717 I don't need to get what I want
I'm probably the first to compare myself to a dog, alas, really unproductive!
But isn't there a word for 'loyal dogs'? refers to a man who is loyal to his goddess, am I not Song Jiayin's loyal dog? So my analogy is very appropriate.
I chatted with Song Jiayin greasy and crookedly, my mood suddenly brightened, and I didn't think about Chen Jianghe's affairs, after hanging up the phone, I went to take a shower, came back and lay on the bed, opened the music software in the mobile phone, and then began to close my eyes and rest. I didn't plan to sleep, it was only eleven o'clock, and there was no sound outside, I knew that the third master and they had all gone to find Chen Jianghe, and they had to make sure that what we were worried about before was really something, or whether we guessed blindly.
If I guessed blindly, then the explosions of my adventures today would have caused a bit of injustice, but I don't regret it at all, because even if I can't guarantee that I guessed correctly, I don't dare to gamble with Chen Jianghe's life, I can't afford to gamble. Thinking of this, although I don't dare to admit it, I know in my heart that although I still don't know how to face him, but after this 'life and death', I really don't hate him very much.
Listening to the melodious music, I took a book on management on the table, just opened the book, a bookmark slipped out of the book, with a familiar aroma, I was stunned, thinking that I didn't put a bookmark in the book, this smell, the style of this bookmark...... My heart was shocked, and I suddenly understood that this might have been left for me by Su Ruoshui when she left.
Thinking of this, I quickly picked up the bookmark and flipped to the back, only to see such a modern poem written in Juan Xiu's small characters on the back.
"Say it's the sorrow of the lonely autumn, say it's the lovesickness of the distant sea, if someone asks me about my worries, I don't dare to say your name. I dare not say your name, if someone asks me about my troubles: it is said that it is the lovesickness of the distant sea, and it is the sorrow of loneliness. ”
The inscription is "a little madman who is stupid for love".
I read this poem over and over again, and it is a modern poem with a full secret love of pathos, and the name is 'Worry'. The sad title seems to indicate that this relationship will also end in tragedy.
I think of Su Ruoshui, I think of her helpless, humble, and even lowly begging me in the temple, to be honest, I really can't bear it, but what can I do if I can't bear it? I've already given her a fruitless promise before, I can't call her stupid anymore! Sister Shui, Sister Shui, why be a little madman in love? If I have no feelings for you, what's the use of letting you be crazy or stupid? So don't waste any more time on me, the man you kneel in front of the Buddha and want to get shouldn't be me.
Thinking of this, I put the bookmark on the bedside table and didn't look at it anymore, but I couldn't help but think in my mind, I don't know where Su Ruoshui is going now, I hope she won't know what happened here, otherwise she will worry about me, and I thought she had given up on me, but I didn't expect it...... Alas, I really don't know how to get her to turn back.
At this time, there was a sound of the door opening outside, and as soon as I heard the sound, I knew that there were a lot of people coming, and it seemed that the third master was back. Xu heard the sound of music in my room, the third master and they came straight to my room, after they opened the door, they saw me listening to the music, looking at the book comfortably, they were relieved, the third master and Shen Promise signaled everyone to wait outside, they entered the room, Shen Promise said: "Stinky boy, we are worried about you all the way, I didn't expect you kid to live so nourishingly, looking at the book, and listening to the music, it seems that we are really worried in vain." ”
I smiled, put the book down, and said, "You know, I'm using the attention diversion method to divert the pain and boredom in my heart. ”
When the two of them heard this, they were immediately happy, Shen Nuoyan went to pour me a glass of water, I took the water and thanked him, and as soon as I took a sip, I heard the third master say: "You are in such a good mood, you and Miss Song have passed the conversation, right?" ”
I squirted out a mouthful of water and said, "How do you know? ”
The third master glanced at me disdainfully, and said: "I still don't know your virtues, I can recover a good mood in such a short time, it is impossible to enlighten you without a master, this master, I'm afraid only Miss Song can do it." ”
Shen Nuoyan nodded thoughtfully, pointed at me and said, "It's really a heavy color and a light friend, let's say ten words, and it is estimated that it can't be worth a single sentence of Miss Song." ”
I was embarrassed by what they said, smiled and said, "If you know, you can do it, what do you do when you say it." ”
When the two of them heard this, they were immediately unhappy, saying that I was also shameless and shameless, how embarrassed to admit that I valued sex and neglected friends.
I said, "Comrades, what age is this, do you still want to favor sons over women?" ”
They shook their heads, and I spread my hands and said helplessly: "In that case, why do you think that I value sex and ignore friends?" Jiayin is 'female', you are 'male', on the basis of equality between men and women, women are preferred, so I value Jiayin and ignore you, what's wrong? Is there something wrong? No problem. ”
The third master and Shen Nuoyan looked at me speechlessly, and said in unison: "Crooked! ”
With that, all three of us laughed.
At this time, the third master and Shen Nuoyan glanced at each other, nodded at each other, and saw that they had something to say, so I asked: "Say whatever you want to say, when do we brothers need to look at each other's faces to speak?" ”
Shen Nuoyan chuckled and said, "I'm just afraid that in the middle of the night, I will make you unhappy." However, with your character, you will certainly not be unhappy. Chen Ming, Old Man Chen has returned to the capital. ”
I drank water for a while, and then "oh", but scolded "fool" in my heart, this kind of thing happened, I actually didn't want to call him back, because I always felt that he was much safer in Nanjin than in the capital, and the people in the capital missed this time, and they might not know what means to use next time. It's just that I didn't explain this to Chen Jianghe because of face and ambivalence, but even if I didn't explain it, he is so smart, he should know that returning to the capital is not a good choice.
