Chapter 384: The Last Thing I Can Do for Her
Luo Yunyan shook his head, "No need, let's go back." ”
"Okay." Qi Sheng replied lightly, he helped Luo Yunyan carry the basket and followed her out of the temple.
Aunt Dao's words seemed to echo in her ears again, knowing how difficult it is to forget, just four words.
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Seven hours after Sister Hua's operation, the door of the ward was finally opened, and Gu Lengze and Li Wei, who had been sitting at the door all night, suddenly dispelled the fatigue on their bodies and quickly stood up from their chairs.
Shen Rang took off his mask and took a breath, looking at them with heavy eyes.
Li Wei's heart was raised high, he swallowed nervously and spit, and asked cautiously, "Doctor Shenrang, Sister Hua...... How's it going? ”
"Sister Hua, she is now seriously short of blood, and the blood bank that matches her in the blood bank is not enough, do you have a blood type A?" Shen Rang asked eagerly.
"I am!"
"I am!"
Li Wei and Gu Lengze agreed in unison, they looked at each other, and each other's faces were covered with a layer of solemnity.
"President Gu, your body is noble, I'll donate." Li Wei didn't dare to let him donate blood, so he took the initiative to propose.
Gu Lengze lightly raised his hand to stop him, "No need, this is the last thing I can do for her." ”
After donating blood, no matter whether Sister Hua is dead or alive, he will immediately return to Luo Yunyan's side.
He was even very selfishly glad that he had recovered his memory in advance when Sister Hua entered the operating room, so that he clearly understood how hard-won the words 'cherish happiness'.
He knew that this was cruel to Sister Hua, but while waiting for Sister Hua's surgery, he also wanted to open it.
Everyone has their own life, and he can't impose all the faults on himself and neglect the family who will be with him for the rest of his life.
Before Li Wei could say the next sentence, Gu Lengze nodded at Shen Rang and walked towards the operating room.
Li Wei stared at Gu Lengze's resolute back, opened his mouth to say something, but in the end, he was also dumbfounded, and leaned against the wall weakly.
In this difficult and long-term 'war', Sister Hua finally lost.
Maybe God has already predetermined the ending, and you are unwilling and helpless.
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Entering the operating room, the doctors were preparing blood drawing tools, Gu Lengze was lying on the bed beside Sister Hua, and there was a thin gauze curtain between the two.
Vaguely, he clearly saw the cheek lines of Sister Hua on the opposite side of the gauze curtain, which were particularly distinct under the dimming of the light.
Shen Rang walked to his side and asked gently, "President Gu, are you ready?" ”
"Can I say a word to her?" Gu Lengze raised his eyes and asked Shen Rang pleadingly.
Shen Rang's face rose with a touch of solemnity, he told Gu Lengze's request to several other doctors, they discussed quickly, and Gu Lengze couldn't hear anything from too far away.
Shen Rang came back again, his face softened a lot, "You can take the president, but within a minute." ”
Gu Lengze nodded in agreement, "Okay." ”
Immediately afterwards, Shen Rang gently lifted the curtain, because the knife wound on his lower body was terrifying, and he only exposed Sister Hua's head just right.
Gu Lengze walked a lot closer to her, and only after he could see her facial features clearly did he stop.
For the first time, the expression on her face was so serene and gentle, as if everything that had happened was just a nightmare.
Gu Lengze stared at her deeply, his face was no longer hostile, and his thin lips opened lightly, "I know you hate me, but please survive." ”
"You are so good, you will definitely live a good life in the future, life is sinless, you should not live up to God's right to give you to feel the beauty of the world."
"And the people of the gang, they are all waiting for you to go back and preside over the overall situation, your existence is so important, you are gone, what will they do?"
"For so many days, thank you for making me really know how to cherish, I really want to blame you, but how short a person's life is, there is no need to waste it on hatred, and when you wake up, the unhappiness between us will be written off."
After speaking, the corners of Gu Lengze's lips turned into a relieved smile.
He said these words to Sister Hua, why didn't he say them to himself?
To blame, he can only blame himself for realizing it too late and delaying so much time with his family.
But fortunately, he can still grasp happiness.
Lying back on the bed, the cold needle slowly inserted into his veins, he did not show any dissatisfaction, and the smile on his face deepened more and more.
In front of him, he seemed to recall Luo Yunyan's sunny smile at him, just like the first time he saw it, which made him feel tempted at a glance.
My wife。
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When Luo Yunyan and Qi Sheng came back, the sky that was still shining in the sun just now was covered by dark clouds in an instant, and heavy rain followed.
The dark clouds made Luo Yunyan's heart more and more depressed, she grabbed the clothes in her heart tightly, and a trace of fear flashed in her eyes.
Qi Sheng helped drive and arrived at the community of the Gu family's villa, he parked the car steadily, saw her strange emotions, and asked worriedly, "Yunyan, what's wrong with you?" ”
Luo Yunyan suddenly grabbed the corner of Qi Sheng's clothes, raised his eyelids, and asked helplessly, "Today is the day of Sister Hua's surgery, and it suddenly rains, will it be a bad ......?"
"Yunyan!"
