027 What do you mean by liking me a little
The lingering fragrance of his body was still wafting in the room, but the man was already far away. Through the wall, I heard his footsteps in the hallway rushing in the hallway, and I could vaguely see that his side face seemed to be a little red as he opened the door and walked out, but I thought maybe it was just my imagination. But his tone just now was very serious, and as far as I know him, it is rumored that he is a man of his word, and once he seriously promises something, he will persevere to the end, which is why when he is only nineteen years old, his father is relieved to hand over such a large club to him at the helm.
My already chaotic thoughts were now even more disturbed, and his words sent endless ripples through my heart. I kept asking myself what I really felt about him, and I guess I liked it! If it weren't for liking, how could I have succumbed to him again and again, and been humiliated by him again and again?
He said let me be his girlfriend? It's no longer about letting me be his woman like before, it's about letting me be his girlfriend. What did it mean for him to say to me for the first time, "He will protect me and never let me be hurt again"?
He also said that he might like me a little? What do you mean by liking me a little? How long can this little bit of love last?
The more I pondered, the more chaotic my heart became, the more chaotic my heart beat faster, and I really hoped that a wise man could appear by my side in an instant to give me guidance and tell me how to choose the best.
For the first time, I had insomnia.
The book says that when a girl loses sleep for a boy, it means that she has fallen in love with that boy.
I thought of this sentence before dawn, and my heart was shocked.
No, no, how could I possibly fall in love with such a person? He made me like this, he made me have to go to the hospital again and again, he made me have so many flesh wounds, how could a gentleman like him have true feelings? I should hate him, I hate him for treating me like this.
But was he serious? What if he really likes me? What would it be like to be his girlfriend? Will he really be kind to me and protect me from any harm?
I thought about it, but I still didn't have a clue in my head. Later, I fell into a groggy sleep. It wasn't until the nurse came in to bring breakfast that I was woken up.
"Jin Shao is so good to you, the breakfast is specially sent by his personal nanny, and he ordered you to eat and then sleep, it is all medicinal food, which will help your body recover." The nurse said with a smile.
Is it? Does he also have such a careful side? Does he really have a heart for me? I drank the soup and my head was still pondering.
"Your face is much better today, it was really scary when I first sent it over, and my face was swollen like that." The nurse said again.
"Really? Are there any mirrors? I want to see what I look like now. I said.
The nurse hurriedly found a mirror and brought it over, and when I looked at the mirror, I was frightened by my appearance! Is this person with bulging cheeks on both sides, eyes squeezed into two slits, and dark circles next to his eyes? Oh my God, I've gotten so ugly!
I was so scared that I threw the mirror away! I covered my face with my hands and couldn't help crying!
The nurse hurriedly comforted me and said, "Don't worry, the swelling will slowly subside." The doctor will give you the best treatment with the best medicine, but there is a process, so don't worry too much. ”
When I heard her say this, I felt a lot more relieved. I asked, "Will there be a scar?" ”
She shook her head, and she said, "If there is a trace of scarring, Jin Shao will directly remove our director." We are the private property of the Jin Shao family, so don't worry. As soon as I learned that you were in a coma and had a miscarriage, Jin Shao flew back overnight, and you have been guarding here before you woke up, and I have never seen him do this for any girl before. ”
The nurse's words made my heart sink again, and when I stopped talking, she told me to eat well, and then went out.
Jin Yan didn't show up for a few days after that, but there were special people who came to deliver three meals a day every day. I was forced to lie in the hospital for treatment, but fortunately he ordered someone to bring me a lot of books at one time, I took notes while reading, I went to bed when I was tired, and when I woke up, I continued to read, and the days passed quickly.
The miscarriage made my heart extremely uncomfortable, I often broke out a sweat at night, and always heard the baby's cry in a trance, but when I woke up from the dream, there was no one around.
I stroked my belly, I couldn't imagine that there had been a life here that quietly stopped and left extremely miserable, and at the age of nineteen, I was extremely at a loss in the face of the fact that I had become a mother, a kind of instinctive pain tormented me, and that feeling of pain and powerlessness became a shadow that had lingered in my heart for many years and never dissipated.
I think I will never forget that in the winter of the eighteen-year-old year, a little life came to my womb, which may have just landed and taken root, and before I could stretch my limbs, it was already scattered by a sudden blow and kick, and left with endless regret and a pool of blood......