Zhan Qi kicked open the bathroom door hard, but when he saw the scene in front of him, he couldn't help but be stunned.

Song Qingge was lying on her back in the bathtub with her eyes closed, the water in the bathtub had overflowed over her head, and her whole body was soaked in the water, only when she breathed, a few bubbles would emerge, like a mermaid sleeping in the water.

"Qingge!"

Zhan Qi screamed in a panic, rushed to the bathtub in one step, and reached out to fish her out of the bathtub. She didn't have an inch on her body, if it was before, he would probably be charming when he saw this situation, but he was only anxious and scared at this time.

He tore off a bath towel from the shelf, wrapped her around his body, and carried her out horizontally, and gently put her on the bed.

Song Qingge was no longer conscious, and Zhan Qi patted her face anxiously and shouted, "Qingge? Qingge! Wake up, open your eyes and look at me! ”

However, she didn't react at all, Zhan Qi was even more anxious, lowered his head close to her heart, listened with bated breath, and found that her heartbeat was still stable, and he was relieved. It suddenly occurred to me that when she just passed out in the bathtub, she probably choked on water, so she immediately pressed her heart with both hands, resuscitated her hard, pinched her nose, and gave her artificial respiration in large gulps.

"Ahem......"

After a long while, Song Qingge coughed violently twice, slowly opened his eyes, and Zhan Qi's anxious handsome face immediately appeared in front of him.

His eyes were full of panic, and he looked like he was in a big mess, and such an expression of six gods and no master would never appear on this man's face before.

But since she was injured, she seemed to see him like this often, as if she was always worried that she would be unconscious in the next second.

Song Qingge sat up slowly, looked at him a little weakly and asked, "Did I faint again?" ”

Her face was pale and weak, and the word "again" made Zhan Qi's heart tremble twice, and she lowered her eyes for a long time before nodding sullenly. It wasn't the first time she had fainted, and he had noticed that she had fainted more and more often lately, sometimes walking with him, her whole body would suddenly sink, and then she would lose consciousness completely, and she couldn't give any response when he called her name. It won't wake up until a few minutes later.

But he was really afraid that she would never wake up after fainting.

Song Qingge lowered his eyes, but after a while, he opened the corners of his mouth and laughed, and said to himself: "You say, am I dying?" ”

is obviously such a thrilling sentence, but it makes her say it so lightly, and even has some relief pleasure.

The word "death" stabbed at him like a knife, Zhan Qi's heart suddenly contracted, and he couldn't help but scold her in a low voice, "Don't talk nonsense!" ”

She was still so young, she hadn't enjoyed his belated love, she hadn't been able to see their daughter have a healthy body, how could she be so easily taken away by death?

He would not allow such a thing to happen, absolutely not.

However, compared to his panic and nervousness, Song Qingge seemed much more indifferent. She lowered her head and smiled to herself: "Actually, death is the easiest thing in this world. What is so terrible about death, with a kick of my legs, the grievances and hatreds in the world have nothing to do with me, but living is the most painful, because only by living can I see the darkest side of the world. ”

Zhan Qi never knew that she was such a pessimistic person, pursed his lips and stared at her tightly, not knowing what to say for a while.

Song Qingge suddenly looked up at him, hesitated, but couldn't help but speak: "Actually, I always have a question I want to ask you, if the person who died back then was not Bai Ling but me, would you be so sad?" ”

Zhan Qi looked at her for a moment, and then said in a deep voice: "No." ”

"yes......"

Song Qingge lowered his eyes and smiled. In fact, she was not surprised by such an answer at all, and she had expected it in her heart, but despite this, when she heard him say it in person, she was still a little disappointed.

This man is really ruthless, at this time, he still has this attitude, and he doesn't even want to lie to her......

However, just when she was out of her mind, she heard Zhan Qi suddenly say: "Because I won't let you die." ”

"What?" Song Qingge raised his head and looked at him in some surprise.

Zhan Qi looked at her for a moment, and said categorically: "Bai Ling's incident is an accident, but I won't let that kind of accident happen to you." ”

It was enough for that to happen once, and it took him so long to recognize his heart that he couldn't imagine what he would do if something happened to her.

