Chapter 187: I Care Too Much
When Ji Rongke said the sentence "Kill you, also kill He Qu", his eyes were red, as if a flame had condensed, and he looked thrilling.
He said that the word kill never used force, but it contained the courage to shake the heavens and the earth, he said very little killing, and he never spit out.
My body shook involuntarily, his hand on my chin, not intending to let go, his burning gaze at me, his gaze on my kiss marks, at his empty face.
He exuded a strong smell of herbs, the kiss mark was smeared brightly, and in the sunlight projected outside the window, there was a glimmer of golden light, and I saw the back of my head swelling rapidly, and countless scenes poured in, filling the gap that I was frightened by him, I gritted my teeth and was not to be outdone, "Why do men blindly ask women to guard themselves like jade, even if they don't do it, but they still have to dominate, and allow you to hug your wife and turn the phoenix, can't I be entangled with my husband." ”
With a snap, Ji Rongke's hand suddenly fell, I thought he would hit me in the face, I even instinctively closed my eyes and prepared for that heavy blow, I thought he would slap me to death, he was too strong to be able to overturn the roof, not to mention my fragile skin, but he didn't fall on my face in the end, I don't know if he deliberately missed or what, he clenched his hand into a fist and smashed it on the wall beside me, blood suddenly splattered out from the bone joint, a warm blood stain burst onto my lips, I trembled, he squinted, The eyebrows were full of anger, "Did you do it right?" ”
His voice was low, but it was like a dull axe, smashing hard into my heart, I thought it was funny, and at the same time as the white mist was in front of my eyes, I quickly burst into laughter, "What do you think?" ”
"He Qu can't do anything." He interrupted me coldly, and I smiled and pointed to the location of his heart, "In your heart, there is nothing I can't do." ”
He was silent, squinting at me, his eyes cold and threatening, as if he wanted to dig open my heart and see it thoroughly.
He didn't believe me.
My biggest chill was that he didn't believe me.
I have survived until now, no matter how much I longed for me not to open my mouth to force him, but in exchange for him not believing me, he wiped out my innocence crisply, I laughed and slapped myself on the chest, "Just because I was with Jiang Huan with you before, I can't live or die as clean He Run, she is like snow, I am just a lump of sludge, she is so pure that she is not mixed with dust, I am so depraved and filthy that you spit on me." I thought we knew each other well for eight months, but you saw me as worthless. I am still under Chenghuan when I am pregnant for three months, am I debauched to this point in your eyes? ”
I tore open my clothes, and with a tearing sound, I heard the incomparably broken sharpness, and there were still a few kiss marks on my chest, Ji Rongke's originally calm face cracked into huge deep lines at this moment, filled with sand and gravel showers and torrents, overwhelmingly trying to stone me to death and drown me and devour me.
I cried out suddenly, tears quickly slipped down and spread to the whole face, I pointed to those traces and choked up, "No matter what I do, as long as I get close to a man, I will think if this makes me dirtier and less worthy of you, I know that you dislike me, I have a history of unbearable love, and what kind of woman do you Ji Rongke want, how can you look at me who used to live in such an obscene life, I am careful and humble to the dust, you still don't believe me." He Qu is not bad, it's just that I made the ultimate stupidity, so I will never forget to be loyal to you! ”
All my accumulated grief and hidden grievances exploded at this moment, I couldn't hold back the rushing tears, like a wanderer who had lost everything, squatting on the ground and crying bitterly, Ji Rongke's still feet were in front of me, the shiny tips of his shoes flashed with a dark cold light, he didn't move for a long time, when I cried from hoarseness to only hoarse sobbing, he squatted down slowly, he grabbed my shoulders with his hands, pulled me up from the ground, he was clasped to my bones, he shook my body and let me look at him, I couldn't lift my head, I couldn't open my red and swollen eyes, and he could only hold my cheeks with both hands, so I couldn't resist.