Thinking of this, I was a little angry, wondering if this old man, did he think that he was invincible in the world with a little kung fu, he was almost eighty, why did he run back? I really think that I have a handful of bones, can I still fight against those guys who eat people and don't spit out bones?
As if he knew what I was thinking, the third master said: "Don't worry too much, the old man asked us to bring you a message, he returned to the capital this time, not for the Chen family, but for you, don't you want him to return Uncle Er to you?" He said, "He will give you back your ear tonight." ”
Hearing this, I felt an unspeakable feeling in my heart, I understand what Chen Jianghe meant, he is saying that he will never do anything to hurt me for the people of the Chen family again, he will be Erdong from now on, not Chen Jianghe, it is impossible to say that he is unhappy, but after being happy, I am a little helpless, even if he has a firm belief? What he owes my parents and grandmother happens anyway, and I can't easily forgive it.
I sighed silently.
Shen Nuoyan continued: "There is one more thing, our people have caught Chen Yunfang. ”
Hearing this, I swept away the gloom just now, and suddenly became excited, half-squinted my eyes and asked, "Where is that guy?" Also, how did you catch him? ”
Shen Nuoyan smiled and said, "After that guy turned off his phone, do you know why he went?" ”
I shook my head, he knew that I was in a hurry, so he stopped selling Guanzi and said, "Is there an underground casino in Nanjin?" This guy was very good at gambling and ran away there. I heard that when he was in the capital, he once set a record of losing 200 million in one night, and it is said that if it weren't for his father who found out and froze his bank card in time, this goods might have lost all the Chen family's savings. After that time, this thing was almost stripped of the inheritance of the head of the family, and it was he who played a bitter trick, claiming that he would cut off one of his hands in order to get rid of drugs, so that he could get through the crisis by himself. I think he also hated Chen Xiaoxiao at that time. ”
I was curious: "What's the matter with Chen Xiaoxiao?" ”
Shen Nuoyan gloated and said: "You don't know this, the Chen family doesn't know what the reason is, obviously the current head of the family, that is, Chen Yunfang's grandfather, gave birth to four sons and two daughters, it can be said that the door is prosperous, and he has properly completed the great task of spreading the leaves, but except for Chen Yunfang's father who gave birth to such a son as him, the children born by the others are all girls, even if they give birth to three in a row, it is also the case." That's why Chen Yunfang is lawless, because he thinks that no matter how good or bad, his family will hand over the property to him to inherit, completely forgetting that he has a younger sister. The Chen family has always focused on cultivating him, and they didn't care much about his sister, after all, the whole big family is just such a man, and it is normal for the stars to hold the moon, but after the gambling incident, the angry Chen family head said that 'the position of the head of the family does not necessarily have to be passed on to men and women, you can't, and your sister'. ”
Speaking of this, he didn't say any more, but I understood, and suddenly became angry, and scolded: "Cao, what do you mean is that Chen Yunfang heard this, and then felt that his sister was in danger, so in a fit of anger, he designed to kill his own sister?" ”
Shen Nuoyan nodded, and said a little speechlessly: "In fact, the Chen family really doesn't care much about Chen Xiaoxiao, so when they heard the news, the Chen family's only thought was how to get Chen Yunfang out of touch with this matter, but unfortunately you didn't give them a chance, so they used moral kidnapping and forced each other to death, and invited Old Man Chen to come out, wanting to keep their Chen family's 'only' 'bloodline'." ”
I scoffed at this, sneered and said, "Girls are not blood, these old and rotten people, they think they are emperors?" Why do you keep your blood? Besides, whether it is a man or a woman, not all of them have their blood in their bodies, they are basically the same, besides, after a hundred years, everyone will return to dust and dust will return to dust, who still has the 'ability' to care if there are offspring? Maybe when they die, the next generation will be cut off. ”
I really look down on this kind of person, their older generation is patriarchal, their thinking is a little rotten, and it doesn't hurt to favor boys at all, but they can't treat their daughters like sons, at least they have to treat their daughters as their own children, right? But look at the Chen family, damn, I really doubt that someone like my grandfather could give birth to such a litter of beasts!
I know that the reason why Shen Nuoyan and they know this must be Chen Jianghe's words. As the saying goes, family ugliness should not be publicized, but Chen Jianghe said all these things, is this determined to break off relations with them? Not shackled by them? Not emotionally threatened by them, morally kidnapped?
I am genuinely happy to think of this.
It's just that I didn't show it, but asked, "So, it's Chen Jianghe......"
After a pause, I changed my tune and said, "It was the old man who told you that he was a good gambler, so you set your sights on the casino and arrested him, right?" ”
Shen Nuoyan nodded and said, "Yes, it's up to you now, this person, what are you going to do?" ”
I looked at them and didn't speak, they naturally knew that I was asking their opinions, Shen Promise said, "I think you can use him as a bargaining chip......"
He didn't continue, the third master and I both understood what he meant, he wanted me to take Chen Yunfang to negotiate with the Chen family, although the old man promised me that he would help me ascend to the position of the head of the family, but now he himself is difficult to protect, I guess I can't count on him, so Chen Yunfang at this time has a great role. Since the Chen family values this single seedling so much, then I can use him to threaten them.
The third master nodded, obviously agreeing with his idea, but I shook my head and said coldly: "What I want, I don't need to threaten him to get it, I want to kill him." ”