Chapter 130: The mottled annual rings are the love and hate

Ji Rongke refused to let me go, we were like two beasts in a rage, using their last strength and self-esteem to do unwilling struggle and killing, he devoured me, I fought back against him, the darkness could not wait for the light, we waited for each other's craziest bites.

His kiss slid down my neck, falling every skin, he snorted bright red marks, I felt pain, I raised my face and screamed, such a cry stimulated him, made him treat me more fiercely, I remember that this child came from our war-like love under the terrace, I became Huo Yanchen's traitor, betrayed him, he hated me and resented me, and was reluctant to kill me, so he could only use this brutal way to subdue me, let me remember it for a long time, but this time, it was clearly his fault and his sin and his sin, Why did he punish me in turn.

In the process of gnawing at me, he said indistinctly, I couldn't hear what he was saying, I only vaguely noticed the emotions that had accumulated in his heart for a long time, I endured the great pain while asking him what he was talking about, I thought he would answer me, but in fact I waited for his more violent punishment, he blocked my lips fiercely, we fell into another round of biting, after a long time he lost to me, I bit his thin lips hard, I felt that I had torn off a piece of flesh, he snorted, and he refused to let go of me throughout the whole process of biting with meHe wanted to conquer me in such a way that I would compromise and surrender as he had done every time before, but this time he sensed my anger and my disgust, and he had to let go.

We panted and faced each other's scarlet eyes, his lips were broken, the corners of his lips were also broken, a very embarrassing bite mark was embroidered on it, his skin was so white that there was almost a trace of sickness, the red marks were particularly clear and abrupt, I was the same, I didn't need to look to know how many messy red spots there were on my neck collarbone, I laughed, "In order to be quick to speak for a while, how do you explain to your beautiful lady when you go back?" I bit it myself, but I accidentally knocked it. A woman's trust is built on the basis of love, she is willing to blind herself, she is willing to deceive herself, and she is more willing to take lies as oaths, but every deception consumes a trust, Ji Rongke, do you still want to treat your new wife like I did? ”

"I wouldn't do that to He Run."

He interrupted me, and as he finished his sentence, my whole body collapsed straight, my body stiffened, my soul froze, and I laughed, my laughter drifting to every corner of the floor, intertwining with the air agitation, erupting into a ripple of echo in circles.

"Won't you do that to her, just to me? I came from a cheap background and didn't have any capital worthy of your condescension, so even if I was pregnant with a child, I still couldn't get any favor from you, only abandonment, hurt, and coaxing. ”

Ji Rongke stared at me, the sharp undulating arc of his chest still did not weaken, and he continued to bounce, he made me think of a word at this time, despair, but why would he despair, every time he survived in a desperate situation, it was based on the despair of giving to others, he was in the dark watching all the people who lived for him and died for him collapse and wailed, he was the most unqualified person in the world to say that he was desperate.

I pushed him away and didn't look back and ran out of the staircase, all the way out of the corridor to meet the large flickering colored light, I stood at the reception desk, sat down on the sofa, covered my face for a long, long time, still did not suppress the sour feeling in my heart, I heard the sharp horn of traffic outside the door, and the noise of the crowd, I separated my fingers from some gaps, and looked outside, I saw Ji Rongke standing in the corner of the sea of people, he was wearing sunglasses and a hat, no one found his existence, He didn't know why he appeared, as if he was pursuing a purpose, he quietly stood in the corner of the wall where there was no light, like a sculpture, watching every face come and go.

He Qu stood beside the second elder of the He family, and was taking the trouble to send off the guests one by one, he maintained a gentlemanly smile on his face, from this point of view, he was very tall and eye-catching, and many people had eyes, but among these people, he was the only one who did not see He Run.

