91. Struggle

I suddenly felt that in this world, the most painful thing is my own reverie. The most beautiful thing is the love story, and the most wanted to hear is the truth. The truth is the truest, the most cruel, the hardest, and the most distressing.

For example, at this moment, Gao Zijian stood in front of me with an angry face, sitting and avenging my grievances, but he never gave me a reason, a reason, a reason to care about me so much.

I don't ask for much, I just want to hear the truth, one sentence, and enough.

I glared at him, watching his black eyes flicker on and off, and he glared at me, the slap close to my face did not fall for a long time, but his chest was undulating, and his anger was not extinguished.

For a long time, he still didn't say a word.

I swallowed softly and said, "Gao Zijian, what are you going to do now?" Do you think that slap is not enough? Want to slap me in the face again? ”

Gao Zijian didn't have the slightest emotion on his face, and he still stood in front of me, silent.

"If you also think that I robbed someone else's fiancΓ©, okay, you can slap me, come, here on the left, harder!" I turned the left half of my face to Gao Zijian, and with the last bit of strength I had, I looked at him and said.

Gao Zijian still didn't move, his edges and corners were already distinct, at this moment, it was even more obvious, and the cold temperament came from the inside out, even colder than just now.

I gasped, looked at Gao Zijian, and said, "Since you are not going to slap me, now it's my turn, if it is said that I robbed someone else's fiancΓ©, then Gao Zijian, as the one who single-handedly matched me and Shi Lei, do you have any special views on this matter?" ”

Gao Zijian's face was stunned, a trace of surprise flashed in his eyes, he opened his mouth, and did not say a word.

I was a little disappointed, but also a little glad, disappointed that Gao Zijian was forced by me to not say what I wanted to hear in the end, and the facts have proved that I thought too much. Fortunately, the fireworks-like love is all me, delicately outlined.

Love, thousands of people experience, thousands of people will have different feelings, I have always longed for a gorgeous love like fireworks blooming, but I also understand that the beauty of blooming, disappearing quickly. Rather than this, it is better to be accompanied by a long stream.

I asked too much, but it seems that I am hypocritical, it seems that I can't let go, and it is not my style of doing things, since the facts are already in front of me, why should I bother with it?

Retracted and pointed at Gao Zijian is index finger, sighed softly, took off his coat from where, put it in his hand, and said with a smile: "Gao Zijian, I actually thank you." ”

"Little ......"

"As you think, a slap does make me feel wronged, but if a slap can see a person's sincerity, in fact, I am not aggrieved at all." I waved my hand and continued, "That's the end of it, goodbye." ”

Never again.

"Xiao Jia," Gao Zijian raised his voice, and a hoarse voice sounded behind my ears, "I didn't mean anything else, I just ...... I just ......"

I looked back at him, saw that his slightly drooping eyes were full of guilt, and said with a smile: "Tall and handsome, don't, you have such a coquettish expression, I am moved to see it......"

Gao Zijian's face did not improve, he looked at me and asked, "Xiaojia, is Leizi not good to you?" ”

I shrugged my shoulders, tried to show my indifferent expression, and said, "How is it possible, he can jump the moat for me, will it be bad for me?" ”

Gao Zijian looked at him and said, "I know, I'll deal with it from the Liu family, you don't have to worry." ”

"Yo, Gao Dashuai is playing the spirit of unity and friendship, it's okay, it's still not necessary, you have a lot of nobles, and you will be busy with your own, by the way, Ziran will go abroad in the past two days, I may not be free at that time, you tell her." I'm not going to go. ”

Gao Zijian didn't reply to me, and I didn't dare to look at his eyes anymore, hanging my head, my eyes fell on his clenched fists, I only felt that my heart was very stuffy, and I turned around directly.

"I'll go first, tall and handsome, goodbye!"

"Chen Xiaojia!" Gao Zijian suddenly said at the first second when I raised my steps and took a step forward: "If you have grievances, you can tell me." ”

"Hahahahaha." I looked up at the sky and said with a smile: "Uncle Gao, you really think of yourself as my uncle, okay, I'll go first!" ”

I told myself, don't look back, don't look back.

The pace became faster and faster, until it came to the end, and his emotions immediately lost control, squatting down, and he couldn't help crying.

