Chapter 253: What a painful realization
"Xiujing, are you alright?"
In that case, in fact, Jessica made a wise choice to pull Krystal out of the fitness club. Even she shed tears because of Wen Yanyou's crying, and even couldn't cry for a while. But in the end, she didn't go in and do anything, just silently dragged Krystal and left here in a car.
She was sorting out her emotions herself, not caring about krystal, just thinking about her by her side. But it wasn't until she got home that she was in a good mood, at least she could perfunctory her parents and return to the room without seeing what was going on, that Jessica discovered, or rather recalled, that all the way, from standing at the door and watching Wen Yanyou cry, until she returned to the room and sat here. Krystal, it seems, is a little too silent.
Even at this point, Jessica pulled Krystal away, and she left. Pull her to sit on the edge of the bed, and she sits down. Just kept looking out the window in a daze, what surprised Jessica the most was that from beginning to end, Krystal didn't have any changes, including looking at Wen Xianyou crying like that, Jessica would cry out in distress, Krystal was so anxious to find Wen You, and the appearance of being blocked by a man in a black suit, Jessica had seen it, so indifferent, a little unreasonable.
When she came to Krystal's side, Jessica frowned and hugged her, and asked tentatively, "Are you okay Xiujing?" β
Krystal turned her head in a daze, and pulled the corners of her mouth to laugh, but Jessica always thought the smile was weird, but maybe it was far-fetched, so she didn't think much of it.
"I'm fine, Ernie let me be quiet, right?"
Jessica looked at the door, grabbed her and shook her head, "Go out now, Mom and Dad will think we have a problem." I don't bother you. When you are tired, lie down for a while, and if you eat, I will call you. β
Krystal paused, looked out the window and said, "Actually, you don't have to go out, Ernie has nothing to do here." β
Jessica paused, frowned and looked at her: "Xiujing, are you thinking too much?" β
Krystal's gaze didn't change, but he heard it clearly. nodded, and shook his head again: "I thought about it a lot, but it was all Ernie before." Or who said it. Now it's spinning in my head. β
Jessica was stunned for a moment, pursed the corners of her mouth and hugged her: "It's all over, don't think about it anymore." β
Krystal turned to look at Jessica, nodding in silence.
But does this mean that I promise not to think about it? At least Jessica doesn't think so, and she's pretty sure.
With a serious expression, Krystal turned her face as she continued to look out the window, and Jean looked at herself, and Jessica said in a deep voice: "I said, it's all over." Ernie is serious. β
Krystal looked at Jessica silently, but the beautiful eyes that had once been pure and agile. At this time, he did not lose his mind, but became deep and quiet.
Jessica held back the emotions in her heart and said calmly, "We may not have understood what Director Wen said to him. And it is not known that weishenme will work. But it is obvious that the former Wen Yanyou will come back after crying this time......"
"Has Ernie ever seen him cry?"
Krystal asked softly. Interrupt Jessica.
Jessica was stunned for a moment, and subconsciously frowned: "Mo? β
Krystal looked at Jessica, "Did Ernie ever see him cry?" Like today, like you did on the rooftop. β
Jessica's body shuddered. Biting his lip and bowing his head.
Krystal turned his head to continue looking out the window, muttering, "How alike." Your weeping. β
"What were you for, you didn't even know who was standing in front of you, so you hugged and cried, like a child, sad, without any restraint of catharsis."
Krystal whispered, "I didn't manage to get Ernie back with him. But make him suffer as much as you do. How similar is this kind of crying? Proves that what you have endured is already the same, right? β
"Xiujing."
Jessica looked up at Krystal, "It's none of your business, don't overthink it. β
Krystal shook his head slightly, and his gaze remained unchanged to look outside: "Ernie will only say this to me now, but I want to say a lot, but I don't feel like I have the strength to say it, Weishenme, will this happen?" β
"Xiujing."
Jessica hugged Krystal tightly and held her in her arms, looking at her expression with an anxious look: "What the hell is wrong with you?" Ernie said it was none of your business, none of your business. You don't believe me, you can't listen to my persuasion, but haven't you listened to him in the morning? β
"Lie to me."
