Chapter 60: Closer to the Real Him
Song Yan's voice was hoarse, and Allure finally couldn't listen to it, but was stopped by Yao Fei when he was about to rush in.
"What do you want to do?"
"Mr. Lu, he ......"
"It's their business."
"But ......"
Yao Fei didn't speak again, but that gaze had made Allure unable to speak anymore, so she could only grit her teeth and turn to leave.
……
In the room, Song Yan's clothes had been directly torn apart by Lu Yinchen, his tie tied her hands and couldn't struggle, and her legs were firmly pressed by him.
"Lu Yinchen, you bastard! I hate you!!! ”
As soon as Song Yan's words fell, Lu Yinchen had already lowered his head and bit her lip.
"Hate hate, hate, I don't care! But if you want a divorce, don't even think about it! ”
He said the most ruthless words in his words, but his movements were extremely gentle, and he was extremely familiar with every sensitive point on Song Yan's body, and soon, Song Yan's body reacted.
She could hear Lu Yinchen's smug smile with her eyes closed.
Song Yan gritted his teeth, in Song Yan's heart at that moment, there was really a sadness that it was better to die.
However, she knew that the man in front of her would not let her go.
I don't know how long time has passed, Song Yan suddenly felt a cone pain in her lower abdomen, she didn't say anything, she just gritted her teeth and endured it.
Lu Yinchen could feel an unexpected lubrication in her body, but she didn't think about it that much until she saw Song Yan's pale face.
He looked down, only to find that on the sheet, there was a patch of blood stained by her.
Lu Yinchen's face changed suddenly, and he took Song Yan's hand, "Song Yan!" ”
Yao Fei and the others were downstairs, and at this moment, Lu Yinchen roared from upstairs, "Call the doctor!! ”
……
"Mr. Lu, Mrs. Lu has just done labor induction, any action should be cautious, you should restrain it, because if you are not careful, it may lead to ...... Lifelong infertility. Xiang said with a frown.
Lu Yinchen's face was already extremely difficult to see, and Yao Fei immediately asked the doctor to go out.
Lu Yinchen looked at the person on the bed, and from her trembling eyelashes, Lu Yinchen knew that she had woken up.
I just don't want to see myself.
Lu Yinchen took a deep breath and said, "Xu Xiangxi...... Saved my life. ”
Song Yan could hear his voice, but he was still in the mood to tell him the story of him and Xu Xiangsi to herself, and she didn't want to hear it at all!
But she didn't want to open her eyes and talk, so she could only endure it.
Lu Yinchen continued, "When I was twelve years old, I had a serious illness, she gave me her bone marrow, after that, she was by my side, and then when we both grew up, she became my girlfriend as a matter of course...... Already accustomed to her presence. ”
Is he trying to say that he doesn't like Xu Xiangsi?
So how did their children come about!
As if knowing Song Yan's thoughts, Lu Yinchen quickly continued, "It was my eighteenth birthday, and she gave her to me, I know you may not believe it, but at that time, I really ...... Didn't touch her, because in my heart she was like my sister, how could I touch her? ”
"How did the kid come from? Can she give birth alone?! Song Yan couldn't help it, and sat down directly, but because of this violent movement, he couldn't help but moan in pain, and Lu Yinchen immediately stepped forward, "Are you okay?" ”
Song Yan pushed him away, "Don't touch me!" ”
Lu Yinchen raised his hand, "Okay, I won't touch you, but don't be so excited, okay?" ”
Song Yan sneered, "If it weren't for you, I would have become like this?" Lu Yinchen, you don't have to be kind in front of me, I will become what I am today, not thanks to you! ”
Lu Yinchen did not deny it.
Song Yan turned his face away, and Lu Yinchen looked at her, "Do you still want to hear it?" ”
"Don't want to, you get out!"
Although she said this, Lu Yinchen continued, "The child is ...... I got drunk at one point, and when I woke up, I found her right next to me. ”
Song Yan sneered, "What you said is really full of loopholes, one moment you say that you want to marry her, one moment you say that you treat her as a sister and don't want to touch her, and the other time you are drunk and promiscuous, what do you want me to believe in you?" ”
Lu Yinchen's brows furrowed tightly, he didn't know if it was because of himself, he didn't understand enough.
