Chapter 499: Falling into the Abyss of Bitter Crying

"Qu Ran, you speak to me!" Tang Keqing saw that Qu Ran was about to die, her face was pale, and her face was very ugly, how reluctant she was in her heart, but she could only treat it harshly.

"Warp Dye ......"

Tang Keqing continued to roar her name.

However, the tears that flooded Qu Ran's eyes were even more obvious, "Although, I don't have to respond, but I shouldn't say such heartless words, I made Zhong Jian disappointed and desperate, if it weren't for me, he wouldn't have been able to drink so much at all, and he wouldn't have died." ”

"I killed him, and I should pay for my life."

"I want to see him again and say sorry to him personally."

And Qu Ran understands that what he owes to Zhong Jian is not something that can be made up for with a few words of sorry, and even if he dies, he doesn't have the face to see Zhong Jian.

Thinking of this, Qu Ran's tears were in her eyes, and she looked even more heartbroken, "I'm ...... now Life is better than death, and I am suffering from pain all the time......"

He Chenfeng held her head and took her into his arms, "Qu Ran, don't ...... like this"

Does she know that he is more difficult and painful than Qu Ran now, He Chenfeng is really helpless and can't do anything for her, and he can't even replace her in pain, he is now superfluous by Qu Ran's side, and even gives Qu Ran a monstrous sense of pressure and persecution to some extent.

Qu Ran burst into tears, but she couldn't cry out about her bad mood.

"Qu Ran, you know that crying is useless, Zhong Jian is dead when he dies, even if you cry to death, it is impossible for him to come back, if I were you, I would live well, after all, Zhong Jian loves you so much, even if he dies, he will not want to see you sad and painful."

Tang Keqing's words are very reasonable, it is true that no matter how caught Zhong Jian off guard, he must still have a qu dye in his heart, and he must hope that Qu Dye will live well, instead of being as alive as he is now, or even living so tormented and painful.

Qu Ran was silent, she always remained silent, silent, but in her mind, she kept recalling everything about Zhong Jian, bit by bit, it was really hard to forget.

Although Tang Keqing still has a lot to say, she can only accept it when she sees it, and now Qu Ran seems to be in a very low mood.

"If I have time another day, I will go with you to see Zhong Jian, even if he goes to heaven, he will definitely hope that you are doing well, so don't let him worry, when he is alive, for your affairs, Zhong Jian is very tormented and worried, and after he dies, let him go with peace of mind." What Tang Keqing actually said was not unreasonable, and it was even a very reasonable attitude.

However, listening to Qu Ran's ears, she was really even more suffocated.

He Chenfeng was also by her side, and when he looked at Qu Ran, he actually felt so uncomfortable......

It's just that the occurrence of such a big thing can only be digested by Qu Ran herself, He Chenfeng looked at her very haggard face, and was really reluctant, but he could only stand by and watch.

Qu Ran always had a stunned look, and he could only endure the heartache, missing Zhong Jian, but he could only keep it in his heart, and all the debts and guilt could only remain in his heart after all.

……

Afterwards.

Qu Ran actually didn't dare to see Zhong Jian, he didn't show up at the funeral, and he didn't show up in the first seven, but even if Qu Ran didn't want to admit the fact that Zhong Jian had left, the fact was that even if she didn't dare to admit this fact, he really left.

After all, she still came to the cemetery where Zhong Jian was buried.

On the tombstone, Zhong Jian's portrait is so comforting, his sincere and reliable smile is gathered in his bright smile, maybe it looks a little cynical, and even if he doesn't get along, he will feel that this man has the ultimate evil, but in fact, only Qu Ran knows in his heart what a good man he is.

However, a good man, but she was killed.

Qu Ran's eyes were staring at Zhong Jian's portrait at this moment, and he looked like that made Qu Ran's heart ache and chagrin, "I'm sorry...... Zhong Jian, I didn't know that things would turn out like this, if I had known, I wouldn't have said those heartless words to you, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry......"

Qu Ran's muttering tone was full of monstrous self-blame, if she had the opportunity to do it all over again, she really wouldn't be so ruthless.

"You definitely won't forgive me, you won't forgive me in this life, so no matter how much I miss you during this time, you never appear in my dreams."

In fact, now for Qu Ran, even if it appears in her dream, she wants to see Zhong Jian once.

Zhong Jian's departure was too sudden and unguardable, so that she was completely unable to parry, and even at this moment, Qu Ran looked at Zhong Jian's portrait, and still felt as unbelievable as if she was in another world.

Qu Ran burst into tears, but he felt that he was not qualified to cry in front of Zhong Jian, "If there is anything you haven't done, or something you want to do, give me your dreams, tell me, and I'll finish it for you." ”

However, Qu Ran understood that Zhong Jian's regret in his life was probably that he knew her, if he didn't know her, such an accident would not have happened.

Thinking of this, Qu Ran's tearful appearance became more and more miserable, she stood in front of Zhong Jian's tombstone, and told him her innermost thoughts, only at this moment, can they be so calm and peaceful......

The more this is the case, the more annoyed and guilty Qu Ran becomes, she and Zhong Jian should have said it well at the beginning, instead of hurting Zhong Jian ruthlessly like that, after all, people are really fragile, and they are really gone in the blink of an eye, obviously Jian was fine in the last second, but the next moment it completely disappeared.

Qu Ran stood in front of Zhong Jian's tombstone, even she didn't know how long she had been waiting, she felt that her heart was calm, but this kind of calm was not a dead silence like ashes.

She even wanted to accompany Zhong Jian here all the time, and accompany him who was extremely lonely and lonely in her heart.

However, after all, Zhong Manying's arrival broke all this peace and tranquility, and the moment she saw Qu Ran, she came hysterically, "Why do you still have the face to appear here, if it weren't for you, Zhong Jian would not have had such an accident at all, you give me the hell, get out of here." ”

Zhong Manying has always disliked Qu Ran, and this time Zhong Jian's death, Zhong Manying also blamed all the faults on Qu Ran's head, naturally with a bad and arrogant attitude.

Zhong Manying stepped forward and grabbed Qu Ran's arm and dragged it vigorously, "Pretend to be enough, I don't like our children, and I desperately surround him, what kind of heart do you have!" ”

"I'm sorry, Ms. Zhong, I'm sorry for Zhong Jian...... But what can I do now to make up for the damage done? I'd do anything if I could make amends. Qu Ran lowered his head, his mood was very lost and sad.

However, Zhong Manying will not be satisfied with her apology, "You are really willing to do anything, right, since you know that you are ashamed of our family Zhong Jian, you will die, you can bury Zhong Jian when you die, you killed him in the first place, one life for another, what's wrong with this?" ”

Zhong Manying roared heartbreakingly, clearly seeing that Qu Ran was still alive and well, there were 10,000 imbalances in her heart, "I told you to die, you can accompany Zhong Jian when you die, and don't let him be lonely......"

Zhong Manying staggered back, as if the last trace of strength in her body had been exhausted, and since Zhong Jian died, her life had also fallen into grief......