115 Regrouping and regaining life
This day is really more lively than the New Year, the fairy is unprecedentedly set up firecrackers in the corridor to celebrate the return of the cannon, saying that the firecrackers will be used to drive away the bad luck on the cannon, and there will be good luck in the future. I was already quite speechless for this superstitious old lady, and when I went into the kitchen and saw the various dishes she had prepared all night, I realized how much money the old lady had spent this time......
The old lady called Xu Cheng without my consent, and when I told Ah Pao unnaturally that I was with Xu Cheng, Ah Pao's words made the whole table squirt. Ah Pao said: Fortunately, I found a man, I always thought you didn't like women.
I instantly blackened, and I said: I've been messing around with you for so many years, and I don't know me at all.
He laughed heavily, as stupid as before, and I suddenly found that Ah Pao had grown a lot older after losing weight, or maybe it was a lot of vicissitudes. But in that smile, there is still the same honesty as before.
At 11 o'clock in the night, Niuniu fell asleep in Ah Pao's arms, and we adults finally had time to sit quietly together and talk, the fairy took out the bank card that year, and the fairy said: Cannon, this is the back road that I left for you with Zhizhi, the original 500,000, and the support you gave Niuniu 80,000, I calculated that Niuniu's cost in the past few years is about 30,000, and the remaining 550,000 will be given to you, do something.
Ah Pao was extremely surprised and shocked, he said some upside-down words speechlessly, anyway, it probably means that we didn't expect us to think so much for him, and the 80,000 yuan is for the fairy, and he can't go back, or something. I patted him on the shoulder, and I said, "Ah Pao, take it, go back to your old business, and create brilliance again." The 50,000 yuan should be regarded as our mother's support for your business, and when your life is stable, you will mention the matter of repaying the money.
He held the bank card and kept shaking his hands, I knew that at that moment his heart must have mixed feelings, I put my arm around his shoulder, I said: If you want to cry again, we will cry with you for a while. If you don't want to, we'll sleep. Tomorrow is a new day, congratulations, you are born again.
My words made him hold back the tears that had just popped out, and he burst into tears and laughed, and we both laughed instantly. It was late at night, and the fairy specially let Niuniu and Ah Pao sleep in the same room. We know better than anyone else that what Ah Pao needs most at the moment when he returns to life is the motivation to keep him going. I want to hold Niuniu lying on the bed with Ah Pao, I must not be able to sleep this night......
Soon after Ah Pao came back, he found a house and moved out by himself, he said that he had been living in my house and was too embarrassed to trouble the fairy, Niuniu was too old, he proposed to let Niuniu join him, and the fairy agreed. Their father-daughter relationship has always been quite rusty, and it should have been greatly improved after living together. Ah Pao treats Niuniu quite gently, Niuniu is also very obedient and sensible, although she is reluctant to give up on the fairy, but when I told her that now her father needs her, she still bravely followed Ah Pao.
Ah Pao said that he didn't plan to reopen the bar, so the noisy atmosphere is no longer suitable for him now, he said that his bartending skills are still there, open an elegant bar is good, first, he is easier to use, second, even if Niuniu is in the store, it can be suitable for that environment, and third, it is more quiet and suitable for him to calm his mind.
After coming and going, this matter was decided, Ah Pao finally regrouped and started a new journey, and my heart was also relaxed a lot.
It's just that, as Niuniu grows up, the more I look at it, the more I feel that Niuniu is not like Ah Pao's daughter, I was shocked, Nima, Ah Pao won't be a happy father, right?
Then, I thought of Xu Cheng sadly...... , Niuniu won't be Xu Cheng's daughter, then this joke will really be big.
Song Chenchen doesn't know where to go now, and Ah Pao doesn't seem to have thought about that at all, after all, there are many children who don't look like their parents. But the problem is that Niuniu feels very familiar to me, and sometimes her body movements or language will make me feel extremely familiar.
The more I stayed with Niuniu, the stronger that familiar feeling became, and that wasn't the feeling Xu Cheng gave me. But apart from Xu Cheng, I really can't think of who else Song Chenchen can secretly Chen Cang with......
When I asked Ah Pao what blood type he was, Ah Pao said that he was type B. I think of the time when the fairy took Niuniu to experience, and Niuniu's blood type is also type B. I think I've thought about it a lot, or it's God's grace that Niuniu has absorbed the good genes of the two and eliminated the bad ones, so that there is such a smart and smart girl......
When it comes to future generations, I can't help but feel a little sad. When I think that the possibility of giving birth in this life is extremely low, I feel that the guilt is so strong, if I didn't blindly love back then, if I used Baidu more to understand the harmfulness of the pill, if it wasn't so simple, maybe I wouldn't have such a situation......