So, all he could say was, "I mean, I've never ...... Loved her. ”
Song Yan's body was a little stiff, but he still didn't turn his head to look at him.
Lu Yinchen continued, "After that time, I thought that maybe we should get married, but when I left Haicheng because of the incident, my mother called her to Lu's house, and when I came back, the child was gone, and the doctor said that she could not have children in her life. ”
Hearing Lu Yinchen's words, Song Yan's body couldn't help but shake.
She suddenly remembered her hysteria in the ward that day, and she cursed Xu Xiangsi loudly, saying that Xu Xiangsi would never have her own children in her life.
I didn't expect ......
Song Yan was thinking about it, Lu Yinchen had already sat down beside her, stretched out his hand and grabbed her, "This is what I owe her, on the day of the wedding, it was Arnold who found me and said that she cut her wrists and committed suicide, you said...... Can I leave her alone? ”
Song Yan shook his hand away, "Then why don't you explain to me, do you think that after I know it, I will hold you and hold you?" ”
"Time was tight, and I thought I could make it back......"
"But you didn't, and for so long, you didn't give me an explanation, even if I asked you later, you wouldn't say." There was a sneer on the corner of Song Yan's mouth, "Lu Yinchen, do you think that if you say a few soft words to me now, I will forgive you?" Don't forget, you gave me a slap in the face! ”
Speaking of this, Song Yan's face was full of gritted teeth.
Although her temper comes and goes quickly, she will never forget and forgive this incident!
Lu Yinchen's hand gently stroked her cheek, "I'm wrong." ”
If it weren't for Song Yan's sobriety at this time, he would definitely feel that he must have heard it wrong.
This is Lu Yinchen, Lu Yinchen, who is high up, but he told himself...... I'm sorry?
Song Yan was a little surprised and quickly said, "I'm sorry, if it's useful, what do you want the police to do?" I don't want to see you now, you get out! ”
Lu Yinchen finally didn't insist anymore, stood up, and walked out slowly.
After he closed the door, Song Yan lay down again.
If he told her before the banquet, if he told her when her children were still there, Song Yan would definitely choose to forgive him.
But now, Song Yan doesn't know.
In fact, she knew that she couldn't blame him for the child's affairs, that slap ......
Is it because he said such ugly things to Xu Xiangsi?
When these thoughts came to Song Yan's mind, they were immediately cut off by Song Yan.
Why did she excuse him?
After doing so many things that are sorry for himself, he can still take it for granted like this, how can she forgive!?
Thinking of this, Song Yan was even more sure of one thing.
She doesn't forgive, at least...... Not so quick to forgive!
……
When Song Yan woke up the next day, he found that Lu Yinchen was sitting in front of his bed, like that, I don't know how long I had been looking at myself.
Song Yan stepped back slightly, "What are you doing?" ”
Lu Yinchen smiled at her, "I went to work, what can I tell them to do, I'll come back for lunch and eat with you." ”
"No, I won't be able to eat when I see you." Song Yan said calmly.
Lu Yinchen stiffened slightly, but he was not angry, he smiled and went out.
After seeing him go out, Song Yan took the mobile phone, and the screen on it had exploded after being dropped by Lu Yinchen.
She didn't care, she just wanted to call to take the news down, but found that she couldn't find the report.
It seems that it was Lu Yinchen who made people suppress.
Also, he is Lu Yinchen, and he may have been suppressed as soon as the news was released.
After all, money is a good thing.
Song Yan had just put down his mobile phone when Allure's voice came, "Miss Song, Mrs. Lu is here." ”
Old Madam Lu?
Song Yan immediately got up from the bed, Allure came over to give her a hand, and helped her slowly downstairs.
Mrs. Lu was sitting in the living room drinking tea.
Seeing Song Yan, Mother Jiang said something beside Mrs. Lu, and Mrs. Lu looked at her.
"Come and sit."
Old Madam Lu pointed to the position next to her, which made Song Yan, who originally wanted to sit in the single seat opposite, only step forward.
"Old lady, why are you here?"
