Chapter 140: His face was buried in my belly, and he smiled warmly and contentedly
Master Bai Tang and another blood drop in the car drove me to the hospital, Ji Rongke took He Yichi to stay at the dock scene to deal with the follow-up matters, as the car slowly drove to the east, I looked back and saw that the entire sky above the new mark was a thick black smoke, more than a dozen police cars surrounded the exit entrance, there were dozens of special police and criminal police on official business, the entire beach and sea area were flushed with blood red, even if I didn't witness it, I could guess the tragedy and tragedy when the shootout broke out.
I could smell the smell of burning munitions in the air through the glass.
With so many people dead, Carmen Yan was almost completely wiped out overnight, if it weren't for me, Bai Tang Master and He Yichi carrying Ji Rongke to save the scene with blood droplets, Carmen Yan's subordinates would be buried in the deep sea with Huo Yanchen without a victory.
I finally saw the brutal slaughter of men, the ferocity of wolves and tigers, which shook the vast province of South China in an instant.
I rested my head on the window frame and looked out at the dark and gloomy street, my whole body pursed my lips and I was silent, and I was extremely tired of a boulder blocked in my heart.
From now on, go to Huo Yanchen again.
I watched him fall into the sea, full of gunshot wounds, he would never surprise me like Ji Rongke, when I was almost forced to accept his death in reality, suddenly stood in front of me, even though he brought me grief and collapse, but fortunately breathed with me.
Huo Yanchen is really gone.
I closed my eyes, and withheld the last trace of dry and sore rosy, and I stared at the blood droplets sitting next to me from the blurred reflection on the glass, he was not very old, in his early twenties, with good features, very fair skin, and his eyes seemed to be coated with a layer of brilliant and moist silver, whether it was dark night or dawn, bursting out with a chilling cold light.
I asked him, "How old are you?" ”
He glanced over to me to make sure I was talking to him, then quickly looked away, still sitting still, "Twenty-one." ”
I looked at him in amazement, from head to toe, I really couldn't believe that such good marksmanship and skills were actually a twenty-one-year-old child, "How long have you been training?" ”
He didn't want to blurt it out, and seemed to know all the time in his heart, "Five years." ”
I was even more stunned, "Did you follow Ji Rongke at the age of sixteen?" ”
He nodded, "Brother Rong was recruiting teenagers between the ages of fourteen and sixteen in South China, my brother and I both came to take the exam, I passed him, he didn't, and now he is still in school, and I have bought a house for my family." ”
He paused and added, "Brother Rong is very generous, he is never stingy with us, there is a lot of money for a mission, and an average person can get 100,000 yuan." ”
My gaze fell on a light-colored scar on the side of his neck that had long been healed, "Is it life-threatening?" ”
"Of course there is, does a comfortable job make a lot of money these years? Brother Rong taught us that people who are greedy for life and afraid of death can only be trampled under their feet to meet food and clothing, but they can never become winners. ”
His delicate and slightly immature face has a hint of longing for the future, and he regards every word of Ji Rongke as a holy decree, maybe their group of teenagers are like this, fearless and brave Gu Yong has achieved bloody years.
Just like Ji Rongke and Huo Yanchen, who once entered the Kowloon Society, there is never a shortage of people who send the dead one after another on this road, even if they climb high and go farther, they will be destroyed in the blink of an eye, and no one expects the final end.
I seem to see myself who first entered South China a few years ago to fight for a life and fight for the world, Ji Rongke is their benefactor, although they were ordered to be born and die, but they also made a generous move to fulfill their big dreams, and Huo Yanchen is not my Bole, I watched him die powerlessly, and that pale struggle still makes me feel painful now.
I asked him where he was robbed from, and he pointed to an intersection that he had just driven over, "Brother Rong was waiting for us there, he stopped the car and cut off the tracker on our bodies, Ji has a rule, and Brother Rong's instructions are respected in any case, so I'm sorry Miss Feng." ”
I don't look over my head and stare out the window with a wry smile, the hand on my knee clenched into a fist fiercely, what else can I say, do I really care about a group of ignorant children who are like robots who are constantly spilling blood for Ji Rongke, although I will not forgive this apology, but I can't blame anyone, Ji doesn't belong to me, I can't control everyone's life and death cycle, I don't have that judge pen.