I looked at him with four eyes, after I saw his eyes, I instantly kicked him like crazy, he didn't dodge, but he didn't let me attack like this, he muffled me to calm down, all my hair was messy and scattered on my face, blocking my view of him, I refused to listen, I broke free of him and wanted to rush out of the door, Ji Rongke had no choice, he could only drag me from behind me, he shouted, "I care!" It's me who cares too much! ”
My pupils widened in astonishment, and he said in my ear in a voice big enough for me to hear, "Feng Jin, wait for me for a while, it won't be long, I promise you it won't be long!" ”
All my struggles paused at this moment, but it was only for a moment, and then I continued to struggle, he lied to me so many times that I have long since lost count, he never made it clear, always made me vague, if I took it seriously every time, bet on his promise that I couldn't tell whether it was an oath or a joke, or even cling to the belief that I would live on, I would really go crazy now.
I gritted my teeth and looked at the closed wooden door in front of me, "What am I waiting for you, you tell me what is waiting for you!" When the child is born and handed it to you, if he has a problem, will you still ask for it? Who do you want to raise him, He Run? Even if he is a fool and a nerd, he doesn't need a stepmother, he has me! ”
"Who said that your child was given to her to raise, why are you so stubborn!"
He also shouted out behind my ear, he shook my body vigorously trying to make me listen to his explanation, let me sober up and reason, his heavy gasping and my mournful crying were intertwined, when I hugged and confronted Ji Rongke at its most intense, there was a sudden knock on the door outside, the sound was not loud or small, but it was enough to make us stunned for an instant, my crying stopped abruptly, Ji Rongke was also silent for a moment, we looked at the closed door at the same time, and the nanny whispered outside, "Uncle, Mr. He is coming to you." ”
Ji Rongke snorted, and his tone was extremely calm, "Got it, you go down first." ”
The nanny didn't seem to move, she twisted the doorknob, the lock cylinder made a click, my body suddenly tensed, the maids and nannies in the He Mansion are the eyeliner of the two couples in He Guici, naturally helping He Run He Qu, at this time Ji Rongke is still holding me behind me, once she enters and sees our entangled appearance, it is bound to be a big mess in the world, even at this moment, I still don't want to ruin Ji Rongke's long-prepared meticulous plan because of my outburst, I don't want to see him fall short and lose everything.
My life is ruined, planted, and decadent.
I should have known my life, from the second I saw him, I was no longer me, my soul had long since been hollowed out and discarded.
Ji Rongke let go of the hand around my waist, he took two steps towards the door, his voice was a little harsh, "Didn't you hear when I asked you to go down." ”
The nanny asked tentatively outside the door, "Has my uncle seen Miss Feng?" I looked for her for a long time, but I didn't see anyone anywhere, and I didn't hear the guards tell her to go out. ”
I held my breath and didn't dare to make a sound, Ji Rongke pondered for a moment and said, "Do you have something to do with her?" ”
The nanny was stunned and said that it was not, she still wanted to explain something, Ji Rongke had already reached out to open the door, and the nanny subconsciously wanted to look inside, but his tall body directly blocked her vision, Ji Rongke squeezed in and out through the crack in the door, and he closed the door with his backhand, leaving only a gap that could not be seen at all, "She may be in the backyard, since you are fine, you don't have to look for her." ”
The nanny mentioned me in front of him like this, she must have heard the voice, but she didn't see it with her own eyes, so she was not completely sure, and she only wondered if I was inside, and I always shared a room with him, but the bedroom belonged to Ji Rongke and He Run, and she didn't want to come in directly, so she agreed, and left the corridor with him.
I took advantage of the empty outside and no one paid attention to me, quickly dodged and ran out, straight back to my bedroom, I just held the door frame with my hand, the nanny went back and forth again, I quickly closed the door, looked at her through the gap, she turned around and probed into the study, to make sure that Ji Rongke had begun to talk to He Yichi about business and would not come out, she fumbled the doorknob and pushed it open, there was no one in it and I was not seen, not even a trace of chaos, she frowned, the sound that came from inside just now was a little strange, when she turned around and exited, I also opened the door and walked out, She met me head-on, she was stunned for a moment, a little incredulous, "Miss Feng in the room?" ”
I smiled and said yes, is there any problem?