"I've been in the temple all this time, kid, you've been wronged." Old Madam Lu pulled Song Yan's hand over, and when the wrinkles on it rubbed her hand finely, Song Yan's eyes suddenly turned red.
"I ...... It's okay. ”
"Yinchen has already told me about the child, it's his fault, as a man, he doesn't even have the ability to protect his wife and children!"
"Old lady, it's also my ......own fault," Song Yan said in a low voice.
Old Madam Lu shook her head and said, "I know you're definitely in a bad mood, so why don't you go to the temple with me during this time, it's quiet there, and you can take good care of your body." ”
Song Yan looked at Old Madam Lu with a little surprise.
She always thought that Mrs. Lu accepted her because of her children, and she never thought that one day she could be intimate with her, and now she ......
"Why, you don't want to?"
Song Yan hurriedly shook his head, "Those who are willing, but I don't know where Lu Yinchen ......."
"He will definitely let people go, in that case, you go up and pack some things and come with me!"
It just so happened that during this time, Song Yan really didn't want to see Lu Yinchen, and it was not easy to shirk the appearance of Mrs. Lu so kindly invited, so she only nodded.
When Lu Yinchen received the call, Song Yan and Mrs. Lu had already left.
His brows furrowed tightly, and a phone call was made directly to Mrs. Lu.
It was Jiang's mother who picked it up.
She looked at Mrs. Lu in the back seat of the car, "Old lady, it's Young Master Yinchen." ”
"Tell him that I will take good care of my granddaughter-in-law, and he doesn't have to worry about it."
Song Yan glanced at Old Madam Lu and said, "Old Madam, I can ...... Do you have one thing to ask? ”
"What's the matter?"
"That's it...... Why would you want to do this? ”
"Oh, could it be that this old lady of mine is in your eyes, the one who is either a traitor or a thief?"
Song Yan hurriedly shook his head, "No, no, I didn't mean that." ”
Mrs. Lu smiled and said, "It's nothing, I just feel sorry for you, Yinchen's kid is very smart, and he has hardly encountered anything difficult since he was a child, so many things will come according to his own ideas, this time, I can teach him a lesson!" ”
I don't know why, when she heard Mrs. Lu's words, Song Yan only felt a little funny.
In my heart, there is a warmth.
She whispered, "Thank you." ”
"What thank you the family says, and besides, you don't need to call me old lady, just call me grandma."
Song Yan smiled, "Yes, grandma." ”
……
Since Lu Yinchen's grandfather died, Mrs. Lu spent more than half of her time in the temple, where she had a separate wing room and a meditation room.
Song Yan knew that she might have something to say to herself, so she naturally agreed.
For a whole day, Song Yan followed Mrs. Lu to meditate, because her body was also inconvenient for exercise, and after eating, the two returned to the wing.
Just when he sat down, Jiang's mother's voice came, "Old lady, Young Master Yinchen is here." ”
Song Yan was stunned for a moment, and Old Madam Lu said directly, "Let him go back." ”
After saying that, she looked at Song Yan, "This man can't be too spoiled, otherwise he won't treat you as a thing." ”
Looking at Mrs. Lu's knowledgeable look, Song Yan couldn't help but smile, "Grandma, you must have been very charming back then, right?" ”
Old Madam Lu snorted, "Of course, there is no one in the entire Haicheng who doesn't know me, it can be said that if it weren't for me, there would be no current Lu family." ”
Song Yan nodded and looked at her, "What grandma wants to tell me should be more than just this, right?" ”
Mrs. Lu glanced at her appreciatively, "I know that you are a smart woman, I am different from Su Ya, because my background is not a beautiful girl, so I have never felt that the children of the Lu family must marry the right family, think about those who marry, in the end, if they are torn apart because of interests, isn't it more ugly?" ”
Song Yan did not answer.
Old Madam Lu looked at her, "From the first time I saw you, I knew that you liked Yinchen, this kid...... I've suffered too much before, so I need someone who understands him. ”
……
Song Yan thought that Lu Yinchen's father met his mother after getting married, but he didn't expect it, no.
At that time, Lu Yinchen's father was even more romantic than him, and the group had always been taken care of by his father, so he was at ease as a son-in-law, and it was also when he was most proud that he met Lu Yinchen's mother.
