135 One Heaven and One Night, Hell
I said: Let's go to Ah Pao's place for a while, it just so happens that there is a vacant room upstairs for him, I will help him clean it up and live for you, you help him take care of his clean bar together, and then help take care of Niuniu. By the way, Dai Xiangwei often goes over there, and he has a very good relationship with Niuniu now, so if you go to Ah Pao, you shouldn't be able to hide from him, are you willing to believe him? Believe him, I'll ask him out and we'll talk to you together.
He heard me say this, he said: Xiangwei has always been a good person, but now Liu Yixi and I are not what it used to be, I think he should have looked down on me, right?
I shook my head, and I said: He is not this kind of person, Xu Cheng is not this kind of person, we few people, you should be able to rest assured.
He said, "Well, I believe in you."
I hesitated, but I still asked the doubts in my heart, and I said: Chenxi, why do you believe me so much? You know, I'm one of the people who hates you the most in the world.
He smiled and said, "Remember when we first met?" At that time, because of the death of that classmate, you called on alumni to donate money for her funeral, and at that time, I felt that you were a girl with a great sense of justice, unlike most girls I knew. I believe that such a girl with such a sense of justice will not choose to fall into the trap for me at this time.
I was a little surprised that he still remembered the first days we met. It was the first time I was so close to him, the first time I had a conversation with him, the first time I showed my character in front of him. At that time, I was so excited and excited, I felt that I was riding crookedly on the way home because of the excitement......
Those humble and obscure times are really gone, the crown of the prince on his head was taken away by fate in an instant, I slowly became a businesswoman who was able to take charge of herself from a Cinderella who ran for life, and our lives seemed to be reversed from now on, he became the former me, and I became the former him......
But I was unhappy, and even a little heavy. I don't think I can see a miserable life, I can't see fate ruthlessly destroy anyone I have ever had a relationship with.
I also started to reminisce, and I said: yes, I felt that you were so far away at that time.
He also confided in his heart, he said: Zhizhi, in fact, there was a moment when I really liked you, but at that time, I always felt that you were not a person in my circle, and I always felt that if I found you, maybe I would lose my dignity in this circle. Now think about yourself at that time, how ridiculous and naïve.
I laughed too, and I said, "I know, we weren't in the same world at that time." Isn't the reason why you are chasing Liu Yixi because she satisfies all the fantasies of you and the rich second generation in your circle? Chenxi, I don't despise you, your circle determines the pattern of your life, and I was really at a loss for you at that time, ha.
There is still a slight pain in my heart, when I burned the cigarette scar, I already understood the fundamental reason why Chenxi didn't want me, it wasn't that I wasn't good enough, but I didn't deserve it. So, I try, I try to change my destiny and my identity, so that the future him can look up to me, let him understand how proud the person he once looked down on is now.
Come to think of it, fate is fair. Thirty years in Hedong, thirty years in Hexi, as long as I work hard enough, I finally became the person I want to be.
He was silent for a while, and he said: I know, in the past, I was very superficial, living in the circle of fame and fortune all day long, always living according to other people's standards in food, clothing, housing and transportation, and even the choice of women did not respect their own hearts. I liked Liu Yixi at that time, because many men who were similar to me liked her, so I worked hard to give up myself and keep paying, and I finally got her. But I found that after getting her, it was nothing more than that. She was so proud, so proud that she didn't know how to give and give, she took all my efforts for granted, she always complained that I was not good, I was a little slack and she felt that I didn't love her enough, when I realized that I didn't have much happiness with her, it was too late, I became what I am now, she can still easily find the next host, and then get everything she desires.
He paused, and then said: "Zhizhi, these days I have deeply reflected on my former self, and found that I have been really exaggerated all these years, I have never thought about what my dreams and pursuits are, I am content to enjoy everything I have, chasing the superficial scenery pursued by others, and I have never calmed down for a moment to think about what I want and what I desire.
I smiled faintly and said, "People, it's always phased." How heavy the wrestling is, how deep the comprehension will be. So, it's a good thing to fall. Look at you, isn't this a lot of epiphany?
He said, "Thank you."
I said: Thank me for what, I won't help you in any favor, I have a note of the money you owe me, the money for the house, the money for the meal, remember to pay me back in the future.
He smiled and said, "Hehe, am I really reduced to the days of being a waiter?"
