Probably frightened by my sudden loss of control, Deng Guanfeng was curled up in a circle by my grabbed hand, she struggled desperately to get rid of my (forbidden jìn) shackles, but although she didn't say anything about pampering, after all, she didn't have to worry about food and clothing, she hadn't done much heavy work, and her arms didn't have much strength, and she finally lost: "Wu Yi, we have something to say." %d7%cf%d3%c4%b8%f3”

My eyes were completely covered with tears, I couldn't see Deng Guanfeng's expression, and I couldn't get a glimpse of whether she felt even the slightest guilt about me from her simple words. But I am very sure that her words of weakness and lack of nutrition could not suppress the collapse of my (情qíng) at this moment.

With probably the most resentful look in my life, I stared at her, I grabbed her hand tighter, but I didn't fall into my face again, but I hung her hand in the air, ridiculing and desolate: "Deng Guanfeng, last time you begged me for Wu Xiaofei, when I begged me to cut a kidney for her, you grabbed my hand, you must have touched it, Wu Yi in front of you, a girl in her twenties, her hands were as rough as those uneven ravines, her hands were full of calluses, and it was very difficult to grab. You're sure you can figure it out, but you end up choosing to turn a blind eye, right? ”

"Because in your heart, only Wu Xiaofei is the little princess in your life, and I am a scourge that fell from the sky! I've ruined your life, so I deserve to be abandoned! So I deserve to be at the age when I need you the most, and I have to grit my teeth and bear all the indifference and coldness you have given me. ”

"Deng Guanfeng, when you put out a parent's money in front of me, can you first review yourself, have you fulfilled your responsibilities as a mother to me over the years! Don't think that you give Wu Yuemei a few hundred yuan a month for food, you are taking care of me! ”

"I'll tell you the truth, even if you pay for food, before I come to Shenzhen, before I escape from that nightmare home, I won't have a full meal! Not only do I not have enough to eat, but I can't compare to Wu Yuemei's neighbor's dog! After all, that dog doesn't eat the sweet potato porridge that has become rancid and has turned sour! In the black-hearted shrimp workshop near her house, hidden in a secret location, I was also one of the child laborers who was sent to peel shrimp to earn money! Since I was eight years old, every weekend, I have spent every weekend in that smelly place, and Wu Yuemei will only give me one bun a day! She was reluctant to buy me even a hand (set tào), and my hand was pierced everywhere, like honeycomb coal! ”

The more I talked, the more intense I became, and those dark memories brought me more and more grievances, and they seemed to devour me, so that I couldn't help but choke Deng Guanfeng's hand with heavy weight, she might be in pain, she screamed.

Wu Zhan probably couldn't stand it anymore, he stepped forward and didn't make a sound, he seemed to want to help Deng Guanfeng get out of my hands.

Twisting my face away, I glared at him: "If you still have a little conscience, you just stand there and don't move!" I'm not done yet! ”

His mouth opened, but Wu Zhan still didn't say anything, he finally stood in place, looking at me in a daze.

Turning my gaze back to Deng Guanfeng's (body shēn), in fact, I couldn't see her outline clearly, but I stubbornly focused my gaze on her (body shēn), and continued: "Do you think that the me you abandoned is miserable enough? Don't be naïve! ”

"When I grow up and go to junior high school, Wang Dayi won't beat me! Or to put it this way, if Wu Yuemei wants to hit me, he will stop it and ask her not to hit me in the face! I don't know if I should be grateful to you or blame you, you gave me a face that didn't look so shabby, and that's the one that gave me nightmares! ”

"My nightmare happened a few days after I finished the college entrance examination, Wang Dayi lied to me that Wu Yuemei's bastard was hospitalized, and I still retained the last trace of innocence and soft-heartedness in people at that time, so I followed him home. Close the door, he wants to violate me, he keeps ripping off my clothes! I finally hit him with a hammer and escaped from the house, and I escaped! ”

"The next day, I went back to find their family to theorize, and finally found out the fact that no matter whether I am in Wang Dayi's house or in your place, I am an insignificant outsider! Wu Yuemei defends her husband, although I think she is disgusting, but at this moment I can probably understand her psychology of protecting her shortcomings. But you gave birth to me, you didn't even ask me, you just listened to what Wu Yuemei said, really thought that I seduced Wang Dayi, and gave me a semester's tuition fee without pain, so you don't have to worry about me anymore! ”

"I was swept away by them, with nowhere to go. But Wang Dayi did not let me go, he took me to the canal at nine o'clock in the evening, and under the cover of night, stripped off all my clothes! If Wang Jinjun hadn't brought his friends over, Wang Dayi would have succeeded! But Wang Jinjun saved me, and he also destroyed all my green (春chūn) longings! His friends are scum, insulting me in all sorts of ways! I ended up jumping into the canal, and if someone hadn't jumped down to save me at the expense of his life, I would have died! I'm dead, you know! ”

"Do you know why I chose Shenzhen University in the first place? With my grades, I can choose a better school, what do you think I am for, I would choose to come to Shenzhen to study at university! It's me Wu Yi, who used to be a fool ((forced bī)bī), a fool, and an elm pimple who doesn't open his mind! I didn't know the situation at that time, I thought that as long as I came to Shenzhen, I would be able to get closer to you, I would be able to mend those broken family relationships, and I would be able to find those long-lost relatives (affections)! ”

"But I was wrong! I couldn't be more wrong! You don't pay much attention to me because I came to Shenzhen, and you think that I live in an era where I can study for four whole years of college for only a few thousand yuan! I don't blame you for not reading for me later, I have hands and feet, and I can earn money myself! I finally accepted the fact that you really didn't want me anymore, and started a lonely but peaceful life, but why did you take the initiative to hurt me one more time later! ”