At that time, for Lu Yinchen's mother, Lu Yinchen's father could be said to have done a lot of crazy things, and finally when the two were about to achieve positive results, Lu Yinchen's grandfather died, and the group fell into a crisis.
Just like countless bloody plots, for the sake of the group, Lu Yinchen's father chose to marry and married Lu Yinhao's mother.
After Lu Yinchen's father got married, Lu Yinchen's mother found out that she was pregnant, and she didn't want to destroy their marriage, so she brought Lu Yinchen up by herself, and when Lu Yinchen was eight years old, he died of a serious illness.
Mrs. Lu recalled that it was raining heavily that day, and at the door of Lu's house, Lu Yinchen knelt at the door holding the portrait of his mother, and his small eyes were stubborn.
Lu Yinhao's mother still accepted the child in the end, but Lu Yinchen's life in the Lu family was not good, every time Lu Yinhao committed something, he was the one to blame.
And Mrs. Lu didn't like him either, and her mother was not allowed to enter the Lu family's mourning hall.
Old Madam Lu sighed as she spoke, and said, "An eight-year-old child, living in the Lu family like this, I used to be very strange, he has such a stubborn character, why did he choose to return to the Lu family?" ”
"yes, why?" Song Yan also said.
Old Madam Lu looked at her, "He said that this is his mother's last wish, so even if he is unwilling or unwilling, he will come." ”
Song Yan had never heard him mention his mother.
The only time was when he was angry, he scolded him for being a mongrel, and Lu Yinchen's eyes at that time were as if he was going to kill her.
Song Yan thought maybe it was because he had been like this and insulted countless times in his childhood.
Later, Lu Yinchen also told himself that one was not her biological mother, but Song Yan didn't ask, what kind of person should his mother be?
Come to think of it, he should be as stubborn and strong as him.
I don't know why, when I think of these now, Song Yan suddenly felt a little distressed.
On a bed, Song Yan and Mrs. Lu each slept on one side, but fortunately, Song Yan was tired and quickly fell asleep.
In the next few days, Song Yan accompanied Mrs. Lu to chant and meditate every day, and every night Mrs. Lu would tell Song Yan about Lu Yinchen's childhood, Song Yan felt as if he was beginning to gradually move towards the real him.
And Lu Yinchen would come every evening, but Mrs. Lu refused to even let them meet, Lu Yinchen was not angry, every time he listened to Mrs. Lu's words, he left, but came again the next day.
After half a month like this, Song Yan's body has improved a lot, and sometimes she helps the kitchen cook some dishes, but her skills are not very good, and she makes a mess in the kitchen every time.
That day, when Song Yan was about to go back to the house with Mrs. Lu after dinner, Mrs. Lu suddenly said, "I'll go back first, you go for a walk in the yard." ”
Song Yan whispered a good word.
When he walked towards the courtyard, Song Yan actually knew who might be standing there, but when he really saw him, Song Yan's eyes were still red.
She bit her lip and wanted to walk away from him as if she hadn't seen it, but Lu Yinchen had already reached out and grabbed her.
"It's been so long, and you haven't forgiven me?"
Song Yan looked at him hatefully, "Why do I have to forgive you?" ”
Lu Yinchen paused, "Okay, then don't forgive, can you go back with me now?" ”
"I'm not going back, I think it's good here, I'm going to leave home here."
Lu Yinchen's brows furrowed, "Monk? ”
"Yes, I'm going to escape into the empty door, you can leave quickly!"
After saying that, Song Yan was about to pull his hand away, but Lu Yinchen tightened it a little, and with a slight force, Song Yan's whole person was already in his arms.
"What are you doing? You let me go! Song Yan's voice was a little annoyed, she tried hard to push the person in front of her away, but Lu Yinchen only hugged her tightly.
Song Yan kept beating him, "You let go of me!" Why do you do this to me! You still hit me, I'll let you hit me! ”
Song Yan felt something cold slipping from her face, she ignored it, and only kept punching and kicking the person in front of her.
