

The short-haired lady pursed her lips and leaned into my ear and whispered to me, "Class leader, tell me the truth, were you a gangster when you were in junior high school?"

When she asked, it made me cry and laugh a little, I said that I was a bastard, not an absolute good student, she gave me a thumbs up, saying that I was amazing, and I could study so well while mixing, and she suddenly asked me: "Class leader, can I ask you something!"

I didn't think much of it, so I just said what I wanted.

She said: "I'm a person, I'm very curious about you boys, the question I asked, maybe a little bit of that, but don't mind, I don't mean anything else!"

The more she talked, the more curious I became, what the problem was, the whole mystery was mysterious, and then, she asked me, "How do you guys feel when they lose sperm?"

As soon as the short-haired Yuan said this, my jaw almost dropped, I thought it was going to ask me about studying, or about bastards, but I was asked this? She's a good student, a good student who was admitted to a key high school, and she's in the top ten of our class, how can this kind of serious student be interested in this kind of question, not to mention that she's a girl, it's just a boy who came to ask me about it, then I'm embarrassed to answer.

I didn't know what to say for a while, she probably knew that I was embarrassed, and quickly smiled: "Don't think I'm what, I'm just pure curiosity, when I was a junior high school student, I was very curious, and I was at the same table at the time, I wanted to see the boy's physiology, let him show me, but after he beat that, he didn't care about me anymore!"

At this point, I was even more speechless, wondering if there was something wrong with her brain? How can a girl say this to a boy so directly, more daring and more open than a boy? If she is a bastard, poor in study, and loves to fool around with boys, I think it is understandable that she is interested in these, but she is a good student, which is a bit special, all I can think of is that she has a problem with her head.

I said this question about you, I can't answer you well, and what does that feel like, I can't describe it, you're a girl, and you definitely don't understand it.

She continued to ask me, "Is that cool?" Still upset? Didn't they all fall asleep when they lost sperm? Can you feel that feeling even when you're asleep?"

I said that I also have a feeling when I fall asleep.,Sometimes the feeling is still very strong.,I woke up directly.,As for the feeling.,It should be considered cool.,When I said this,,I also carefully recalled it in my mind.,It feels really cool.。

"Is that the same feeling as if you were doing it yourself?" The short-haired Yuan continued to ask.