Krystal shook his head slightly: "Actually, it's all a lie to me." β
Leaning on Jessica's arms, Krystal found a comfortable position, but instead of relying on his own Ernie feeling, it was more like finding a pillow.
"I should have understood, and I should have seen it. I was so young that I didn't understand how complicated it was. β
Jessica finally noticed that Krystal had changed from before, that is, no matter what she said or what emotions she had, her face suddenly became expressionless. It's like an iceberg bigger than yourself.
However, Krystal's words did not stop, but continued to murmur: "Today I learned how sad he is. It's only now that I understand what I did. β
Slowly closing her eyes, Krystal gently rubbed Jessica's lap on the pillow: "From the moment I lit the fuse, it was all doomed. It's me who makes Ernie lose even a little dignity from Zuihou, it's me who makes Kim Taeyeon close herself. It's me who makes Sunny Ernie get rid of him. It's me, Victoria Ernie, who is treated like this. β
"Xiujing, don't say it."
Jessica bit her lip, tears rolling down her cheeks. Rubbing his sister's hair, it didn't stop Krystal.
"It's me, let everything. It gets a mess. Let everyone have a hard time. I thought I was really wrong and went to him to confess. He told me that I had done nothing wrong. He told me I was doing the right thing. β
As if he was about to fall asleep, Krystal whispered softly, "I thought I was ignorant and made everyone sad." Perhaps, at least from his point of view, it should have been him the saddest, but not only was he not blamed. I also received thanks and recognition. I feel relieved and comforted that I feel that at least one person will not prove me right, but not all wrong. Now I know, I know it. β
Krystal gently rubbed Jessica's leg with her cheek and lay there curled up, "Lie to me, lie to me." And he deceived me, most thoroughly. In my eyes. In my heart, I have never had any fear or burden, and I can always look up to face everything and bear all of him. Crying. Crying so sadly, like a child. β
"Xiujing ......"
Jessica still didn't hold back, and tears fell down Krystal's face. Subconsciously want to wipe her. But it was Krystal who had already opened his eyes. Raising his hand to wipe the tears from his cheeks, he looked up at Jessica.
"Ernie was crying too?"
Krystal's deep, quiet eyes looked at Jessica.
Gently raise your hand and wipe with Jessica. Krystal muttered, "Ernie is crying, and you can imagine how sad he must be." β
Jessica wiped away her tears, held Krystal's hand, took a breath and forced her crying: "Xiujing." Don't think about that. After a while, I'll go tell my mom that you've eaten. β
"Ernie."
Krystal didn't seem to hear Jessica's words, and let out a soft cry.
Jessica stopped to look at her, and Krystal looked at Jessica and muttered, "Weishenme I didn't cry?" β
"Xiujing."
Jessica looked at Krystal in a daze, and half-rang hugged her tightly in her arms, but the tears that had just stopped were flowing again.
Krystal was held in Jessica's arms, but her cheek happened to be facing the window again, and her eyes were cast out of the window again.
"I remember, I wanted to cry too. But I could only stand there stupidly, watching him hug his brother and cry so sadly. weishenme, I don't have it? β
Krystal slowly looked up and looked at Jessica, "I didn't slowly understand until just now. I also have to accept a fact. β
Holding Jessica, Krystal gently buried herself in: "At that moment, I couldn't cry. Maybe later...... It's also possible that I won't cry anymore. β
"Xiujing."
Jessica held Krystal in her arms, and she didn't know what to say at this point. However, she didn't seem to be able to do anything else except cry more fiercely with her sister, who said she wouldn't cry in the future. However, Jessica naturally knows that not crying is not sad, it may be the opposite, when an emotion reaches a certain level, it is really impossible to express it.
On the night Jessica lit the fuse in krystal, the sisters talked to her about what she had done. It's just that Zuihou didn't say something because she couldn't experience it with her own eyes, and she never had that real feeling.
At this time, Krystal finally realized how all this she had done had brought to the parties, to the people around her, and even herself.
However, at this time, I finally realized ...... What a painful realization?
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