Chapter 48 Chapter 49
Sheng Yang began to lose his temper, and the child became tendoned, and he couldn't listen to anyone's words. She couldn't get an answer from her mother, and she had a good temper, and she no longer slept with Song Ru and me at night.
One qiē became so fast, just like the cute and clingy little girl in the previous days, like a dream. Song Ru I can't help Sheng Yang, from the bottom of my heart, for this child, she is powerless, and even looking at her feels guilty.
In the end, she owes too much to this child after all. Until now, he didn't even dare to discipline her. What's more, it is also very reasonable for Sheng Yang to be clamoring to see his father now. Their father and daughter have a deep relationship, and naturally they are not the same as her, the mother who appeared halfway.
Song Ru and I felt very depressed, Sheng Yang's current situation made her lose her confidence in being a mother in an instant. This thing is really strange, it all depends on Sheng Yang's attitude towards her, and it is a final word.
On Sunday, Sheng Yanglai did not eat breakfast in the room, and the old housekeeper brought milk and sandwiches upstairs, and finally tricked the little girl into washing and eating. Song Ru and I went upstairs again to comb Sheng Yang's hair and pick out clothes.
Outside, the sun was just right, and a large field of primrose flowers bloomed in the small garden, with oval petals, pink and red mixed with a little yellow. Spring is really coming. The wind blows, and the leaves flutter gently. Sheng Yang stood in front of the dressing mirror, and suddenly began to dislike the clothes that Song Ru I chose for her.
Song Ru looked at Sheng Yang's bulging little face, and a tiredness slowly hit me from the bottom of my heart like a tide. She finally squatted down and looked at the child at eye level, and she asked very seriously, "Luyang, don't you want your mother?" ”
The word "don't" is in a child's dictionary, strict and sad. Sheng Yang looked at Song Ru's obviously uncomfortable face, and finally lowered her head, and the little girl choked up: "I'm sorry, Mom, I'm sorry." ”
As she spoke, she began to wipe her tears, not like before, but now she was crying silently, more like a knife in Song Ru's heart, which made her heart bleed.
Song Ru and I hugged Sheng Yang up, the six-year-old child was already a little heavy, facing the daughter who was silently leaning on him, Song Ru and I went downstairs step by step very steadily even if I was struggling.
"Luong, did Dad tell you about Mom and him?"
Sheng Yang whimpered and replied, "No, no." Uncle Quan said that Mom went on an interstellar mission, but Dad didn't say it. ”
Song Ru and I were a little silent, and at this time, the sunlight reflected from the huge floor-to-ceiling windows in the living room illuminated this extremely silent villa. She glanced outside the house, the sky was blue and white, and a large patch of green was mixed with small pink flowers.
After a vibrant winter, a new life can come.
Sheng Yang finally stopped crying, and just leaned on Song Rume. Song Ru dressed her and said, "Let's go out to meet my mother's friends today, okay?" ”
"Who are they?"
"Uncle and aunt. They were all friends of my mother when she was a child. ”
Song Ru paused: "There are also your father's good friends." ”
At nine o'clock in the morning, the air in the tree-lined path of Xiangjiang Villa was extremely fresh, and Song Ru and I carried Sheng Yang all the way to the car. She drove a Volvo by herself, but Sheng Yang was conscious, and fastened her seat belt as soon as she got in the car.
The road was very smooth, and after getting on the elevated road, Sheng Yang finally couldn't help but start asking questions: "Mom, can you tell me about the past between you and Dad?" ”
Song Ru and I drove all the way, her eyes were just looking straight ahead, her face was very calm, and she just said slowly: "I have known your father since I was eighteen years old." Your dad came to my house with his good friends to play, and he also helped me cook. ”
"Daddy can cook?!" Sheng Yang didn't believe it.
"Not only can I cook, but I can also do other household chores."
"Mom, you're lying to me." Sheng Yang finally smiled: "Then is my father handsome?" ”
Is it handsome or not? Song Ru smiled, turned his head to Sheng Yang and replied, "Very handsome." ”
After getting a satisfactory answer, Sheng Yang was happy for a while, and the joy did not pass until he got out of the car. Song Ru glanced at the time when I got out of the car, half past nine, and there was still half an hour before ten o'clock.
They set a café, there were very few people here, and Sheng Yang, a cute little girl with Yuxue, was taken care of by a lot of waiters. After the little girl played for a while, she leaned on Song Rume a little tiredly, and asked cautiously, "Mom, does Dad don't want me anymore?" ”
Song Ru: I obviously know that these days, the children's hearts go back and forth, maybe they just feel that she was abandoned by her father. Sheng Congsu loves her so much that he can't wait to spoil her to the sky, but now he lets her go. For children, it is not a harm. Sheng Yang was crying and making trouble, probably also afraid.