I don't know why, after Bai Ling died, he often remembered what she looked like when she died. But once that person changed to Song Qingge's face, he didn't even dare to think about that kind of scene......

He raised his hand to his lips and coughed lightly, and said in a deep voice: "Okay, don't talk about those who don't have it, change your clothes, let's go to the hospital." ”

This time, Zhan Qi's attitude was very resolute, and he must take her to the hospital for an examination. She fainted again and again, it was literally torturing his heart, he couldn't wait a minute longer, he had to find out the root cause of her becoming like this.

In order to ensure safety and avoid misdiagnosis, Zhan Qi took Song Qingge directly to Yi Nanchen's hospital, but the car just stopped at the entrance of the hospital. He clearly felt that her hands were getting cold, her eyes were staring at the operating room of the hospital, and her face was also pale.

"How do you ......"

He was just about to open his mouth to ask her what had happened, when he looked out of her gaze, and his heart suddenly sank.

How could he forget that he forced her to beat the child in her belly here, and he didn't even care about her when she accidentally fell down the stairs, and even gave her a divorce agreement mercilessly.

Zhan Qi hated and regretted in his heart, he originally brought her here out of caution and kindness, but he didn't expect to uncover the scars in her heart in the end.

He turned his head to look at her, his eyes full of apologies, "Qingge, I ......"

"It's fine." Song Qingge looked away and shook his head, and said indifferently: "It's all over, I've forgotten it, get out of the car." ”

She said it so indifferently and casually, as if she really didn't care anymore, but Zhan Qi became the one who couldn't let go. The two of them walked in the hospital, Song Qingge seemed very indifferent from beginning to end, but Zhan Qi felt uncomfortable all over, every grass and tree in the hospital seemed to be accusing him of ruthlessness back then, and even smelling the cold smell of Laisu water, he felt that he was about to suffocate.

As soon as I closed my eyes, all in front of me was Song Qingge lying in a pool of blood, begging him to save her.

He couldn't figure out how he could be so ruthless as to be so ruthless to a woman who was pregnant with his child.

Because Zhan Qi had already called Yi Nanchen in advance, Yi Nanchen also arranged for a doctor, and only waited for them to come before examining Song Qingge.

Before Song Qingge followed the doctor into the examination room, Zhan Qi took her hand again and instructed uneasily, "Don't be afraid, we'll just check it out, and there won't be any big problems." ”

His palms were all covered with fine and dense sweat, Song Qingge looked at his nervous face, but smiled, "I'm not scared at all, the person who is afraid is you, right?" ”

After she finished speaking, she let go of his hand and left, Zhan Qi's empty hand stretched out in the air, and finally smiled self-deprecatingly.

Yes, the person who was afraid of death was never her, but him.

After going through so much, she has long put life and death aside, and there is nothing to be nostalgic about, but he has become the person who can't let go of the most.

When Song Qingge was being inspected, Zhan Qi had been sitting on a chair in the corridor outside and waiting, during which Yi Nanchen came to ask him to go to his office several times, but he refused.

He wanted to wait here for her to come out, and he wanted to know what was wrong with her as soon as possible.

Yi Nanchen saw him staring intently at the door of the department, pursed his lips, turned his head and left. This person didn't know which tendon was twitching, and suddenly he became a great love saint in a second.

Because it was a private hospital and a special service, Song Qingge's examination was carried out quickly, about two hours later. All the checks were done.

Song Qingge was still tidying up his clothes inside, and the doctor had already walked out of it, Zhan Qi immediately got up to meet him, and the two walked to a corner, and he immediately asked anxiously: "What the hell is going on?" What is she? Why do I always faint at every turn? ”

The doctor sighed and shook his head helplessly, "There is no definite conclusion yet, judging from the current examination, Mrs. Zhan does not have any obvious symptoms, as for the reason why she always faints, it can only be initially regarded as because she has been injured and has a certain impact on her body, so there will be physical problems such as insufficient blood supply." I suggest that you have Mrs. Zhan hospitalized first, and we will do further examinations for her later. ”

The doctor's words not only reassured Zhan Qi. On the contrary, it made him feel even more uneasy.