Before the word 'omen' behind Luo Yunyan was finished, Qi Sheng directly interrupted her.
"Don't be cranky, we worshiped a lot of gods just now, and they must have brought your sincere request." Qi Sheng comforted her seriously word by word.
His slender fingers gently caressed her brow, trying to stretch her knotted eyebrows.
Listening to Qi Sheng's words, Luo Yunyan's sullen heart eased a lot, and she nodded, "Yes, prayers will definitely work, and everything will go well." ”
"That's good you think so." Qi Sheng smiled with relief, he didn't know what else he could do now, as long as he could do it, he would do his best.
The two got out of the car together, Luo Yunyan touched an umbrella from the back box, opened it, and hit the two of them.
"Qi Sheng, come back with me to take shelter from the rain first!" Luo Yunyan glanced at the surging rain and couldn't help but propose.
"No, I'll go back to the hotel." Qi Sheng smiled and shook his head to refuse, he reached out to wipe the water droplets off Luo Yunyan's forehead.
Even though he had given up, Qi Sheng still didn't want to see her and Gu Lengze's warm house, which was too difficult for him.
Luo Yunyan probably knew what he thought, and it was difficult for a strong man to continue.
She handed the car key to Qi Sheng's eyes, "My car will be borrowed from you, drive back." ”
Qi Sheng lowered his head and smiled bitterly, "I won't drive his car." ”
Luo Yunyan's arm stiffened, and he withdrew the car keys with some embarrassment.
"But the rain is too heavy, why don't you hit my umbrella?" Luo Yunyan raised his eyes again and said uneasily.
Qi Sheng shook his head helplessly, he pressed Luo Yunyan's shoulders, turned her whole person, and faced the gate of the Gu family's villa.
He leaned against Luo Yunyan's ear, and his deep magnetic voice flowed into her ears like beautiful music, "Okay, your arrival home safely is the greatest care for me." ”
"But ......"
Luo Yunyan wanted to say something, but Qi Sheng pushed her forward hard, her whole person took a big step, and Qi Sheng behind her completely broke away from the umbrella, and the heavy rain poured on him mercilessly.
Luo Yunyan was a little worried, she wanted to turn around to look at him, but Qi Sheng suddenly stopped her, "Don't look back!" ”
Luo Yunyan's body stiffened, but in the end he didn't turn his head, giving up the idea of looking at him.
"Go ahead." Qi Sheng commanded again, but his voice was hoarse.
At this time, Luo Yunyan couldn't refuse any of his requests, she moved little by little, and walked towards the Gu family's villa.
Maybe it's because of the weather, or maybe it's because the current scene is too sad, Luo Yunyan's cheeks hidden under the umbrella were wet, she raised her hand to cover her mouth and nose, and her brows were wrinkled sadly.
She quickened her pace.
She didn't look back once.
The distance between him and Qi Sheng is also getting farther and farther away little by little.
Qi Sheng stood in place and let the rain drown him, he quietly watched Luo Yunyan walk into the Gu family's villa, pulled the corners of his lips, and showed a smile that was more ugly than crying.
His feet fell backwards, and he raised his hand and waved at the Gu family villa, as if to say goodbye.
Goodbye Yunyan.
From now on, I give up loving you.
Knowing how to forget is the best gift he will give himself for the rest of his life.
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Luo Yunyan returned home, went to the bathroom to wash up, and changed into pink loungeclothes.
As soon as he got out of the bedroom, he bumped into Rao Man's private cooking doctor.
He was carefully holding a bowl of hot medicine in his hand, and when he saw Luo Yunyan, he nodded respectfully, "Young lady." ”
"For my mother?"
"Yes, young lady, now is the time to take medicine." The private doctor responded truthfully.
"Is my mother's condition getting better today?" There was a slight hint of expectation in Luo Yunyan's eyes.
"Much better, the old lady can already shake my hand skillfully today."
The personal doctor glanced up at her, and his smile became more and more kind. He really admires Luo Yunyan, and he is closer to Rao Man than his biological mother.
He thought that a woman like her who married into a wealthy family must be very delicate and difficult, but he didn't expect Luo Yunyan to have no frame at all, not only would he help Rao Man wipe his body every day, but also bring his son to talk to Rao Man every day.
It's really hard to find such a good woman who is not arrogant, not impatient, and not greedy for vanity.
Luo Yunyan walked into Rao Man's room with hot medicine, Rao Man sat on a chair, facing out the window, her legs covered with a blanket, no matter how heavy the rain outside, the expression on her face was as peaceful as ever.
Rao Man's rehabilitation treatment is very good, now his fingers can move, his mouth can open and eat normally, but his eyes have not been opened.
The doctor said that this phenomenon is just normal, as long as it is normal to recuperate.
But Luo Yunyan thought that Rao Man had actually been conscious all along, but she didn't want to be sober.
It doesn't matter, she will take care of it until Rao Man is willing to wake up.
Luo Yunyan put a bib on Rao Man, and then handed the medicine to her mouth with a spoon, and while feeding her, he said, "Mom, today is Sister Hua's surgery, and Leng Ze is coming back soon." ”