I was looking over when the front desk lady suddenly came from behind the desk, bowed to me and apologized, saying, "Madame is bothering you, a young lady has invited you over." ”

I was stunned, then looked up at her, she pointed to me to a small corner behind the fountain in the hall, I asked her where she was, she nodded yes, I was a little hesitant to go over, what if it was Uncle Jiu's people who saw me alone, and used women as bait to coax me to attack me, what if the master of the hall was not by my side, I had to be careful.

I thanked her, but I didn't mean anything about the past, the front desk lady had already brought her words, and she couldn't urge me anymore, she smiled at me and nodded, and returned to her post to stand up.

This place should not stay for a long time, is my only thought at this time, I sat symbolically for a few minutes, these few minutes I quickly explored the surrounding terrain, from which side to walk the fastest to reach He Tang Master waiting for my car, from which side to walk the most people, others are not easy to start, I all know in my heart, directly in the corridor when the most guests get up and blend in, I walked a few steps, suddenly two waiters behind me caught up, one of them behind me shouted I to stay, the other simply crossed in front of me, Gesturing to me to go to the fountain over there.

I had to stop, and I looked at them, "I still have something, it's not convenient." ”

I was about to take a different route, but the waiter stopped me again, "Miss Feng, don't worry, the person looking for you is not a bad person, you just met." ”

I subconsciously thought of He Qu, but He Qu was still standing at the door to see off the guests at this time, Ji Rongke had seen me and others hadn't seen me, so who else could be the person who had just contacted me and might look for me again?

He Run.

The name flashed through my mind, and I asked if the waiter was Miss He, and he smiled but didn't say a word, still gesticulating.

If it was He Run, no matter what she said to me, her gentleness and simplicity had made me have no reason to refuse, I followed the waiter towards the fountain, she was there, I didn't completely turn the corner and already saw the water-blue skirt, the waiter took me and left the fountain, she and I looked at each other through the splashing water, her face was a little cloudy, but it did not affect her noble and soft temperament, she nodded and smiled at me, the smile was very comfortable, and I gave her a smile back.

"Miss He is looking for me."

She clung to the wall to prevent herself from being exposed, I don't know why she was so careful, as if she couldn't see anyone, she hooked her finger at me, begging me if I could go over, I said of course, I stood next to her around the fountain, leaning against the wall with her, she bent down and picked up a red handbag from the corner of her feet that was covered by the hem of her skirt, it was mine, I realized that my handbag was missing, I was unconscious for so long before that, I smiled a little embarrassed, she handed me the handbag with both hands, "I found it at the top of the stairs, In fact, I have a very bad memory, I quickly forget what I have seen, and I have lived until now in this life, except for Rong Ke's preferences, I can't remember anything, including my own. But Miss Feng is dressed in black and flaming red lips today, and I still remember every detail of your outfit, so it's hard not to recognize it. ”

I took the bag in my hand and thanked her, her eyes suddenly fell on the kiss marks on my neck and collarbone, I realized that I immediately pretended to be careless and blocked it with the bag, and by the way, I pulled the bun at the back of my head, so that the hair fell down and covered it, He Run's eyes were stunned, and there was a trace of abruptness and melancholy on her face, "Miss Feng is even more beautiful than I imagined." ”

I quickly realized something was wrong with her, and I asked her, "What do you imagine?" If I'm not mistaken, we probably haven't seen each other before. ”

She smiled and said, "In my dreams, I often see a beautiful woman in my dreams, which is completely consistent with Miss Feng." ”

After she finished speaking, she covered her lips and laughed, I saw her smile with crooked eyebrows, I also laughed together, she said, "I look very ordinary, if I wasn't lucky to be born in such a family, I would probably be the most inconspicuous one now, so I really don't dare to think that I can marry Rong Ke, I still feel like a dream." When he proposed to me, I was so vague that I thought I would fly in the next second, and I was thinking that even if I were to die immediately, I would not complain. ”

Her words were very sincere, let me see myself who loved Ji Rongke the most during that time, and also loved deeply and weakly, loved so much that she collapsed and humbled, loved irrationally, and lost her dignity, my hand hanging down at my side was clenched into a fist, and I didn't let go for a long time, I felt that my nails seemed to be split, and a corner of my heart was also split, He Run noticed something, otherwise she wouldn't have said this to me.

