105. Heart-to-heart talk

"Chen Xiaojia, can you stop making trouble?"

Don't make a fuss, and resolve all my grievances.

Many times, the real reason for quarrels is not really who is right and who is wrong, that is, who can pamper each other a little more, who can give more tolerance.

Gao Zijian and I, on the first day of our relationship, when the two of us were enjoying that beauty, he felt that I was entangled with my ex-boyfriend because of the reverie in his mind, and when he had this idea at this moment, it was actually a desecration of our relationship.

If you really trust, I don't think, this kind of thing will not happen. Given that the two of us don't know each other well enough and the level of trust has yet to be cultivated, I feel forgiven for him.

While forgiving him, I was also reflecting on myself.

"Actually, it's just a matter of one sentence, why are you so stubborn?" Gao Zijian brought the cold rice noodles to me and said with a look of grievance.

I looked at the cold skin in front of me, gently rolled it with chopsticks, and said with a smile, "Come on, in order to show my apologies, you eat first." ”

Gao Zijian was stunned for a moment, and soon showed a big smile and opened his mouth to eat.

Sometimes the problem of steps is really that if you give it, you have to go down, and a protracted war needs to consume internal force, which will also affect the emotional foundation laid by each other.

This question between me and Gao Zijian is just a small problem, and I need to reflect deeply.

"Gao Zijian, I admit that I also had a problem with my attitude last night, after all, it is impossible for anyone to be rational when encountering this kind of thing, I thought about my feelings a little more at that time, so I apologize."

Gao Zijian touched my head and said, "I shouldn't have murdered you yesterday." ”

Yes, when you are very fond of a person, this pampering may become qualitative, and my mind is all about Gao Zijian's pampering, so when I accept him yelling, there is a certain gap.

"Gao Zijian, I have to make it clear to you, I'm in love with you now, in my heart, there is only you alone, I know I'm not gentle enough, not considerate enough, but I'm studying, so, during this time of my study, please also ask you to be a big man, don't worry about me."

Handing the juice to Gao Zijian's hand, it was the first time I spoke so seriously.

Gao Zijian also seemed to realize the change in my attitude, gently pinched my face, and said with a smile: "Love masters also learn from failure, and I am also learning." ”

I nodded lightly, divided a piece of Liangpi into two parts, one for Gao Zijian and one for myself, and said with a smile: "Half of you, half of me, you are my other half." ”

"No, you're my Yoremi." Gao Zijian picked up the cool skin and sent it to my mouth.

I took two bites and said with a smile: "Gao Zijian, I know that some stains in life cannot be removed, just as everyone has their own past, I went to Shi Lei because I still regard him as a friend, but that's all, so you can rest assured, I ......"

Before I finished my words, Gao Zijian grabbed my hand, I felt a fine sweat in his palms, and heard him say: "The past is always the past, if you really want to be entangled, wouldn't my past be even more outrageous, and the value of growth is exactly like this." Moreover, I am not a saint either, I let you go back alone last night, I ...... I'm sorry too. ”

I smiled and said, "Uncle Driver was comforting me all the way last night, for fear that I would jump the Huangpu River, Gao Zijian, if I go to jump into the sea, you will regret it!" ”

Gao Zijian stared at me tightly with a pair of eyes and said, "I won't give you this chance." ”

"Nasty!" I sniffed lightly, picked up the cold skin on the table, and sent it to Gao Zijian's mouth. He took a bite and I took a bite, and although it was only a few dollars, it still felt delicious.

I didn't ask Gao Zijian why he suddenly appeared there, some things are in the past, there is no need to remind them again and again, and I also believe that true feelings cannot be easily separated when they go through hardships.

The premise is that we can stand each other's stinky tempers during the run-in period in the early stages of love.

Durian and Zheng Kai chatted happily in the Holy Emperor Hotel, while Gao Zijian and I walked hand in hand on the side of the road, passing by the place where lychees were sold, we bought a little lychee and sat on the lawn to eat.

I dialed three for Gao Zijian, and he kept it in his mouth and didn't eat it, and when I peeled off the fourth, Gao Zijian opened his mouth and revealed three lychees.

I laughed at the small amount of air in his mouth, and he motioned for me to come closer, and gave me one while I wasn't looking.

The lychee was full of Gao Zijian's saliva, but when swallowed, the taste was very attractive.

Just when the two of us were lying on the lawn, Gao Zijian's mobile phone rang, he glanced at it, got up from the lawn, made a look at me, and went to the side to answer.

