Qiao Yichen hugged me and sat on the sofa, and Aunt Lan put a blanket on my lap: "Young grandma, can I bring you afternoon tea?" ”

"Aunt Lan is talking to you, what's wrong?" Qiao Yichen stroked my back with his hand.

"I'm so cold." I was really cold, and this coldness spread from the bottom of my heart and melted into my blood.

"Do you have a fever?" Qiao Yichen frowned and touched my forehead.

"What Zhen Tezhu said is true...... right," I muttered a clear fact.

"Eavesdrop on us, naughty!" Qiao Yichen took me into his arms: "I will take care of the matter, you don't have to worry about it." ”

"How can he be so kind to Yexin, Yexin is his wife...... "I originally thought that Huang Zhida and his mother were not good to Yexin, and Yexin would commit suicide if he had a tendency to be depressed. I can't think of how bad a person must be to do such a conscientious thing. A woman is given by her husband, and the blow is absolutely fatal. Thinking of Huang Zhida's indifferent appearance when he had a miscarriage at night, maybe he didn't think that the child was his at all, so he was so cold-blooded...... But what did Nightheart do wrong? Is it because she used to go to work drunk in the frost forest? However, Ye Xin was drunk in the frost forest and did nothing but drink and sing with the guests......

"Drink some hot juice." Qiao Yichen brought me a glass of juice. I mechanically held the cup of hot juice, just trying to draw a little heat from it: "Don't think about it anymore, good." ”

"I did it wrong...... If I hadn't come up with 80,000 yuan to return the gift money, maybe Yexin wouldn't have been able to marry Huang Zhida, it's all my fault...... It's my fault...... "I really don't know people, I only thought Huang Zhida was cowardly at the time, but people are not so bad." But it turns out that he is not bad at all, he is simply a devil.

"Xin Xin, you can't think like that." Qiao Yichen shook my shoulder: "We are human beings, not gods, and we can't foresee the future at all, so we can only weigh the best way to deal with it at that time." Xin Xin, don't drill the horns! ”

...... "I really blame myself, not because I really did something unforgivable, but because I feel that Yexin is obviously so close to me, and in every moment with her, if she makes a different decision, then she may not die." Missing a fresh life, that kind of regret and regret, almost overwhelmed me.

"Don't cry, it'll hurt the baby." Qiao Yichen wiped my tears with his fingers, and I realized that I had been crying: "Leave the matter to me, you can take care of yourself and the baby." ”

"But...... I'm so sad......"

That afternoon, I hugged Qiao Yichen and cried so loudly that for the next few days, the maids at home were careful in their work. I became quieter than usual, believing that time heals all wounds, and that even if it can't heal, it will make the pain less acute as time passes. Some people showed up and left, and then everything went back to when she didn't appear, but there was a heavy memory. The traces left by the night heart have not been smoothed out by time, but have become more profound. Let me remember her forbearance, her bravery, her unwillingness, and her unfulfilled hopes. Only then did I really understand what she said to me and Xiaoxiang at the end, let us see the scenery she has never seen for her, and get her happiness for her......

On the day Huang Zhida was imprisoned, Xiaoxiang and I went to the cemetery to see the night heart. It was nearly five o'clock after the court hearing, and it was already sunset when we arrived at the cemetery. I sat on the stone steps next to me and looked at the tombstone carved from white marble, not knowing what to say to Yexin. Yexin didn't mention to anyone the harm she had suffered, and I couldn't tell if she didn't want to be known about the insults she had suffered, or if she wanted to protect Huang Zhida. In any case, I didn't seem to be following her wishes. I can't let Huang Zhida get away with it, and even now that Huang Zhida is in prison, it hasn't alleviated my hatred for him in the slightest. Even if that man is killed, he can't get back the life of Yexin, and I don't care if he lives or dies.

"That scum has been sentenced, and he deserves it. If the court can't sentence him, I'll hire someone to stab him to death! Xiaoxiang put a large bouquet of perfume lilies in front of the tombstone of Yexin: "I bought you my favorite flower, I'm sorry ......"

"Xin Xin......" Xiaoxiang sat down next to me, hugged his knees, and rested his chin on his knees: "I'm really alone now." When Yexin accompanied me home to my mother's funeral, I decided in my heart that she was my own sister. In the past, the two of us were drunk in the frost forest and earned you to the death, but in fact, I couldn't get used to her smashing all the hard-earned money on her brother, deliberately grabbing the clock and grabbing guests with her. Even when I was so tormented, every day when I came home, she still cooked for me and cleaned the house. Makes me feel like that little rented house...... Like a home.

Yexin is actually very stupid and naïve, and cooks every day with recipes, hoping that one day she will get married and have children, and she can be a good wife. When she got married, I was actually very happy for her. The long-awaited days finally came to her. I just regret it now, you told me to pay more attention to her, I just didn't take it to heart, if I spend more time with her, I can find out what clues and stop her from doing stupid things.

