Outside the door, Wu Yidi's voice came.

Scattered, it seems very careless.

He said, "Mr. Chen, it's me, can I come in?" ”

The corners of Chen Zheng's mouth grinned: "It seems that Youman is going to start to be lively again." ”

After that, he also said in a casual tone: "Mr. Wu doesn't have to be too polite, please come in." ”

As I expected, the moment Wu Yidi saw me, his face showed a fleeting surprise, but these surprises were quickly replaced by indifference, and he said slowly: "Mr. Chen, why don't I wait for you to come later?" ”

Chen Zheng remained silent: "No need, I'm done talking to Miss Wu, right, Miss Wu?" ”

I naturally understood Chen Zheng's eviction order, I stood up hurriedly, nodded at Chen Zheng, straightened my body, and said, "Then Mr. Chen, I'll leave first." ”

As I walked out the door, Wu Yidi's gaze seemed to fall on me, but I was carrying something that made my heart turn into white ash again, and I finally ignored it and left.

When I got back to the hotel, all the strength that had been holding me up was suddenly gone, and I sat on the bed like a dry puppet, looking at the dark brown box I had set aside, and my tears were running down again.

It may be psychological, the abdomen spasms one after another, throbbing pain, I am lying on the bed, shivering one after another, cold, I can't control it at all.

I don't know how long I cried, the tears dried and fell, and after the traces of dryness, I was covered with another layer, my cheeks were cut and stinged by the tears, and my eyes became more and more blurry.

In a trance, there were unhurried knocks on the door.

Outside the door, Wu Yidi's voice came, faint, like a boiled bitter gourd on the side, which made people unpredictable about the real taste.

He said, "Wu Yi? Are you there? ”

Immersed in the complicated and collapsing emotions and unable to extricate myself, dragged by Wu Yidi's voice, I barely cheered up, but I couldn't help but feel a sigh of relief, and said lightly to the door: "I'm here." ”

Wu Yidi's voice was even lighter: "I'll wait for you at the Shiyu Cafe on the side of the hotel, and we'll meet and talk." ”

"Wait a minute, the hospital will arrange for you to have uterine evacuation surgery." This sentence that once came from Wu Yidi's mouth, and the sentence "let the hospital arrange uterine clearance surgery" on the small card on the information that Chen Jing couriered to me, seemed to complement each other, entangled in my mind, mixed together, bringing me more and more chill and despair, making me cold and cold in this hot summer.

Biting my lip, I struggled to hold on: "Okay, I'll go later." ”

Getting up, I carefully stuffed the little box into the most secret part of the suitcase, pulled out another set of clothes, changed the clothes that were full of helpless tears on my body, I went to wash my face, patted them with water, washed those tears clean, as if I had never cried, and went out.

In the quietest corner of the Poetry Cafe, I looked at the very beautiful cappuccino that Wu Yidi had ordered for me in advance, and finally I picked up the little spoon and, as if with malice, stirred the flawless pattern and made it cease to exist.

In the end, it was Wu Yidi who broke the silent stalemate: "You went to Chen Zheng because Youman wanted to accuse you of infringement?" Actually, you don't have to look for him, you can find me. ”

Throwing the small spoon on the dining table casually, I raised my eyes and looked at Wu Yidi, my eyes were cold, and my tone was cold: "I want to ask you something." ”

His face stiffened slightly, and Wu Yidi quickly returned to normal: "Ask, know everything and say everything." ”

The corners of my mouth twitched up, and I continued the cover of the dining table, supporting my abdomen with my hands, speaking slowly, almost pausing after saying a word: "I want to ask, on the night of my car accident, you sent me to the hospital, my child was already unsaved, or did someone let it not be saved?" ”

A smart person like Wu Yidi, he naturally understood the meaning of my words.

Questioned by me like this, but there was no trace of waves on his face, Wu Yidi fell all his eyes on my sight, and his tone was light: "That night, I sent you to the hospital, because I knew that you were pregnant, and before the doctor gave you first aid, I informed the doctor of this situation, so that they would not use drugs that harm the fetus in the process of rescue." However, after the doctor gave you a regular wound, he immediately informed me that you had a miscarriage due to a strong squeeze in your abdomen, and that you had failed to protect the fetus. That's the general situation, is there anything else you have to ask? ”

I desperately bit Wu Yidi's gaze, trying to discover some mystery, but in his eyes, there was a clear openness.