Yi Nanchen's hospital can be said to be the leading private hospital in the whole of Kyoto, whether it is the strength of doctors or the medical equipment, it is the best and most advanced, and many medical equipment are imported from abroad, such a high technology has not been able to check what is wrong with her, he is a little panicked for no reason.

He was afraid that there would be something more serious about her, such as the kind of one in a thousand, one in a thousand strange diseases that often reported on the news.

But even if he was uneasy, he had to obey the doctor's advice and promised to let her be temporarily hospitalized for observation.

The night was already very dark, and Song Qingge changed into a gray and white striped hospital gown and sat in front of the bed, his face a little haggard. Unexpectedly, after only such a period of time, she entered the hospital again, and this year she went to the hospital more often than in the past twenty years combined.

Zhan Qi sat on the edge of the bed and held her hand tightly. "Don't worry, the doctor just said that your problem hasn't been found out yet, but there will be further tests later, and there will definitely be results." ”

He said this to her, but it was as if he was comforting himself.

Song Qingge turned his head to look at him, lifted the corners of his lips and smiled, "Zhan Qi, you really don't have to be afraid, I'm not afraid of death, really, death is death, I ......"

However, before she could finish her words, Zhan Qi grabbed the back of her head and kissed her on the lips fiercely. Anxiously and frantically, he attacked the city in her mouth, tossing and sucking. His kiss was deep and heavy, and there was no discipline at all, but Song Qingge felt his nervousness and fear in his kiss for the first time, as if he was afraid of losing something.

After a long time, he gasped and released her lips, pressed her forehead against his own forehead, and said in a hoarse voice: "Don't say that word, I don't want to hear it." ”

"What word? Dead? ”

"You still say!" He suddenly glared at her with green eyes, and threatened in a cold voice: "Tell me again, I'm going to kiss you again." ”

Song Qingge immediately raised his hand to cover his mouth, "I don't say it." ”

She looked at him quietly for a long time, and laughed to herself, first shallowly, but then the more she laughed, the more presumptuous she became, and finally it turned into a hearty laugh.

Zhan Qi was angry and annoyed by her laughter, and frowned: "What are you laughing at?" ”

Song Qingge raised his hand and touched the tears in the corners of his eyes, gasped and said: "It's nothing, I just think it's funny, the boss who has never been afraid of heaven and earth, is even afraid of death." I thought you didn't have any weaknesses. ”

Zhan Qi just looked at her and didn't speak.

In fact, he is not afraid of death at all, he is just afraid of her death.

Everyone will have their own shortcomings and weaknesses, even the invincible Zhan Qi is no exception. From the day he fell in love with her, she became his weakness and the one he couldn't afford to lose.

He pursed his lips and said in a deep voice, "Okay, it's not too early." Rest early, and you have to get up early tomorrow morning for a check-up. ”

Because some tests had to be done in the morning on an empty stomach, she didn't do it before and had to wait until tomorrow.

"Hmm." Song Qingge nodded, then got into the quilt and obediently closed his eyes, and soon fell asleep.

And this night, Zhan Qi stayed by her bedside and stayed awake all night.

He looked at the haggard woman on the bed, and felt only full of apologies and guilt. It is because of his constant injury that a lively and arrogant girl has become what she is now, full of holes, and she doesn't even have a healthy body.

*

After another full body examination and expert consultation, Zhan Qi stood absentmindedly in Yi Nanchen's office, when Yi Nanchen was sitting on the sofa playing chess with himself. Zhan Qi kept walking around in front of him, and Yi Nanchen's head was dizzy.

With a "snap", he dropped a general on the chessboard, looked up a little impatiently and said, "Are you finished?" The ants on the hot pot are dizzy to the eyes of the people. ”

Zhan Qi turned his head and glared at him resentfully, and said angrily, "Can your doctor here do it?" How long has this been checked, and why can't you even find out the cause of fainting? What a broken hospital! ”

Yi Nanchen rolled his eyes, "Yes, I'm a broken hospital here, you can find a good hospital to investigate, it's always okay, right?" ”

Zhan Qi was too lazy to fight with him, and began to pace around his office again, Yi Nanchen knew that he was very irritable at this time, so he stopped raising the bar with him. I pulled out a bottle of red wine from the wine cabinet, poured a glass, and drank it to myself.