What's special, I didn't have to be so painful when I had a crush on Shi Lei, but now it's good, it's just that hundreds of brain cells have died to outline a self-righteous romance, as for it?

Gao Zijian, don't owe it, be careful that my sister kicks you to the telephone pole and sings conquest!

Shi Lei called me at five o'clock, he didn't know that I left the company, thinking that I was about to get off work, at that time I was lying in bed playing and watching, in a general mood. In fact, my mood is not responsible, there are not only these two men in this world, big deal, don't want them.

What I struggled with was how to open my mouth to Shi Lei.

Ten minutes later, Shi Lei arrived downstairs in the community, and I simply put on a coat and walked downstairs.

The first time he saw me, he came over, hugged me into his arms, and said in a choked voice, "Xiaojia, we can finally be together." ”

My heart slammed into a daze, and I gently pushed him away and asked, "Auntie, agreed?" ”

Shi Lei didn't speak, his eyes drooped, and it seemed that something was wrong. I asked a little nervously, "What's wrong?" ”

After a while, Shi Lei raised his eyes, looked at me, and said, "Xiaojia, I only have you now." ”

I'm the only one with a relative? I looked at Shi Lei in surprise and asked, "Shi Lei, don't you scare me?" What happened to Auntie? ”

Shi Lei turned his face sideways, thin bangs swept in front of his forehead, a trace of indifference and stubbornness flashed on his hard side face, and I heard him say, "Xiao Jia, she wants to cut off relations with me." I agreed. ”

"Shi Lei!" I nervously pushed Shi Lei and said, "What the hell is going on with you?" Auntie is not in good health, how can you be so impulsive? ”

Shi Lei looked at me, a trace of unbearability flashed in his eyes, and said, "She will figure it out." ”

"Shi Lei, you call your aunt immediately to admit your mistake, I don't want others to say that my man even gave up his own mother for a woman, in that case, I will also ...... Very guilty. ”

In the evening, I sat on the flower bed in the community, watching Shi Lei talking to my aunt on the phone, his expression was very calm, and he seemed to have made up his mind. But I wasn't as calm as he was.

Everyone makes mistakes, and I don't want to forgive him for that mistake. But he was so determined, and suddenly I felt that maybe I could forgive him.

Life is long, and in the end, I still have to choose a person to move forward slowly, and if he is determined to make amends, perhaps, I should give him a chance.

I think that at the beginning, Shi Lei was also a young and old man, and he carried too many things alone, so it was easy to go to extremes. Presumably my willfulness and arrogance, I have to say, he still paid a lot for me.

The call lasted for a long time, the afterglow of the setting sun slowly fell, and the black night fell imperceptibly, like a thin veil of light, falling on time. Mysterious and comfortable.

Shi Lei's tall figure slowly approached me, with a slight smile on his face, and said, "Mom will come over tomorrow, I want to take you to meet her." ”

"So fast?"

"No, Xiaojia, I made you wait too long," Shi Lei took my hand and said, "The luckiest thing in my life is to meet you." ”

The smile on the corner of my mouth was a little stiff, and I was just about to speak, when the sound of hurried footsteps came, Shi Lei and I immediately looked at the string of footsteps, and were immediately startled.

Liu Meiting got out of the car with a few people and walked directly towards us, she walked among several big men, her thin high heels with a "bang" sound, looked at me, and her eyes fell on Shi Lei's body.

"You're really together." The corners of Liu Meiting's mouth hooked, looked at Shi Lei with a smile, and said, "I want to talk to you." ”

"I've already talked to my uncle, Meiting, this is the end of our business." Shi Lei looked at Liu Meiting and said very firmly.

Liu Meiting glanced at the two big men behind her, and they immediately walked towards me, Shi Lei hurriedly blocked me behind me and said, "Liu Meiting, don't go too far!" ”

The corners of Liu Meiting's mouth were hooked, her slender fingertips moved lightly twice, she looked at Shi Lei and said, "I just want to talk to you." ”

"It's okay to talk to me, let your dog go first!" Shi Lei glared at several big men behind Liu Meiting and said angrily.

Liu Meiting made a look, and several people immediately retreated a few steps away, Shi Lei came over to look at me and said, "You go back and wait for me first, and I will come to you soon." ”

I nodded, stepped forward, and only took a step when I heard Liu Meiting's voice behind me: "Husband, I'm pregnant." ”