Ji Rongke's Outer Eleventh Forgotten Time
He Run is actually not stupid.
She's not very simple, either.
There is no real scheming woman in this world, on the contrary, He Run is really smart, her cleverness is silent without a trace, in a competition for the edge, it seems so imperceptible, she knows when to advance and when to retreat, and she also knows that she has no advantages and capital for women, so as to force herself to let go of her noble and arrogant life experience and cultivate the best character.
Men can love a woman's beautiful face and charming posture for a while, and will miss a woman's elegant demeanor and gentle gaze. He Run knows this very well, and he has become mediocre and wonderful.
She couldn't cover Feng Jin's light, so she used another way to retreat to weaken herself harder, and when Feng Jin's brilliance was exerted to the extreme, people were tired of seeing it, and then she revealed something she had never known, like a small boat, on the sea full of huge ships, the more small and simple she was, the more people could see it at a glance.
Ji Rongke was shocked at this moment, he didn't know what He Run was stimulated, he had been her obsession for so many years, the only driving force in her life, and even her life, which was more important than her life. Isn't a woman's maiden home the only way back? She pouted herself and was isolated and adrift in this world ever since, she regarded this marriage as the biggest gamble of her life, and the chips she invested in it were all her life.
She is not completely sure that she will win, but she bets on human nature, people are flesh and blood, and no matter how vicious her heart is, it is impossible not to have a trace of softness.
He Run is equivalent to killing herself, she would rather kill herself than keep her husband, Ji Rongke, driven and supervised by morality and humanity, will never take the initiative to abandon her, unless she speaks.
Of course he didn't think that she would speak, he just thought that he was her last support, a straw for her survival, and her only obsession until death.
He Run's decision made Ji Rongke's heart stir up huge waves, and it is not an exaggeration to say that it was a terrible wave.
She's getting a divorce, she's going to end this marriage she's been holding on to for seven and a half years.
In the past seven and a half years, scenes seem to be an old movie that has not yet had time to end, her softness, her waiting, and her persistence are even stronger than fire. He Run's career as Mrs. Ji has only two words, forbearance.
She endured it so sadly and heartbreakingly. It also made Ji Rongke feel her cruelty, she was just a woman who had never hurt others, but she was blindly hurt, in the face of all conspiracies and exploitations, she still faced it with her kindness and her free and easy smile, and ended with a smile.
Ji Rongke asked himself if he was a competent husband, he got too much from He Run, but He Run got very little from him.
He was too superficial and reluctant to treat her, as if he was doing a task, and he started to rush things in a hurry, such a perfunctory attitude, he couldn't bear to recall it anymore, and he finally understood that it was a great harm to her. If a man can't be completely good, don't throw a good point to the other party in order to make himself feel at ease, especially if she is still very fragile and full of such deep and strong expectations.
Ji Rongke pursed his lips and was silent, He Run sat down on the single sofa opposite him, she lowered her eyes and looked at the agreement he held in his hand, there were extremely few terms on it, and all the handwriting added up to not even a third of a piece of paper, she didn't know what to write, she didn't even want her own life, what money did she need to satisfy her desireless heart.
"Rong Ke, how many years have we known each other?"
She suddenly asked him such words with a smile in her eyes, and he was slightly stunned, and the stiffness on his face revealed his dazedness and forgetfulness. Where did he still remember that He Run didn't even have a trace of image in the depths of his mind, not to mention how many years he had known him, even if he had been a husband and wife for so many years, he would still say the wrong color she liked, confuse her favorite food, and mistake Feng Jin's favorite food for her, and his subtle consciousness hit He Run again and again.
The only thing he could remember was her birthday, which she forced to cry and remember with guilt. It was He Run's twenty-eighth birthday, and the He family was fine, she was pampered like a pearl in her palm.
She married him for four years, before she became his wife, every birthday of her was a feast for the He family, He Run had long been used to pushing the cup and changing the lamp on her birthday, but after she married him, four years passed in the cold.
She was like a mute, swallowing alone the bitterness of being left out and forgotten.
Ji Rongke didn't remember it once, he didn't know at all, and he never asked, he never really put her in his heart, how much room a person's heart can have, to remember the bits and pieces of people he didn't cherish.
He came back from work and pushed the door and saw that the lights were turned off in the living room, the window screen was also closed, and there were rows of clear and blurred candles flickering in the middle of the table, she sat behind the candle flame, the orange warm light shrouded her face, and the two lines of tears were clearly reflected, Ji Rongke saw the huge cake, saw a table of fine wine and food, and also saw the silent faces of the nanny and the maid standing in the living room, he suddenly understood his negligence, he walked over with a smile, stood behind He Run's seat, and leaned over slightly to wrap his arms around her shoulders, His voice was full of apologies and said, "I forgot, I'll pay attention next time, as for the gift..."