Including the driver who was looking for Ji Rongke in the half-faced floating slaughter that day, he also looked at me half-loudly when he found me, they all seemed to have seen me, but I had never seen them.

He Run pursed her pink lips and fell silent, her eyes sparkled, I didn't know what to say, I could only gently hold her shoulder and comfort her a few perfunctory words, everyone's life can not be ignored by others, she said that it is her business, and my silence is my choice.

He Run tilted his head to look at my hand on her shoulder, "Miss Feng has everything, career, money, dreams, beauty. I either don't have these, or they are given by the family, the only thing I really get is Rong Ke, I am willing to do anything for him, if he can stay with me, I can give everything I have, Miss Feng, if you want it, you come to me, I can give it, except for Rong Ke. ”

Her words made me a little stunned, especially in the second half of the sentence, she said intriguingly, as if I was going to compete with her for something, first of all, I didn't have that ability, she overestimated me, and secondly, I quietly pretended to be a pig and ate a tiger and Lina and Bai Jasmine robbed Ji Rongke, he has his own opinions and choices, not a woman's own strength can be changed, he is ruthless and doesn't even think about the old love, but what is the fate of my plunder, seeing that I made a wedding dress for others, I finally understand the relationship between men and love, and what is robbed will always be snatched away, The treacherous scheming in love is a disaster that pushes to the end.

I smiled at the silver flickering in her hair, "Miss He, it's your thing, why did I ask you for it." I'm not a robber, I'm not a bandit. I don't lack anything but marriage, and as for marriage, I also have my plans and my lover. ”

He Run listened to me quietly, her eyes suddenly red, she hugged me at an unbelievable speed, she was a little sad in my arms, and very surprised, she choked up and said thank you, but this thank you made me extremely dazed.

She hugged me tightly, holding me a little hard to breathe, I leaned back desperately and distanced herself from her to prevent her from pushing into my abdomen, she said, "In fact, the moment I saw you, I wanted to be able to survive a day is a day, I don't know if you have ever loved a man as much as I love Rong Ke, contradictory and afraid of worrying, I will worry about being abandoned if I don't see him for a second, because the gap between me and him is too great, he is so good, I am so ordinary." ”

I exhaled deeply, she lifted her head from my arms and let go of me, she bowed to me with her hands folded, "Thank you." ”

I smiled and shook my head, and she finally gave me a special grateful smile and turned to walk out of the fountain with her skirt in hand. I watched He Run walk out of the door, watching her walk towards He Qu, she grabbed his arm, and whispered something to him, her eyes were still looking for Ji Rongke, her mouth opened and closed, but the absent-minded appearance amused He Qu, he helplessly touched her head, He Run was reluctant to withdraw his gaze, her face did not have the slightest melancholy and loneliness when she faced me just now, it seemed that it was completely two people, one worried, the other was happy.

She probably knows a little bit about me and Ji Rongke, did he tell her?

They are husband and wife, and there is always something to share together. Even if I didn't want everything that belonged to me to be known to another woman, I couldn't do anything.

Half a minute later, I came back to my senses and walked quickly towards the gate, I stood on the steps to search for Master He's car, in the dark sea of cars, a car suddenly flashed its lights, the co-pilot's window rolled down, a hand poked out of it and waved twice, I knew that he saw me and was signaling to me where he was.

I walked away from the bright and dazzling light, and walked around a small dark area, but before I could walk in the darkness, I was caught off guard by a cold and hard thing around my waist, which poked my lumbar spine very hard, as if it was really going to penetrate me in the next moment.

I immediately stiffened and froze, and in order to prevent misfire, I instinctively raised my right arm to let the other person watch me throw my handbag on the ground, and there was a loud bang, and the man let out a hint of inevitable laughter behind me.

"Shut up and come with me."