"You bastard! Why did I meet such a bastard as you! You are so hateful, don't come and harm me! Why did you come to harm me?! ”
……
Song Yan said a lot and beat him a lot, Lu Yinchen only hugged her without saying a word, until the woman in her arms finally quieted down.
Lying on his chest for a short time, he stained a large piece of his clothes there.
Lu Yinchen kissed her hair, "I'm sorry, it's all my fault." ”
"Of course it's your fault!" Song Yan gritted his teeth, "Lu Yinchen, do you know how much pain I have in my heart?" Our children ......"
As soon as she said this, Song Yan's tears fell uncontrollably, and Lu Yinchen only hugged her, "We will still have children!" ”
Will there still be?
Song Yan didn't know.
But she knew that at this moment, she could no longer say a cruel word.
While hating Lu Yinchen, she actually hated herself, why she didn't have the ability to protect her children well, why she knew she couldn't, but she still fell in love with the man in front of her.
Song Yan knew that he couldn't escape this time.
Because, deep into the bone marrow.
……
In the end, Song Yan was still taken away by Lu Yinchen, and when the two returned to the wing, Song Yan found that Jiang's mother had packed up her things.
"Thank you grandma for taking care of Song Yan during this time, I will come back to see you when I have time." Lu Yinchen bowed to the old lady Lu.
Old Madam Lu snorted coldly, "Forget it, if Song Yan wasn't here, you wouldn't be able to come twice a year." ”
Lu Yinchen just laughed.
Old Madam Lu waved her hand, "Go ahead, next time you come and hope to bring me good news." ”
"Definitely, Grandma."
Lu Yinchen's car stopped at the door, he threw Song Yan's things directly in the back of the car, and when Song Yan just got in the car, the whole person was directly pulled by him, and before Song Yan could react, a heavy kiss had been suppressed.
……
Lu Yinchen's kiss was very heavy, and Song Yan was almost out of breath, her hand was on his chest to open the distance between them, but Lu Yinchen's hand tightly clasped her waist, so that the two bodies were tightly together.
Song Yan couldn't break free, so she had to let him kiss, originally thought that he would do something, because Song Yan could already feel the heat of his body, but what she didn't expect was that Lu Yinchen just kissed her.
I don't know how long time has passed, until Song Yan felt that she was about to lose her breath, Lu Yinchen finally let her go.
Song Yan was about to say something, but Lu Yinchen had already gently hugged her in his arms.
I don't know why, such an action made Song Yan suddenly have a feeling as if her heart was about to melt, she lay quietly on Lu Yinchen's chest, and whispered, "Xu Xiangsi's matter, how do you deal with it?" ”
"She is her, I am me, materially, I will try my best to satisfy her." Lu Yinchen's voice was crisp and neat.
Lu Yinchen said it as a matter of course, but Song Yan's brows furrowed, "But it's obvious that people want more than just this kind of compensation." ”
Lu Yinchen drove, "I can't give anything else, if it doesn't work, I'll send her abroad." ”
Song Yan looked at him and suddenly said, "Why?" ”
"What, why?"
"Why...... Is it for me? ”
I don't know why, Lu Yinchen suddenly started coughing, Song Yan looked at it, his eyes narrowed slightly, "Do you like me?" ”
Lu Yinchen still coughed.
Song Yan turned his face to the side, "If you don't say it, I won't go back with you." ”
"Don't you already know?"
Song Yan turned his head to look at him and found that there was a suspicious flush on his cheeks.
"I don't know, I'm stupid, you have to say that I know."
"Hmm."
Well? What is the answer?
Song Yan pouted, "It seems that I have thought too much, in that case, why should I go back with you?" Stop, I'm going to get off! ”
Lu Yinchen looked at her, his eyes were helpless, "Yes, is it okay?" ”
Song Yan still wanted to force him to say that, but he couldn't bear to look at him like this, so he only snorted softly and turned his face back.
……
Finally, I was able to return to the villa, and when I saw the two of them coming back, people up and down were very happy, and Allure secretly told Song Yan that in the past, Lu Yinchen's face could be said to be unprecedentedly ugly, every time he entered the door, he was smoking and drinking in the study, and every time he talked to him, he had to be careful.
