I knew from a very young age that I was an unwelcome child.

The countryside is inherently patriarchal, and my family is even more serious. I have an older brother above my head, two younger sisters under my feet, and a family of four children.

But this is the case in poor places, no matter how many sons are born, no one is too much, but even if there is only one daughter, it will not be treated as a daughter.

Even if I can't eat porridge three times a day when I am poor, I can't stop my mother from having another son.

It's a pity that she didn't have that life, and the fifth child was still a daughter.

In order to pay a lesser fine, she simply threw away the one she had just been born with, and no one welcomed her coming, so even if she was thrown, no one pitied her.

When my grandmother threw the baby, I secretly followed behind and watched as she stuffed her newborn sister into a bag and sneaked her up the hill.

My sister kept crying, crying very scarily, as if she was going to die.

I was so scared that I couldn't figure out why I was following.

Maybe I just want to see how cruel adults are.

But I saw my sister being thrown in the snow like an animal.

That day, I was so scared that I was trembling in the back mountain, and when I came home, I fell seriously ill, and my heart was full of fear for my so-called family members.

It was probably from that time that I wanted to escape this home, this place where people eat without blinking.

My brother doesn't have a brain, and he can't study well when he goes to school, and if he can't do his homework, he will take a few of us out of anger, and punch and kick him at every turn.

Later, in order to avoid being beaten, I secretly followed him to school, curled up in the back of the classroom to listen to lectures, and sometimes wrote homework for him, so that he became kind to me. My mom had a smile on her face and said I could finally help.

But the good times didn't last long, and when he graduated from junior high school, my good days would come to an end.

His grades were too poor to go to high school, and I naturally couldn't go to school with him, so I had to go home to farm and feed the pigs.

When he was seventeen years old, he followed the people around him, went out to work to earn money, and broke into society.

When I left home, I was very ambitious, and vowed to make a lot of money, live a personal life for these people to see, and only when I went out did I realize that the outside world was more terrible than the countryside.

With no education or skills, I can only go into restaurants to wash dishes and serve dishes, live in a windowless basement, and feel like I am in prison every day.

The only fun is to hold your phone, or listen to the people in the same room talk about the mountains.

However, even such a small life will not last long.

I later told you that I had a boyfriend, and after being cheated on by him, I never trusted men again.

Actually, I lied to her.

Before I met her, I hadn't talked about a boyfriend, and the first time I was raped by a man, the boyfriend of the girl in the same room.

He raped me, and she was an accomplice.

It was a dirty and tyrannical process, and I never want to remember it again.

After lying in the basement for two days, I suspected that I would die, and I was so afraid that I wanted to run back to my mother, but I didn't even have the strength to run.

I called my mom and said that I was being bad, that I was being bullied, and I cried with her on the phone in fear. That was the first time I was so old that I was spoiled with her, and I didn't even dare to say that I was raped, for fear that she would worry.

My mother said "oh", and then said, Wenwen, you send some money back, your brother has a girlfriend and is short of money.

I immediately chilled the breath I took in my throat, stared at the moldy ceiling, and hung up the phone stiffly.

Then, like a half-dead bug, he survived.

The boss turned a blind eye and instead of firing the two men, he said that I didn't go to work and deducted two days' wages.

I just act like nothing happened, and I smile every day.

I used to serve dishes in the lobby, but because I didn't like the lustful eyes of the guests, I went to the back kitchen to brush the dishes.

But when I dressed myself up and said I wanted to go to the front to help, the boss immediately agreed, because I was beautiful enough.

There is a small boss among the guests, who brings a lot of people every time he comes, and often treats guests, and is very generous.

The first time I served the plate, he was interested in me, and this time I just glanced at him a few times, and he just circled around me, saying that he wanted to fall in love with me, and I agreed.

Later, it was logical that the man who used force on me had the first time, so he naturally wanted to do it a second time.

I called the little boss, counted the time, called the man into my room, and just as he was about to do it, the little boss barged in.

I cried and screamed, shrunk into the arms of the little boss and shivered, and hugged his waist tightly.

The little boss and I were fighting hotly, crushing all the ten fingers that the man had touched me, which was very happy. My roommate was thrown directly to his younger brother below, I don't know if it's dead or alive, and I don't bother to care.

Anyway, the bad breath in my heart is clean.

See, from the very beginning, I was a vicious woman, and I was really like my family.

With a small boss, my life is better.

He didn't brush the dishes anymore, so he lived in the little boss's house, he took me to eat and drink spicy food, bought me bags and clothes, and tossed me in bed at night.

He's happy to sleep with me, and I'm happy to spend his money without thinking.

For more than a year, I became the ancestor of the family, and when I came home wearing gold and silver, the whole family looked at me politely. My brother's girlfriend met me once and started preparing to get married.

The good times didn't last long, the little boss's genuine wife came to the door, I was swept out of the house directly, the gold and silver were all gone, and I almost took half my life to go in.

After that, his vitality was greatly damaged, no matter what, it can be regarded as a relationship, but he didn't expect that he was a married man.

I couldn't stay in the original restaurant, so I rested for a while, changed to another restaurant and continued to wash the dishes.

It was there that I came across the right.

I knew before that this little girl had a bad life and was picked up by He Jin's scumbag.

People outside say that He Jin is a great good man, only I know that he is a villain, the kind who eats people and does not spit out bones.

When I was still in school, I met him on the road, and he looked at people with strange eyes, I didn't understand it at the time, but after seeing the man who raped me, I finally knew that it was a man's ugly **.

Right right stayed at He Jin's house, and he didn't know how it was ruined.

But she should be doing better than before, after all, He Jin has been paralyzed for many years.

I didn't have anything to say, so I asked her what she was doing so hard, and she said that she didn't want to take care of He Jin, and wanted to make money to hire a nanny for him.

I laughed out loud and wondered where the big fool came from, how did this person get to this point?

But she actually said seriously that He Jin raised her, and he was paralyzed in bed, also because he rushed to save her at that time and was hit by a truck.

I wish I could lift her feet and pour the water out of her head.

But I was young at that time, I didn't have much patience, and I still had a lot of worries, so I didn't have time to care about her.

My mother called me again and said that my brother was getting married, and the woman wanted a house, otherwise they would break up. For so many years, she treated me like a cow, draining my blood to feed her son, why?

I was angry, hung up the phone directly, angrily dropped a stack of plates, and then had a big fight with the boss, after the quarrel, I rolled up the bed cover and left, thinking that the old lady could eat anywhere.

But people, who are born cheap, are used to eating abalone and bear's paws, and suddenly change to millet porridge with pickles, who can stand it?

After being raised by the small boss for a while, I knew that I was a lazy life, and I would rather lie down to earn money than stand and sweat.

When I followed the little boss before, I also had a little more knowledge, and I knew what was going on in the big world of flowers outside, so I found Lu Ran effortlessly.

By the way, I definitely wanted to introduce you to a job that would pay quickly.

Otherwise, with her speed of brushing dishes, it would be a dream to make money to hire a nanny.

When I introduced the right and right, I said that I was just a model, the little girl looked good, her figure was good, her skin was tender like a boiled egg that had just been peeled, she looked clean and harmless and a little stupid, which was very attractive, so I was going to pull her.

When I first introduced her, I said that I would only be a model, but I didn't expect Lu Ran, who was black-hearted, to push people into the fire pit for the first time.