I don't know how long it took, there was finally a knock on the door outside, and then a doctor in a white coat walked in and bowed to Yi Nanchen, "Mr. Yi, Mr. Zhan." ”

Yi Nanchen waved his hand, "Don't be roundabout, let's talk about the point, what's wrong with Song Qingge?" ”

The doctor glanced at Zhan Qi and pondered for a moment before slowly speaking: "After our preliminary consultation, we believe that Mrs. Zhan should be impaired due to the serious injury a few days ago, so it may be a susceptible group. After he finished speaking, he glanced up at Zhan Qi again and asked, "Mr. Zhan." In addition to fainting from time to time, does Mrs. Zhan also have headaches and nausea? ”

Zhan Qi thought for a while, nodded and said, "Yes, sometimes she feels a splitting headache halfway through playing the piano, and when the pain is the worst, her forehead is full of cold sweat, almost to the point of rolling in bed." ”

"That's right, and after the examination of experts, they believe that the reason why Mrs. Zhan was diagnosed as a susceptible person is not only because of this injury, but also because of her own poor physical fitness. I would like to ask you, has Mrs. Zhan been seriously injured before? Like what...... I've been in a car accident or something. ”

"Car accident?" Zhan Qi was stunned, "Why do you ask that?" ”

"When our ENT doctor examined Mrs. Zhan, he found that her hearing in her right ear was obviously weak, and it was examined. Mrs. Zhan has habitual tinnitus and hearing impairment. ”

"Listening...... Barrier? Zhan Qi's lip niche moved twice, and he asked in a daze, "What does this mean?" ”

"We think that Mrs. Zhan may have suffered a severe injury, because she did not seek medical attention in time, so she was left with a disability in her right ear, which can be big or small, if not treated in time......" The doctor paused, pursed his lips and did not speak.

Zhan Qi raised his voice fiercely, "What will happen if you don't treat it in time?" You say! ”

The doctor said earnestly: "If not treated in time, it may progress to complete hearing loss in the right ear." It is also commonly known as total deafness. ”

In fact, they also felt very sorry after the consultation, such a young and beautiful woman, there are infinite possibilities in the future, but the body is like a machine in disrepair, full of broken problems.

Total deaf ......

These two words are like a slap in the face, and they will collapse the army of Zhan Qi's impact. He only felt that it was dark in front of him, so he took a step back sharply and sat down on the sofa.

In other words, is it possible that one day in the future, she will never hear a sound in her right ear again?

He suddenly remembered that night when he held her in his arms and spoke in her ear, but she did not react at all, and she had done this several times before, but he had not paid any attention to it. Even at that time, he accused her of playing dead, completely unaware that her physical condition had deteriorated to such an extent.

Zhan Qi looked at the floor under his feet in a daze, and asked in a hoarse voice for a long time: "Then is there any possibility of recovery in her situation?" ”

"Yes, yes. But not much. If she does lose her hearing, Mrs. Zhan may need to wear hearing aids......"

"Impossible!" Zhan Qi suddenly raised his voice violently, and scolded the doctor with red eyes: "She doesn't need that kind of thing, she is only 29 years old, she is still so young, how can she live on hearing aids like an old lady in her seventies and eighties?" Absolutely not! ”

The doctor was a little aggrieved, "I just said that there is such a possibility......"

Zhan Qi closed his eyes, raised his head and sighed, and asked, "Then what can she do to improve her current physical condition?" ”

"The reason why Mrs. Zhan's physical condition is so poor, in addition to her own bad foundation, is partly due to psychological reasons. Our psychiatrist tested her and found that Mrs. Zhan was now a little pessimistic. Therefore, we suggest that you can take her out for a trip or a walk, which is conducive to her physical and mental health. ”

He nodded and said in a deep voice, "Okay, I see." ”

*

When Zhan Qi returned to the ward, Song Qingge was standing in front of the window and was distracted, he stood at the door and looked at her lonely back, slowly walked up and hugged her from behind, tightly wrapped around her shoulders, buried his face in her neck socket, and the whole person was a little vulnerable.