This is also related to the privacy issue between two people, as Gao Zijian's girlfriend, I must be curious about everything about him, before I found it difficult for me to understand the habit of many women to open their husband's mobile phone text messages and e-mails, but now, I suddenly have a feeling that I can understand.

Gao Zijian listened to the phone on the side, his voice was polite, his expression was calm, and he glanced at me from time to time, I think, I don't have much of a problem.

The phone hung up, Gao Zijian walked over with a smile on his face and said, "A friend." ”

"Boyfriend girlfriend?" Almost instinctively, I asked.

Gao Zijian glanced at me and said, "In the past, a girl who played together is now looking for me to buy a car." ”

I glanced at Gao Zijian meaningfully, and asked with a smile: "It's an ex-girlfriend, right?" ”

Gao Zijian shrugged and finally nodded.

"Your ex-girlfriend is looking for you to buy a car, hehe, will she still ask you to buy a house in the future?" I asked jokingly.

Gao Zijian walked beside me, put his arm on my shoulder, and wrote with a smile: "Chen Xiaojia, what do you want to ask?" ”

"How many girlfriends have you talked to before?" Seeing that the time was ripe, I asked directly.

"Two or three," Gao Zijian glanced at me and said, "I can't remember, what about you?" How many boyfriends have you talked to? ”

I glanced at Gao Zijian and didn't speak. I've only had one boyfriend, and he knows that person.

Men always aspire to conquer the world, to conquer multiple women, to desire that the first man of this woman is himself, and women, the most desired, is to be the last woman of men.

Two or three, that's definitely an imaginary number, but I'm not going to take care of it.

"Chen Xiaojia, I want to buy a house and leave it to my mother-in-law, what do you think?" Gao Zijian saw that I didn't speak, and spoke again.

I'm a little surprised, Gao Zijian and I have just confirmed the relationship, is he going to woo my mother?

"Gao Zijian, tell me about your family." As a future husband, I think it is necessary for me to understand Gao Zijian's details.

Gao Zijian told me that his family had a stern old man, a kind mother, a mischievous and willful sister, and a gentle grandmother.

Sounds good.

"What about you?" Gao Zijian turned his face to look at me and asked seriously.

"A family of three, my mom likes to nag, my dad likes to play cards, often loses money, and my mom has been arguing with me for half my life because of this issue." I didn't hide anything, I said directly, "My dad likes me to buy him some wine during the Chinese New Year, and my mom likes the beautiful clothes I bought for her, but I've worked here for so long, and I don't seem to be filial to them." ”

"Bring them here later," Gao Zijian gently stroked my head and said, "Let's raise them together." ”

"Gao Zijian," I took a light breath and said, "My mother said that she won't let me spend my boyfriend's money, so let's talk about the house when the time comes." ”

Gao Zijian nodded lightly, hugged me into his arms, and said, "Chen Xiaojia, starting tomorrow, I will go to work with you, and work hard for the common future of the two of us!" ”

I looked at Gao Zijian in surprise and asked, "Go to work?" ”

Gao Zijian nodded and said: "This time I have almost relaxed, and I also need to find a job to recharge myself. I'd like to give it a try. ”

"Have you thought about it?"

Gao Zijian nodded decisively in affirmation.

In fact, I can perceive Gao Zijian's subtle feelings after being with me, his heart is not the ostentatious on the surface, on the contrary, it is a quiet state of mind.

I found out that I had picked up a big treasure. Moreover, it is a big treasure that I didn't find before.

When I went back, Gao Zijian asked again when I was going to him, and I smiled and didn't answer directly.

It's true that when you're together, you'll find more problems, but I want to cultivate trust between you before you live together.

The phone rang, and when I looked down, I saw the string of numbers. There are some people you don't want to contact, but every day, they have to rush into your phone, and you can't help but answer.

I pressed the answer button.

"Let's talk." Liu Meiting's voice was as calm as ever, and she said, "Old place." ”

"It's getting late." I glanced at the time on my phone, and it was almost ten o'clock in the evening. "Well, another day."

There was silence on the phone for a while, and I suddenly became a little irritable.

"Xiao Jia, come out, I want to talk to you, aren't you curious, why did Gao Zijian and I appear at the bar at the same time? I understand you, you want to know. Liu Meiting's voice carried a light laugh that made me shudder.

She succeeded, because every woman is the same, and she caught my soft underbelly, so guessed that I would go.

Sometimes I wonder if if my curiosity wasn't so heavy, wouldn't the rest of the things happen that wouldn't have happened?