"Do I care about gifts?" He Run's eyes suddenly turned red, and she turned her head to look at the face in front of her that made her fascinated, "Rong Ke, not all women in the world can be happy because of a trace of material, not everyone of the opposite sex who lives around rich and powerful men worships money to such an extent that they can ignore their own moods, ignore their marriage, and watch it step by step towards the brink of breaking, and they can continue to care because of a sum of money and an expensive gift." Ji's He family can't afford it, do I need to be pitiful and lose my dignity to ask you for something? ”
Ji Rongke was very tired, he didn't realize that today was such an important day, if he hadn't come back to see such a scene, he might not have understood what he had missed and forgotten today.
He was tired, he licked the wounds of fatigue on the one hand, and tried to coax He Run, he said everything he could, but that night He Run finally broke out, so long of grievances and punishments, she did not show the previous generosity, and fell into a circle of endless crying.
But Ji Rongke understands that he knows that it is not a calculus, let alone her unreasonableness, but a woman's most basic and even sad desire for her husband.
The scattered memories in Ji Rongke's mind came to an abrupt end at this moment, he couldn't laugh, he put away the blank and stiff expression on his face, "Ten years." ”
He Run let out a long sigh, she looked at the glass plate of the coffee table that was polished and reflected, and the figures of her and Ji Rongke were reflected on it, they were separated by a table, separated by a piece of empty air, she felt very far away, this distance that could not be seen and touched, many times farther than the thousands of mountains and rivers that could be measured.
When did they become so distant.
Oh wrong, she was always crawling hard, crawling to his place, but when did he ever get close to him, he stood still and didn't move, looking at her squirming with such an expressionless face, it was so far away, and she suddenly stopped climbing, no longer struggling for it, she knew shame, she knew how ridiculous she was like a clown, she stopped, no matter how hard she worked, there was always a time when she was tired and wanted to rest, and this distance was pulled farther.
He Run was disappointed in this man so many times that she really felt numb at this time, she no longer had expectations for every question and every request, and she began to restrain what she had paid, although she knew that it was difficult to recover it, she might get back a trace of love, she could get back a little hate, shouldn't she be very him? If she hadn't met him in her lifetime, she would still be innocent and happy He Run, maybe she met her husband who hurt her to the bone, she had never seen Ji Rongke, how could she know that she could love a man like this, then she would live a simple and satisfied life with the other him, and not become the most down-and-out madman.
She laughed stupidly, how desolate the light in her eyes was, "It turns out that it has been ten years in your heart, and there may be a period of time when you have forgotten it in the corner, only I remember." ”
Ji Rongke was out of breath, he suddenly felt that this room was too stuffy, so depressed that people were suffocating, how could He Run, who was so indisputable, also began to be aggressive in her way, he ripped open the two shirt buttons, and felt stuffy, he simply unbuttoned all the buttons, revealing all his chest, he looked at the agreement and his eyes moved down little by little, and finally fell on the woman who went out of the house, he clenched his fists, and his voice was hoarse, "How do you live." ”
He Run smiled indifferently, "Am I old?" If I'm not old, I can always find an errand, maybe everyone falls into the ground, but I'm not afraid, because I'm not you or my brother, I don't have too high expectations, I don't feel how miserable it is to be annihilated in ordinary people, on the contrary, that's good, I can forget that I am He Run, what kind of family and marriage I once had, start from scratch, start from scratch. ”
Ji Rongke's heart was filled with a faint pain, he covered his eyes with his palm, and exhaled deeply, he almost blurted out that he didn't need a divorce, he couldn't stand it, he knew how much He Run sacrificed for him, he was entitled and obliged to take care of her for the rest of his life, and the only way she could accept it was for her husband to his wife, not any other relief and charity.
But he can't say that he still owes Feng Jin so much, if he is destined to fail women in his life, he would rather be 1.4 billion people in the world than half of Feng Jin.
Ji Rongke removed his palm, his eyes were a little red, he lowered his eyes and couldn't face He Run, he added two items to the property division column, one is that the ancestral house of the He family will be owned by He Run after the auction, and the other is a one-time payment of 30 million compensation.
When He Run hadn't finished writing Ji Rongke's second item, she suddenly got up and pressed his wrist, and stopped the tip of his pen that was smoothly swiping on the paper, "I only want the ancestral house, I don't want to use that money to desecrate my seven-and-a-half-year marriage." ”
Ji Rongke's hand trembled violently, all his motivation to continue flowed out of the corners of his body in an instant, his hand holding the pen was released from that violent tremor, He Run pulled out the agreement from under his elbow, she folded it and pressed it under a cup, smiling with a relaxed face, but when she turned her back to Ji Rongke and walked towards the stairs, she suddenly collapsed her face, collapsed the world, collapsed and poured torrential rain.