I said disdainfully: Otherwise, see the reality clearly, let's make a transition first. We won't sponsor you, you have hands and feet, and there are more people than you have had a hard time. If you don't want to be a waiter, you can go to work on the construction site, and there are no documents required for temporary workers in that kind of place, you can earn money first and support yourself.
He looked at me in disbelief and he said, "Huh?
I said: Ah what, remember your current identity, you are a down-and-out son, and you are no longer the glittering rich second generation you used to be. Others can do it, why can't you, you are not more noble than anyone now.
He looked at me in distress and said, "Then I'd better go and help out at Ah Pao's bar."
I nodded, called Ah Pao, I said to tell him to be ready to accept the preparation of a special waiter, Ah Pao didn't take it seriously, he said okay, you bring it, and then hung up.
When I took Chenxi to Ah Pao's bar, he was instantly stunned, and he said: This is what you are talking about, special waiter?
I said, "Yes, otherwise, I can add two words to ordinary people."
He quickly pulled me aside, and he said, "Isn't it?" Now that the whole world is looking for him, didn't you cause me trouble by putting such an explosives bag here?
I said, "Then I can't help it, he finds me, I can't throw him on the street." You should take it in for a while, and when you should call him, you should call him hard, and as for the name, don't call him by his real name, just call him Assi.
Ah Pao looked at me very puzzled, and he said: This ...... Will it work? What if I meet an acquaintance of his, what can I say?
I glared at him, and I said, "If there's anything bad to say, just say it's your cousin." There are many similar people in the world, and besides, the people he came into contact with in the past will not come to your little bar to have fun, don't worry.
He was still a little hesitant, I said: Oh, you just listen to me, you see that he is so handsome, let you this is whether you have earned it or not, I don't know how much business is solicited by that face, if I were you, I would have agreed a long time ago.
Ah Pao said: No, I don't know what you sell, you said that with your current ability, if you want to arrange, it's not good to arrange some work for him, why ask him to be a waiter here.
I said, "Ah Pao, do you remember the years when I used to work part-time in your bar?" Didn't I just talk to him at that time, didn't he never ask me about my life's hardships? Now, let him get a taste of this life.
The thief smiled sheepishly, and said: I understand, you are settling the old accounts of the year. Okay, yes, there really is you, in the name of helping him, I will convince you.
I glared at him, and I said, "Damn, don't think I'm so bad, okay?" I just have to let him fall to the bottom so he can see reality more quickly, otherwise he's just going to continue to be decadent and end up ruining himself, you know?
Ah Pao nodded thoughtfully, and he said: "Yes, I don't have much culture, I'll try to express it." What you mean, you can't help but feel chilled to the bone, where is the plum blossom fragrant, is this the truth?
I said, "Well, it's the same person, I came to him from the waiter back then, and now that he's down, why can't he do it?" I just let him understand who he is now, and let his mind calm down as soon as possible.
Speaking of which, I suddenly thought, hey, no, how could Ah Pao, who didn't have any ink in his stomach, suddenly recite poetry?
I tapped him on the shoulder hard, and I said, "Oh, no, where did you come up with this poem?" It's not like your style. =semi^float##生-/;. {ban^fu] [sheng].com
He laughed, he said: Isn't this Niuniu gradually growing up, I just thought that I would learn more things if I was fine, so that Niuniu would ask me if I wouldn't in the future, how embarrassing. So, if it's okay, I'll just hold the books and read more, and slowly it will be a little better.
I laughed instantly, put my arm around his shoulders and said, "Yes, Brother Pao, I've grown up recently."
He touched the back of his head embarrassedly, and he said: You are the one who leads well, and you lead well.
I laughed happily, and the two of them walked out of the back room with their shoulders hooked, and looked at Chenxi's eyes, instantly like looking at a lamb to the slaughter. Knowing my purpose, Ah Pao instantly turned into a black-faced boss, and as soon as he came out, he said: Okay, for the sake of Zhizhi's face, let you stay with me for a while. But remember, from now on your name will be Axi, not Chenxi. You're my distant cousin, helping out with me, remember?
When Chen Xi heard this, the muscles on his face instantly became tangled, and Chen Xi said: Zhizhi, are you sure I really want to do this?
I said, "Don't talk nonsense, go to the back and help Ah Pao wash the rest of the cups and plates."
After saying that, Ah Pao and I tacitly smiled at each other, and the smile was treacherous like a fox.