She quickly observed my reddish eyes, "Are you uncomfortable?" ”
I said, "Something happened to a friend, you called me just now and I heard it, but I'm not in the mood to respond, sorry." ”
The nanny will be suspicious, but she didn't say anything, she nodded at me and said so, I didn't delay time with her, such an employer lackey is also a waste of energy to take care of her, I walked directly to the door of Ji Rongke's study, He Yichi was on the side of the door to take a document to report to Ji Rongke, who was sitting behind the desk and listening, he glanced at me, he immediately shouted Miss Feng, I was stunned under my feet, turned my head to look at him, he nodded at me, motioned me to go in and said, I looked back at the nanny who was still staring at my back and frowning and thinking, she saw me and found her peeping, he immediately looked away in a hurry, pushed open the door of the terrace and went out.
I waited for her figure to disappear outside the glass before entering the study, Ji Rongke's face was calm and raised his eyes to look at me, he saw that the expression on my face was not painful or itchy, and he lowered his eyes quietly and continued to review the information.
He Yichi seemed to say to me, and also seemed to be saying to Ji Rongke, "Tiaozi has conducted a comprehensive investigation of all the life trajectories and social circles of Miss Feng in the past four and a half years in South China, Miss Feng's background is not innocent, she belongs to a half-black and non-white position, and people with this background are very cautious and cautious, coupled with the frequent shooting and murder cases at the dock and Gaozhuang during the period of acting for Ji's family, it has aroused strong attention from Tiaozi, and many police forces are secretly tracking Miss Feng, I am afraid that the paper will not be able to contain the fire." For today's plan, Miss Feng wants to strive to marry into the He family immediately and become a legitimate young lady, using the military and political connections and power of the He Gui Ancestral Hall as her own protective barrier, now Miss Feng does not have any chips in her hands, and the child in her womb He Gui Ancestral Hall does not understand, but He Qu knows that it is not his flesh and blood, and it is inevitable that he will be shaken under the strong pressure of the strip, but if he holds the gold medal of the He family's daughter-in-law to avoid death, how can anyone on the white road dare not buy the face of He Gui Ancestral Hall. ”
I have thought about He Yichi's proposal for a long time, but it has been delayed, He Qu did not take the initiative to say, I am not good at being too active, and I have made the most of my other plans. But at the moment, I have no other way to go, and staying in the He family is not just about escaping the pressure of Tiaozi's control over me, there are too many things related to Ji Rongke.
I opened my mouth and was about to agree, but Ji Rongke suddenly closed his eyes, and he clasped his two hands under his nose, "Say it again." ”
When He Yichi heard his words, he was a little anxious, "Brother Rong, it is difficult for us to protect Miss Feng this time, although you have only one hand to cover the sky, but the white way is complicated after all, and your power is still a little short of He Gui Ancestral Hall, I think it is the best and only way to promote this marriage relationship as soon as possible." ”
Ji Rongke closed the information in his hand, and his fingers gently rotated the circle on the cover, "Wait for me for another month." ”
After he finished speaking, he glanced at He Yichi, who was slightly dazed, and crossed his gaze over his head, and finally fixed it on my face, Ji Rongke repeated again, "Thirty days." Whether it's Ji or you, you've been waiting for so long, and you don't care about more than thirty days. ”
He Yichi was very puzzled, he also threw the documents in his hand on the table, and he put his hands on his hips in an anxious tone, "Brother Rong, what are you trying to do?" Now that the business of the He family is a little exposed, I am very worried..."
Before he finished speaking, Ji Rongke directly stretched out his hand to stop him, "This is the last time I conform to my ambitions, after the end, I will make proper arrangements for all innocent people, and I will also marry the woman I want to marry." ”