On the day of Ah Pao's opening, I called Vivian and Liu Yixi over to cheer, and when I saw Liu Yixi holding Chenxi's hand and hugging me, Ah Pao's eyes fell to the ground. When I saw Chen Wei'an walking over with Dai Xiangwei in her arms, Ah Pao looked at me with interest, and then gave me a thumbs up.
I know that this guy is blindly worshipping me again, thinking that I have the ability to turn decay into magic and love enemies into friends, but in fact, where is it, I passively accept this scene. However, let Ah Pao worship it, in the eyes of this loyal die-hard fan, I Yi Zhizhi has always been a legend.
We finally drank the wine of A Pao again, although this craft has been stagnant for so long, but Ah Pao has not been abandoned, the taste is as always, and now after adding more A Pao's comprehension and wisdom, it has become more mellow.
The name of Ah Pao's Qing bar is Nirvana, a very domineering and powerful name, and it looks like it was opened by someone with a story. As for how this literary name came about, the answer is, of course, that I took it. A Pao tried all his IQ, and the name he came up with was just what kind of fate, what kind of Brother Pao bar, and he actually wanted to directly hang Niuniu's name as the name of the store. I was shocked! Ah Pao, can you be a little more earthy?
Chen Xi said: Zhizhi, Liu Yi and I will give you a cup. Without further ado, you get the idea.
I raised my glass with a smile and said proudly: Dry this glass of wine, and go together in life from now on.
With that, I threw my head up and drank it all. Actually, I have some worries tonight, although my aunt has passed, but Xu Cheng, who is so busy that the dragon can't see the end of the dragon, makes my heart a little bitter. Maybe this is the consequence of choosing a successful man, you are destined to bear more grievances and loneliness than ordinary women, because your man, he is a king, you can stand behind and look up silently, but you can't come forward to bother, then you will lose your charm in his eyes.
I have been with Xu Cheng for too long, and I know his personality too well. Sometimes, I feel like another him, I have his courage and courage, and I also have the wisdom and hard work that is close to him. But I am a woman after all, and my emotional control is far less free than that of men. For example, he can do it for the sake of his career, working overtime day and night without time to think about me, and I, no matter how busy and tired I am, will miss him as always.
Looking at these two pairs in front of me, I feel even more lonely, I don't know when we became a group of five, they are always in pairs, and I have always been alone. I think it's ironic that two men who used to have a relationship with me are now showing their affection in front of me in the name of friends, and I can only accept it with a generous smile, because I no longer have a position to be angry, and all love and hate are fleeting things.
I walked to Ah Pao's newly bought audio equipment, selected the soundtrack of "Vulnerable Woman", and then sang sadly into the microphone, they listened quietly in the audience, and I saw a glimmer of light in Chenxi's eyes, which was bright for me.
Standing on the stage, I found it particularly easy to see the people in the audience clearly, Dai Xiangwei was still the kind of deliberate coldness to me, he never made eye contact with me, and deliberately showed his greetings to Chen Wei'an in front of me, but I clearly saw that his eyes did not have the enthusiastic pupils that he had when he looked at me before, and his expression when he looked at Chen Wei'an was always very calm, without the slightest wave.
And after Chenxi cried that time, it seemed that I inadvertently melted the iceberg in his heart, and when we got together, I could always feel his eyes on me. Chen Wei'an told me that Chen Xi and Liu Yixi have been separated from each other for a while, but the two have been used to each other for many years, but they have already played their own games.
When I finished singing, Chenxi applauded first, he actually walked up to the stage regardless of everyone's eyes, handed me a glass of wine, and said: Zhizhi, I didn't know that you sang so well.
I smiled faintly, and Liu Yixi's gaze at me was already a hint of hostility. Nima, that's not a good thing. [^[Semi (.*)/[Float * (生]~] . Fast update
I pretended to be big grinning and said, "Just kidding, is the name of the queen of the song for nothing?" I think I was in Ah Pao's bar back then, and I was a gold medal resident singer.
Ah Pao also praised the venue and said: Well, although people are not as tender as they were back then, the song is still the same as it was back then.
I took the opportunity to quickly get away from Chenxi and ran to Ah Pao's side, I grabbed Ah Pao's shoulder, and I said: Brother Pao, cheers to our friendship for so many years!
Ah Pao touched me very cooperatively, and I had another drink. It's been a long time since I've had this good time!
When I returned to our team, Liu Yixi was a little sour again, hey, in the end, there is no way to change the nature of people, she shook the red wine glass and said: Zhizhi is getting more and more attractive, we are ashamed of ourselves.
We could all hear the vinegar in this, I pretended not to hear it, hooked her little chin, and said: If you want to talk about charm, we are still the most charming in yours. Come, beauty, kiss one!
I really pretended to kiss her, she quickly dodged it, and then said: Go, go, how disgusting it is for two women to kiss each other, why don't you borrow a kiss from the handsome guy next to me.