Chapter 265: Deep Despair
When Qu Ran walked out of the living room, Qu Yingjie was already asleep.
It's probably because I'm tired after a day of fuss, because Qu Ran knows very well that the love between herself and He Chenfeng is so hard, and the love is so full of guilt, like her and He Chenfeng, who can't get blessings, and even everyone opposes them, and is not optimistic about the feelings, if you have to be stubbornly together, it will hurt many people around you, and in the end, you will also suffer from it.
She didn't want Qu Yingjie to follow the same path, Qu Yingjie's life was hard enough, because of Gong Yao, he was already very hard, and taking care of Li Yunyun and Li Tingting's mother and daughter was enough for him to be physically and mentally exhausted in his life.
Qu Yingjie didn't actually fall asleep, and sat up suddenly, "You can't sleep either?" ”
"So you didn't sleep, I thought you slept." Kozome was a little surprised.
"How can I go to bed early, I am very worried about such a big thing, in fact, your example has clearly told me that I can't do this, but I still want to jump into the fire pit like that."
Qu Yingjie was obviously very bitter when he said this.
Even if Qu Ran wanted to obstruct him, it seemed that he couldn't continue to obstruct him ruthlessly, at least, Qu Yingjie was hard enough now.
"I don't sleep in the middle of the night, why are you talking about these bitter things, I'll go and wake up Tang Keqing and Deng Yun, let's go and have supper, I can't sleep for a long night, it's so painful."
However, she has been suffering from insomnia.
"Good idea, let's go." Qu Yingjie was also in high spirits, even though there was still an injury on the top of his head, he seemed to completely ignore his injury.
It's just that they don't seem to have the blessing of having a supper tonight, and Qu Ran hasn't started to call the two of them yet, when the knock on the door is loud.
Qu Ran was surprised, but after a while, he immediately said, "Really, you don't need to guess to know that it must be Zhong Jian, a slut, who knocked on the door in the middle of the night, and it must be that the house opposite can't live." ”
After all, there are a few wealthy sons who can live in a single apartment.
Qu Yingjie also agreed with Qu Ran's statement, Qu Ran opened the door without looking at it at this moment, "Hey, what's the matter, it's really troublesome......"
She didn't speak in a good tone, but before she finished speaking, she saw that it was He Chenfeng's fierce face, he didn't look very calm, but why did he come in the middle of the night to be scary.
"Is that you?"
"Who do you think it is?" He Chen's tone was rushed to the extreme.
"But, can you find someone at a different time, what time is it, and you should come back to me tomorrow for something big."
Qu Ran obviously didn't want to talk to him.
He Chenfeng didn't seem to be calm to the extreme, so he was extremely impulsive when he spoke, and his behavior made Qu Ran unable to parry, and the moment he pinched Qu Ran's shoulder, that kind of force was enough to shock her.
"Why didn't you tell me that our children were actually staying! You tell me, where is the child now! ”
He Chenfeng is extremely cold, but there are sparks in his eyes.
In the face of He Chenfeng's sudden questioning, Qu Ran was dull for a moment, as if his mind was blank and he couldn't think of anything, what he was talking about.
"Obviously, you didn't kill my grandmother back then, why did you hide it from me, and why did you bear the responsibility for all this and spend four years in prison for nothing? Qu Ran, what the hell are you thinking! Or is there something you're hiding from me? ”
After so many years, he suddenly learned that everything before was not true, and even, he obviously had a child, and even in the past four years, he has not fulfilled his responsibilities as a father for a day.
"Qu Ran, you speak, I want an answer, what are you hiding from me."
At this moment, He Chenfeng's expression was lonely, and countless discomforts were surging, making his whole person look bad.
Qu Ran was always so surprised that he couldn't say a word.
And He Chenfeng was too focused on wanting to know this answer, and also ignored that there was another person in the room, Qu Yingjie was also very embarrassed at this time, he didn't expect He Chenfeng to come so late, especially since he obviously already knew part of the truth.
As long as he thinks of what Qu Ran has experienced, Qu Yingjie also feels extremely uncomfortable for Qu Ran......
"Answer me, Qu Ran, what the hell is going on that I don't know."
"Where's the child, where is the child!" He Chenfeng's expression was solemn, as if he couldn't wait to know the whereabouts of the child, and he was afraid to know, so afraid to hear a bad answer.
Qu Ran's shoulder had been pinched so painful and uncomfortable, and the pain finally made her a little conscious, "Let go of me, He Chenfeng, what qualifications do you have to ask me this, I ask you, you haven't asked me once in so many years, now come and ask me, why do you have the right to refuse any answer from you, and I have also suffered the punishment I deserve; I also suffered the punishment I didn't deserve, if you hadn't insisted on entanglement in the first place, would I have ended up like this? ”
If she hadn't been entangled, if she had never intersected, at least she wouldn't have to go to jail, at least not until now, even if she was imprisoned and endured extraordinary pain, she was still full of guilt, she would still be haunted by nightmares, and she would still be ashamed of He Jinhang.