He rarely relied on her so much, Song Qingge was stunned and asked, "What's wrong?" ”

"Qingge ......" he called her name in a hoarse voice, soft and delicate.

"Huh?"

"I'm sorry."

He hugged her tighter again, his voice trembling slightly. He said this sentence sincerely, the three words "I'm sorry", and he didn't know which one of them was for the past, he knew that these were the most useless three words, but he couldn't say anything except sorry.

"Forget it, don't say it anymore."

Song Qingge stretched out his shackles and pulled his shackles away, turned his head to look at him and asked, "Can I be discharged from the hospital?" I really don't want to stay here, it's so boring. ”

Zhan Qi raised his hand to pull up the broken hair in her ear, nodded and said, "Okay, we'll be discharged from the hospital soon, if you don't like to stay in the hospital, we won't come again." ”

On the way back, Zhan Qi held her hand tightly. Song Qingge didn't bother to bother with him, and looked out the window. He can hold it if he wants, and she won't be short of meat anyway.

Zhan Qi happened to sit on her right, turned his head to look at her petite and cute right ear, as well as her white and full ear, thinking that he might never hear any sound or hear his love words after this, he felt a throbbing pain in his heart.

He sat down beside her, turned his head to her and whispered to her, "Qingge ......"

Song Qingge reflexively avoided him, looked at him vigilantly and said, "What are you doing so close all of a sudden?" ”

He pointed to her right ear, "Can you hear me here?" ”

"Yes, what's wrong?"

It seems that what the doctor said is right, she really has intermittent deafness and tinnitus, but the more this happens, the more uneasy Zhan Qi becomes, looking into her eyes and asking, "You used to ...... Did you have an accident? Like car accidents and the like. ”

His question made Song Qingge stunned, and pain flashed in his eyes, and it took a long time to stabilize his emotions and say, "Why did you suddenly ask about this?" ”

Zhan Qi said calmly: "The doctor said that your health is not good, it may be because of the sequelae left by previous accidents, so I ask you." ”

She pursed her lips and said in a trembling voice, "There was a car accident, when I was five months pregnant. ”

Zhan Qi's breath was suffocated, and he asked in a hoarse voice: "At that time...... What's going on? ”

Song Qingge closed his eyes, and it seemed that the bloody scene appeared in front of him again. When she was five months pregnant, she was walking home on a rainy night only to be hit by a car and knocked to the ground, when she tried to call for help from the driver, but the driver ignored her and turned around and fled the scene.

She lay alone in the rain in despair, thinking that she was going to die with the child in her womb like this, but when she woke up again, she was sent to the hospital, and she didn't know who sent her.

Since then, her health has been bad, after giving birth, there was no milk for a long time, the child's immunity was poor, and then she was diagnosed with uremia.

And all of this is inseparable from the car accident back then.

It took Song Qingge a long time to open his eyes, and said in a trembling voice: "Don't ask, okay?" It's been so many years, I don't want to remember it anymore, it's too painful. ”

Because when she thinks of the suffering she has suffered, she will inevitably think of his ruthlessness and indifference.

Zhan Qi saw that she was not in the right mood, so he was no longer reluctant, reached out and grabbed her head, let her lean on his shoulder, and comforted her softly: "Okay, don't ask, let it pass in the past." ”

However, Song Qingge didn't see the coldness and ruthlessness flashing in his eyes, no matter what, he must find out about this matter. He won't let go of the people who almost killed her in the first place!

He leaned his head and kissed her forehead, and asked tentatively: "The doctor said that you are in a bad mood right now and need to travel to relax." After two days, I'm busy signing the Taocheng Power Plant, and I'll take you to Japan, okay? ”

Song Qingge just said indifferently: "I have already told you, I don't want to go with you." ”

Zhan Qi's face turned pale and he closed his mouth in disdain.

*

Since he learned that Song Qingge had been in a car accident before, Zhan Qi immediately confessed to Xu Cheng when he went back, asking him to send someone to find out what happened to her before, and he must find out the truth about her car accident in the shortest possible time.

On this day, Zhan Qi was distracted by a pile of documents in the study, but suddenly there was a knock on the door outside, and then Aunt Qin pushed the door and came in, "Sir, San Shao and Yi Shao are here." ”

She turned sideways, and Zhan Zheng and Zhan Yi stood at the door looking at him.

