I finally promised Song Jiangshan that I would leave the capital, although I knew that this was my only way out, but when I thought that I had worked hard for so long, and finally had to leave with hatred, I felt extremely aggrieved in my heart.

Song Jiangshan was relieved when he heard that I agreed, and said: "Boy, don't break your promise, I won't care about you or I can take any road in the future, but since you agreed to my request, you must remember, one, you are not allowed to return to the capital, and two, you are not allowed to contact Jiayin again." ”

My heart sank, just now I was grateful to Song Jiangshan for his reminder and concern for me, and agreed to leave the request, but I didn't expect him to give me a trick, and took the opportunity to say that I agreed to his request and asked me not to contact Song Jiayin again.

remembered what Song Jiayin said to me on the phone more than half a month ago, she said that if I abandoned her again, she would never want me again. I clenched my fists tightly, looked at Song Jiangshan and said, "I'm sorry, Uncle Song, I can only promise that I will leave the capital temporarily, but I can't give up Song Jiayin, because I promised her, we have hooked, I will not give up on her, never." ”

Song Jiangshan frowned, and said in a deep voice: "A man, if he is still a man, he should understand that he can't give a woman happiness, he must learn to let go, this is the best protection for the person he loves." ”

I shook my head and said with a smile: "Uncle Song, you are wrong, a man, if he really loves a woman, the first thing he must learn is to respect her, respect her choices and wishes. And I understand that Jiayin's choice must be to be with me, and to overcome difficulties and obstacles with me, so I will respect her decision, I will never leave her, I am a man, a man, of course, I must give my own woman to love herself, pursue the power to be with herself, and if you fall in love with her, you will not let go of her consciousness. ”

Seeing Song Jiangshan's face getting worse and worse, I knew that he must think that my idea was ridiculous and angry, I continued: "Uncle Song, I will love Jiayin well, and I will not give up to her because of any difficulties, I know that you don't believe in my strength, and I can't give you a definite answer, I promise you that I will definitely give her happiness and make her safe, but I promise you that I will definitely work hard to be good to her and work hard to create a safe environment." ”

Song Jiangshan said with a cold face: "You will definitely work hard?" Do you think that some things in this world will change through your efforts? Do you think Jiayin is still a young girl with so much time and energy to continue waiting for you? Do you know how old you are? You are almost thirty years old, and you are on this road, I don't know if you will walk out of a smooth road in five, ten, or twenty years, do you want my precious daughter to wait for you for five, ten, twenty years? ”

In the face of Song Jiangshan's questioning, even if my heart with Song Jiayin is as solid as a rock, I was a little speechless for a while, and I was ashamed of myself, I knew that as a parent, my approach really made them feel very selfish, but if I can't let go, I can't let go.

Thinking of this, I got out of bed, Song Jiangshan frowned and asked vigilantly, "What do you want to do?" ”

I came to Song Jiangshan, suddenly knelt down on one knee, and said: "Uncle Song, I'm sorry, this kneeling is my selfishness, I'm sorry, I can't let go of Jiayin's hand, I can't live without her, so, please forgive me for my selfishness." ”

"You!" Song Jiangshan raised his hand and wanted to hit me, I knelt there straight, not dodging, he turned his palm into a fist, and said angrily: "You know that you are selfish, and you still have to be obsessed, do you really ignore the suffering of us parents?" Do you know that your aunt has been washing her face with tears all day long, forcing her to die, she said that she is just a little woman, an ordinary mother, she does not ask her daughter to be rich and rich, she only wants her daughter to have a safe and smooth life, but if Jiayin follows you, how many twists and turns and dangers will she face? This time, she survived by luck, at the cost of the fate that she may not be able to get out of bed for a year, but what about the next time? You tell me, will she survive next time? If she dies, what will you pay me? ”

I lowered my head apologetically, and said "obsessively": "She lives, I live, she dies, I die, I will never let her be alone, if there is really that day, I can't pay you anything, Uncle Song, only one life." ”

Song Jiangshan stomped his feet angrily and said, "You...... You...... I really didn't expect you to be so selfish! Chen Ming, I really misjudged you! I'm telling you, even if you're not willing to give up good news, I have a way to make it happen! ”

As he spoke, he turned and left angrily.

I looked at his back and said guiltily, "Uncle Song, I'm sorry, please fulfill it." ”

Song Jiangshan snorted coldly and strode out of the ward. After he left, I slowly stood up on the edge of the bed, I slowly came to the window, through the window, I saw in the back yard, two kittens were rolling together and fighting, when the fight was inextricable, the two kittens suddenly bumped their heads affectionately, squinted their eyes and enjoyed a picture of comfort.

I can't help but think of the years that Song Jiayin and I have been together, it is really a blink of an eye for several years, I have let go of her hand several times, under the banner of loving her, but now, I don't want to let go anymore, because I know that she doesn't want me to do this, she hopes that the man who loves her can ride the wind and waves, move forward bravely, no matter what difficulties he encounters, he must face it bravely, and never let go of her hand.