"As long as it is related to your He Chenfeng, in the end, it is my own bad luck, and in the end, I am suffering and sinful, and now, there is no point in pursuing the past......"
"Qu Ran, you answer me, where is the child, I'll ask you, where is the child!"
He roared, his tone quite aggressive, and his cold and gloomy eyes burst with a terrifying essence.
Qu Yingjie was also frightened by He Chenfeng's uncontrollable anger, and he couldn't just watch the conflict between Qu Ran and him deteriorate, "Young Master He, calm down, Qu Ran also has Qu Ran's troubles, and there are some things that can't be told to you for the time being, and she also has her troubles." ”
At least, about He Jinhang's death, everyone is currently hiding it, but they are afraid that He Chenfeng will not be able to bear it after knowing the result.
Qu Yingjie's voice suddenly appeared, which made He Chenfeng know that there was a second person in this room, but fortunately it was not another man, otherwise it would arouse He Chenfeng's anger.
However, even if Qu Yingjie was there, he wanted him to avoid it for the time being, "Yingjie, you go out for a while." ”
"He Chenfeng, don't go too far, the person who should go out is you, not Qu Yingjie, you go, let me go immediately, I won't answer any of your questions, you died of this heart."
Qu Ran's anger rose, and he began to gradually regain his strength, forcibly breaking free but never being able to break free from He Chenfeng's embrace.
He Chenfeng was so firm at the moment to hold her tightly, firmly, not relaxing a little, "If you don't tell me the truth today, I won't leave, if you don't say it today, you will say it tomorrow, you won't say it tomorrow, and the day after tomorrow, I will always let you tell me." ”
"He Chenfeng, you ......"
He's spent with her.
At this time, even if Qu Yingjie didn't want to leave, he had to leave, it was true that he was not easy to meddle in, Qu Ran was both angry and loving when he projected to He Chenfeng, such a man who once loved unforgettable was not something he could forget.
"Qu Ran, I'll go out for a while, you guys talk slowly, and I'll go out for a drink with Brother Yun."
Qu Yingjie is afraid that the only person he can find at this time is Deng Yun.
"Qu Yingjie, you stop, if you want to go, go together, you bastard." She is now in dire straits, Qu Yingjie actually said to leave, in fact, she didn't know what Qu Yingjie meant, maybe he also had an idea to let her take advantage of the situation to inform He Chenfeng this time, so that there was hope for finding the child.
However, Qu Ran didn't want to say a word to He Chenfeng at this time.
"Qu Yingjie, you wait."
Qu Ran tried to ask Qu Yingjie for help, at least with Qu Yingjie here, she could be bolder, after all, the current He Chenfeng looks so uncalm, it seems that this place may become a murder scene at any time.
It's just that Qu Yingjie knows very well from a man's point of view that it's one thing for a man to be angry, but he will never hurt his beloved, just like him and Yue Xinrui, even if Yue Xinrui's behavior is sometimes so bad, he is always ruthless.
"You can have a good talk with Young Master He."
Qu Ran was very stubborn at this time, "I don't have anything to talk about with him, He Chenfeng, you let me go." ”
In fact, in addition to being stubborn, there was also a deep fear, which made her panic and unable to face He Chenfeng.
After Qu Yingjie left, Qu Ran also vigorously pushed He Chenfeng, "You let go of me, who told you that we still have children, how can we have children, our children have died a long time ago." ”
Qu Ran actually never wanted to face the fact that the child was "dead", but she had to face it, and it was at this time that she truly admitted that the child had left her forever.
However, He Chenfeng didn't believe it, after all, Qu Ran had deceived him beforehand, and he absolutely didn't believe it at this moment.
"Qu Ran, I won't believe you."
"How I wish I was lying to you, but the truth is, not long after I gave birth to her, she had congenital heart disease and left."
At the beginning, when Lin Yueqin told her that the child died of congenital heart disease, and even gave the death certificate, she always didn't believe it, but after gradually calming down and gradually accepting the facts, she knew very well that the child was really away forever.
The news of "death" hit the bottom of He Chenfeng's heart, and his heart seemed to be shattered in an instant, the news originally brought him hope, but at this moment, it gave him deep despair, especially such a painful and fatal news.
"Why didn't you tell me before, how can you be so selfish! Because she was angry with me and didn't want to be with me, she joked with the child's life, and maybe if I knew, she wouldn't have died. ”
At the very least, he will use all his power to desperately save her and save her life.