He closed the folder in front of him, rubbed his temples and said, "Why are you here?" ”

"You are now at home every day, and the company's affairs are left to the two of us, we don't come here to look for you, where can we find you?"

Zhan Yi entered the study and sat on the sofa unceremoniously.

And Zhan Zheng was a little more restrained, obviously because the strength of Zhan Qi's slap last time had not passed, and it was inevitable that there would be some embarrassment between the brothers.

Zhan Qi raised his eyebrows and teased, "What's the matter?" Do you still hate me for that slap? Think I've made a mistake? ”

"Nope." Zhan Zheng pursed his lips, lowered his eyes and said, "I was also in a hurry at the time, and I said something that shouldn't be said, which hurt Song Qingge." After all, she risked her life to save you, and I really shouldn't have said those things. ”

Zhan Qi snorted, "It's good to know." ”

Zhan Yi looked at them confused, "What did you two say?" Why can't I understand a word? ”

"It's none of your business." Zhan Qi turned his head and glanced at him, "What is the matter with you coming to me today?" Hurry up and say, don't talk nonsense. ”

"It's not because of Shi Yu's bastard." Zhan Yi gritted his teeth and scolded angrily, "Damn, why is that stinky boy annoying like a fly, endlessly circling around us every day, specifically against us, there is nothing else to do except block us!" ”

Zhan Qi frowned, "What's wrong with him?" ”

"That kid didn't know where to get the news, saying that my power construction company's plan for the Taocheng Power Plant was unqualified, and the building materials used did not meet the national security standards, and poked this matter on Weibo, and now the public relations department is dealing with this matter."

Zhan Qi's eyes lit up, "Why didn't I know about this?" ”

Zhan Yi pursed his lips, "Your old gentleman is busy comforting women every day. How can you do this? ”

"Zhan Yi!" Zhan Qi was a little annoyed, and said sharply: "If you can't spit out ivory in your fucking dog's mouth, get out of here!" ”

Zhan Yi also knew that he had been anxious about Song Qingge's affairs recently, and he didn't want to poke his brows, so he shrugged his shoulders and had to admit it, "Okay, okay, don't be angry, okay?" I'll just say that, not to mention that this matter has now been settled, and there is nothing more to say. I just don't understand, big brother, what do you owe him Shiyu? Why is that guy like a mad dog, biting us and not letting us go? ”

This matter has been holding back in their brothers' hearts for a long time, and today Zhan Yi specially pulled Zhan Zheng over, and he wanted to ask for a reason no matter what.

Seeing this, Zhan Zheng also asked: "Yes, big brother, what is going on, you have made it clear to our brothers." ”

Zhan Qi glanced up at them, and knew that he had concealed enough for so many years, sighed, and said in a deep voice: "When I first entered the Song family, I was ambushed because I went to perform a drug trading mission for Song Qingtian. The other party tied up Shi Yu and Qingge, put the two of them on the sea of Burma, and asked me to choose one of the two, I chose Qingge at the time, Shi Yu ...... He was thrown into the sea, and he has been haunted by it ever since. ”

Zhan Zheng and Zhan Yi obviously didn't expect this kind of ending, and looked at him in disbelief and said, "Big brother, what did you think at the time?" How can you give up your own brother for the daughter of an enemy? ”

No wonder Shi Yu hates him so much now, if it were them, he would definitely not be able to get over this hurdle.

Zhan Qi pressed his eyebrows and sighed helplessly, "What can I choose at that time?" Xiao Qi was still studying at that time, and he lived in the Song family. If I don't choose Qingge, can Song Qingtian spare me? At that time, the three of us will have to die, and maybe we will be implicated in the battle gate, and I was eager for revenge at that time, and I also knew in my heart that if I made this choice, Song Qingtian would definitely let down his guard against me, so that I could successfully gain his trust......"

Before he finished his words, there was a sudden "pop" sound outside the door, and several people were shocked as soon as they looked up.

Song Qingge stood at the door with a pale face and looked at Zhan Qi in a daze, the tray in his hand had fallen to the ground, and the teapot and cup were shattered.