After a few minutes, I buried my head and slowly spoke: "Wu Yidi, now think about it, Shenzhen is so big, I had an accident in the G6 section of Meisha Huanshan Road, and the rescue team didn't come so fast, but you can come so fast, such a coincidence makes me have to be confused." I became more and more confused about the difference between reality and illusion. ”

Sitting opposite, Wu Yidi was silent for a while, he coughed lightly, and said, "I have already told you, I saw that you were in a bad state that day, so I couldn't rest assured, and I followed you all the way." My car, in the G3 section, there is a time difference, I went to the scene, the rescue team has not yet come, I tied myself with rattan and dragged you up. In the process of carrying out the rescue, I know that you are pregnant, and I have tried to avoid all the damage to your lower abdomen. Wu Yi, I can understand the pain of losing your child, but what I can't understand is why you think of me as such a scumbag! ”

As soon as his voice changed from his previous calm and indifferent, Wu Yidi became emotional in vain: "The only thing I, Wu Yidi, have done to you that is not very unruly, is to push you to Chen Tu's side." What I have done, I will admit it, I will suffer because of guilt, I will always feel that it is I who hurt you, it is I who mixed your good life into a sad look that makes me look sad, I even owe you because I am ashamed of you, and even if I can't sleep for you every night, I dare not chase you easily, I would rather stand in the position of a friend and watch your joys and sorrows and joys look at you with mixed feelings, always pay attention to you, but warn me not to get too close to you, so as not to hurt you. Yes, I'm a bastard, I used to treat you as a pawn, count you in it, count you to the extreme, but who the hell is the rule, as long as a person does something wrong, he will always be a bastard, he will always be a bad person, he will not change his ways, he will only sink into darkness and calculation forever, and he will never be able to overlive? ”

"You don't have to have many temptations and suspicions against me, I can tell you directly that I, Wu Yidi, have not participated in any conspiracy that caused you to lose your child. I can be a bastard, but I'm not a scumbag, my three views are not as unbearable as you think, I know what is light and what is heavy! That's all I say, believe it or not, it's up to you. ”

Like a machine gun After these words, Wu Yidi quickly stood up, took out his wallet and took out a few hundred-yuan bills, he threw them lightly on the dining table, and naturally left from this deserted café, but his figure was extremely lonely, this is the first time I have seen Wu Yidi walk so unsteadily, as if he was running away from the desert, looking depressed.

I was finally able to judge that I had made a very bold and stupid assumption.

I'm wearing a victim paranoia, and whoever I look at thinks is suspicious.

The whole person was nestled in the soft sofa, and I looked at the cappuccino that I had stirred to the past, and my heart was like a knife.

Standing up in despair, I stumbled back to the hotel room, holding my mobile phone in a daze for a long time, constantly editing the information, but I didn't send it to Wu Yidi in the end, the three were simple, but they weighed as much as a thousand pounds, but they were useless "I'm sorry".

Just as I was holding my phone in a daze, my phone vibrated and then the bell rang.

Wu Yidi's name is impressive.

The mood was like a roller coaster, I hesitated for a while and picked it up.

But I didn't know how to speak, so I had to be silent.

At that end, Wu Yidi seemed to sigh lightly, if there was nothing, I couldn't hear it clearly, but what he said next fell into my ears clearly: "Are you okay?" ”

My nose ached: "It's okay." ”

After a few seconds of silence, Wu Yidi: "After a year, you brought up the car accident again, did someone give you any clues?" Is there anything I can do to help? ”

My nose was even more sore: "I question you indiscriminately like this...."

Interrupting me, Wu Yidi quickly said, "You just made a bold assumption. When analyzing events, anyone can make assumptions, and that's fine. ”

The sourness surged, and I couldn't hold the phone: "Or we shouldn't be any more so-called friends." Wu Yidi, it's time for you to start a new life. Don't hang yourself on my tree again, I'm a lifeless apple tree, and no matter how much thought and time you put into it, you won't be able to bear any good fruit. ”

There was silence for a while, and Wu Yidi's tone was full of chillness: "I don't want you to be alone, facing embattled." I don't want you to be left alone. I can't walk away very resolutely until there is someone by your side who can shelter you from the wind and rain, and you are also determined to deliver. I have always been a sinner in your life, I have always ruined your good life, I can't help you recover, I can only do something futile and powerless. Wu Yi, you can be regarded as doing a good job, let me continue this redemption. One day when you find true happiness, I will definitely leave no blessings without saying a word, and retreat to a distant place without any disturbance. ”

My chest was stuffy, squeezing, brewing, expanding, but not bursting.

After a few snorts, I said, "The past is in the past." You don't have to blame yourself for it anymore. This year, I am very grateful for your company, I cherish the friendship you gave me, I hope you don't torture yourself with the previous things, torment yourself, you should be relieved, you should pay attention to the good girls around you, find a reliable one, form a good family, and should no longer waste time on irrelevant people and things. ”

Biting the end of my words, Wu Yidi's tone suddenly turned into a slight begging: "I definitely won't chase you, be friends, only friends, can you?" I can really control my emotions very well and only be friends with you. Wu Yi, you must not even be a friend and are unwilling to do it with me again, and you must not be ruthless to cut off this little bit of contact between us. I really can, just be friends with you, far or near, blessed, it's enough. "Mobile phone users please browse m. reading, a better reading experience comes from.