I understand now that there are times in life when you have to have it, and there are times in life when you don't have to ask for it. People like us have long been abandoned by God, our father doesn't love my mother, what do we do wrong......"

"Whatever the reason, suicide is the most stupid. The more you feel that no one loves you, the more you have to love yourself. If Yexin hadn't died, she would have been able to see with her own eyes that the person who hurt her would be punished, and she wouldn't have to lie alone in the cold ground and have no way to say anything. I wrapped my arms around Xiaoxiang's shoulders: "Everyone is an island, and when faced with loneliness, darkness, and pain, they can only save themselves." No matter how much others want to accompany you, they also need to come out by themselves. ”

"It's good to have you by my side, otherwise I wouldn't know what to do......" Xiaoxiang rested his head on my shoulder.

I have the impression that the sunset that day was particularly beautiful, like a ball of burning gold, reflecting half of the sky. That was also the last time I simply believed that there would be results for hard work, and the future would be very good, through the thorns of summer and the wind and snow of winter, and finally reach the spring flowers.

"Young grandma, we should go back." Hu Ling reminded in a whisper.

"Hmm." I answered.

When I got back to the villa, it was past seven o'clock. However, the summer days are long, and the sky is not dark. As soon as the car stopped, Xiao Jing greeted her: "Young grandma, why did you come back?" The young master called back in the afternoon and said that you should go to the garden restaurant for dinner. ”

This morning, Qiao Yichen accompanied me to the hospital for a prenatal checkup, and the doctor gave the baby a four-dimensional color ultrasound image, when the little guy was clenching his fists and his mouth was open as if yawning. Qiao Yichen was very happy and said that he would take the baby to have a big meal in the evening. I went out in the afternoon and forgot about it: "Let's go straight to the garden restaurant." ”

Lao Zhao turned the car around and drove directly to the garden restaurant. The Garden Restaurant is a well-known restaurant with a view in Maple City, with a sky garden built on the top floor of the restaurant, which only serves two tables of guests per night. It was almost eight o'clock when I arrived at the restaurant, and as soon as I entered, the waiter asked if it was Mrs. Joe. I answered, and he took me to the top. I walked up the stairs covered with rose petals, and the top floor was originally a small garden of plants and trees, but now it was decorated with flower balls and ribbons, and the bouquet used for decoration was red roses, which looked particularly festive. To be honest, I don't really like red roses, I think it's weird and cheesy.

There was no one on the top floor, only a dining table with cutlery, and Hu Ling helped me pull out a chair for me to sit down. I came home late today, and I was already late, Qiao Yichen was actually later than me? Took out the phone from the bag. There were two unread messages on my phone, both of which were sent by Qiao Yichen, asking me what I was doing. I wanted to call Qiao Yichen back, but I found that there was no signal on the mobile phone here. I got up and walked to the window, but there was still no signal. I suspected that my mobile phone was broken, and I wanted to use Hu Ling's mobile phone, so I turned back to the dining table and found that Hu Ling was also gone. The floor was empty, and I was suddenly a little frightened, and I went to the stairs again, and I held on to the handrail of the stairs and looked down, and found that there was no one on the floor below. There was really no one, not even the waiter. It's strange that there is no waiter, but it's even stranger that even Ah Cheng is gone! I felt very wrong here and wanted to leave.

"I booked the whole restaurant and waited for Mrs. Qiao to come, and you have to leave before you have eaten? It's too embarrassing for me...... "As soon as I turned around, I saw Rong Qingqian's face with a weird smile in the candlelight, and she held a bottle of spray in her hand and sprayed it at me.

The smell of the spray was so pungent that I gradually lost my strength, and my body sat limply on the ground as if someone had torn off my bones. I was afraid that I would roll to the bottom of the stairs, and with the last bit of strength, I grabbed the wrought iron railing under the handrail of the stairs: "Rong Qingqian, what do you want to do?" ”

"What do I want to do? Of course I want to be Mrs. Joe! Rong Qing squatted down and looked at me at the same level: "I also want to tolerate you for a few more days, at least wait until Ah Chen and I get married before cleaning you up, but you are too arrogant, and you actually let the people in the villa call you young grandma?" The young grandmother of the Qiao family is me, and I am shallow! I used to think you were quite face--have backbone, don't do **! Didn't you run away? So what are you going to do with it!? ”

"I don't want to come back either, if you hadn't sent Yang Sheng to Ningcheng to find me, I really didn't plan to come back......" I took a deep breath: "As long as you let me go now, I will leave far away, and it won't affect you as Mrs. Qiao...... As long as you don't hurt my child, I can promise you anything......"