A beautiful smiling face seemed to appear outside the blank window, and I slowly stretched out my hand, trying to touch the beautiful face through the glass, and whispered: "Jiayin, my selfish insistence, is it right or wrong?" ”

"Even if it's wrong in the eyes of the world, as long as it's right in her eyes, isn't it?" A familiar voice suddenly sounded behind him.

My heart jumped, and when I turned around, I saw my uncle walking in, and he smiled at me, and I said, "Uncle, did you hear everything?" ”

My uncle nodded, and he said: "Xiao Ming, don't hesitate, because hesitation will only make your heart waver, you just need to know that the girl of the Song family loves you, and she loves you so much that she doesn't want to be separated from you even if she dies, and then, you just need to work hard to prove that you can do it, work hard to get rid of the shackles on your body, and become a person who is not restrained by anyone. ”

After listening to my uncle's words, my heart was really warm, and my confusion was reduced a lot, and I asked, "Uncle, why didn't my mother come over?" ”

My uncle frowned, his face was solemn, and I asked with some concern, "Is something wrong with my mother?" ”

My uncle sighed and said, "She's sick." ”

"Sick? What's going on? I nervously asked, "Did I make you sick?" ”

My uncle hurriedly said: "Don't think about it, don't blame yourself, your mother is actually because of your brother's ......"

Fake name? I frowned, my uncle told me the ins and outs of the matter, it turned out that after he left that day, according to my will, he monitored everything around my mother 24 hours a day, and a few nights ago, he was caught by the fake name. My uncle originally wanted to give the fake Chen name to Song Jiangshan, but my mother stopped him.

It turned out that my mother had long expected that the fake Chen Ming would appear, and she had been waiting for him, and in the end, my uncle couldn't resist her pleas and let the fake Chen Ming go.

Hearing this, I was angry and helpless, my uncle hurriedly said: "Don't be too angry, although your mother still can't bear it, but she has already told your brother that this is the last time she will save him, and after that, the two of them will have no mother-son relationship, nickname, your mother still chose you after all." ”

Did my mom choose me? I felt a little relieved, but also a little guilty, and I think the cruelest thing for a mother is probably to ask her to choose between two children.

My uncle said at this time: "It's just that your mother was overthinking, so she fell ill, but don't worry, with me and your grandfather taking care of her, she will be fine, but you, after leaving, this road must not be easy to walk, uncle can't help you anything, I can only tell you, take care, you have to remember, no matter when, our family will support you behind you, understand?" ”

Listening to my uncle's words, I felt like a warm current poured into my heart, this feeling of having a family to rely on really made me feel full of strength, I nodded heavily and said to my uncle, "I understand." ”

Next, I asked my uncle why he hadn't come to see me for so long, and he said that he had been under investigation recently, and as a result, he had spent money to eliminate the disaster, and he had spent money to buy the opportunity to meet me, and told me that my grandfather also wanted to come to see me, but he didn't allow it, because the current Wei family had to keep a distance from me in order to reassure the people above.

Although I didn't have the opportunity to meet my grandfather and call him 'grandpa', as long as I knew that he had me in his heart, it was enough.

My uncle said that the things were ready for me, and he was in the car outside, and then said goodbye to me, and left with the reminder of the scholar.

Looking at my uncle's lonely back, my heart was very uncomfortable, thinking that under the suppression of the above, it became so difficult for me to even meet my relatives, why?

I swore in my heart that I would definitely change the status quo and ...... Certain!

The scholar said at this time: "Chen Ming, I received a notice from the above, saying that I was asked to send you back to Hangzhou, and the upper side prepared an RV for you, and we ...... When to go? ”

I glanced at the scholar, he looked at me sympathetically at this time, I felt a little aggrieved, let me ask me a person who has made great achievements for the top, when does he need the sympathy of others? I said I'd make a phone call and leave.

The scholar lent me the mobile phone, I dialed the number of Uncle Er, and soon, the voice of Uncle Ear came from the other end of the phone, and I said, "Old man, I am leaving." ”

Uncle Er sighed and said, "I know, nickname, grandpa is sorry for you." ”

I can tell that he is very sad, and I know that he has always treated me as his own grandson, so when he sees me facing oppression, and sees that I am desperate but can't help me, he blames himself.

I smiled and said, "Old man, it's none of your business, and, thank you, for always being with me and helping me, good news, please leave it to you." ”

Uncle Er said: "Don't worry, I will take good care of her." ”

"Is she handy to answer the phone now?" I asked expectantly.

Uncle Er said: "She just took medicine and fell asleep, I'm going to call her?" ”

I hurriedly said: "No, don't disturb her rest, old man, when she wakes up, you tell her that I will leave the capital for the time being, but I will come back to marry her, let her recuperate with peace of mind, and wait for me to come back." ”