The master of the Bai Hall settled me in a separate ward, and the nurse gave me a drip feed and medicine, and he asked the blood droplet to call Ji Rongke to report, and by the way, to understand the situation at the scene, I lay on the bed and stared at the moonlight outside the window, the wharf was windy, but the city was very quiet, the leaves of the pines and cypresses did not move at all, and there was no sound of wind outside.
He got up from his chair and walked to the windowsill to close the curtain, I was staring at the moonlight falling between the leaves of a tree, I immediately called out to him not to pull it, his raised arm paused when he touched the curtain, he turned around and asked me if this was it, I nodded yes, he had to close the window and walked back and poured me a cup of hot water.
When I drank water, the blood droplets came in from the corridor after the phone call, and he said to the master of the Bai Hall, "Brother Rong has already left from the dock, and in the follow-up of this matter, I am afraid that the police will continue to intervene, and Brother Rong will solve it himself, and try not to let those people disturb Miss Feng." Twenty-three people died at the scene, the rest were seriously injured and lightly injured, according to the identification of the twenty-three people who died, thirteen were Carmen Yan's subordinates, and ten were from the Kowloon Society, although the Kowloon Society died less, but the gold content was extremely high, the left hall master was shot in the collarbone and left shoulder, fell into a coma, and the right hall master was hit with his head open and died on the spot. ”
I chuckled in my heart, the hall master frowned and thought for a moment, he looked back at me, opened his mouth to speak, and I met his incomparably complicated gaze and said calmly, "I did it." ”
The blood droplets were stunned, "Is Miss Feng's marksmanship so accurate?" ”
Master Bai said, "Yichi taught her for a month, and he told me that Miss Feng is very wise and knowledgeable. ”
The blood droplet suddenly realized, his eyes were full of astonishment and surprise when he looked at me, he probably didn't expect that I was so fierce the first time I started, and there was no fear and stage fright.
The master of Baitang asked him to pick up Ji Rongke at the entrance of the hospital, and when he came, he led him directly into the ward, after the blood droplets left, he took the empty cup in my hand, he didn't look at me, but stared at the white velvet on my body and said, "Miss Feng has blood on her hands, do you know what it means." ”
I spread my right hand on my knee and stared at the tangled lines on my pale palm for a long, long time, "It means I'm not a good person anymore." ”
He listened to my breezy tone, frowned, and said, "Isn't that scary enough?" ”
"The woman who went to the sea to be good was turned out of her old accounts, full of her extravagant indulgence in the past. Then is she a good woman or a bad woman. ”
The hall master was stunned by my rhetorical question, he lowered his eyes and thought for a while, "Maybe most of them think it's a bad woman." ”
I said, "Then does it make sense for me to care about good or bad, whether left or right, I can't tear off this label, Ji Rongke is a wicked person, you are all here, but you are alive and well, in order to survive, we can only go down one road, and we find that we are wrong halfway, and few people go back to start from scratch, there is no time, and there is no certainty, and then the choice must be right." Three points depend on strength, and seven points depend on bets. A big gamble with a lot of strength, a small bet with a little strength, in short, have to bet. ”
I felt very tired after saying this, I propped my elbows on the side of the bed, and lay down slowly, the master of the Bai Hall pulled the quilt that had faded to my abdomen again, covering me below my neck, he stood and looked down at me, "Brother Rong doesn't want you to get involved, forgive me for saying something that I don't like, this time we could have left it alone and let the Kamen Yan and the Kowloon Society fight, we ignored it." ”
I looked at the complicated face of the Bai Hall Master, and I laughed, "Men and women are different, women will keep in mind when they receive a little favor, and do everything possible to return it, maybe it is my hunch, I know that Huo Yanchen will not come back nine times out of ten, I want to do my best to compensate the Ji brothers for being implicated for me, I'm sorry." ”
Hall Master's face changed, and he hurriedly explained, "Oh no, Miss Feng, you misunderstood, I don't dare to blame you. ”
I closed my eyes, I said I was tired, he understood what I meant, he whispered you have a good rest, and quietly withdrew from the room.