"You called me and said that my dad was born (日rì), and you (hot rè) called me Xiaoyi earnestly, why did you shout so much that I was soft-hearted! Let me relent, and promise you to come over and eat that dinner that I won't taste at all, and then I'll reap the blow you have brought me! I don't think you remember, it was an uncle who said that he wanted to introduce me to an international student, and he jumped up and said without thinking about it, international students are suitable for Wu Xiaofei, and you introduced me to an excavator before, I don't want to see it! Is it in your heart, a garbage like me that you don't look down on, like a man who is homeless and sleeps on the overpass, is more than outstanding, and your baby Wu Xiaofei, even if she marries the president of the United States, she is married, and she has wronged her! ”

"I know you've complained to your relatives and friends about my lack of incarnation. Deng Guanfeng, tell me, how much courage and guilt does it take for a heart that has been completely crushed and frozen by you to be plastered on it again for you to trample! In my bones, I don't have too many genes to commit (贱 jiàn)jiàn), and I don't want to commit (贱 jiàn)jiàn) anymore! ”

"Today, as soon as you come over, you will put your mother's money in front of me, and you ask yourself, are you worthy of the title of mother! When I didn't donate a kidney to Wu Xiaofei, you scolded me for being black-hearted, you said that you really should have fallen me to death, and you also said that it was better to give birth to a piece of barbecued pork than to give birth to me! I wanted to turn my head and tell you that you should have cut me off in the first place, instead of torturing me with a long period of time, making my life worse than death! Deng Guanfeng, when you fell to death me, I will still remember your kindness and your kindness! But you didn't kill me, you just indifferently gave me a mess and a cold heart! ”

"If I'm really like you say, I'm a black-hearted woman in front of you, then I'm also thanks to you! You scold me for being black-hearted, you are not much better, and you are not noble! Don't put on a very high posture for me, I'm going to kneel ((lick tiǎn)tiǎn) you look! Anyone can be arrogant in front of my Wu Yi, but you Deng Guanfeng can't! You don't have that qualification! You don't want to be like a parent, so don't be mean, I should be like a daughter! ”

After sweeping (shooting shè) like crazy, I seemed to use all my strength to denounce Deng Guanfeng, my eyes were dark, I grabbed Deng Guanfeng's hand and let go, and the whole person sat back on the sofa.

With that not-so-small impact, I walked out of the haze, and even though I couldn't control the rushing tears, my sanity gradually returned to (body shēn).

With two hands staggered to quickly wipe away those worthless tears, I raised my face slightly, and casually glanced at Deng Guanfeng, whose mouth was slightly open and his face was full of embarrassment, full of indifference: "I talk a little too much today, but what I can be sure of is that this is the last time." Now, you can get out of my office, I'm going to be busy. ”

Deng Guanfeng's face was still an intersection of embarrassment and embarrassment, and her mouth opened and closed several times before a sentence came out of her mouth: "I'm sorry." ”

It's a pity that at this moment, I still have a strong prejudice against the word "sorry", I still think that Chinese characters are broad and profound, and many words can find their own meaning, but the three words "sorry" are the most perfunctory and useless!

Glaring at her coldly again, I stood up and gestured towards the desk: "When you go out, bring me the door." ”

I expected that.

Even if I cried bitterly and denounced Deng Guanfeng's cruelty and cruelty to me, at this moment, she still carried out the coldness and cruelty to the end: "Xiaoyi, my mother is sorry for you." But Xiaofei didn't do anything wrong, it's my mother begging you, can you let Xiaofei go? She is only in her twenties, her life has just begun, and leaving a little criminal record will become a stain on her. Xiaoyi, she is your sister, you can help her this time, will you let her go? You're not a leader in Youman now. If you let Xiaofei go, I will beg you as a mother. For my sake, you will let Xiaofei go this time. I promise to take her back, take a good look at her, and never let her listen to Chen Jing's words again, and come here to cause trouble for you. Good no good? ”

With that, her hand grabbed mine and shook it a little.

My nose was sour again, I tried my best to hold back, shook it hard, and broke Deng Guanfeng's hand away: "You are worthless to me." Why should I give a worthless person the so-called face. Get me out. ”

I may have fallen too hard, Deng Guanfeng stumbled, and took three or two steps back before standing firmly, and after gaining a firm foothold, she suddenly turned to Wu Zhan: "What are you doing there, come over and talk to Xiao Yi." Xiaofei is a girl's family, she can't leave a stain! ”

Following Deng Guanfeng's words, I glanced at Wu Zhan lightly.

I saw his two hands, hanging there, clenched into fists. And he pursed his mouth, his face full of (情qíng) surging with emotion.

The corners of his mouth twitched, Wu Zhan glanced back at me, and he finally turned his gaze to Deng Guanfeng: "Mom, let's go back!" This was originally Xiaofei's mistake, and she should be taught a lesson for her willfulness! ”

Wu Zhan's two sentences, the tone of the words was not high, deep but full of loud sounds, I was slightly startled, and Deng Guanfeng's reaction seemed to be greater, she glared at Wu Zhan: "What nonsense are you talking about!" You came here to make trouble for me, didn't you? ”

Jumping his gaze back to mine again, Wu Zhan's voice slowed down in vain: "Look at what Wu Yi just cried!" Don't you feel ashamed! You're embarrassed to beep so much in front of Wu Yi! You're sorry for her, and our whole family is sorry for her. Don't you understand! Haven't you figured out the situation yet! You always told me before, Wu Yi is too disrespectful, how many crimes you counted her, how many charges did you deduct from her! I actually believe you! I'm ashamed now! If you don't go, I'll go by myself, if you want to make trouble, stay and make trouble slowly! ”

As if to accompany Wu Zhan's sudden surprise words, before his words all fell, the door suddenly opened.

Outside the door, two men stood.