"No, it won't." Song Ru lowered my head and kissed Sheng Yang's forehead: "He won't want you." No parent would not want children. It's just that...... Mom and dad can't be together anymore. ”
Sheng Yang's eyes were red, and after a long time, the child whimpered: "I know." ”
She is such a sensitive child, crying is nothing more than not being able to accept the fact that she is aware, but in the end, children still have to listen to adults.
"Mom won't get married again in the future, so will she be with Yang Yang? Dad will come to see you in the future. Although Mom and Dad are no longer together, we still love you as much as ever. ”
"And where is Daddy now?"
Song Ru and I shook my head: "This mother doesn't know either." ”
"I'd like to hear a little more about you and Dad."
From her youth to the present, she has always hated him more than other feelings. Although the years have been long, the time spent together has been so short that there are no good memories at all. Some are just tears and blood.
Song Ru sighed, she said: "When my mother was a child, the family conditions were not good, and I didn't have extra money to buy a lot of extracurricular books. Mom also liked the detective stories written by a foreign grandmother, and your dad would bring me a few books every time he came over. ”
"Are they all new books?"
Song Ru and I shook my head: "It's all your father has already seen it, and there is his handwriting on it." ”
Sheng Yang was a little curious: "Then where are these books now?" Can I take a look at it too? ”
"You're still young." Song Ru, I can only smile.
In the few days, this is probably the only thing I can tell my daughter about. Song Ru sometimes thinks, the rows of detective books on the shelves in the Xiangjiang villa, has Sheng Congsu read them one by one?
The answer was unknown, and she had never flipped through the shelves.
Soon it was ten o'clock, and Li Mubai and Chu Yu pushed open the door of the café very punctually. Since the last time I saw him, Li Mubai has lost a lot of weight, and his complexion is not very good.
After he came in, he obviously saw Sheng Yang sitting next to him at first sight. This was the first time he had seen this Sheng Congsu's daughter, the legendary little girl who was held up to the sky. She has the same big eyes as Song Ru and me, but she has a high nose bridge that resembles Sheng Congsu, and the shape of her nose is even more identical.
He suddenly finally appeared, there seemed to be an unbridgeable gap between him and Song Ru and me, even if Song Ru and I finally got out of that bad and ridiculous marriage, he couldn't stand in front of her.
Li Mubai was powerless to reply until he sat down. Song Ru taught the children: "Luang, this is my mother's classmate, Aunt Chu Yuchu." ”
"Aunt Chu is good."
Chu Yu's eyes narrowed with laughter immediately, and then Song Ru introduced Li Mubai again: "This is ...... Your dad's best friend, Uncle Lee. ”
The little girl called him sweetly, but even Chu Yu on the side felt Li Mubai shake all over. Song has already covered up a qiē as I introduced it like this. He eventually became Sheng Congsu's good friend. And not her ex-boyfriend.
Time is so fast, and a tragic and embarrassing past has been covered up in the dust.
Chu Yu took Sheng Yang away and gave the two of them a space.
Li Mubai smiled and just asked, "What are your plans in the future?" ”
Without waiting for her to answer, he said, "You had such a hard time before, be kind to yourself in the future." ”
The corners of Song Ru's mouth twitched, her tone was calm and quiet, taking advantage of the soothing music in the café, the more peaceful she became. She just said slowly: "Mu Bai, I don't blame you anymore. ”
"At the beginning, the three of us drove out together, and after you left first, Sheng Congsu forced/raped me, which is what happened. I didn't betray you at that time, but for you, I will always be a little unacceptable to be pregnant. I hated you then, but now that I'm older, I know that the world is no match for fate. It can only be said that we are inseparable. ”
When Li Mubai heard her say this, his eyes suddenly turned red.
Song Ru I now calmly talk about what happened to me, there is no hate, and of course there is no love.
She even leaned over and patted his hand: "You have to be good in the future." Mu Bai, you have always been very good-hearted, and you will be rewarded. ”
The flash flashes by, and the fast person can't detect it.
Song Ru and I naturally didn't show up, because a moment later, a well-dressed middle-aged woman rushed into the café.
She didn't say a word, picked up the hot coffee and splashed it on Song Ru's face. Song Ru I might as well for a while, and the porcelain white skin immediately burned up.
Cheng Xiang shouted: "You shameless little hoof, you are still pestering our family Mubai!" ”