In the next few days, South China fell into a huge puzzle, I was in the hospital every day to keep the news, but I don't know if it was Ji Rongke's public relations, or the He family said hello, the extraordinarily violent case about the Xinbiao Wharf was almost blocked silently, I looked at the newspaper that could not find a trace, I even thought I had a dream, the bloody and hideous that night, did it really happen?
I hurriedly took out my mobile phone to call Huo Yanchen, and it was turned off, and I listened to the bilingual words that kept repeating inside, I knew that this was not a dream, I couldn't have a dream that was so real that every detail existed.
On the fourth day, the news finally came that the Camenyan City Bureau issued an order to be sealed, and all people involved in pornography and drugs were detained and interrogated, a total of 372 people, who covered their faces and lowered their heads to avoid the camera in a panic, looking very embarrassed.
I called Liang Mei and Huanhuan the day after the Xinbiao Pier incident, and I told them to ask Mommy for a long leave and hide in Picheng to survive the wind first, and they knew my current power and status, and immediately did what I arranged, so they escaped.
I stared at the photo planted on the front page of the Franco-Political Times, the Carmen banquet was empty, and the huge seal was pasted on the glorious Golden Gate. Huo Yanchen couldn't imagine that he just made a wrong move, and he ended up in Pingyang, where the world was cold.
On the day I was discharged from the hospital, Ji Rongke didn't come to pick me up, he would come over every day these days, often staying for a day, he would go back to accompany He Run to eat at night, but he would rush over after the morning, the master of Baitang advised him to take a rest, and it was enough to take care of me to him and He Yichi, Ji Rongke looked at me through the glass outside the door, and he whispered, "I'm not at ease." She's very stubborn, and if she loses her temper, you can't suppress it, and I'm worried that you'll accidentally hurt her with your wrist strength. ”
The hospital bed is very tight, I can't make up a bed for him, so every night he sleeps next to my bed, his most intimate action to me is to bury his face in my abdomen, listen to the sound inside, in fact, there is nothing, but he will always laugh at this time, as if he really heard something, I look at his rare pure and warm smile and feel sad and want to cry.
He asked me if I was a boy or a girl, and I didn't have time to answer him, so he said to himself, "Boys and girls are very good, and if he is like you, he will be very well-behaved and beautiful." ”
I couldn't help but ask him if I was well-behaved.
He fell silent for a long time before he said, "It was with my own hands that I broke your good man, and made you have to become a person covered in thorns." ”
I couldn't sleep soundly, and many times I woke up to see his very quiet sleeping face, and I had the illusion that nothing had happened, and that we were still the same as when we first met, and that he was beautiful and tall and unique in my eyes.
He didn't have a home that year, and I was adrift.
One night I suddenly couldn't control myself, stretched out my hand and stroked his face, I don't know if I used my strength, or he slept very lightly, he suddenly opened his eyes, there was no trace of worry and cloudiness in his eyes, he asked me what was wrong, my fingertips paused on the bridge of his nose, I didn't know what to say, and finally I only said goodnight to him.
He pursed his lips and said goodnight to me.
We often don't have anything to say, he is silent, I am immersed in the tragedy of Huo Yanchen's death and can't extricate myself, so the common picture is that I sit on the bed staring out the window in a daze, he sits on a chair and looks through the documents, he will pick up vegetables for me when I eat, and will also help me to the garden to bask in the afternoon sun, the medical staff who take care of me all say that we are like an old couple who have been together for a long time, there is not so much fancy romance, but he cares when he looks at me.
We don't talk more than ten words a day, but he is still happy to accompany me, I sometimes feel that the atmosphere is unpleasantly silent, will take the initiative to find a topic, he will put down the documents in his hand to talk with me, even if he is ordering important matters to He Yichi, he will immediately stop, postpone everything, but I always stop abruptly halfway through.
I look at that face, and his tender eyes, and I can't help but think of his cruelty, his ferocity, and the woman who was waiting for him to return.
He Run's miserable and pleading gaze, and her low tone, all made me understand that there was no longer the same between us, and many of them could never go back, even if they insisted on going back, how many people would be hurt and how much pain they would pay.
Just like a collapsed building, rebuilding it is not the original state.