Song Yan can definitely imagine that picture.
……
At night, when Lu Yinchen just walked into the room, Song Yan stuffed him with a quilt and pillow.
Lu Yinchen's brows suddenly furrowed, "What does this mean?" ”
"I'm not in good health yet, so in order to prevent you from being unable to control one at night, it's better to sleep separately."
When he walked out of the room, Lu Yinchen's face was very ugly, and Allure began to tremble when he watched it from the side, but Song Yan looked like he was fine, and said good night to him with a smile.
However, when it came to this morning, Song Yan found himself in a warm embrace.
Song Yan almost screamed for a moment, and only after looking at the person in front of him did he push him, "Why are you here?" ”
Lu Yinchen naturally hugged her in his arms, "Open the door and come in." ”
Song Yan pushed him away, "Impossible! I locked the door last night. ”
Lu Yinchen rubbed his forehead, "Don't you know that there is a thing called a key in this world?" ”
Song Yan was speechless, and when he was about to find something to hit him, Lu Yinchen's mobile phone rang.
He glanced at the caller ID and picked it up, "Something?" ”
"Huh, today?" Lu Yinchen suddenly glanced at Song Yan and said, "Okay, I know." ”
Hanging up the phone, Lu Yinchen looked at Song Yan, "Yinhao said that he arranged a vacation activity, which was at a nearby resort. ”
Song Yan's brows furrowed, "He wants you to participate?" ”
"We."
"I'm not going." Song Yan replied neatly, although Song Yan couldn't see the situation clearly on the night of the anniversary, but at that time, if it wasn't for what Lu Yinhao suddenly did to Xu Xiangsi, Xu Xiangsi would not have had such a big reaction, and his child would not have had an accident!
Song Yan had a bad impression of Lu Yinhao, and after experiencing such a thing, he didn't want to look at him.
Lu Yinchen took her hand, "It's okay, I'll protect you." ”
Listening to what he meant, it seemed that he had to go.
Song Yan pursed his lips, "Then who else?" ”
"I don't know, but he should bring a few friends."
What Lu Yinchen knows is that that person must go back.
……
Sure enough, when the two of them met at the meeting place, Song Yan saw the person standing there at a glance.
A friend of Lu Yinchen, Xiao Yicheng, and a woman with a hot body, Lu Yinhao Wang Zhiyu still has ...... Xu Xiangsi, the other person was something that Song Yan didn't expect.
Su Jincheng.
Such a strange combination made Song Yan's heart a little bad, and Lu Yinhao on the other side had already said with a smile, "I happened to meet Mr. Su on the road, so I invited me to come together, anyway, it's a vacation, naturally it's a little more fun." ”
Lu Yinhao's appearance is obviously afraid that the world will not be chaotic, but Xu Xiangsi beside him stepped forward, "Miss Song, what happened last time ......"
"I'm fine, it's all gone." Song Yan directly interrupted her words and looked at Lu Yinhao, "You lead the way in front!" ”
Lu Yinhao nodded with a smile, and got into the car first with Wang Zhiyu and Xu Xiangsi.
At the last anniversary celebration, Song Yan could clearly see Xu Xiangsi's rejection of Lu Yinhao, and now the two were suddenly so friendly, which made Song Yan feel a little strange, and when he looked at Lu Yinchen, he saw that his brows were also furrowed.
The car drove to the resort, Song Yan has been here a few times, there are mountains and rivers in it, it is said that there is a marriage tree on the mountain is very effective, but that is the way the merchants make money, and no one present cares about it.
The rooms have been allocated first, Song Yan and Lu Yinchen have one room, Xiao Yicheng and his female companion Ruth, Lu Yinhao and Wang Zhiyu live separately, and Xu Xiangsi and Su Jincheng each have one room.
Lu Yinhao handed the room card to everyone, and said, "We won't go out in the afternoon, I have booked a billiards room with the boss, and I will play billiards in the afternoon." ”
The others didn't make any sense, Song Yan looked at Lu Yinchen, "I'm still sleeping in the room." ”
If Song Yan knew that the result of this vacation would be like that, she wouldn't come to such a trip if she was killed, think about it, Lu Yinchen, should think the same way.